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Crizzy Critiques Highlights

100mph

Powerful songs for those who relate to them. fall and love and hurt also feel again. but you're stronger than you think. remember that. 

Broken Rose's of Love 🥀💔

IHearYourDespair.

prod https://soundcloud.com/diligencexs + https://soundcloud.com/ev333

lyrics:
all the other boys yeah they want you
never hear your voice but i want to
guess i better poise but i walk through 
trying to avoid you, trying to avoid you, try to avoid you
 
hide my face in the hallways
i dont mind that im not really doing great
i avoid you always
i dont mind cause i do it to keep me safe
i dont like when you call me
try to hide but its not really working great
i avoid you always
i dont mind being patient i can wait

i feel like a ghost
though i love you the most
dont know how to get close though
i hide in my phone
unapproachable girl
but her number i know
and its saved under my love
but it never shows
but i just wanna hold her till the morning
and every time my soul hurts when her phone rings
i just wanna know her but i dont think
she will ever show, girl, that you want me

all the other boys yeah they want you
never hear your voice but i want to
guess i better poise but i walk through 
trying to avoid you, trying to avoid you, try to avoid you
 
hide my face in the hallways
i dont mind that im not really doing great
i avoid you always
i dont mind cause i do it to keep me safe
i dont like when you call me
try to hide but its not really working great
i avoid you always
i dont mind being patient i can wait

avoid you (diligence/ev333)

@k4rson
@1gash
@diligencexs

words:
[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

yeah its not getting better
i cant take all this pressure
never wanted to leave
never wanted to see
never wanted to know what its meant to be

[karson]
please don't try 
do alright 
don't you cry
well at least i know i tried

can't stand it when u fucking lie
can't stand it when they play both sides
stop tryna cry i know its fake
i don't want you anymore
ur a throw away :(

[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

[gash]
pressure on my chest
pr-pr-pressure on my chest now
cuts r on my neck
hollows bussin out da tec
nd its so funny that u think that im somebody youll impress
like im the best 
just a fact not a flex
think theres sum wrong w me
wats wrong w me ?
think i got a problem
w no way 2 solve it
i jus wanna die
dip my body into solvent
"put dat boi on suicide watch"
i guess he called it

dont try w/ karson x gash (diligence)

@kurse11
@012207

i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work
i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work

then i realize why i feel like that
yeah i never get replies when i feel attached
ur the one that i rely on i need it so bad
always keep my head high though i feel so sad
i wont last
yeah i wont last for long
i cant always be wrong
the time keeps moving on
our love is too far gone

getting worse [kurse11 + baz]

@222quiet

// Lyrics //
Everytime I c u I jus wanna hold u close
I’ll hol u in my arms, and I wnt let go
Ur tha 1st in my thoughts, I cnt help but boast
Bby Imma love u till I’m a ghost
Everytime I c u I jus wanna hold u close
I’ll hol u in my arms, and I wnt let go
Ur tha 1st in my thoughts, I cnt help but boast
Bby Imma love u till I’m a ghost

Emmy have u thought about me lately
Since the day we met, I’ve been on the same thing
I cnt help it bby u drive me crazy
U make every day feel just like a daydream
The thought I get 2 call u bby is so crazy 2 me
I know its been some yrs but it don’t change anything
Even though the crown’s gone, ur still my queen
High on dopamine, bby u make me scream

Bby do u feel that? It’s how much I like u!
I want u so bad I cld write a haiku
Anything u need I will walk 1k miles
Jus 2 see I smile, Jus 2 see u smile 😊
Bby do u feel that? It’s how much I like u!
I want u so bad I cld write a haiku
Anything u need I will walk 1k miles
Jus 2 see I smile, Jus 2 see u smile 😊

Everytime I c u I jus wanna hold u close
I’ll hol u in my arms, and I wnt let go
Ur tha 1st in my thoughts, I cnt help but boast
Bby Imma love u till I’m a ghost
Everytime I c u I jus wanna hold u close
I’ll hol u in my arms, and I wnt let go
Ur tha 1st in my thoughts, I cnt help but boast
Bby Imma love u till I’m a ghost

