cold like cubn (spvrk)

wait till u see me

[LYRICS]
i heard you poppin xans your new man
is a fan 
remember when you told me i wouldn’t understand 
look at you so pretty party girl city
think that you’re so witty it don’t even hit me 

cigarette ashes 
the way she look like an actress 
and all she care about is fashion 
don’t show an ounce of compassion 
i be in the whip going 95 feel the mother fucking wind 
my brothers by my side hold me down when i’m sick 
i ain’t trippin bout you no more
you love to hit me up when you’re bored 

i dont wanna play 
all these games no more 
why do you treat me like a toy 
Im not a a party boy
and the games over
don’t hit me right back 
when im on my own and im getting my bag 
hidden in the smoke off a fat zig zag 
talkin all that shit i forgot who asked 
@ily_turo:
i forgot who asked 
and imma leave you in the 
past tense 
i dont want you shawty 
imma leave you for the next man 
you asked me a question 
and i dont think i was listening 
you fucking up my mental 
and your making me use ritalin
you wanna take me in 
call it a cordial sin 
you want my body 
and my soul 
im not sure how to win 
you tried to take, take 
my soul away 
but i got solio behind my back 
we dont play games

cigarette ashes 
the way she look like an actress 
and all she care about is fashion 
don’t show an ounce of compassion 
i be in the whip going 95 feel the mother fucking wind 
my brothers by my side hold me down when i’m sick 
i ain’t trippin bout you no more
you love to hit me up when you’re bored.

thx 4 listening :3
mastered by Turo

PARTY GIRL

PARTY GIRL w/ Lxve Turo! [kimani + senoju]

Lyrics
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@iissaa-hi
Changes, options
i've been cautious
(i lost conscious)
don't change the topic 
blame this nonsense
(i know your toxic)
where do you profit?
you've been boxed in
(your out of options)
you take a hostage
choosing arson
(now your the target)

out of options
i think i lost it
lifes up for auction
the devil clocked in
don't want your concept
i know your profit
your running lawless
reject the crosses

turn me to that monster
and i got was laughter
i hate all of you bastards

@nokerbforever
i hate every single one of you
it's so fucked up, trapped in this solitude
i found less when u said ''it's inside of you''
now it breaks, it falls down, all for you
all these drugs they fuck with my attitude
don't know what now, so tell me what to do
i've fought war while u found the peace in you
i feel dead, i feel lost, it increases too
changes hit me like the winter
feeling all this, shiver
i think that i really understood 
what u meant now
she called me a sinner
what's that supposed to mean now?
funny how life takes turns it's a riddle

Cautious

Cautious W/ NOKERB

track 3/5 - ep "im scared this is all i will ever be" 8/30
on spotify <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/1FYv9W4p1rFp8IWBjXiX5o?si=0a9be05cb2444726
im just nerfed by a 60$ mic
p. @youngcobain1111
written by 1jayne and @batspongey at 5am

ahh da da
ahh da da-

and im like ahh da da ur stuck in my head 
and im like ahhhhh i still think about you all the time
like ahhh i just want you to be mine
like ahhh i just want you to be fine

like i might fuck it up but 
ill still give it a try and 
and ive been up for four days cause
i think i made you cry
and you don't pick up my calls
 i just wanna facetime
and when i look at your face
you really make me smile-

 like ahh da da ur stuck in my head 
and im just so scared you're in someone else bed
its like "i'll treat you better than him" thats what you said
and i just really miss us but you leave all my text on read 

like, i gotta figure myself out 
and im tryna be what you need
inside my walls i have doubt
im really not what i seem
to me you look like a dream
you're just part of his scheme
and when our emotions collide they really get extreme 

like ahhh your eyes they make me hesitate
like ahhh when i talk to you we resonate
i dont know why you think you’re in a better place
i‘ve been waiting for him to make a huge mistake
and when i think of him it makes me really sick
yeah what do you see in him, he’s such a dick
and I just really hate the way that you kiss him
he’s covered in heart shaped kisses made with your lipstick

yeah i wish it was me yeah i wish it was me 
ahhh
i really wish it was me 
ahhhh
i really wish it was me 
ahhhhh
wish it was me

and when i think of him it makes me really sick
and when i think of him it makes me really sick
ahhh your eyes they make me hesitate
ahhh and your voice it makes me levitate
And i wrote love letters inside of my fuckin note book
i even tore the pages out and i still overlook, 
all the things that you said and what we could’ve been
so now i’ll take all of my notes and throw them in the bin

when i think of him it makes me really sick
when i think of him it makes me really sick 

i love yall <3

when i think of him it makes me sick (p. young cobain)

