@akasukii x @glogirls x @remiliaxd x @clay0127
@yuikase

blessing

prod me
ig: @cllientt
https://open.spotify.com/album/5WWDvmY2tV2TBiW2IrP8K0?si=Q6TJcytOR_S1SPnpHaJrOw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5WWDvmY2tV2TBiW2IrP8K0

lyrics:
처음 봤을 때만 생각나
행복했는데
어디서부터 
제멋탱굴까?

I've been feeling lost & I don't wanna move on
all alone in the cold
snow surrounds me freezing me to my core
cement weighs on my arms
and now i'm losing what set me apart
i can't find reasons to start
i'm an adult and my fears kill my heart
season 18 and its still episode 1

but i do not know if im gonna make it
even then i'm still gonna try it
ill cross on my heart, swear that ill make it
ill go even if i die trying
but i do not know if im gonna make it
even then i'm still gonna try it
ill cross on my heart, swear that ill make it
ill go even if i die trying

ill go. on.
go. on.
go. on.
i'll be just fine
go. on.
go. on.
season 18 and its still episode 1

what's the reason i try so hard?

where's the passion i had when i was young?

this shouldn't be happening, i should be having fun
i wanna restart, wanna go back to those days
wanna redo everything, every little decision i made
i regret, i regret every single day.
they say that i should enjoy it while im young
but i cant help but worry with cards that i play

I've been feeling lost & I don't wanna move on
all alone in the cold
snow surrounds me freezing me to my core
cement weighs on my arms
and now i'm losing what set me apart
i can't find reasons to start
i'm an adult and my fears kill my heart
season 18 and its still episode 1

but i do not know if im gonna make it
even then i'm still gonna try it
ill cross on my heart, swear that ill make it
ill go even if i die trying
but i do not know if im gonna make it
even then i'm still gonna try it
ill cross on my heart, swear that ill make it
ill go even if i die trying

ill go. on.
go. on.
go. on.
i'll be just fine
go. on.
go. on.
season 18 but its still episode 1

season 18, episode 1

@ilyt4z
@xxomm
@sh1nuchi

prod @prodjayysoul & @prod-rioxion

T4Z - Its Up ft. xxomm & sh1nuchi (Jayysoul & rioxion)

p. @prodjayysoul @backxster

when u look @ me yea it makes me wnna break the silence
but i cnt stand all those empty words yea im sick n tired
n im still standing
but its almost like a miracle
n i dnt wna b ur ridicule no more
n im withstanding
all those things tht u said 2 me
but im still stranded ashore
i cnt take this nomore
feel my face getting sore
yea it still stings like a sword
yea i cnt believe i adored u
but its ovr now
but u cnt avow
any of ur mistakes
thts y i need distance
cuz we jus cnt fix it
y do u keep dismissing
all of ur missery
i need a remedy 4 my past

absent redamancy

remedy 4 my past

remedy 4 my past (jayysoul backxster)

+ @xternalz 
p. @prodjayysoul @grimgardx

@1kizuu:
n was it my fault?
no i cnt condone anymore
n u left my soul 2 rot
n now im so done
i cnnt fight anymore
i got no time so i jus gtta run
n i jus cnt stop it
i jus keep on falling
n i got all these problems i dnt wan b involved in
n all of these facettes
make u seem so obnoxious
i kno i barely mean smth towards u

@xternalz:
no i nvr wntd this 2 end
always sad feel a wreck up in my head
false memory from back then
makes me not wnna see ur face again
now its not like b4
i hear my thoughts out loud
as i slam the door
as i stare @ the ground
no i dnt wnt u around
n now my heads in a cloud
i kno it ddnt mean a thing

@1kizuu
n was it my fault?
no i cnt condone anymore
n u left my soul 2 rot
n now im so done
i cnnt fight anymore
i got no time so i jus gtta run
n i jus cnt stop it
i jus keep on falling
n i got all these problems i dnt wan b involved in
n all of these facettes
make u seem so obnoxious
i kno i barely mean smth towards u

n 4 all ive done
n 4 all ive given 2 u
ths is now what i get?
n it now seems so dumb
how id always jus listn 2 u
ig thts jus the price tht u pay
n ig tht this is the end
where it all breaks apart
n i kno i wnt b rdy 4 tht
n i dnt wnna go back
back 2 the past
cuz the last thing i need now
is another relapse

mean smth

mean smth + xternalz (jayysoul grimgar)

+ @itsevvie 
p. @prodjayysoul @liamtakeover

@1kizuu
now u did it twice
i still gtta pay the price
tell me was it worth it
theres this look in ur eyes
its such a burden
u used 2 make me nervous
thought it wld vanish w time
guess tht i had the wrong verdict
will i evr b the same
kno its too much pain
but ill do it anyway
asked me if im fine im rly not
cnt explain my thoughts
think tht i gtta restart

