(Prod. Salvati)
Mixed and mastered by me!
Lyrics:
oh I don't wanna believe you
and I tried my best to keep you
why do you take me as a fool
oh why, oh why
and I couldn't wait to see you
and I tried my best to be see through
why 
now i'm stuck here and confused oh why
oh why
and when you were mine 
you had me hypnotized 
I'm soaring through the sky
trying not to cry
block out all the things that you said
it's hard when they repeat in my mind no confusion
I wonder if you're gonna call today
My motivation has taken a toll today
I often think about the times that we had
I reminisce about all the good and the bad
It's okay you shouldn't shy away
We can't be mad it made us who we are today
and I don't wanna believe you
I tried my best to keep you
why do you take me as a fool
I'm about to lose my cool 
and I couldn't wait to see you 
tried my best to be see it through 
now I'm stuck here and confused
I just don't know what to do!

i really am a fool

I WAS WRONG (J3mz)

@ home

four leaf clover

production: @tripsoul2
vocals: @tripsoul2, @antag01, @less-thaan-3

we hope you enjoy <3

i just wanna try and breathe

liar

fake love prod.axev

Out on all platforms!

produced, mixed, & mastered by me
lyrics & vocals by me
big thanks to @tripsoul2 for leveling up the master <3 (this sounded terrible before the help)

(note)
i really suck with my words so this is my attempt at writing something "deep." I made this song cause i've been feeling stuck in life due to my current situation. these lyrics are probably the most personal ive ever written. i hope you all enjoy and if this song resonates with one of you just know you aren't alone, and im glad i was able to provide the feeling that we're both experiencing into something we can enjoy together. there is always a light at the end of the tunnel -julian01 <3

lyrics://
i'll be someone but you dont care, never loved me you never did
living your life and its not fair, didn't know it would go this far.
but you were so right, i cant keep living in the moonlight
(never knew i wanted this)
i'll be alright, but if i keep going then i just might.

dont lie come on just say goodbye
those eyes that i truly despise
dont cry when i never reply
so when i'm gone just try again in july

how can you not remember, things we said in november
its getting cold grab my sweater, cause ill be gone by december
and all those things that we planned, they all fell through the sand
and everything that we had, no they aint coming back.

back, back, back, back
no im not coming back
back, back, back, back
no i dont nave a plan
back, back, back, back
im too scared i cant stand
back, back, back, back
no im not coming back

dont lie come on just say goodbye
those eyes that i truly despise
dont cry when i never reply
so when i'm gone just try again in july

when im gone

start over

produced by @mercycoreradio and @mental and i added sum stuff
featuring @less-thaan-3

uh
i dont even fuckin need it
push 200 in the whip
im dizzy
bih i feel anemic
and im fuckin on this hoe
yea luh shawty is a freak bih
and i gave that girl my soul 
u took my heart 
u wanna keep it?

huh shawty said she luv me for my being
heh bih im onna mountain top
im screaming out its freeing
huh snow falls on my face
my hands are freezing 
hold it all inside 
i can feel emotions seeping
back and ive been busy on the weekends 
why they all so scared?
theyre not seeing what im seeing 
and now every word it lost its meaning 
but im so tired of weeping 
and im so tired of seeing everything

@less-thaan-3
i cant even fucking sing the way i want to 
if you told me i should breathe i wouldnt want to
and it feels like im diseased the way i want you
I can tell im getting weak cus i cant come to
and im not safe yuh
theres so much hate yuh
would you judge me if i had tears on my face
you're not to blame ya
i know its my fault but
i'll console you when im dead
you'll bring pictures to my grave
i'll bring memories to your head
all these promises i make 
i cant promise that they're kept
there was nothing you could save
cause theres nothing that was left
even tho i feel this way
doesnt mean i love you less
I could look out, all i see is empty skies
i could reach out feeling how you feel inside
but if i reach out we could never meet our eyes
i'll watch you bleed out stolen by the ceaseless nights

i really am a fool

1jemz