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[Lyrics]
bro i can’t focus good
and the same thing that i did
i guess that i’m just fucking hoping that
and the same thing that i said
well like i lied but now i’m over that
i know you’re wishing that i’m dead
i’m not down bad
i can’t go out like that 
fuck you and all your friends
is what i’d say 
but i’m not mad like that
i know you’re wishing that i’m dead
i'm not down bad
i cant go out like that
i gotta heater when i step
like when i walk 
i like to dump back 
you been living in my head
unlike everything i could-
fuck that
give a fuck about a rough patch
i know you’re wishing that i’m dead
im not down bad
i cant go out like that
i gotta heater when i step
like when i walk 
i like to dump back 
you been living in my head
unlike everything i could-
fuck that
give a fuck about a rough patch

you said that you know how i feel
oh do you?
and everything that i said
goes right through you
you said that you know how i feel
oh do you?
oh do you?
chik pow!

focus

fantasize

produced and written by me :)
coming to all plats soon 
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you should go home
you look better alone
when will you call me
i hooked up with bonnie
anger and delusions
bonnie is useless
bonnie's reclusive
bonnie couldnt (do this)
bonnies a bitch
bonnies been with me this whole time
bonnie pass me the spliff
bonnie is tired of highschool
they didnt like you
just know you can trust me
i wouldnt bite you
d-d-d-dont beat yourself up bonnie
ill never be sorry
dont come back to haunt me
bonnie
they treated you poorly
i still see you
stop talking bout bonnie
they wanted to be you
bonnie, bonnie
bonnies a bitch
bonnies been with me this whole time
bonnie pass me the spliff
bonnie is tired of highschool
they didnt like you
just know you can trust me
i wouldnt bite you
you should go home
you look better alone
when will you call me
i hooked up with bonnie
anger and delusions
bonnie is useless
bonnie's reclusive
bonnie couldnt (do this)

bonnie

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[Lyrics]
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

why would i wanna see that
its cool id never be there
never gave me a reason
been like this every season
i wish i could help you
i don't fucking know how to
and everyone doubts you
fuck everyone that surrounds you
i've got a silly dream
its better when its you n me
feel better when you're feeling me
well can you fucking stayy
i don't wanna be away
i gotta hit it off
its reoccurring in my head
tell them to fuck it all
can we just end it all
can we just break it off
do i look better off
i don't wanna be alone

you sit in her beauty
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

recluse

@starfall <3
Prod by me

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Lyrics

Verse: 
I tried to talk that’s all I’d ask for 
Oh no 
My mind is lost might need to dash away 
Won’t mind if you could always last forever but, 
don’t try to act like I never came
Tell me lies I didn’t mean 
Watch me cry 
It’s what it seems 
Out of time but Ima make what we can 
Should of tried to keep it clean
Got me almost 17
It’s alright yeah baby there’s some romance 

Pre:
I don’t know a thing 
How you talking in between 
Both of us, yeah I don’t really understand 
Just come and see 
What the hell you've done to me 
Caught you dancing all alone 
You should take my hand 

Chorus:
Let’s just
Hang out now and talk the time away 
You stressin way to much like me 
It sucks to be that way 
Can’t control those times
So let’s just fade away 
Yeah, though you made me better
But I guess those times have changed

Verse 2(starfall <3):
I've tried too hard to be someone I wasn't
Tried to be that guy you wanted
Never thought I'd go this far, 
but man I'm so exhausted
I spy with my tiny little eye
someone I wanna make mine forever
I swear I hate seeing you cry
so why don't we cry together
Don't need no reaction baby
Missing out on action lately
I don't think you understand my pain, oh woah
Fell for all your acting baby
You got me attracted baby
I don't get why you're all up in my brain

Chorus (2x): 
Let’s just
Hang out now and talk the time away 
You stressin way to much like me 
It sucks to be that way 
Can’t control those times
So let’s just fade away
Yeah, though you made me better
But I guess those times have changed

changed w/ starfall

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Lyrics:
I don’t know how I’m supposed to react 
I’m told I should be cautious 
But wait could I ask for some help 
Yeah she’s cool I don’t care bout myself 
Let’s get a time and place to hang out 
Told me your fine but I care bout your health 
I feel inclined more than somebody else 
Maybe I’m trying to hard can she tell (can she tell)

Call me later I’ll have time 
You insist I call you right now I’ll be fine 
Well now I don’t choice
I just wanna hear your voice
 So I’ll take a little break from getting wasted 
I’ve been getting motion sick all day 
But you keepin me in track while I’m away 
You always live in my head 
Tell me what’s coming next 
Gotta show you the best 
Gotta show you the best

