makin u saddd 😭😭

prod me x brayam

LYRICS
now im goin insane
now im goin insane feel like im losin my brain
now im goin insane 
now im goin insane feel like im losin my brain

feel like i burn through competition 
cant deal with none of your bullshit i need a minute
i feel like im bleeding out someone call the medic
i found an easy out tryna get invested
and now im goin insane feel like im losin my brain
stuck in the dark too long i cant find my way
struggle with this shit everyday thats why i have migraines
you told me the thought counts
but all its doing is giving me headaches

oooouu its givin me migraines
ooouuu think i need a advil
ooouuu i can never act chill
better watch what you say about me

bury my thoughts away 
anything except for thinkin bout yesterday
you dont wanna feel my pain 
and i can barely feel my face
right now its all too real
why'd you have to teach me a lesson that i never wanted to learn
it gets worse
headaches everyday i cant tell you how bad it hurts
thought i was lost before now there is no tellin
if ill ever be the same
i just wanna see the breath come out your face
people told me to forgive you sooner
now im sittin here lookin like a loser 
im sorry if i end up seeing you sooner on the other side

Spotify

headaches*

bottom of the ocean 
featuring @ydm-arfa-uk

prod by ydm-arfa-uk aswell

##BEWITCH

bottom of the ocean w/ arfa

prod me
lyrics:
i've been dressed in a coat
yellow jacket for snow
you can take all my belonging cuz i'm better off cold (x2)

I don't care what they say about me
But imma keep quiet
They kept doubting on me
but imma keep crying
cut all of you off
all these voices in my head
telling me that i'm not enough
in my bed with all this dread

dread prod me

𝘩𝘺·​𝘱𝘦𝘳·​𝘰𝘱𝘪𝘢 (𝘩ī-𝘱ə-ˈ𝘳ō-𝘱ē-ə) 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘤𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳;

this is so @1gutter
prod @n0thing2do

lyrics:
@me
im not 3 or 2 im number one 
u do 1 wrong move n then ur done
ur stuck in a loop bitch what u want 
this shit aint no movie what u on
u aint never gonna be like me 
better watch it before i go out on a spree
popping percies n im on sum lsd
keep a look out cause i aint coming in peace 

n everything is turning black 
i dont know what to do 
cause lately all i see is red
its just over for you 
i pull the trigger then ur dead
either u win or u lose
i put the gun right at ur head
now its up to me  ur life is in my hands
n its not funny i know ur all pretend 
it ends before me bitch make ur last amends
see flashes only everything is turning red

@ih8sev
stfu bitch i dnt wna talk 
vision blurry i cnt c a thing 
i can barely walk 
its not u its me, wait its not me 
its just the drugs im on
idk what i want
i cnt take these withdrawals
i just put 1 in the chamber
so plz dont push me
im just full of all this anger 
i just cant tell if i luv her or i hate her
but 1 things for certain u should run cuz ur in danger x3

hyperopia ft 00sev

yeah

@scrambl

lyrics
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i can't be like everything you want me to
wish you cared about my feelings way i care bout you
its so unfathomable how did we lose
i cant even put this one on me

i cant do the way you want
i cant handle every word
can't be one shot
i know i messed up
all my ways cut
i cant do the way you want
i cant handle every word
can't meet the mark
now you're acting like im stupid

i cant even say im wrong
your words just lethal weapons
and i wish that i could forgive and forget
but its not its not that easy
willing to leave me bleeding
tell me to kill myself
do everything n say its teasing
but i get antagonized
and villainized
and treated like the problem
acting like im crazy and that you're the ones that solve em
will you just shut up
i dont wanna listen to a word you say to me

i cant do the way you want
i cant handle every word
can't be one shot
i know i messed up
all my ways cut
i cant do the way you want
i cant handle every word
can't meet the mark
now you're acting like im stupid

i cant even care about it no more man i swear
you won't listen to me
hearing what you wanna hear
it was avoidable
all you had to do was stop
but you wanna be a smartass
like you wanna be on top
shut up
spitting out words and expecting a fumble
never will i see the point had in that
censoring me you dont like what im saying
im blowing you off cause its immature that you would do it (shitty line ngl)
talk it out like you're a human
not preschool nothing you stupid
im tired of being amusement
you can take the block

how you gonna gaslight me and act like im the one that's in the wrong
"its all jokes" it doesnt matter when i showed you the result
now you sneak dissing with notes like you dont wanna be involved
but when we try to get it solved you just cant seem to talk

i cant do the way you want
i cant handle every word
can't be one shot
i know i messed up
all my ways cut
i cant do the way you want
i cant handle every word
can't meet the mark
now you're acting like im stupid
x2

Lethal (scrambl)

the medications ain't working,
all my words have been slurring,
i don't know who i am anymore,
i am tired of being me,
i wanna rip myself out of this body,
out of this body,
now.

identityerror [self-prod]

photo by @arysvance
produced by @arysvance

lyrics

it's only the beginning when our feelings touch

they say don't stare up at the moon
when i lay down on the grass i feel your love
it's only the beginning when our feelings touch
remember all the things that we have done
i'll be there by your side when you need someone
we only have one life live it all and have fun
hold my hand and look up at the sky
in the field of flowers

dandelion bring the spirits up tonight
the shades of yellow and green colliding like a chemistry
of two people that are different
we are not the same but i wanna let you know
whenever we're walking we're taking it slow
the bridge is collapsing but it's taking me home
it gets a bit cold cause we've been out in the snow
our hearts can relax and see the meaning it shows

do you feel somedays that i would disappear?
don't worry cause i'm here forever

in the field of flowers
see the butterfly going on it's way to meet you there
back home

sleeping beauty

cover of "fresh static snow" by porter robinson
made november 15 2024

lyrics:
you'd fit perfectly to me we'd end our loneliness, melt this curse away
though i'll never know your name, i'll cry for you the same

the frozen white noise static snow that is your memory
although i know we'll never meet, you're every part of me



freshStaticSnow

cover og song by salute by rina sawayama


saving flowers

I think ima pull up
on your besfr1end

bullet to his dome
he got no sense

yeah he tough
around the hoes
thats that nonsense

dat lil boy my clone
work in progress

ughh
dm to phone 
i wont see it

eughh 
bitch im never home
overseas yeah

im the fuckin' boy
u wanna be yeah

i could neva see 
or wanna be ya

yeah
quiet on the set

watch me do it
yeah 

bitch they be on dick
tryna eat me yeah

 you aint on shit
you a lil bitch

all my brothers up
and they tote sum

if u want smoke
we gon roast sum

i dont need a sniper
gon get close yuh

when im wit my broz
i do the most yuh

heard u talkin' on my name
i cant fuhk wit ya



FRIDAY NIGHT FUNKIN YAY!!! WHOOO!









yeah
quiet on the set

watch me do it
yeah 

bitch they be on dick
tryna eat me yeah

 you aint on shit
you a lil bitch

all my brothers up
and they tote sum

if u want smoke
we gon roast sum

i dont need a sniper
gon get close yuh

when im wit my broz
i do the most yuh

heard u talkin' on my name
i cant fuhk wit ya


I think ima pull up
on your besfr1end

bullet to his dome
he got no sense

yeah he tough
around the hoes
thats that nonsense

dat lil boy my clone
work in progress

ughh
dm to phone 
i wont see it

eughh 
bitch im never home
overseas yeah

im the fuckin' boy
u wanna be yeah

i could neva see ya
wanna be ya yeah




sumthin I just had fun making

bestfr1end w/ pico p.nightiger

1keysora