as a kid i was loud

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prod. yungspoiler

lyrics

baby like i guess
you, you left your man
and now i try to be friends
i guess that this is the end 
but the flowers grow in my den

oh, oh 
again, again, again
fuck 
again, again, again

oh im dead 
im dead, im dead

i put the gun right to my head
i guess that this is the end
that's just why i try to cut ends 
i thought you'd never forget 
but now im lost in your head

i guess
you, you left your man
and now i try to be friends
i guess that this is the end 
but the flowers grow in my den

the flowers grow in my den 
why do you gotta pretend 
why do we gotta be friends
i see you right through my lense

thought you dont fuck on your friends 
i wanna fuck, now im fucking my friends
you wanna fuck, now we fuck again

you wanna fuck now we fucking again 
everyone tell me you're bad for me
you wanna go and get back at me
all of my friends they go laugh at me
my percocet 30 my ecstasy

baby like i guess
you, you left your man
and now i try to be friends
i guess that this is the end 
but the flowers grow in my den

oh, oh 
again, again, again
fuck 
again, again, again

i guess that this is the end
again, again, again

i guess you try to pretend
that yo don't 
you don't got a man
makes it hard to be friends 

glock 19 cause you know i never switch up
lsd with a tab on my tongue 
shot that dude at the bus stop 
everyone laughing like clover you fell off

baby like you 
rather hang with your friends
you told me that you love 
now you're at a party with him 
i might go kills myself 
but now youre at a party with him

now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him
now you're at a party with him

god im unbearable 
only fine when the cameras on 
keep replaying my favorite song 
i got narcissistic flaws 
i dont see em don't see em at all 
imma work on ts till i ball
tryna blow 20 k i
n the mall
tryna buy my own mother a home 
so she dont gotta care bout the cost 
old friends left me alone 
i keep telling myself im the cause 
love the music dont care bout the check 
tryna live on this shit till im dead 
told my father im trying my best 
got the weight of the world on my chest 
im inconsistent consistent i try my best i swear 
excluding me for my differences man this shits unfair 
project their flaws on my body make fun of what i wear 
told em keep me out that highschool gossip ass shit 
told my brother go get help then  he switched like a bitch 
i been dead by myself for like a year and a bit 
i hat that man that i see in the mirror for a min 
i done tried all  that shit tried ot pray tried repenting 
i cant climb ou that pit, chose the path of most resistance 
i might jus fly out that bitch if i start im gon finish 
why?

tryna buy my own mother a home 
so she dont gotta care bout the cost 
old friends left me alone 
i keep telling myself im the cause 
love the music dont care bout the check 
tryna live on this shit till im dead 
told my father im trying my best 
got the weight of the world on my chest 

love the music dont care bout the check 
tryna live on this shit till im dead 
told my father im trying my best 
got the weight of the world on my chest 

"project their flaws on my body make fun of what i wear"

im inconsistent consistent i try my best i swear

weight of the world prod kenzee

minerals [+ elxnce]

lyrics:
can’t believe that I did it again. 
why u runnin? jus give me your hand 
too bad I kill all I touch
i don’t want death I want love
I drown my thoughts in this blunt
I made this prison I’m stuck 
and it ain’t no getting out 
tolda hoe I’m living now 
letta 45 spin him out 
fuck a party I’m good in the house. 
fuck ur people don’t care bout the crowd
I can hear all the judgment loud 
loud 
loud 
fuck ur people don’t care bout the crowd crowd 
crowd
and I feel like these niggas can see what I think
hate that I hate what I see when I blink
 care about people don’t care about me blind by the hate bro I can’t see
I’m trying to ball nigga OKC 
I’m tryna ball b a voice for the week
 i’m tryna help my father but I’m weak
I’m tryna to take it further but I’m weak
try not to be a burden but I’m weak
 wake up and smile nigga but I’m weak 
as a kid i was loud, i was really weak 
hated my skin hated being me
hated my teeth, brush them till they bleed
hated my body I can’t even eat 
never strive for the best no that was never me. 

can’t believe that I did it again. 
why u runnin? jus give me your hand 
too bad I kill all I touch
i don’t want death I want love
I drown my thoughts in this blunt
I made this prison I’m stuck 
and it ain’t no getting out 
tolda hoe I’m living now 
letta 45 spin him out 
fuck a party I’m good in the house. 
fuck ur people don’t care bout the crowd
I can hear all the judgment loud 
loud 
loud 
fuck ur people don’t care bout the crowd crowd 
crowd

I’m tryna ball b a voice for the week
 i’m tryna help my father but I’m weak
I’m tryna to take it further but I’m weak
try not to be a burden but I’m weak
 wake up and smile nigga but I’m weak 
as a kid i was loud, i was really weak 
hated my skin hated being me
hated my teeth, brush them till they bleed
hated my body I can’t even eat 
never strive for the best no that was never me. 

