wait till u see me

stagnant

[LYRICS]
i heard you poppin xans your new man
is a fan 
remember when you told me i wouldn’t understand 
look at you so pretty party girl city
think that you’re so witty it don’t even hit me 

cigarette ashes 
the way she look like an actress 
and all she care about is fashion 
don’t show an ounce of compassion 
i be in the whip going 95 feel the mother fucking wind 
my brothers by my side hold me down when i’m sick 
i ain’t trippin bout you no more
you love to hit me up when you’re bored 

i dont wanna play 
all these games no more 
why do you treat me like a toy 
Im not a a party boy
and the games over
don’t hit me right back 
when im on my own and im getting my bag 
hidden in the smoke off a fat zig zag 
talkin all that shit i forgot who asked 
@ily_turo:
i forgot who asked 
and imma leave you in the 
past tense 
i dont want you shawty 
imma leave you for the next man 
you asked me a question 
and i dont think i was listening 
you fucking up my mental 
and your making me use ritalin
you wanna take me in 
call it a cordial sin 
you want my body 
and my soul 
im not sure how to win 
you tried to take, take 
my soul away 
but i got solio behind my back 
we dont play games

cigarette ashes 
the way she look like an actress 
and all she care about is fashion 
don’t show an ounce of compassion 
i be in the whip going 95 feel the mother fucking wind 
my brothers by my side hold me down when i’m sick 
i ain’t trippin bout you no more
you love to hit me up when you’re bored.

thx 4 listening :3
mastered by Turo

PARTY GIRL

PARTY GIRL w/ Lxve Turo! [kimani + senoju]

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4FzbNS9USY0owZ6uV8yrUO?si=PdWWHBSXRsq0hPF_yWCMsw

lyrics:
Lock the bedroom door
She got me sneaking
Got me up off the floor
Hiding from her parents
And I can't feel my hands
God this wasn't in my plan at all
Couldn't look back to you
I was hoping that she would call
Meet me up outside of the morgue

Cause they all start dancing when they see you
They all wanna be you
You won't look at me but I got just as much as he do
Hating how he treat you
Punch his fucking teeth through
Now she got a new dude
And she never wanna meet you

Down a bottle of Henny and I know she want it
I don't want another but I know she fucking plotting it up
I ain't plan on falling in love
Guess she good at fucking me up
(Guess she good at fucking me up)

She keep on talking I don't wanna hear none
I stole her heart then I hold it for ransom
She's just so mad all she do is throw tantrums
I can't deal with this shit no more because, girl, you just so problematic
Hit my phone, get static
Flights out the country got five on this fabric
She don't even know but my mind going batshit
Fuck all that acting, I can't fuck with that shit
Girl you so see through
Wish I never met ya though
I don't wanna see you, acting hella extra though
I just be fucking shit up with my fellas
We make it rain, hope you brought your umbrella

Double back on my word
I guess I'm fucking up
I know you hate it when I'm drunk
But I love it yeah
I do not need you
It's nice to meet you
If only she knew

Cause they all start dancing when they see you
They all wanna be you
You won't look at me but I got just as much as he do
Hating how he treat you
Punch his fucking teeth through
Now she got a new dude
And she never wanna meet you
Down a bottle of Henny and I know she want it
I don't want another but I know she fucking plotting it up
I ain't plan on falling in love
Guess she good at fucking me up

undesirable (feat. jvcob)

lyrics:

i met a bad bitch
she took me off the x and put me onto acid
my mind is foggy i don’t really know what happened
around the country different drugs i gotta tap in
these lights are flashin
oh i’m in cali then in houston
brand new substance im abusing
we make love then i make music
weed and percies do the fusion dance
i’m losin it
but i’m coolin bitch
i’m cruisin and
boosin to ludacris

your words are heavy but you standing on the wrong side
i drove an hour to the plug call that a long line
i blacked out in my place of work they said it’s alright
then put a xanny in my soda im out all night
i just finished a long drive
i’m still out and it’s almost 5
wit a bitch that wanna know my sign
quit it bitch get up out this ride
high, say hi before u dip im on IG live
oh my god it’s 5:59
1 more minute til you know what time

i met a bad bitch
she took me off the x and put me onto acid
my mind is foggy i don’t really know what happened
around the country different drugs i gotta tap in
these lights are flashin
oh i’m in cali then in houston
brand new substance im abusing
we make love then i make music
weed and percies do the fusion dance
i’m losin it
but i’m coolin bitch
i’m cruisin and
boosin to ludacris

