produced by @jolst

featuring @sendflowrs

stuffed ft. sendflowrs (jolst)

produced by @johnnyfriend

featuring @rouri404

my favorite view ft. rouri404 (johnnyfriend)

target ft. polar

produced by @dercept

lyrics:
i done tried to speak my heart a thousand times and it gets nowhere
i thought i could change myself for the better instead i say it's not fair 
my enemies reach out to me they like it when i tear
i tried being humble think i did that for the last time
sitting in my bubble tryna figure out my past lives
like did i ever get it right?
have i changed in the slightest?
i promise i don't bite

i don't think u really get it 
wake up feeling double headed
two headaches need double the medicine
two pm so i hop out of bed
empty stomach my health in the red
i still been trippin over what u said
seventeen feet under and i can not catch a breath
maybe i'm holding on to u cuz i don't got anything left
if i let go it's for the best i don't want us to be dead
i don't want us to be dead (x2)

i dnt want us 2 b dead (dercept)

produced by @jolst

lyrics:
in the past few days it feels like i spent a fortune
everything is so fucked can't even comprehend a portion
u treat me like shit i adore it
started closing all the doors in
i am not important (x2)

heard u the first time ok ok
how can i get out of bed when i can't even keep my head on straight?
u want me losing on top of the shit that i deal with on a daily basis
yeah my lifes got limited time left and i think i'm gonna waste it

i'm just gonna waste my time

oh fuck i'm gon relapse i had big dreams i might ditch that
maybe i'll look tough if i got a wrist tat
i can't fucking breathe, what is it for?
i've given up so many times before
not just a burden it's a rotting in my core

heard u the first time ok ok
how can i get out of bed when i can't even keep my head on straight?
u want me losing on top of the shit that i deal with on a daily basis
yeah my lifes got limited time left and i think i'm gonna waste it

okayok (jolst)

produced by @deadyami

lyrics:
i'm always the person u lean on 
look inside that purse cuz i was wondering what she's on
i'm just sick of feeling nothing (x2)

i break my back and break my shoulders
u kept me together when the nights got colder
i thought i was doing better, doing good before i met her
can't learn a lesson if i'm never taught
look what we've got here in our hands 
its close to nothing
i'm only holding on if u wait for me
but don't wait for me

i wake up looking for u
ur the first thing on my mind
and if i lie to u
it would be a waste of time so i think i'm gonna treat u right

i'm always the person u lean on 
look inside that purse cuz i was wondering what she's on
i'm just sick of feeling nothing (x2)

i break my back and break my shoulders
u kept me together when the nights got colder
i thought i was doing better, doing good before i met her
can't learn a lesson if i'm never taught
look what we've got here in our hands 
its close to nothing
i'm only holding on if u wait for me
but don't wait for me

never mention me again
when ur hanging with ur friends
by the way they're wack
always talked behind my back
i thought there were 2 sides to every story
all these bitches have been busy soaking in their glory 
u been talking bout these digits u don't tote no 40s
i think lately all i ever do is fucking worry

b4 i met her (dead yami)

produced by @deadyami

lyrics:
ran out of options way before i knew it
i can't even exaggerate what i've been through
i don't know what the fuck u want me to do
maybe it's bout time i put my brain to use

meanwhile while ur healing i'm not 
never see me again it's ur loss
u put in more i put in less
with everything i do there's never someone to impress

and it hurts to know that u wish u never met me
it felt like i couldn't break out
it feels different when i'm looking at ur face now
i'll stay alive if u just set me free
i never even know what u mean
now i'm just a 1 man team
i'm not what i wanted to be
no i'm not what i wanted to be

graduated and they're still not proud of me
it's always been so hard for u to see
maybe if i finish college i can get a move on
i don't need u pointing out the things that i do wrong
u put in more i put in less
with everything i do there's never someone to impress

and it hurts to know that u wish u never met me
it felt like i couldn't break out
it feels different when i'm looking at ur face now
i'll stay alive if u just set me free
i never even know what u mean
now i'm just a 1 man team
i'm not what i wanted to be
no i'm not what i wanted to be

not what i wanted 2 b (dead yami)

produced by @dercept x @daks9k

featuring @kuriositylol & @x1fern

lyrics:
(claude)
do u wanna fall in love?
i can kiss on ur lungs
i don't know him well
but i bet that ur boyfriend's pretty dumb
i saw my ships set sail and then they sunk
(2x)

i want two souls colliding
i want u so bad but i'm so focused on the timing
i've been stacking gold but i can't find the silver lining

