FROM THE START ALL I WANTED WAS FOR U TO STAY !!!!! !

blvnkface + 5head

hey <3 ty for listening 
lyrics
ive been living all my life in my bed
in need of reassurance 
cuz im fucked up in the head
all i think about is u
and all i smell is your scent 
you dont care ab me
itd be better if i was dead
im not in your head
not in your bed 
i saw u out with him
had on your favorite dress
and the way u look at me is confusing 
i dont wanna try again ill end up losing

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck. 

im fucked up my lifes a mess
and my wounds get deeper with every step
constant feeling of anger in my chest
i dont want you happy
i want you dead
wakeup at 2am cant feel my head 
i try my best but i cant go back to bed 
im shaking 
heart beating through my chest
even tho i need to im not getting any rest 
shes a fuckin devil
shes a fuckin liar 
look at what u did my whole worlds on fire
gimme reassurance 
baby ik ur tired 
but i think tonight ill get a little bit higher 

it never works out for me 
ill never be who they want me to be
fuck

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck.

nuisance

produced by @prodguda

lyrics:
i miss playing with ur hair before we'd fall asleep
this time i don't think i'll see u in the morning
put a cigarette inside my mouth i'm hoping that it kills me
i can't handle change it's never feeling like the real thing

yeah i tried to fix my heart with surgery it didn't work
everybody take a turn tryna murder me i'll go first
nowadays everybody getting in my way
from the start all i wanted was for u to stay

never taking care of myself i may as well be rotting in the ground
usually i get myself to breathe easily but not right now
not right now

stay (guda)

i dnt rlly 
get wht u see in him
im not rlly 
scared of competition i wont stay a friend

see (guda)

@claudesdiary <3

sink ur teeth in my neck run the blade on my skin
i would tell her i dont feel safe but she'd never give a shit
try and sneak behind my back I know everything you did
i dont know why I wake up again dont really wanna live cause
baby youre driving me
so much further away than u could ever see
but i can't bring myself to leave i'd miss the memories
id miss every summer night when you were next to me
and now it seems like you can't respond a text to me

ive been walking round the sidewalk
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

(clod)

i was stuck where you left me i guess thats whats wrong with me
i could say things are indifferent but then thats an iron chain
just fuck off i dont even want your hand
you dont even listen to a word when i talk
how come when she wanna fuck me she gon fuck me with the lights off (boing)
you clean  all the blood off of my arms with a white claw
she devours his lips while i watch (stutters)

(kristin and clod)

ive been walking round the sidewalk (fuck)
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

sidewalk ft claude (stezzyxl)

prod and masterer -> @assperrr

see you lie, but you take it back
give me one more try and I'll take you back
and you ain't seen my side but you say it's wack
and you've been living two lives seen it in the past
you can cry, but I wont stay for that
you gon tell me that you care but you faking that
you were never really there why you saying that
say you're clearing up the air whatchu playing at
say its one more time
that was one more lie
she said one more try
and it's the last goodbye

1morelie (akira3k, asperr)

manga panel: horimiya
prod: star607 x recyclebin
mixing: me (unfortunately)

lyrics:
pop out a city, i'm moving on broadway
top down foreign, i'm skrting in broad day
let's lose our minds feelin like sofaygo
flew her out to my city issa one way ahhh
laugh to the bank like ha ha ha
slip off your dress it's not an accoutrement
bendin her back and i'm breaking her spine
she lookin pretty in my goyard yahhh
you too fine to be alone in my city
swear i'll lose my mind if you're not w me
my feelings stay the same when i'm tipsy
my feelings stay the same when i'm feeling whitney

and she feelin my potential like i'm ultra instinct
all froze on my wrist like a skate rink
shawty bump my line hit me for a dl link
white peach soda and i mix it to my drink
frozen in time, left me distraught
yeah your man found out thought you wouldn't get caught
do you love me? do you not?
do you love me? do you not? i'll just sit here lemme rot

pop out a city, i'm moving on broadway (neighborhood in seattle kekw)
top down foreign, i'm skrting in broad day
let's lose our minds feelin like sofaygo
flew her out to my city issa one way ahhh
laugh to the bank like ha ha ha
slip off your dress it's not an accoutrement
bendin her back and i'm breaking her spine
she lookin pretty in my goyard yahhh
you too fine to be alone in my city
swear i'll lose my mind if you're not w me
my feelings stay the same when i'm tipsy
my feelings stay the same when i'm feeling whitney

in my city (star607 x recyclebin)

produced by @p-guda

soundcloud only <3

lyrics:
wore off
i don't wanna breathe no more
tore off
every feature u adore
so what am i left with?
a body i cant look at anymore
u will not find me where i been residing
at this point they all gon think im in hiding
always unstable but im never minding

i keep my door locked and my notebook blank
want no tension and no restrains
not sure when i turned to fresh air to feel alive
it's hard to breathe in with ur mouth when ur tongue stays tied
treated like i don't know what i'm talking about i fucking doubt it
oh u really thought u figured me out?
now i'm surrounded by the ones i love so how come it don't feel like they love me
love isn't more than a ceiling above me
i am not keeping a record but i've been ahead of the game for a minute
seep in the gutter i'm pulling u under i said would stop but i didn't
nowhere left to live u can take me out
will u make songs about me even when i'm not around?
all the stars look at me asking why i'm never keeping count

keeping count (guda)

lyrics:

stuck in these four walls
waiting for your call
waiting for your call
waiting for your call