@4stro_official
fill my medulla with music im really doin this
we making movements our futures bright and i’m cool with it
wait, gotta switch the flow up
slick my lyrics lubricant
comin off of the drugs from a long night with you and the moonlight hit
ask how you move like this your body is astounding me
let’s make a deal i’ll take it off and you can match kapeesh
and now we in the sheets
i’m matching every beat
i think she feelin me but i’ll give it another week


i met a bad bitch
she took me off the x and put me onto acid
my mind is foggy i don’t really know what happened
around the country different drugs i gotta tap in
these lights are flashin
oh i’m in cali then in houston
brand new substance im abusing
we make love then i make music
weed and percies do the fusion dance
i’m losin it
but i’m coolin bitch
i’m cruisin and
boosin to ludacris

@my-journal-197226436
i’m losin my mind 
yeah where did it go
i’m takin these xans
yeah outta control
i been makin my money right on the floor
yeah i do my dance right at the show
roll another blunt 
i need another pound
pour another cup i need another pint
yeah flyin in the sky off the acid
hope it’s not a bad trip
oh


i met a bad bitch
she took me off the x and put me onto acid
my mind is foggy i don’t really know what happened
around the country different drugs i gotta tap in
these lights are flashin
oh i’m in cali then in houston
brand new substance im abusing
we make love then i make music
weed and percies do the fusion dance
i’m losin it
but i’m coolin bitch
i’m cruisin and
boosin to ludacris

jaded w/ 4stro + selkouni

track 3/5 - ep "im scared this is all i will ever be" 8/30
on spotify <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/1FYv9W4p1rFp8IWBjXiX5o?si=0a9be05cb2444726
im just nerfed by a 60$ mic
p. @youngcobain1111
written by 1jayne and @batspongey at 5am

ahh da da
ahh da da-

and im like ahh da da ur stuck in my head 
and im like ahhhhh i still think about you all the time
like ahhh i just want you to be mine
like ahhh i just want you to be fine

like i might fuck it up but 
ill still give it a try and 
and ive been up for four days cause
i think i made you cry
and you don't pick up my calls
 i just wanna facetime
and when i look at your face
you really make me smile-

 like ahh da da ur stuck in my head 
and im just so scared you're in someone else bed
its like "i'll treat you better than him" thats what you said
and i just really miss us but you leave all my text on read 

like, i gotta figure myself out 
and im tryna be what you need
inside my walls i have doubt
im really not what i seem
to me you look like a dream
you're just part of his scheme
and when our emotions collide they really get extreme 

like ahhh your eyes they make me hesitate
like ahhh when i talk to you we resonate
i dont know why you think you’re in a better place
i‘ve been waiting for him to make a huge mistake
and when i think of him it makes me really sick
yeah what do you see in him, he’s such a dick
and I just really hate the way that you kiss him
he’s covered in heart shaped kisses made with your lipstick

yeah i wish it was me yeah i wish it was me 
ahhh
i really wish it was me 
ahhhh
i really wish it was me 
ahhhhh
wish it was me

and when i think of him it makes me really sick
and when i think of him it makes me really sick
ahhh your eyes they make me hesitate
ahhh and your voice it makes me levitate
And i wrote love letters inside of my fuckin note book
i even tore the pages out and i still overlook, 
all the things that you said and what we could’ve been
so now i’ll take all of my notes and throw them in the bin

when i think of him it makes me really sick
when i think of him it makes me really sick 

i love yall <3

when i think of him it makes me sick (p. young cobain)

Written by Spiritless & Nick Ferreri


Prod. Indie Beats
Producer: https://youtube.com/@indiebeats222
BEAT (free for non-profit): https://youtu.be/Z8rDnF-CVeE

Let's Keep It That Way

(first song on the EP) :)
like i been talking to a wall 
i really just want u to care
like it hurts 
that you hurt me 
ive been dying for your love 
but this shit isnt working out i havent 
texted you back in a minute 
i was really done with this shit i might just
quit it 
thats when you really just looked in my face 
why would you say 
that it will be okay 
thats when i really just fall back 
falling back falling back 
to you 
falling back falling back 
to you 
falling back falling back 
to
i keep falling back falling back to you 
i just keep on falling back to you 
and i just cant stop falling back to you 

like i havent told you how much you meant to me 
we just started off as lovers now where enemies
and its like i cant really take it 
my heart is beating so fast 
think im getting anxious 
and sometimes it feels like we were

(@byemicki)
it really feels like we were nothing 
but i keep coming back looking for something
u really thought i bluffing
13 missed calls and still havent responded