Ghost (prod. 222quiet)

https://open.spotify.com/album/1HJHg5YjlKnZkOhbKFbTWW?si=yG11cIqVTUi2IbrUaKP4YQ
If You Think This Song Is About You, It Probably Is
@ripwarheart @aidennxo @ogpichu

lyrics;
cut me open
yu say tht im holdin
u say that im holding onn too tight
you say-
girl u got me tossing and turning
u say im nt worth it >_<
u js wanna hurt me
im js tryn be perfecct noww :(
u think im a reject
u think that im leaving
private lobby, priv terminal (shoutout mark)
im leavingg
cut me open
u say tha t im holdin
u sya that im holding on too tight
do uremember the moment?
ur eyes were so golden :*)
couldnt say how i feel
so i decided 2hideee
decided to disappearr
ilook inside the mirror
i look inside myslf
know its been this way 4 years :-/
u make my hrt stop
u mak my body roll
u say im the bad guy
Well baby i already Knooow

u say that im wrong
never said i was right
(right rightt...)
i dont wanna fight :(
holdiong u tight
baby i need u by my sideee

cut me open
u say tha t im holdin
u sya that im holding on too tight
do uremember the moment?
ur eyes were so golden :*)
couldnt say how i feel
so i decided 2hideee
x2

moment (warheart & aidenn.xo & pichu) *check description*

Varrock Jorts 4 (taylor as well as morgan)

diegointhedark - guard

https://open.spotify.com/album/2g7JsDPZZqEFC8teUw0cb8?si=EhVkH8k4RtuMlFe4WxZnIg

#LP
#DPK

@mental
@blxty
@h4zrd

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mental blxty h4zrd ღ listen to ur <3 (mental)

feat @zanelynchetti 
prod @dimpleb
mastered by @1fangs


lyrics :
(@whyhaze)
what they say now ?
no i can't play around
ima drop a song N go Up! im finna # breakout
i feel like i ranked up
they know my name Yaa
Ur everything i ever wanted
just wanna get a taste yea,, taste yea

idk how i lived life before i met you
i feel smth 4u, do u feel it too ?
stay by my side wont u stick to me like glue
girl just stay by me ur the only one i talk to
Us two i dnt rly need nobody else
i remember every word U said
girl ur face is in my head
& They wont love U like i do cuz they dnt understand
show me u dont play pretend
you & me its till the end <3

(@zanelynchetti)
i need u by my siiide
i need u by my siiide 
carol christian poell on my boots with number niiine 
lsd up in my system feel it in my spiiine 
hi-tech in my cup 
oxycodone ain’t enough 
i ain’t dumb i’ll call ya bluff
boom out the trap finna walk in the bank 
they ain’t fucking w/ us tell em go eat a frank
told em push up compact up in the safe 
breaking the pot down look like cake mix 
ian doing no conversations 
and ik i shouldn’t say this
ion know how 2 face it
been in the mix since grade 6
walk in walk out
ion know what he talking bout
fat racks fat counts 
codeine pour out 
nd ik i got some loose screwsss
i wish u knew i wanted youuu

(@whyhaze)
i feel my heart in yours
you feel your heart in mine ^-^
we could make smth Beautiful when we intertwine
wna be there for U
wont u let me change ur life
everything u do is sticking on my mind on my mind

SPOTIFY !! ^-^ <3

pretend w/ zane lynchetti (dimpleb)

@myspacemark @jkjmetasco @whyhaze @lilsadboiiudig
heaven_bound#Love

myspacemark, jkjmetasco & whyhaze - turn2one (1sadboii)

@cld
@violetxx9
happiness is a trap
it cant last forever
best case scenario
you die at the same time
happiness always ends

and i dont know why i still try when i know I'll lose
i do it for you, i do it for us.
i swear i tell the truth
please tell me im enough
tell me ur in love
we aint gotta rush
u said "give me all ur trust"
i gave you all my trust
doing all these drugs
take em til im numb
you told me to stop
im not fucking done

