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Don't Get You (prod. northeast lights + GUDA)

blvnkface + 5head

hey <3 ty for listening 
lyrics
ive been living all my life in my bed
in need of reassurance 
cuz im fucked up in the head
all i think about is u
and all i smell is your scent 
you dont care ab me
itd be better if i was dead
im not in your head
not in your bed 
i saw u out with him
had on your favorite dress
and the way u look at me is confusing 
i dont wanna try again ill end up losing

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck. 

im fucked up my lifes a mess
and my wounds get deeper with every step
constant feeling of anger in my chest
i dont want you happy
i want you dead
wakeup at 2am cant feel my head 
i try my best but i cant go back to bed 
im shaking 
heart beating through my chest
even tho i need to im not getting any rest 
shes a fuckin devil
shes a fuckin liar 
look at what u did my whole worlds on fire
gimme reassurance 
baby ik ur tired 
but i think tonight ill get a little bit higher 

it never works out for me 
ill never be who they want me to be
fuck

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck.

nuisance

produced by @prodguda

lyrics:
i miss playing with ur hair before we'd fall asleep
this time i don't think i'll see u in the morning
put a cigarette inside my mouth i'm hoping that it kills me
i can't handle change it's never feeling like the real thing

yeah i tried to fix my heart with surgery it didn't work
everybody take a turn tryna murder me i'll go first
nowadays everybody getting in my way
from the start all i wanted was for u to stay

never taking care of myself i may as well be rotting in the ground
usually i get myself to breathe easily but not right now
not right now

stay (guda)

produced by @bhertuy
LISTEN EVERYWHERE - https://ffm.to/lumina

dissolve my existence 
fade me away with the wind
so sick of your bullshit I will not let you win
I don't give a shit what you want
and I'm done with your games 
I don't have a hand to lend
and the weathers been so fucking shit lately
but it's only in my head
it's only in my head
but it's only in my head
FUCK..

its the way I always think 
I get stuck all up in these trends
as I pace back and forth and I wonder when it will fix it self
I wonder when I will feel in good health
my perspective feels so fucked up
wonder is it something I've done
the pressure sure just weighs a fuck ton
and if I give up now its all wrong
don't fucking cross me now
it'll all come back to bite you
treat me so wrong all I did was try to help you
but you keep on telling me that its only in my head

how do you know where I'll go from here
how do you know that it's not severe
you don't know me like that
so I'll keep on telling myself it's okay
but it's not, and I know it's not only in my head

dissolve my existence 
fade me away with the wind
so sick of your bullshit I will not let you win
I don't give a shit what you want
and I'm done with your games 
I don't have a hand to lend
and the weathers been so fucking shit lately
but it's only in my head
it's only in my head
but it's only in my head
FUCK..

lumina

dissolve

Stream

dissolve (bhertuy)

@claudesdiary <3

sink ur teeth in my neck run the blade on my skin
i would tell her i dont feel safe but she'd never give a shit
try and sneak behind my back I know everything you did
i dont know why I wake up again dont really wanna live cause
baby youre driving me
so much further away than u could ever see
but i can't bring myself to leave i'd miss the memories
id miss every summer night when you were next to me
and now it seems like you can't respond a text to me

ive been walking round the sidewalk
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

(clod)

i was stuck where you left me i guess thats whats wrong with me
i could say things are indifferent but then thats an iron chain
just fuck off i dont even want your hand
you dont even listen to a word when i talk
how come when she wanna fuck me she gon fuck me with the lights off (boing)
you clean  all the blood off of my arms with a white claw
she devours his lips while i watch (stutters)

(kristin and clod)

ive been walking round the sidewalk (fuck)
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

sidewalk ft claude (stezzyxl)

@55depths
@x1fern
@softbite666

short one for y'all

baby in a blue dress
take it off
i'm stressed out
take the pain out
and seeing you again 
ain't the best now
imma leave it in the past
like the rest yeah

know it ain't the same
when you say my name
never thought a single thing
would ever fucking change
you're stuck inside my brain
let me rot in hell
i'd tell you what's been up
but i don't kiss and tell