(kuriosity)
oh, i wanna go
girl i think i wanna go back
oh i wanna know
like did this ever mean somethin
to u
all that u out me through 
there's nothing else to do
you left me so confused 

and so i try my best
i did all i could 
got nothing else to give
got no way to live (x2)

(claude)
do u wanna fall in love?
i can kiss on ur lungs
i don't know him well
but i bet that ur boyfriend's pretty dumb
i saw my ships set sail and then they sunk
(2x)

i want two souls colliding
i want u so bad but i'm so focused on the timing
i've been stacking gold but i can't find the silver lining

(fern)
don't even know what i'm saying
like everything feeling so lame ya
i know that i said that i hate ya
i'm out of touch and out of focus

ur the worst thing i never had
u always been treating me bad
sit alone as i'm counting my bag
u never noticed this life is bogus

emporium ft. kuriosity & 1fern (dercept x daks9k)

produced by @deadyami x @jauntsen

lyrics:
i fear i'm not enough again
my friends all feed me oxygen
but i'm at a point where they can not help me anymore
had another breakdown and move on with my day
it felt like something i could not escape
they said it's my fault cuz i'm tired and lazy
centipedes in my mind they all start the invading
i don't know why i was waiting
but i know that i was patient
i tell myself that it was worth it

i remember watching bands perform in that basement
holding onto u cuz there could never be replacements
when i first put my hand out never thought that u would take it
i swear that it was the best thing that i've felt in a while
my happiness was based around your smile
and it faded so fast

worth it (dead yami x jauntsen)

produced by me

lyrics:
i'm not an object for to dismantle and build again
i'm not getting stronger my addictions are the evidence
make so much time and they can't give me a second
i leave the room they enjoy the lack of my presence 
i'll walk down the hall avoid the scene get rid of my essence

treat me like a bitch and i'll be back with a weapon
bad nights end with close saves i call them blessings
i can barely make it through the pm when my chest stings
fall down gotta show em life can teach the best things
what i learned so far is that it's never too late to start
don't hope the best for the acquaintances that tear u apart

i can't really help but feel my life is going nowhere
hold on just a minute can u please stay here
made it to eighteen but no one told me that it snows here
fold so many times but i'm never gonna show my tears
i really thought i was in the clear
don't fall out of love my dear
if u do then be sincere

u kept me calm in times like this ur gone
i miss ur lazy yawns late at night with tv on
and the bunker is where i'll remain
don't get too close we're not the same
sometimes i wanna detonate like i was a c4
i don't really wanna die yet i wanna see more
all i know is i don't wanna go back to that dorm

show my tears

produced by @dercept x ayoley

lyrics:
it's not easy for me (x2)
chemicals have taken full control and i'm not even worried
it has to be because of me

i've done nothing to prevent this
i know that all good things come to an end
but i never got a chance to begin

i stay crammed inside this fucking room
it's already far too late for me cuz i've been consumed
i don't know what's the use

wait four more days
i'll just recollect myself and take the blame
i guess u really gotta lose to win the game
i sit in the back of the parking lot while i waste away
every day i'm following a similar schedule
should have known it from the start my fucking heart wasn't edible
but i guess things change and u did too
all along i really was the gum under ur shoe

i stay crammed inside this fucking room
it's already far too late for me cuz i've been consumed
i don't know what's the use
it's not easy for me (x6)

it's not easy for me (dercept x ayoley)

produced by @p-guda x @ilikecatsuknow

featuring @kryst3n

lyrics:
(kryst3n)
and i know
i'll never compare but i tried
thought ur heart was where i could reside
thought ur there for me but u lied 
u can kill me it's eye for an eye
cuz i was eating u up alive
wasn't there a lot but i tried
and if u ask me ur living a lie