No i can't fuck this up
Blood all on my hands 
And she want my love
I can't give her a chance
Give me a second glance
We goin round and round
Said we'd get hurt again
But I'm loving your voice
I'm loving the sound
You drown out the noise
I can't live without
Don't know what to do
Can't keep losing you
We're falling right through 
I can't tell the truth, I hurt myself more than you

why do i still try w/ cld (violet)

im tryna get you tonight 
don't say goodbye 
open your heart and open your mind
i hope you're right 
things come to light 
demons inside 
thats why i'm tryna (x2)

i know you're not right for me 
if you don't want me to go then don't lie to me 
if you dont want to be on your own then thats fine with me 
i know you're not right for me 
why won't you say hi to me 

won't even say bye to me 
girl you're making my heart bleed
throw a party won't invite me 
i think that i should just leave
no one there will bother me 
i wear louie prada jeans 
i'm done with ur apologies
please don't say sorry to me

don't say goodbye (prod malloy)

Russia Prod Yk & Myspacemark

prod. idly blare

lyrics 

Could you please go away
She sits around arm's length so she can twist the blade
Poppin' uppers cause it helps and it numbs the fuckin' pain
My friends are worried I say don't be I swear I'll be okay
Why do I walk the same path hoping shit will change
I need to cut out these fake ass people out the frame
I don't know who to trust all these bitches are the same
This isn't me it's cause of her, fuck, she's the one to blame
Could you please go away
She sits around arm's length so she can twist the blade
Poppin' uppers cause it helps and it numbs the fuckin' pain
My friends are worried I say don't be I swear I'll be okay

amphetamine (idly blare)

i know how it feels (p. niche)

https://youtu.be/Y-S2ChiY4ys?si=jyZhjU1Lo_6gloHy

@leoewski

ya my cup look like
the Sunset uh uhhh
can u tell me
why u always upset? ??
ughhhhhh
pop a pill
now im seein vignette
fell in love
now im left wit regret

ima only smoke tha pakk
if its indoor
stonewash jeans ya
rhinestone dior
foreign car
push to start
n tha doors go Uppp
my bitch bad
she dont need no make up

limo tints on the window
im cuttin traffic
im hiding drugs
hiding money in my mattress
isleep on money
kno that money made u badshit
fucked up
turn'd my love into ashes


you fucked it up

you fucked it up again ya
x2


y ou fucked it up
now im off the drugs again ya
you fucked it up
now i cannot love again no

vignette ★غروب آفتاب★ تابستان [MV IN DESC]

we on a run with these songs all plats soon.. gotta ask my mom for distrokid again and if u prodding any of my songs don't expect no money

shoutout @dog52 for the fire cover art

You know I'm back like I never left
Another sprint, another step
Another day, another breath
Been chasing dreams, but I never slept
I got a new attitude and a lease on life
And some peace of mind
Seek and I find I can sleep when I die
Wanna piece of the pie, grab the keys to the ride
And shit I'm straight
I'm on my wave, I'm on my wave
Get out my wake, I'm running late, what can I say?
I heard you die twice, once when they bury you in the grave
And the second time is the last time that somebody mentions your name
So when I leave here on this earth, did I take more than I gave?
Did I look out for the people or did I do it all for fame?
Legend it's exodus searching for euphoria
Trudging through the mud to find the present, no ignoring us
Got 20, 000 deep off in the street like we some warriors
My mama told me never bow your head, woo!
I feel glorious, glorious
Got a chance to start again
I was born for this, born for this
It's who I am, how could I forget?
I made it through the darkest part of the night
And now I see the sunrise
Now I feel glorious, glorious
I feel glorious, glorious
I'm feeling glorious
The crib looking Victorian (oh yes it is)
You know that we been going in
Since we hopped out that Delorean (Delorean, yeah we win)
En garde, things are just things
They don't make you who you are
Can't pack up a U-Haul and take it with you when you're gone
We posted on the porch, my family's glasses to the stars
My grandma smiling down on me like woo, that boy got bars
Okay, okay, yes I do
I said amen and hallelujah, let me testify too
Another morning, a morning, don't let self get in my way
I got my breath, I got my faith and I remember why I came
I feel glorious, glorious
Got a chance to start again
I was born for this, born for this
It's who I am, how could I forget?
I made it through the darkest part of the night
And now I see the sunrise
Now I feel glorious, glorious
I feel glorious, glorious
We gon' be alright, put that on my life
When I open my eyes, hope I see you shine
We're planting a flag they don't understand
The world is up for grabs
We gon' be alright, put that on my life
When I open my eyes, hope I see you shine
We're planting a flag they don't understand
The world is up for grabs
I feel glorious, glorious
Got a chance to start again
I was born for this, born for this
It's who I am, how could I forget?
I made it through the darkest part of the night
And now I see the sunrise
Now I feel glorious, glorious
I feel glorious, glorious