I can hear all the judgment loud 
loud 
loud 
fuck ur people don’t care bout the crowd crowd 
crowd

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i been on them drugs cuz i want to
and baby i'm down to do anything you want to
i probably got another month left ima keep it real, ima spend it like a mf baller
livin like i couldnt give a fuck about a dollar cuz i been spending checks like the second that i gotta
and he livid cuz i fuck up on his bitch but she a model
and i love fucking models, live like it's the motto
gun up on my hip up in the whip like the sopranos
i don't give a fuck cuz it don't matter when i'm gone so
i just brush it off, brush it off then it's donezo
bad hoe like a model and she tryna take a photo
told her we can fuck in the hotel or the 4 door
put the bitch in park and i can show u how it go down
she like mar u live 2 fast need 2 slow down
live way 2 fast need 2 slow down

ima hit a new city, ima hit a new bitch, ima spend my money like i'm dying tomorrow
i just met your boyfriend, i think he a loser, idk why you wit him you drowning in sorrow
friends show no love show no love so the drugs keep me company i'm drowning in sorrow
everybody lie lie lie lie lie i don't think that i'm surrounded by anybody honest
my old hoes almost made me bleed but it wasnt they fault i really respect them
pretty new hoe so pretty to me, i had to tell her that i really liked her septum
she taking the drugs in my bag to inspect them
gun up on my lap and i could freak out any second
hit her from the back said she'll finish like any second
and she better cuz i'm needing to move on with the second one

i think everybody lie lie lie lie lie
and i feel like there isnt anybody honest
living like i couldnt give a fuck about a dollar
cuz i been spending checks like the second that i gotta

and i love fucking models, live like it's the motto

i been on them drugs cuz i want to
and baby i'm down to do anything you want to
i probably got another month left ima keep it real, ima spend it like a mf baller
livin like i couldnt give a fuck about a dollar cuz i been spending checks like the second that i gotta
and he livid cuz i fuck up on his bitch but she a model
and i love fucking models, live like it's the motto
gun up on my hip up in the whip like the sopranos
i don't give a fuck cuz it don't matter when i'm gone so
i just brush it off, brush it off then it's donezo
bad hoe like a model and she tryna take a photo
told her we can fuck in the hotel or the 4 door
put the bitch in park and i can show u how it go down
she like mar u live 2 fast need 2 slow down
live way 2 fast need 2 slow down

the motto

prod izzah

yeah drink got me livid boy
off this rapping shit ill make a killing boy
yeah i think im healing boy
i did this for me they act like im the villain boy

uh oh 
gold up on my bottoms i got gold on my coat
i dont trust a thing except God and my pole
please dont touch my chips pussy boy they nachos 
traded the track and brought a bullet proof  Tahoe 

yeah yeah commas on commas on commas on commas yeah
the drac will calculate a Nigga if ya got a problem yeah 
dressed in all black you’ll think that im T’Challa yeah
gurl where yo father yeah
i heard ya on the street ya sucking dick for dollar yeah
its like i woke up and won the latto yeah
u cant replicate me, bitch I’m the only model yeah
yeah fucked up bout some money 
thinking shit is funny boy my drac jump like a bunny
you knows wats in this cup cuz all i drink is fucking muddy
pussy boy im not ya buddy
i get hot like ron i get hot like its sunny
my white boy wipe ya nose like its fucking runny 
i love the way you taste your sweet just like some fucking honey 

uh oh throw it down to the floor
girl let me take ya home
i chew the bitch down down to the bone
yeah im fucking on ya momma
i checked ya bank account and i aint see a comma
ion care bitch do i look like im obama
haven’t left the country so I took her to Bahamas

Gold

2003 soon https://www.instagram.com/p/DOWxRY3jxxg/?igsh=NXg5bXg5cDNoZ3Zy
produced by me

red and black [me]

cover by daze

prod, mix, and master by me

very inspired by 72crash and that frozen song shout out idina menzel

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