(falling back falling back to you) x3 

(@byemicki and 1jayne)
falling back falling back to you
falling back falling back to you
falling back falling back to you
falling back falling back to you

cant control this pain 
i just keep in holding on
(fallin back to you)

why do i keep falling for you w/ micki (p. yung spoiler)

mmm like i really wanna make it work out
and just sometimes
were so outa touch
and just sometimes
like do you think of us?

and i just cant help it
when i think of you all the time
and i
im so fucking selfish

like ahhhhh
when i think of you all the time
like ahhhhh
when i think of you all the time
like tell me is this what you wanted
ive been runnin in circles i think im
ahhhhhh
when i think of you all the time

@midsxmmr
i love when you call my phone at night
thinking bout you every second like
will i ever have the one i love
i think that i found it here tonight

1jayne-
like maybe it was my fault it didnt last
but where did all the time go im stuck in the past
were back tracking baby i dont like to run these fuckin laps
hittin up my phone and you just textin me in all caps

@midsxmmr
dont you dare call me again
my feelings been gettting woorse since that text
i cant take the pain but i try my best
my bodys going numb but i see the rest of my life
in her eyes

1jayne-
so hypnotized
like this whole time ive been tryna find out if i was ever right
like i been bleeding the fuck out
i think i see the light
and i just need you right now
like i just been thinkin about you all the time
like they just call me another clone (fuck everyone that says im copying ppl)
ive been working overtime
like bitch my name is fucking jayne
and i been getting sleepless nights(i was up for 24 hrs for the ending of this)
im so paranoid and im terrified
all i do is think about you but im fine

i think abt you all the time w/ midsxmmr (p. yung spoiler)

im scared this is all i will ever be 
everything you said to me 
said to me said to me
is it my anxiety ?
because that is to much for even me 
and you made me happy 
so its really sad to see you leave 

IM SCARED THIS IS ALL I WILL EVER BE 
EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME 
WHY CANT YOU COMFORT ME 
YOUR KILLING MY ANXIETY 
IM SO ANXIOUS 
UR OUTA REACH 
BOIL MY BLOOD ALCHEMY 
I WANNA MOVE ON 
BUT SHE CAPTURED ME 

its been ten months and you still act the same way 
im strugglin to find myself 
my insides are vacant 
but now that your here 
i thank god that we made it 
and now that your here 
im tryna figure out if you meant it at all

im scared oh
im scared this is all i will ever be 
im scared
im scared ohhh
im scared this is all i will ever be 
im scared ohhhhh

and iiii
dont wanna waste my time
with you with you with youu
and iiiiii 
im scared this is all ill ever be 

IM SCARED THIS IS ALL I WILL EVER BE 
EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME 
WHY CANT YOU COMFORT ME 
YOUR KILLING MY ANXIETY 
IM SO ANXIOUS 
UR OUTA REACH 
BOIL MY BLOOD ALCHEMY 
I WANNA MOVE ON 
BUT SHE CAPTURED ME

its been ten months and you still act the same way 
im strugglin to find myself 
my insides are vacant 
but now that your here 
i thank god that we made it 
and now that your here 
im tryna figure out if you meant it at all

im tryna figure out if you meant it at all
im tryna figure out if you meant it at alllllll

im scared this is all i will ever

all i will ever 
all i will ever be 
all i will
all i will 
all i will ever be 
all i will ever
all i will ever be 
all i will
all i will 
all i will ever
its been ten months and you still act the same way 
im strugglin to find myself 
my insides are vacant 
but now that your here 
i thank god that we made it 
and now that your here 
im tryna figure out if you meant it at all

im scared this is all i will ever be (p. nowhere valley) (ending p. young cobain)

made a lil song its my birthday today :D

(verse)
i dont wanna talk
your voice is too much
oh i just wanna love
lately ive been so stuck
like baby i really though your the one
i put all my time into you now were done
like this shit so complex
you missed all my calls
you missed all my texts
im wondering what i did wrong in the end
im wondering if theres still feelings to mend
but i might just be dead

(chorus)
and its like i
really wanna get older with you
and its like i
really was a four leaf clover with you
and its like i
thought my luck was never ending
maybe its because my stem was bending

(verse)
im really just broken apart
i wanna talk to you but i was left up in the dark
and i wanna talk about my feelings there no longer sparks
and i really miss us but we could never restart
like this shit so
complicated
i wanna be in your arms
but i feel so hated
you want me to give up on my dreams
but i might make it
well i just made it
you wanna be acquainted

(chorus)
and its like i
really wanna get older with you
and its like i
really was a four leaf clover with you
and its like i
thought my luck was never ending
maybe its because my stem was bending