frown w/ lumina + oxyg3n (advxrse + valetical)

[LYRICS]

eyes wide open im always awake 
and i don’t know what im doin that’s why 
i’m MIA
i’m rolling papers 
i treat my life like it’s smoke 
i pull her in nice and slow 
i’m always ready to roll 
i’ll sing a prayer 
cause i’ve been talking to god 
oh the acid in my tongue makes me do that a lot 
don’t talk to strangers
you might end up losing the plot 
oh insomnia 
you know i’m on to ya 
you always crawl back back in my bed 
as if i wanted ya

i can’t sleep cause im cursed with nightmares 
and the drugs in me don’t help and i’m scared 
i can’t sleep cause im cursed with nightmares 
and the drugs in me don’t help and i’m scared 

eyes wide open im always awake 
and i don’t know what im doin that’s why 
i’m MIA
i’m rolling papers 
i treat my life like it’s smoke 
i pull her in nice and slow 
i’m always ready to roll 
i’ll sing a prayer 
cause i’ve been talking to god 
oh the acid in my tongue makes me do that a lot 
don’t talk to strangers
you might end up losing the plot 
oh insomnia 
you know i’m on to ya 
you always crawl back back in my bed 
as if i wanted ya

INSOMNIA

INSOMNIA [kennycarter + yung dexn + enwymansion]

prod @irisv1
mix @s0lemn
w/ @s0lemn


@1keithlon
ive been feelin so down .[, i cant feel at all .. 
tell me that u miss me  /., i cant hear u talk }} [
saw u in the city : [ /. ' , wish u woulda stopped //.
cant forget that feeling ,  ] [when you meant a lot .,// /

i cant even breathe ,,, : got me fallin to my knees ,, .
fallen through a dream . ;  \ saw ur face i wana leave
tell me anything , i would change for u and me ,, ,.
dying for ur reach , ][ i would give u everything //.. .

@s0lemn 
if i were2try u wouldnt care wats da purpose // ..
evry nite i cry in despair ,. y im worthless ?? .
if i died rn would u even stop ?? ..,
i would cry rn but i wouldnt stop:'[[[ /

get back2wat u said ,. ur sad i wasnt dead . ./
ik wat u regret , . its me|| n im sry .. /
i coulda changed wat i did back then ,. ;'
n if i did would u let me in , ,.

u h8 me im nothin i get it .. ,
tha timez tht i waited its nothin ,, ; 
the dayz they all fade wen tha sun endz. .. /[
i h8 wat i am , , u were somethin ,, ,.

falling through a dream w/ s0lemn [irisv1]

this song will not be on the album

lyrics

she said i should talk more
i don't wanna talk about a thing
stay behind locked doors
i can feel your blood upon my skin
what do we talk for
any time i give a little thought
i stay inside more
stay- i stay inside more

please don't look inside the closet
i forgot to lock it
i want you to keep your sanity
tell me you promise
i know when i get like this
i know that you don't like it
i know when i get like this
i know that you won't fight back
i know you don't like that
everything i do to keep you safe
i'll take it right back
i take that shit right back
where the fuck my knife at
way this ho go in and out his chest
i really like that
oh

she said i should talk more
i don't wanna talk about a thing
stay behind locked doors
i can feel your blood upon my skin
what do we talk for
any time i give a little thought
i stay inside more
stay- i stay inside more

