Prod Mandem

krying full discography

solenoid

racing (ft. schwefel) (prod. bigdmandem)

yungster jack - like omg (prod. shyne + war)

autumn2021 clips

Prod. by BreadSlut

Lyrics:

Take a ride on the old back road
Take a drag man I really needa smoke
Text ya phone I don’t wanna die alone 
It’s kinda strange how it all unfolds
I’m cold I’m cold I’m cold 
Without you I’m unwhole 
Got me tripping like I’m licking on the toads
Peace and happiness or diamonds and the gold

I’m rolling I’m burning I’m craving I’m yearning
The way you fuck me you been learning
The way I’m drinking it’s concerning 
I’m thinking wheels get to turning 
Shrooms I be serving pussy just purring 
You’re sexy lord have mercy I know I hurt you 
I want you to hurt me
I want you to curse me
Yea yea 
Slay a dragon for your love I’m worthy
Psychedelics purge me 
Yea yea 
Offa the acid popping tablets like they 30s

Take a ride on the old back road
Take a drag man I really needa smoke
Text ya phone I don’t wanna die alone 
It’s kinda strange how it all unfolds
I’m cold I’m cold I’m cold 
Without you I’m unwhole 
Got me tripping like I’m licking on the toads
Peace and happiness or diamonds and the gold

Backroads

Prod @mandemm <3

Thank You @justice4soldroolz (on ig) for reading this 

[as of right now id say im content. but as the days go on and the clock ticks i catch myself falling back into my old habits. nothing to stop me. no one to pull me out, and as i look around i realize how badly i dont want to stop. it brings me comfort knowing that theres at least something that keeps me grounded. even if its not good, its still something. but the worst part about it is that the more i do it, the worse i get mentally. is it worth destroying my mental health just for a euphoric feeling? but then theres always that urge to see how bad i can get before i completely give up. how far i can push myself down the wrong path until im completely lost. i know it sounds bad but it gives me a rush. something.. exciting.]

LYRICS:

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

i think its time that we move on
i'll write you a new song
and you'll find a new one
baby tell me am i wrong?
been going back and forth too long
i just wanna feel like im worth it
everything just feels so hopeless
but i guess that i deserve this
you're acting like a different person

you say you love me, then show that
im not the best yeah i know that
ugh, girl im so high where my phone at?

said she wanted a rockstar, but she fell for a nerd
i dont want you to cry, but i guess im still hurt
im going day-to-day, but it keeps getting worse
always been the second option, wish i was first
its so hard for me to get back up when i fall
i cant help but feel like you, you never care for me at all

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

sedated (prod. mandem)

and i told you i would bleed
wish i could make things right
had to watch you leave
girl its time to say goodbye
keep me tongue-tied
i just haven't felt like this in a long time 

i hate the way things change
i make the same mistakes
like why do i even try?
i'll hold you one last time
cause its time that we move on, you'll be fine
and i wrote you a new song, swear i'll shine 

i think its time you find another	
reason to stay for a while
you should stay for a while
why dont you stay for a while

and i told you i would bleed
wish i could make things right
had to watch you leave
girl its time to say goodbye
keep me tongue-tied
i just haven't felt like this in a long time 

i hate the way things change
i make the same mistakes
like why do i even try?
i'll hold you one last time
cause its time that we move on, you'll be fine
and i wrote you a new song, swear i'll shine 

i think its time you find another	
reason to stay for a while
you should stay for a while
why dont you stay for a while

stay for a while (mandem)

prod me and mandem

yeah nowhere i run
something said you were the one
oh i knew you were the one
you keep on texting you want me back so bad
trust me i know
but how can i believe that?
(because i wish it was just)
you & i
but you can't make up your mind
don't let it show 
decide
forget bout how you ruined mine
if you wanna go that's fine
then baby fly high

(krying)
if you wanna go, that's fine
but damn i really thought that it was you and i 
i did everything i could just to make you mine
and now i'm popping heavy, i can't sleep at night
so hold me close, don't let me go

"i think it's time that we move on"
you know i don't mean that
and i wrote you a new song 
i know you won't see that
so stay for a while
and let's just see how it goes