(first song on the EP) :)
like i been talking to a wall 
i really just want u to care
like it hurts 
that you hurt me 
ive been dying for your love 
but this shit isnt working out i havent 
texted you back in a minute 
i was really done with this shit i might just
quit it 
thats when you really just looked in my face 
why would you say 
that it will be okay 
thats when i really just fall back 
falling back falling back 
to you 
falling back falling back 
to you 
falling back falling back 
to
i keep falling back falling back to you 
i just keep on falling back to you 
and i just cant stop falling back to you 

like i havent told you how much you meant to me 
we just started off as lovers now where enemies
and its like i cant really take it 
my heart is beating so fast 
think im getting anxious 
and sometimes it feels like we were

(@byemicki)
it really feels like we were nothing 
but i keep coming back looking for something
u really thought i bluffing
13 missed calls and still havent responded

(falling back falling back to you) x3 

(@byemicki and 1jayne)
falling back falling back to you
falling back falling back to you
falling back falling back to you
falling back falling back to you

cant control this pain 
i just keep in holding on
(fallin back to you)

why do i keep falling for you w/ micki (p. yung spoiler)

im scared this is all i will ever be 
everything you said to me 
said to me said to me
is it my anxiety ?
because that is to much for even me 
and you made me happy 
so its really sad to see you leave 

IM SCARED THIS IS ALL I WILL EVER BE 
EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME 
WHY CANT YOU COMFORT ME 
YOUR KILLING MY ANXIETY 
IM SO ANXIOUS 
UR OUTA REACH 
BOIL MY BLOOD ALCHEMY 
I WANNA MOVE ON 
BUT SHE CAPTURED ME 

its been ten months and you still act the same way 
im strugglin to find myself 
my insides are vacant 
but now that your here 
i thank god that we made it 
and now that your here 
im tryna figure out if you meant it at all

im scared oh
im scared this is all i will ever be 
im scared
im scared ohhh
im scared this is all i will ever be 
im scared ohhhhh

and iiii
dont wanna waste my time
with you with you with youu
and iiiiii 
im scared this is all ill ever be 

IM SCARED THIS IS ALL I WILL EVER BE 
EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME 
WHY CANT YOU COMFORT ME 
YOUR KILLING MY ANXIETY 
IM SO ANXIOUS 
UR OUTA REACH 
BOIL MY BLOOD ALCHEMY 
I WANNA MOVE ON 
BUT SHE CAPTURED ME

its been ten months and you still act the same way 
im strugglin to find myself 
my insides are vacant 
but now that your here 
i thank god that we made it 
and now that your here 
im tryna figure out if you meant it at all

im tryna figure out if you meant it at all
im tryna figure out if you meant it at alllllll

im scared this is all i will ever

all i will ever 
all i will ever be 
all i will
all i will 
all i will ever be 
all i will ever
all i will ever be 
all i will
all i will 
all i will ever
its been ten months and you still act the same way 
im strugglin to find myself 
my insides are vacant 
but now that your here 
i thank god that we made it 
and now that your here 
im tryna figure out if you meant it at all

im scared this is all i will ever be (p. nowhere valley) (ending p. young cobain)

this is hella diff from my normal stuff
cover art made by me
hope yall enjoy <3

jayne :
this aint what you want
like why you talk to me when you have +1
and why the fuck these mean girls just heaven sent
bitch i really thought that u were the one

so i pull up with a new bitch
margiela got me suited
and if her man wanna talk down on my name then we get to it
she said “jayne pls dont do it”
like baby you just stupid
im sick and tired of this love shit
i cant fix it im not cupid
im so tired of these hoes
you hit me up i ignore your calls
she said that she wanna talk to me more
but baby i cant get caught up with these whores

hit you up one time “are you alr”
now your texting my phone
baby its been all night
you said you gotta man tho
i said baby its alr

ima hit you up one time
i just crossed the line
now its like 3am
she hitting me up like “ur fine”

@xelsius :
I said baby I don’t think that we see eye2eye
I can’t trip over no ho’s until my money right
Funny guy, never been a dummy guy,
Walk into the function get it jumpin like a bunny, guy
I’m not fine, I’m pissed
Push it to the limit, high risk
Too dumb if I don’t send it
Hi, bih
No wait I’m trippin I mean, “Bye, bih”
Already on the road