(claude)
i just give more
what is this for?
u stay on the high ground i've been done with this war
i'll pretend u never left me sore
located my hideout then i start to miss more
always been a bitch, whore
u might see me hanging from the ceiling somewhere in the store
(x2)

high ground ft. kryst3n (guda x 1win.rare)

produced by me

lyrics:
nowhere for me to go
why am i back in ur home
so much for taking it slow
i move quick so fast they would never even know
bong rips and i rip it again
test me, start fillin with led
does that really happen? don't know it depends
do i need some traction to start getting friends
no more distractions and leaving it all on the fence
ahead of everyone that i've been talking to i can't connect

fuck a breathe in, breathe out
i'm bouta sink in, no drought
one eye closed keep one on u now
i think i'm wanting u now

it's best to say goodbye to everyone i love
better now before i'm gone
please don't stick around too long
i do my best, still callin SOS
got an invitation it's so hard to accept
can't show up the first time i bank on a rain check
everything inflicted on me started out painless
put less work now i'm getting paid less
i'd learn way more if i wasn't brainless
don't give a fuck what they wanna say next
say next

rain check

produced by @p-guda

lyrics:
step back and let me analyze
it's their bad and my loss, i'm just crushed inside
just let me go, please just let me go
nothing left for u to know
i'm just sick of only keeping to myself on the low
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess ill never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

was it worth it?
(no)
i know i can not be perfect
u said it was part of the learning
now i’m too scared to talk
can either of u open up ur arms when i start to feel lost?
i guess not (yeah i guess not)
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess i'll never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

backroads (guda)

produced by @dercept x nihil空 x adxn

lyrics:
getting love bites 
should be feeling good but i guess something wasn't done right
couldn't even fill her shoes if u wanted
i'll forget ur name until u carve it
u get shit mixed up like way too often
(2x)

so i've been crying more and it doesn't feel too strange
it's hard to hide it so i hope u never keep me in range
so i gave up, what's the issue?
said too much again and i can't take it back
i would have been alright but ur ignoring the facts
if u can't have me no one can, i get it
i've been getting no attention, no credit

getting love bites 
should be feeling good but i guess something wasn't done right
couldn't even fill her shoes if u wanted
i'll forget ur name until u carve it
u get shit mixed up like way too often
(2x)

luv bitez (dercept x nihil空 x adxn)

produced by @dercept x heyrick

lyrics:
u tried to make plans, i've been sitting in my closet
blisters on my hands, waiting for someone to stop this
don't know what to feel right now
tell me what's the deal or i'm out

i was fucking deadweight from the start
bitch don't talk to me cuz usually i'm leaving marks
u say that it's difficult acknowledge that it's hard for me to
u think i'm annoying, fuck you too
all my blood is boiling, shouldn't just assume
even til the day that i rest
i'm not coming back i think that i gotta move

just help me out 
i could really use a friend right now
losing u i didn't like that sound
i should've never turned around
throw my teeth on the curb
u know damn well it hurts
but i'd do anything to not feel worse (2x)

were u really happy when u met me?
over attached, i tried to dip u wouldn't let me leave
now i'm finally free (4x)

i was fucking deadweight from the start
bitch don't talk to me cuz usually i'm leaving marks
u say that it's difficult acknowledge that it's hard for me to
u think i'm annoying, fuck you too
all my blood is boiling, shouldn't just assume
even til the day that i rest
i'm not coming back i think that i gotta move

finally free (dercept x heyrick)

produced by @uguwap x ely

featuring @whyhaze

lyrics:
u not in the cut
pull up on me wsup
i ain't been talkin 2 none of ya
we dont share the same blood
u aint sippin on mud
lil boy got dubbed
i was jus gettin my money up now we at a red light
couldnt watch out 4 the headlights
i wasnt havin the best life
been livin to get high
shawty said get yo bread right
i don't think i wana die :)
stackin up cash like bitch im fried
cant see the vision u blind
jus wanna fuckin rewind
i see him talkin on twitter
u need a bedtime
i jus wanna fucking get by
im gettin money u said lies
he gettin rolled like a swisher yaaaa
u see me takin a picture yaaaa

camera lights, she wan take a picture 
want me to be with her
crushing pills in my swisher
baby i kno i gotta stop
but this life it dont stop
i’ve been runnin up
now they say im on top
now they talk with me
sorry i can’t do that
stuff this money in my jeans pockets getting 2 fat
when i walk into the scene all eyes on me
she see i idc now she wanna call me