(oh i said don't run)

you and i ft. krying (mandem neoprada)

lyrics:
right down the middle, i’m hitting the target
on to another, let’s go get it started
i carry hollows, i walk on the dark side
so your blade is no match for me 
up my cup with the purple 
i don’t care if it’s bad for me

i got some black g star pants 
shiny studded belt on me like a rock band
i got tired of being broke
became ambidextrous, now i count up with both hands
i only count hunnids and fifties
matte black glock got a clip on me
and i shoot till it’s empty 
fuck with me you get turned to an entity

i only want war if you want it 
i’ll bring the war cause i’m on that 
thought he would try to come fuck with me 
now he runnin like sonic
and we rollin off toxins 
we stay gettin high around here 
and i can’t give no fucks
bitch get mad, so what?

spotify

studded belt [prod. slatepsycho]

girl you know im right here
when times are tough 
i'll be right there
cause you've seen all my cuts
and it's not fair
and i'll bleed for you like it's nothing..
baby that's another discussion

i think i'm disgusting
i'll be dead in the morning 
don't know what to say
so i'll record it 
i don't like my face
that's why i don't show it

i get stuck in my head
that shit doesn't help
i don't wanna talk cus i don't feel like myself
i was just a kid doing drugs :(
didn't care bout my health
but i changed up
baby i'm changed now

but im stuck up bout the past and i hate it
ima take another pill and be sedated 
cause every fucking day feels so wasted
but i hope you know

that i'm right here
when times are tough 
i'll be right there
cause you've seen all my cuts
and it's not fair
and i'll bleed for you like it's nothing
baby that's another discussion

i think i'm disgusting
i'll be dead in the morning 
don't know what to say
so i'll record it 
i don't like my face
that's why i don't show it

right here (yotocapone + candle)

i made this song in november last year but never dropped it, heavily inspired by spira me :)
thank you all for the recent support <3
it really does mean the whole world to me and i appreciate 
every single one of you, you are the reason i keep going.

lyrics;

baby tell me, are you really into me?
you should leave for someone better
BDG on my jeans, on my bag, on my sweater
they keep talking and talking, but girl it's whatever
and she said i'm cold like the snow in december
oh, oh baby i'm so cold
i need a hand to hold
and life gets hard, i know
she wants me to stay but i gotta go 

spent all my bands out in DK
your friends, they don't like me, it's ok
don't mind it cus i feel the same way
wake up, get dressed just for nothing and replay
oh, oh baby i'm so cold
i'm better on my own
i know you miss me at home
she wants me to stay but i gotta go

i've been running from my problems, was it worth it?
i've been searching for a reason not a purpose
i can't go outside i swear i get so nervous
everytime i look at you, girl you're so perfect
i've been running from my problems, was it worth it?
i've been searching for a reason not a purpose
i can't go outside i swear i get so nervous
everytime i look at you, girl you're so perfect

tell me, are you really into me?
you should leave for someone better
BDG on my jeans, on my bag, on my sweater
they keep talking and talking, but girl it's whatever
and she said i'm cold like the snow in december
oh, oh baby i'm so cold
i need a hand to hold
and life gets hard, i know
she wants me to stay but i gotta go 

spent all my bands out in DK
your friends, they don't like me, it's ok
don't mind it cus i feel the same way
wake up, get dressed just for nothing and replay
oh, oh baby i'm so cold
i'm better on my own
i know you miss me at home
she wants me to stay but i gotta go