the door is still locked

✦more drops soon hope u guys been well thank u for listening <3 gonna be out everywhere in the next weeks!✦

lyrics
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she been up here all night
she likes to play with her life
it's like u did play with mine
it doesnt help with the lies

it doesnt help with the lies
everything kept inside
yeah she been up here all night
she likes to play with her life
dark clouds and dark skies
she paint the studio white
and all this liquor inside
it doesnt help with the lies

said i know ull miss me 
i know ive been dead for a while
im only 19 years old 
ask could u see my side
im still missing these same things
but ive been trying to rise
yeah since i left the city ive been lost in these highs

smoking marijuana
im doing what i wanna
its just another trauma
ive been stressing over commas
whats been causing all this drama
memories in that old honda
yeah they take me back and now i wonder

and now i run back
ive been moving time it is ok 
its off track
i cant move past no could not pass
all of those things that left me dead
in this dark place
i could not pass
ive been here trapped

it doesnt help with the lies
everything kept inside
yeah she been up here all night
she likes to play with her life
dark clouds and dark skies
she paint the studio white
and all this liquor inside
it doesnt help with the lies

girl i dont real know why
u cant see my side
ive been trying to hold u close
tryna see the bright
now i dont really know why
my chest feels so tight
times been going and going on
it just keeps passing by
it just keeps passing by

baby ive been on my own
dont
no dont leave me here alone
no
i dont wanna be a cold stone
i tried to run but no u wont go
wont go

as all these days just pass by
i look for somewhere else i
can lay my head to rest why
wont everything just stay quiet

Doing What I Wanna

Doing What I Wanna (fxckyeahako)

Lyrics🌟⭐️💫


Stay hittin that double cup until i fall asleep
When I’m at my happiest, I don’t feel anything 
May not be who you want but I’m the one you need 
May not be who you want I gave you everything 
Now I’m having lucid dreams off that codeine
Say she hate me, but she fending for some more of me
Shotty craving my dick like a dope fiend
Left my heart in the cellar it’s molding
Extended clip, and it’s a long as a rope be
Broke the chains you could never control me
Pussy boy it ain’t never been no hoeing me
And I know they all love my music more than locally
Shout out Joe and Dom and jaded always road for me
Made Lost Lane game changed we where we supposed to be
Stars align bitch I’ve been fly they start noticing
Sick ass car I drive I was born to ride through the night sky
I feel so alive look into your eyes I don’t wanna die, baby girl forever you and I
Babies by our side thank you all for keeping me alive
And it’s fuck you and it stank you to the one who criticized
Still remember times that I
Stay hitting that double cup until I fall asleep Stay hittin that double cup until i fall asleep
When I’m at my happiest, I don’t feel anything 
May not be who you want but I’m the one you need 
May not be who you want I gave you everything 
Now I’m having lucid dreams off that codeine
Say she hate me, but she fending for some more of me
Shotty craving my dick like a dope fiend
Left my heart in the cellar it’s molding

Stay hitting that double cup until I fall asleep

Stay hitting that double cup until I fall asleep

Stay hitting that double cup until I fall asleep

Stay hitting that double cup until I fall asleep

Double Cup (dope fiend) [ohmygon! X prod.sneezii]

Produced by @diegointhedark

darken my light 
   exhausted cnt fight 
   waking up thn die twice 
   angels watch as i cry 
   nd she wna b like me 
   i tell her rethink 
   evrytime her teeth bite me 
   i cnnot get sleep

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   see her frm a glance 
   i could take u to my heaven 
   if ud give me a chance 
   off a bar it got me frozen 
   i snuff it off my desk
   every night been so depressing
   u make me feel again

   spread urr wings & take flight 
   into the night sky 
   yea i watch her fly by 
   tell my shawty bye bye 
   past is coming back to haunt me 
   blood inside my sink 
   if thres nobody to love me 
   ill make my wrist bleed 

