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doug suh, sumant & twilight - obsession

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/quare/you-did-everything

You’re alive
Looking up and down halls you’ll surely be calling your home
Give it time
You feel trapped in these walls, but quite soon now they’ll feel like your own
It’s okay to be scared, the world’s coming at you so hard
There’s a place for you here, just be true, and follow your heart

Playing cards
Of the acts and behaviors acceptable for me to do
Hold my guard
They’ll think highly of me and I’ll be well achieved when I’m through
Every day of my life I’ve been clutching this ache in my gut
Glory pacing the eyes of the people I know and I love

I wanna be just like everyone
I wanna break in these shoes
I wanna be fearless
I wanna be good as new
These strange hands on your body, that tear it apart
And you’re bringing it on with these pings in your heart
And you’ll shove your throat down and stay silent 
But you looked in the mirror and you sighed again

You don’t wanna grow up
You don’t wanna feel like this at all
You just wanna curl up
In an indestructible ball
When I’m older, I’ll see
I’ll become what I’m meant to be
When I can’t stand the change
I’ll hold on to my faith

And every time that I speak
Someone else comes out
So I’m letting him talk
And I’m shutting my mouth
And I’m looking so proud
As I get through my lines
And the stage lights are beaming
And the collar’s too tight
There’s no pill you can’t swallow
Or a pain you can’t stomach
You keep tasting that malice
You keep saying you love it
But then there comes a point
Where you can’t hold it anymore
You start spilling your guts
All over the floor

Don’t wanna be seen by anyone
I wish they’d all look away
It’s not okay to be like this
I still feel it all the same
I just wish I was beautiful (I just wish I was beautiful)
I’d do so much to be beautiful (They don’t want me to be beautiful)
Just please let me be beautiful (God why can’t I be beautiful?)
I just wish I was beautiful

They keep telling me to play my part
They keep saying it’s all for a reason
If this really is just the way things are
Why the hell is nobody screaming?

No dam could stop this river
No gag could muffle the shrieks
The path they carved him into for so long
You did everything
You feel the mask as it’s slipping
The seal is breaking apart
It’s peeling off until you cannot hide
From the beat of your heart

When the rain comes pouring
I’ll celebrate it’s elegance
When I’m older, which I’ll be
I’ll be thanking myself for this
Show me your horrors, and I will survive
I was a corpse, now I am alive

You did everything

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/heartsick-feat-akkiro-2

prod. by @1kaynn
lyrics by @1kaynn
vocals by @1kaynn and @7akkiro
guitars by @1kaynn and @und3rw3ather

the end of a story

____________

two weeks without a real conversation
two weeks without knowing if you are alive
i keep stalking with fragile observations
posting shit on my close friends for you to find
im homesick, heartsick, missing you
when my thoughts stick, burns thick, cuts me through
how the world broke and things used to be
what's the verdict
was this shit in God's script 
i vow i want to fix it but im growing sick
written down my neck
expressing in this project 
i guess it's over now 
and im nearing to accept
im homesick, heartsick, missing you
when my thoughts stick, burns thick, cuts me through
how the world broke and things used to be

every step away just leads me back to the truth
i dont want to get over you
i dont want to get over you

"shattered by the silence you left behind, heartsick"

when the stone turns into sand
when the sunset does not feel the same
every cycle comes to an end
like a shadow lost in the rain 
drowning slowly, caught in the tide
new wounds over my skin
broken promises, promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway

i prayed to God to show me the truth
i begged for mercy and asked for the proof
i saw you the next day, soaked head to shoe
but i was left with nothing, just traces of you

few weeks without a deep conversation 
few weeks and now i know you're not mine
i keep stalking with fragile observations
and i am heartsick 
     
i dont want to get over you
but i have to   

i was waiting like you asked me
i gave you the time 
but it felt like i was screaming for help
my path to learn
with no return
do you know how it feels?
do you know how it feels?
when the stone turns into sand
when the sunset doesnt feel the same
every cycle comes to an end
like a shadow lost in the rain 
drowning slowly, caught in the tide
new wounds over my skin
broken promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway
broken promises
i think i wouldnt win anyway

heartsick (featuring akkiro)

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genesis (samplepack showcase) vol. 2

darkness redness whiteness

cover of Eric Reprid - KPOP
reprod by me, OG prod stvrk + calder
artwork by gerigimi18 + disk_motif <3

KPOP

medicine

lyr:

you either know it or you don't
and you don't know at all
laugh at me n I could not care at all
dont tell me what you want caus i want none of it at all
and you either know it or you don't
hope ur proud cus i did it on my own
(why not anybody else why not anybody else)
i just do it by myself
(why not anywhere else why not anywhere else)

my body's nothing to my heart its just a shell
(anybody else why not anybody else)
hate me i dont care i wish you well
(anywhere else why not anywhere else)
my body's nothing to my heart its just a shell
(anybody else why not anybody else)
hate me i dont care i wish you well
(anywhere else why not anywhere else)

andyou either know it or you don't
and you don't know at all
laugh at me n I could not care at all
dont tell me what you want caus i want none of it at all
and you either know it or you don't
and you don't know at all (anybody else why not anybody else)
laugh at me n I could not care at all
dont tell me what you want caus i want none of it at all
(anywhere else why not anywhere else)

my body's nothing to my heart its just a shell
(anybody else why not anybody else)
hate me i dont care i wish you well
(anywhere else why not anywhere else)
my body's nothing to my heart its just a shell
(anybody else why not anybody else)
hate me i dont care i wish you well
(anywhere else why not anywhere else)

you either know it or you don't
hope ur proud caus i did it on my own


https://soundcloud.com/chetporter/things-i-wish-i-could-forget-1

shell

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cover by @ocsisaejt
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