Into Me (prod. mandem & with3r)

just what i've been feeling lately..
produced by @neohnq <3

lyrics:
i just wanna run away
too much i wanna say
i don't think that i'm ok
i feel like i'm gonna break, apart
i love it when i bleed man, yeah i love my scars
i can't deal with all this paranoia

and i'm so sick and tired, of being stuck up in my head
i think i'm getting worse cus i can't get even get up out of bed
and i can't help it but my thoughts are so pathetically intense :/
i don't wanna talk about it so i'll keep it to myself

to be honest i'm afraid to fuck it up
but i'm really going through it and i think i've had enough
but it doesn't even matter so why do i give a fuck?
just give me a couple months and i'll be out of the mud..yah

god i'm such a mess
cause all i can see is you and him
not you and me
but it's just you and me..
fuck me it's happening again  

fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  

i just wanna run away
too much i wanna say
i don't think that i'm ok
i feel like i'm gonna break, apart
i love it when i bleed man, yeah i love my scars
i can't deal with all this paranoia

and i'm so sick and tired, of being stuck up in my head :(
i think i'm getting worse cus i can't get even get up out of bed
and i can't help it but my thoughts are so pathetically intense 
i don't wanna talk about it so i'll keep it to myself

break apart/fuck it's happening again (prod. neohn)

LAST SONG OF THE YEAR <3 THANK YOU
with twin @fxrella prod @neohnq

lyrics/

krying:
i don't wanna talk about it 
off some pills i'm fkn nauseous
baby i'll just cry about it
i got drugs up in my pocket
take my heart but girl don't drop it
i'm an addict i can't stop it :(
girl i haven't been that honest
all those fucking pills i'm popping 

girl i know that it hurts
i wrote you few songs
you know the words <3
so tell me i'm worth it
cus baby you're perfect :)

i've been getting high, but i'll text you when i wake up
designer on my body and i got it from my waist up
i wrote this for her, cus i just wanna say sum
feels like i am cursed but i promise ima change up
change up
ima change up for you

farella:
Change up for you
Change up for you
Falling in love every time

You make me feel so different
I can’t take the distance 
Missing on your touch
Never get enough

You’re cold like December
All I remember 
Designer on my body, rocking moncler on my sweater

Said a lot, I’m feeling fine
You’re all on my mind
We ain’t got no time

Don’t break my heart no more

krying:
i don't wanna talk about it 
off some pills i'm fkn nauseous
baby i'll just cry about it
i got drugs up in my pocket
take my heart but girl don't drop it
i'm an addict i can't stop it :(
girl i haven't been that honest
all those fucking pills i'm popping 

girl i know that it hurts
i wrote you few songs
you know the words <3
so tell me i'm worth it
cus baby you're perfect :)

i've been getting high, but i'll text you when i wake up
designer on my body and i got it from my waist up
i wrote this for her, cus i just wanna say sum
feels like i am cursed but i promise ima change up

change up w/ farella (prod. neohn)

FIRST SONG 2O25 <3 me & @mandemm runnin it back this year
heavily inspired by https://soundcloud.com/pw4prez/u-took-a-part-of-me-sochi-ssoh

lyrics:
i don't wanna go
took a part of me
had to let you know
that for you girl, i would bleed
i can't feel my bones
chemicals inside of me
and i'm posted wit my bros
i got metal in my jeans

i just wanna glow
come and slide with me <3
i just popped a pill
baby i can't feel a thing
girl i gotta go
crushing rocks with my teeth
i get a taste of bitter
feel like my tongue filled with glitter!

i'm so tired of this shit
i said hold up, i been gettin higher than a bitch   
i gotta sober up
but Ur like my favorite drug.. 
ugh, i can't get enough
baby our story ain't done..

so girl just hold on
i wrote you a new song
girl it's been too long
she said that i'm too young 
to understand
i don't wanna talk i can't feel my hands
bitch i'm high as fuck, don't know where i'm at

i don't wanna go
took a part of me
had to let you know
that for you girl, i would bleed
i can't feel my bones
chemicals inside of me
and i'm posted wit my bros
I GOT METAL IN MY JEANS

i just wanna glow
come and slide with me!
i just popped a pill
baby i can't feel a thing :(
girl i gotta go
crushing rocks with my teeth
i get a taste of bitter
feel like my tongue filled with glitter

i'm so tired of this shit
i said hold up, i been gettin higher than a bitch   
i gotta sober up
but Ur like my favorite drug
ugh, i can't get enough
baby our story ain't done,,,,,,,,, <3

metal in my jeans (prod. mandem)