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   i cnt breathe 
   grab the blade nd split me open 
   let me die here
   if ur looking for a romance 
   it cnt b 
   theres no one to wipe the tears off 
   whn uu cry 

   nd i try 
   to make u realize tht u changed me 
   ure all ever think abt lately 
   call me in the morning 
   u kno ill b waiting 

   bitch say u hate me 
   scream it in my face 
   all the pills tht wre taking 
   i hope we dnt get laced 
   on the freeway im racing 
   carving thru the lanes 
   got my knees weak n lazy 
   i think theyr fina break

spread urr wings & take flight 
   into the night sky 
   yea i watch her fly by 
   tell my shawty bye bye 
   past is coming back to haunt me 
   blood inside my sink 
   if thres nobody to love me 
   ill make my wrist bleed 

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   i cnt breathe 
   grab the blade nd split me open 
   let me die here
   if ur looking for a romance 
   it cnt b 
   theres no one to wipe the tears off 
   whn uu cry

Tears (diegointhedark)

Lyrics:

What say you - my only pride
You held me from my will
What say you - my nightmare
I loved you way too late

I don’t want this pain no more
And you don’t wanna feel it too
And no matter what I do
I’ll always fuck it up, I’ll always do
Take it up with the sky for me
Seeing if it wants to cry
But I don’t wanna die
I don’t wanna see the other side
Now my pulse is fading
Slowly my blood is slowly freezing
I don’t wanna close my eyes
Take me away from endless sleep
It’s way too late for me
I just want to fall asleep
And leave it all already
Take me back to my grave

What say you - my only pride
You held me from my will
What say you - my nightmare
I loved you way too late

[last post of 2024, happy new years!]

Music For Funerals

what say you [+ sogimura]

fun song about complacency and aimlessness

lyrics:

cold war martyr know they pray over my grave 
if only i had ever learned how to behave
two steps farther than i should’ve took took up
betting cause i never learned that fate is something you cannot escape
i’m stubborn it’s relentless how i skipped when i should listen
since it’s recently been a little less than great
but it’s essential that I flip into the rhythm of Ascension
so i’m pitching the delusion that i’ve built up isn’t fake

okay i admit it
my obituary forged and i been living
on the fringe a mental monastery
high up in the mountains
and the altitude is secondary
only to the things that I’ve been feeling 
and now i wait 2/4 in my place
for a rush gust of wind to carry me far away
and I’m impatient but satiation the old way is ancient
is it really my fault if i’m now complacent 

i know im okay
but what i see and what they say isn’t matching 
just survive the day
then imma get it and get it and get it and go

talking the sound and the sight of it got me nauseous
it’s chronic been living with it in a catatonic
lethargic sense of stability if i’m lying and saying i’m fine
inside of my mind at what point do i start to believe it as well
been going through hell
all nine circles been circling round
under buzzards that hover and hope that a buzzer beater
isn’t near in my future
take time at the right time not to lose it

i’m Lazarus back track habits been adamant
i’ll bounce back but what’s passion in the face of lack of action
i’m attached to it
could never break free at all
fate set in stone pride cometh before the fall
but i’ve been falling for a minute 
what’s the difference 
if i feel the pull of gravity and say that i enjoy it
cause i feel it either way

but in the end will i be satisfied
in life will i react to what’ll happen around me
a specter in spectator mode
or take action a reclamation of control
a designation of the path of my soul
or rather auto-condemnation to the shackles and bolts
or rather some degeneration of my flesh and my bones
cause i rather would establish that i know what i know
and i know that i know nothing i got room i could grow
so imma take that

cold war martyr for the cause i think i hate that
old wars fought became a symbol for the movement
harder battles have been won but lost the ones i really shouldn’t
need to relax i need to kick back
i need that kick drum snare clap boom bap in my pulse 
i need that blood pump first jump off the ledge and im gone
i need to cross that threshold event horizon in sight
i need my turn to prove im gonna move at least im gonna fight
pull my shoulders back stand tall
hold my weight up
breaking out of stasis lately need a minute to wake up
shaking off the frost reintegrating the salient
space that i need to succeed can be seen
i just needed a second to breathe
cause the weeks of the season seem to be blending
acrylics i’m mixing to different hues of blue
till im in too deep