[fern]
seeing you around just aint the best no more
got me going crazy lately
drag me on the floor
got me down so bad
love to see me mad
i look for anybody
just forget what we had

</3

blue dress w/ 1fern (softbite)

produced by @p-guda

soundcloud only <3

lyrics:
wore off
i don't wanna breathe no more
tore off
every feature u adore
so what am i left with?
a body i cant look at anymore
u will not find me where i been residing
at this point they all gon think im in hiding
always unstable but im never minding

i keep my door locked and my notebook blank
want no tension and no restrains
not sure when i turned to fresh air to feel alive
it's hard to breathe in with ur mouth when ur tongue stays tied
treated like i don't know what i'm talking about i fucking doubt it
oh u really thought u figured me out?
now i'm surrounded by the ones i love so how come it don't feel like they love me
love isn't more than a ceiling above me
i am not keeping a record but i've been ahead of the game for a minute
seep in the gutter i'm pulling u under i said would stop but i didn't
nowhere left to live u can take me out
will u make songs about me even when i'm not around?
all the stars look at me asking why i'm never keeping count

keeping count (guda)

lyrics:

stuck in these four walls
waiting for your call
waiting for your call
waiting for your call

lately ive been fucked up
i dont wanna love ya, oh
baby oh my god
tell me what you're thinkin'
did you really mean it? 
no, uh
like, i dont wanna go through this no more
late night talks, laying on the floor
yelling at me baby, just tell me what for
she don't really fuck with me, no more

we won't make it 
through the night
i'm so sick of
all the lies
LAX 
i missed my flight
i'm so fucked up
all the time 
we won't make it 
through the night
i'm so sick of
all the lies
LAX 
i missed my flight
i'm so fucked up
all the time 

i'm so fucked up
all the ti-
(shh)
i don't wanna hear a word
out of your mouth
tryna talk to me
baby what you talking about?
see the stars fall
and its going down

you've been fucking with my head
better off dead
i don't wanna think about the
shit you said 
baby fill him with lead
leave em' dead
we dont gotta talk about
this shit, baby

starfall (guda)

@55depths
@nickp3tro

track 3 off of:
"si tu veux"
a song about how despite changing situations or hard times, the truest of love will always have a hold on you.
thank you p3tro for being you<3

lyrics:

(oh)
there's something in the way
you look at me
there's something i can't bear to see
leave me

and darling
i know things change
(why are they always changing)
but a love like this
it always stays the same
(for you, for you, for you)
and darling
i know things change
(why are they always changing)
but a love like this
it always stays the same
(for you, for you, for you)

and pull your weight
to guide me straight
and pull your weight
to guide me straight
what's there to say about this girl?
she's pulling me out of this dark world
what's there to say about this girl?
she's pulling me out of this dark world

and darling
i know things change
(why are they always changing)
but a love like this
it always stays the same
(for you, for you, for you)
and darling
i know things change
(why are they always changing)
but a love like this
it always stays the same
(for you, for you, for you)

change (deathright + p3tro)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@x1fern

b-side of "si tu veux"
from the EP:
"si tu dois"

i hope you had a good time.

lyrics:

(dth)
(and i'll try my best)
yeah
thought we had it
tell me about it
and now you're shouting
i'm staying grounded
or at least i'm trying to
i'm not the same
when i'm near you
fuck off
what made you say it like that?
don't want the attitude
i'll throw it right back
the back and forth is really
getting to my head
you make me feel
like i'm better off dead

and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

(fernn)
omg like what's the fucking point now
i try to lay to rest, I try to try my best
you keep on pulling me back
wanna hate you but I confess
everything is so fucked up lately
i been thinking you that you hate me
honestly it's fine
im tired of thinkin bout you all the damn time
you treat me like shit
then you're fucking me again & you're looking so fit
I don't understand this at all
so just lay me to rest cuz I'm praying on your downfall
(praying on your downfall)

(dth)
and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

hope it was fun! w/ 1fern

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