lately ive been fucked up
i dont wanna love ya, oh
baby oh my god
tell me what you're thinkin'
did you really mean it? 
no, uh
like, i dont wanna go through this no more
late night talks, laying on the floor
yelling at me baby, just tell me what for
she don't really fuck with me, no more

we won't make it 
through the night
i'm so sick of
all the lies
LAX 
i missed my flight
i'm so fucked up
all the time 
we won't make it 
through the night
i'm so sick of
all the lies
LAX 
i missed my flight
i'm so fucked up
all the time 

i'm so fucked up
all the ti-
(shh)
i don't wanna hear a word
out of your mouth
tryna talk to me
baby what you talking about?
see the stars fall
and its going down

you've been fucking with my head
better off dead
i don't wanna think about the
shit you said 
baby fill him with lead
leave em' dead
we dont gotta talk about
this shit, baby

starfall (guda)

prod. siem spark <3333
lyrics:

wasting all my time with you
and you don't realize that, that means
i'd die for you

ooo
ooo

like baby i don't wanna know 
if you've been fucking 
with my head
and anytime that you're around
my heart is beating out my chest
we get too high
smoke cigarettes
girl tell me what's next
if it ain't me and you
then baby
lay me to rest
like baby i don't wanna know 
if you've been fucking 
with my head
and anytime that you're around
my heart is beating out my chest
we get too high
smoke cigarettes
girl tell me what's next
if it ain't me and you
then baby
lay me to rest

lay me
next to you
tell me
what you wanna do 
shawty wanna ride with me now
first class baby
lets get out
she give me those eyes
when she's down
she don't wanna talk now
so lets
turn the radio on
find your favorite song
she say im the one
oh

cigarettes

@55depths
@nickp3tro

track 3 off of:
"si tu veux"
a song about how despite changing situations or hard times, the truest of love will always have a hold on you.
thank you p3tro for being you<3

lyrics:

(oh)
there's something in the way
you look at me
there's something i can't bear to see
leave me

and darling
i know things change
(why are they always changing)
but a love like this
it always stays the same
(for you, for you, for you)
and darling
i know things change
(why are they always changing)
but a love like this
it always stays the same
(for you, for you, for you)

and pull your weight
to guide me straight
and pull your weight
to guide me straight
what's there to say about this girl?
she's pulling me out of this dark world
what's there to say about this girl?
she's pulling me out of this dark world

and darling
i know things change
(why are they always changing)
but a love like this
it always stays the same
(for you, for you, for you)
and darling
i know things change
(why are they always changing)
but a love like this
it always stays the same
(for you, for you, for you)

change (deathright + p3tro)

LYRICS:
I got you spinnin' and thrillin'
I'm like a light show 
Bang bang
It's like I'm throwing around here
And I'm something 
That you never see before
You know you want some more

I got you illin' and thrillin'
That JJ beat 
Will be spinnin'
And I'm a light brighter than a diamond
With the flash as fast as heat lightning
I can make your body hotter 
Yeah they call me mama primadonna
Changin' the game 
Makin' it rain
Yeah they say

When the sparks fly 
You know it's me that comin' at cha
All the colors collide like an aurora

I'm a good hang with the bang 
Comin' for ya
I'm blowin' up in your face 
Make you hot
When you body jump 
You know it's me that you feelin'
I'm the one thing 
You can't belive you seein'
Leave a taste in your mouth 
Way long after
'Cause when the bass drops 
I'm bangin' like a fiyacracka

Like a fiyacracka 
A fiyacracka 
A fiyacracka 
It's comin' at cha 

A fiyacracka 
A fiyacracka 
A fiyacracka 
It's comin' at cha 

I wanna light 
The fuse of revolution
Hit it loud
We be changin' evolution
For and from coast to coast
We showin' up in your backyard
On your TV screen 
And your mastercard

Rock it roll it
Goin' keeping that mardis gras
DC to LA Bangkok to Hongkok
Bringin' pop to hip hop

To the top
Earth to the moon 
To the sun 
Light it up and run

When the sparks fly 
You know it's me that comin' at cha
All the colors collide like an aurora
I'm a good hang with the bang 
Comin' for ya
I'm blowin' up in your face 
Make you hot

When you body jump 
You know it's me that you feelin'
I'm the one thing 
You can't belive you seein'
Leave a taste in your mouth 
Way long after
'Cause when the bass drops 
I'm bangin' like a fiyacracka

A fiyacraka 
A fiyacracka 
A fiyacracka 
It's comin' at cha 

A fiyacraka 
A fiyacracka 
A fiyacracka 
It's comin' at cha 

Yeah-
When the sparks fly 
You know it's me comin' at cha
All the colors collide like an aurora

I'm a good hang 
With the bang comin' for ya
I'm blowin' up in your face 
Make you hot

When you body jump 
You know it's me 
That you feelin'
I'm the one thing
You can't belive you seein'
Leave a taste in your mouth 
Way long after
'Cause when the bass drops 
I'm bangin' like a fiyacracka

When the sparks fly 
You know it's me that comin' at cha
All the colors collide like an aurora
I'm a good hang 
With the bang comin' for ya
I'm blowin' up in your face 
Make you hot

When you body jump
You know it's me that you feelin'
I'm the one thing 
You can't belive you seein'
Leave a taste in your mouth 
Way long after

'Cause when the bass drops 
I'm bangin' like a fiyacracka.

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stay (guda)

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