i see him talkin on twitter
u need a bedtime
i jus wanna fucking get by
im gettin money u said lies
he gettin rolled like a swisher yaaaa
u see me takin a picture yaaaa

swishr ft. whyhaze (uguwap ely)

produced by @neohnq

featuring @cipx

lyrics:
(claude)
i had to kill my ego
i'm steady smokin a kilo
i need a change, can't even lie
shit been the same, i can't reply
really need someone to gas me up
racks keep on coming and turn to dust
y'all keep on reaching out for what?
not on my team, lil bro got cut

i think i've seen all this shit before
y'all look at me when i walk in that door
she know i look at the floor
it's what it is not what it was
had to get a grip way more than once
y'all be doing too much
i'm jus gon put in a little and turn that shit into a plus
lately i can't help but feel like i'm stuck in the middle so i'm breaking out of my cuffs
and i can't run

(cip)
cryin in my bed
voices in my head
if i cant have her ima end up dead
flash out i see red
i wanna say ily girl but im too scared
hop up innat car then im gone i sped
she was jus fw him
she wasnt fw me
i feel yung frendi hop innat whip its a srt
i think i lost the girl of my dreams
jovan pop out wit a tech and a ski
ima jus wait my turn
im cryin my eyes they burn
im alr knowin
she want me gone
bros go thru the same shit but im at my lowest
ion got no friends no one to talk to
drugs help wit the coping

(claude)
i think i've seen all this shit before
y'all look at me when i walk in that door
she know i look at the floor
it's what it is not what it was
had to get a grip way more than once
y'all be doing too much
i'm jus gon put in a little and turn that shit into a plus
lately i can't help but feel like i'm stuck in the middle so i'm breaking out of my cuffs
and i can't run

reaching out ft. cip (neohn)

produced by @ilyajay x @violetxx9

lyrics:
i said fuck tears that i wasted
i’m posted up with a backwood and i face it
i said fuck fears get em taken away
i won’t be fuckin with y’all anyways
i’m gon be making my way to the bank
show em show i play this game
u wouldn’t say all that shit to my face
u wouldn’t tell me i changed

it’s getting bad
they gettin pissed, go empty a mag
i gave u all that i had
don’t give a shit, i’ll treat u like a drag
no i’m not cool with that
u threw us off of the tracks
feel like i can finally breathe
oh, so that’s how it’ll be

all i wanted was another chance
u left me out, i just wanted a hand
how many times u fucked up?
i can’t stop, but i wouldn’t leave u to rot
easier said than done, already failed me once

and u know i’d do it again
and we know it makes no sense
i guess i crossed the line
but u can’t take what’s mine
she bouta tell me i’m ready to shine
i’ve been locked in all fuckin week
i’ve been locked in can’t fuckin sleep
i see em watchin when they look at me
i’m getting boxed in, unappealing
i’ve been locked in all fuckin eat 
i’ve been locked in can’t fuckin sleep
i see em watchin when they look at me
i’m getting boxed in, unappealing

i said fuck tears that i wasted
i’m posted up with a backwood and i face it
i said fuck fears get em taken away
i won’t be fuckin with y’all anyways
i’m gon be making my way to the bank
show em show i play this game
u wouldn’t say all that shit to my face
u wouldn’t tell me i changed
it’s getting bad
they gettin pissed, go empty a mag
i gave u all that i had
don’t give a shit, i’ll treat u like a drag
no i’m not cool with that
u threw us off of the tracks
feel like i can finally breathe
oh, so that’s how it’ll be

oh, so that's how it'll be (ajay violet)

produced by @glimpseofdespair

featuring @ilyvahri

lyrics:
(claude) 
they all tell me that i’m wrong
i’m finna make a rack off of my songs y’all broke
now i’m seein cash flow
she call me an asshole
why u talkin to me sweet yeah i think u gotta go go go
i been stressed out yeah i lose all hope
at least i don’t wanna cry now
i just need to lie down

bleeding out
i swear i can see it now
they just wanna be us
they ain’t fuckin t’d up

i might get my bag tho 
y’all be steppin mad slow
they can’t get up on my level i’ve been ballin where the pros at
i been doing fine i don’t even need a fuckin prozac
had to cut ties i ain’t ever fuckin wit a throwback