@evvie
think i gtta restart ur breaking my <3
got my <3 on the floor
n its broken in shards </3
i been smokin on dis pack
ima smoke it till im gone
n yo bitch on top of me 
she wont leave me alone
im jus like that
guess thats my bad
he wnt smoke he gon leave ina body bag
got all u need talk 2 me dnt get sidetracked
im stackin green all i need she come right back
roll it up pop a few think i laced it
takin down all these drugs i feel wasted
i need it now by 2day im impatient
get to the bag, i cnt b too complacent

@1kizuu
now u did it twice
i still gtta pay the price
tell me was it worth it
theres this look in ur eyes
its such a burden
u used 2 make me nervous
thought it wld vanish w time
guess tht i had the wrong verdict
will i evr b the same
kno its too much pain
but ill do it anyway
asked me if im fine im rly not
cnt explain my thoughts
think tht i gtta restart

restart

restart + evvie (jayysoul liamtakeover)

p. @prodjayysoul @jannahsent

watch how im falling
down 2 the floor
but i keep on ballin
im nvr gna move slow
walk out dis missery
broken down 2 the core
but ill stand sound on my own legs
n keep runnin like im bourne
n sometimes 
i might 
sacrifice
too much 4 some peace in mind
cuz it feels like im jus wastin time
n its unclear
if nxt yr
ill b here
4 u cuz i cnt cohere
where u been startin 2 veer

n i know im on the fastlane
but it still feels like i failed evryday
im watching in disgrace
i cn still feel the pain
n theres tears rolling down on my face
cuz im not ok

watch how im falling
down 2 the floor
but i keep on ballin
im nvr gna move slow
walk out dis missery
broken down 2 the core
but ill stand sound on my own legs
n keep runnin like im bourne
n sometimes 
i might sacrifice
too much 4 some peace in mind
cuz it feels like im jus wastin time
n its unclear
if nxt yr
ill b here
4 u cuz i cnt cohere
where u been startin 2 veer

veer

veer (jayysoul jannah)

12/10/2023

prod me
this song is tremendously bad and made in 2023 but ive decided i should just post my old music and not be ashamed of it rather than just letting it sit and rot in my folders so fuck it

i dont even want to post the lyrics because they're so corny but here u go

u kno i had 2 ball out
100%
u kno i get them glocks out
sip on that drink u kno that im not worst out
got 10 in my pants u kno i cant fall down

drown my worries in wockhardt
u kno its not important
got that gas from cali
yea u kno ts imported
got like 10 bad bitches
on my dick and that im bored of
yea i fill that cup then i sip
because of boredom

YEAA
she want that gucci that prada
tell me whatchu want i gotcha
i spent a bag on designer
yeayea
sippin until all my time up
tell me whatchu want i gotcha
i spent a bag on designer

had sum brothas that betrayed me
couldn't get it back in blood
had 2 tote that mac11
u kno that i got it tucked
in the business since 11
u kno that i lost my trust
yea i made it out the mud
been geekin out the cup

i gotcha (me)

LYRICS :


I was tryna see, now I don’t know,

Started with a doubt, got me making songs.

I don’t even know if I fall in love,

Started with a — started with a doubt,

Got me making songs.

Every time I move, every time you lost,

I don’t wanna try, rather fail and lie.

Spend a lot of reasons, tell me what I got.

Every time I did so, I was trying,

Every pill that I lean low.

Sometimes I wanna do go,

Sometimes I wanna do go.



And right now I’m feeling heavy —

Fuck, I was so alive.

Tell me if you — tell me if you, Tell me if you care.

And right now I’m feeling heavy —

Fuck, I was so alive.

Tell me if you — Tell me if you, tell me if you care,

Tell me if you can’t, if you can’t try                                                                                                           To fall in love with yourself too.

I was full of life, uh —

I was full of lies too.

Every song aside, I’m a bad earning and I fail.

I was full of lies.



Tell me if you can’t, if you can’t

Try to fall in love with yourself too.

I was full of life, uh —

I was full of lies too.

Every song aside, I’m a bad earning and I fail.

I was full of lies.


All made by me, i know, its still trashy, (2023 record)

Started with a doubt

"u dont text back" bitch, dont expect to
i got betta things than to spend time with u ho
minute maid, lemonade, what i smoke tho
sour patch kids, in the mix, this aint lean tho
crash and burn, another drink, its a molotov
close ur eyes, but dont blink, youll b better off
i dont scout, i dont think, i dont talk alot
but i move with the music, yeah i milly rock

cash speaks, but u aint hearin me
plug up ur ears, say what u see
for tha count yeah, 1 2 3
wavin the flag, its time for some speed

molotov (333)

Heavenly

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remedy 4 my past (jayysoul backxster)

kizuu

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