I’m so sick and tired of just waiting at home
Acting like I’m stupid cures my boredom alone 
Yeah you wouldn’t even know 
Texting like I couldn’t help myself to get to know you more 
Sorry if I came off toxic 
I didn’t mean to make you nauseous 
I’m new to this so I’ll be cautious 
How am I supposed to act when your flawless 
Friends they always down but 
who says that would last forever 
I saw you staring at the sky It’s totally your aesthetic 
I told you 
That we could be something different 
As long as we act deliberate 
I’ll get a rack from a listen 
Yeah it’s cold but I’ll wake to a Start no (wait) 
Got me torn I can’t tell the time apart no (ha) 
I’ve been glued to this stress
Yeah my mood it’s a mess 
But I know that you will tell me the truth

(Chorus)

Gotta show you the best 
Way to spend the night we just chilling instead 
Remember all these nights when we were texting 
Yeah I feel like we could do again yeah 
I tried to warn you there’s a lot of perception 
Around my thoughts and motivation 
Ima give you attention you need 
Tried to tell me it’s alright 
That means something to me 
I can’t help looking at you smiling

(Chorus)

oof!

flawless

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fuck all the motions 
i left you hopeless 
why do you
look like that
i know you
don’t try to lie 
give me some time 
time 
i’m hurt all over 
du du du duu
don’t uh 
du du du duu
don’t be dramatic 
my love is at ivory window

face in my pillow 
something we had 
she wants to die 
she said feelings are bad 
closure to laugh 
fuck what we had 
had 
had

fuck all the motions 
i left you hopeless 
why do you
look like that
i know you
don’t try to lie 
give me some time 
time 
i’m hurt all over 
du du du duu
don’t uh
du du du duu
don’t be dramatic 
my love is at ivory window 
du du du duu
don’t uh
du du du duu
don’t be dramatic 
my love is at ivory window

ivory window

<3
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I've been up to nothing but waiting
It's been hard to sleep with the truth
I turn up but I can't ever face it
Gotta maybe start with you
Gotta choose
How to talk the way I did but I don't
Love the way I miss that stupid taste
Woah

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

She's so fine but I can't ever tell her
Ima scroll through one more time
She could be mine but I just never let her
But she knows that I've been dying to let her know it
But I'll be fine act like I never knew or cared at all
Loving's so hard when you can't ever talk about it

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I'm not gonna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you always get the notion
Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I don't wanna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you talk the way you do

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Shoutout Allison for the photo creds :D

last night

hell and back; return of the magician

san francisco blues w/ ericdoa (polar + gavin hadley)

produced by cmb
written, mixed, performed by me
i love you always
hope you're well ^.^

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you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again 

i told my pops i'll be okay
he knows that i can't sleep at night
the thought of you with someone else replays like hell i'm petrified 
my arms stained crimson red
i wish you'd kiss me and tell me that it's all in my head
feel like a psycho i stalk you and then go back to bed
without you i would rather be dead
without you i would

forget all that i said
unscrew my head and put another, lay me down to rest
couple folks told me i need to let it go
told them they’re crazy and i left
i know that i could be a handful baby it’s part of my nature
fool me once, you fooled me twice, so much for asking for a favour
why do you look so blue?
your eyes have lost their colour bae, what’s bothering you?
don’t mistake me for a loon, i see right through you
it’s not a secret i miss you oh i see right through you
it’s not a secret i love you

you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again

lifetime

i wrote da verse its not apart of the song

sugar cover (brockhampton)

badgirlsclub

BadGirlsClub (mochila & skress)

coming2terms (delto & ryo)

produced by me
out on all platforms <3

[Lyrics]
she wanna visit colorado 
i’m just waiting on the lotto
cause this ain’t going with me 
fucking useless 
i really wonder how you been 
cause i ain’t see you in a min
nothing else really mattered to me 
they call you spineless 
unattractive 
feel laggard 
my god, what happened? 
you’re just a problem 
she don’t even want you 
she don’t even like you 
fucking useless 
don’t talk to me that way
i’ve got confidence and 
a couple of friends 
a big strong fist 
this song is so fucking stupid 
i’ve got anger 
and delusions 
and you said 
that you would abuse them 
i kind of miss that
i kinda miss you
i don’t miss you at all
indecisive i know
it’s always raining here
i hate it here
useless 
the pattern is so confusing 
i don’t know if i can do this 
there he goes again 
there’s a song that i wrote about you 
i’m doing fine without you 
controlling my mind without you
so useless 
i am
so useless
so useless 
so useless 
so useless

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