Peace Of Mind

coni x saturn ftw!! 
love u all hope u enjoy<3
shoutout https://soundcloud.com/prodkailo and https://soundcloud.com/kggn for proddd <3 

all green on me all green on me
idky i just pick it (SLIME MODE ACTIVATED)
im just in a ally wit my bitch
we posted in a civic
i dont look no left, no right
ik we gon b alright
whenever u open ur mouth
i already kno its a lot of lies. lot of-


U wanna b some1
wanna b some1 so bad (stop)
i dont wana be no1
so i look at you and laugh (STFU)
u killd my high, babygirl i might cry (waa)
u were never on my side
so pour me up sum mor wine
posted on the blok, its so pronto
swear you b smokin mid im smoking fronto (EW)
yeah u lied, yeah u lied but im fine
dont chek on me im fine. i said dont chek on me im fine


im solo til i die u cannot tell me shit (4evr alone)
usually im polite but u flippd tha switch
if i see u walkin, aint no talkin, rataaa
ima make yo ass dance, do tha chacha (ooo)
i run away i run away i go to my special place (LOADING SECRET HIDeOUT)
residential undercover. thats my specialty
pull back the kurtain, see whats good, i got artillery (shoutout kurtains lol)
she said no matter who i am she still in love with me  


U wanna b some1
wanna b some1 so bad (stop)
i dont wana be no1
so i look at you and laugh
u killd my high, babygirl i might cry (waa)
u were never on my side
so pour me up sum mor wine
posted on the blok, its so pronto
swear you b smokin mid im smoking fronto (EW)
yeah u lied, yeah u lied but im fine
dont chek on me im fine. i said dont chek on me im fine

saturn:

wait outside w the pack
get a bag in i gotta drop some snot hoes from my past
bullets laggin
i i dont wanna stutter when u ask
everybody lookin down when i already dropped the mask and its a shame
i i try to put a name onto da pain
i i thought money makes it all okay
but im nvr knowing how to play
nothing left 2 lose but i wont gain


U wanna b some1
wanna b some1 so bad (stop)
i dont wana be no1
so i look at you and laugh (STFU)
u killd my high, babygirl i might cry (waa)
u were never on my side
so pour me up sum mor wine
posted on the blok, its so pronto
swear you b smokin mid im smoking fronto (EW)
yeah u lied, yeah u lied but im fine
dont chek on me im fine. i said dont chek on me im fine

"im innocent, i swear it- of course im gonna walk.. think about it. no ones gonna buy a middle school kid being behind something
this horrific, who's the lawyer here, shit. besides, im just a baby, they couldnt throw the book at me even if they wanted to..."

all green on me all green on me
idky i just pick it
im just in a ally wit my bitch
we posted in a civic
i dont look no left, no right
ik we gon b alright
whenever u open ur mouth
i already kno its a lot of lies lies lies.

s0bad w/ saturn (kaito + kuru + blackheart)

//produced by me (@scrufff), soju (@sojurembrandt), bigmandem (@bigd-mandem), gltch (@user-804977807), and maxmadethebeat (@maxmadethebeat)

//cover by me and @ogpichu

//VERSES (IN ORDER)
1. @scrufff (chorus)
2. @yungkeeta
3. @wehateclip
4. @caprilol
5. @stacked-peso
6. @scrufff (chorus)
7. @sceauu
8. @ripxet
9. @1endie
10. @heysavvy
11. @1slit
12. @scrufff (chorus)
13. @1mosh
14. @23ze
15. @babysantanaa
16. @kkyprxo
17. @aramii
18. @user-351493649
19. @ilyflxwed
20. @not1icy
21. @fumky13
22. @ovrwrld
23. @terastic
24. @okseph
25. @scrufff x @wehateclip (chorus)
26. jack harlow (yes i know hes hard)
27. @szama
28. @1schwefel
29. @ilymotive
30. @donteverforget
31. @konketsuuu
32. @darkestnet
33. @scrufff (chorus)
34. @y0r0
35. @ilyw3s
36. @lil-centerfold
37. @1kairi
38. @mosahlol
39. @kxly
40. @peitzuh, 57. @itzaidyn, ?. @kawaiirxge