(vahri)
i been stacking racks up
bitch i got tha beam tucked 
you been all up in my mentions wanna show me love 
baby i js wanna go n hit the bank
need to get this fkn guap every day
in my feelings so i write it in my diary 
baby ik tha ur real tired of me 
i cant deal w this no more
all these percs got me slumped on the floor
tryna make a band baby yea im up there
on my phone all they can do is sit n stare
keep saying tha ts ain fair
gotta step out think i need air
they all tell me that im wrong n they hate 
w my squad yea we rollin ina tank 
magic in my cup david blaine
shut up u ain do wha u claim

(claude)
they all tell me that i’m wrong 
i’m finna make a rack off of my songs y’all broke
now i’m seein cash flow
she call me an asshole
why u talkin to me sweet yeah i think u gotta go go go
i been stressed out yeah i lose all hope
at least i don’t wanna cry now
i just need to lie down

lose all hope ft. vahri (sentencc)

produced by kuro x @wasterr

lyrics:
i might be giving up
said fuck friends i need drugs
i’m bouta throw up my guts
i think i’ve seen enough
he ain’t been makin no funds 
said he’d pull up he ain’t uppin them guns
he ain’t a threat to me
i’m still not feeling relief
everyone gettin me mad
they talkin i’m hearing bleh
i’m gettin sick on the gas
i see u fade to black
ain’t gon make it out
u’ll just let me drown
baby can u see that i’m the one who made us fall thru 
it’s hard to believe that now it’s done i didn’t want to
this shit been gettin real tragic
hand me that bowl i’ma pack it
u still been smokin on plastic
i’m hitting beats automatic
i might just sell a few a feats while i’m at it
pull up on me, disappear like it’s magic
i been the one makin shit go south
i’m still here, but how?

relief (kuro x wasterr)

produced by @ilychrxme x se7en

featuring @victxrw

lyrics:
(claude)
please don't be afraid
i'll stay out the way
i wanna touch ur fangs
i would never ruin what we made
now she go to sleep when i wake up 
it's not easy to leave i need ur love
i watched u from above
she only wanted a hug
but got a taste of my blood
ur never taking enough
wouldn't erase what you've done

(victxrw)
cause we go thru everything u nd me,
would u feel the same ways abt me?
tell me something so i can finally breathe
tell me something just-

u got me feeling so sick
im fucking tired of this
i hate when we reminisce
i miss the taste of ur lips
u got me feeling so sick
i'm fucking tired of this
i just want to live in bliss
why does it feel endless?

(claude)
please don't be afraid
i'll stay out the way
i wanna touch ur fangs
i would never ruin what we made
now she go to sleep when i wake up 
it's not easy to leave i need ur love
i watched u from above
she only wanted a hug
but got a taste of my blood
ur never taking enough
wouldn't erase what you've done

when i wake up ft. victxrw (dec se7en)

produced by @bazington x @1wasterr

lyrics:
gave up on u
tell me to be brave, i don't want to
watch em all fade when i walk thru
i just wanna leave a trace ion know what to do
i'd do anything if u could crawl back towards me
i know u've been by urself don't worry
i'll be there swear it's alright
why y'all talkin shit? they gon be scared when it's on sight
i been acting like i fucking care now i'm all tight

there's nothing left that's here for me
everything i kept u took away
hate it when u say that it's not that hard
always wish u'd stay but it's not that far
said they wanted me to change and it left me scarred
they all putting me to shame i just played my part
hate it when u break and it's on my shards
don't know how much u can take when ur my safeguard (3x)

do anything for u
i think of u every day it's just cuz i adore u
give more than i can afford to
u tell me i'm lying but it's all true

gave up on u
tell me to be brave, i don't want to
watch em all fade when i walk thru
i just wanna leave a trace ion know what to do
i'd do anything if u could crawl back towards me
i know u've been by urself don't worry
i'll be there swear it's alright
why y'all talkin shit? they gon be scared when it's on sight
i been acting like i fucking care now i'm all tight

i just wanna leave a trace :/ (baz wasterr)

produced by @ilyajay x @zukobain

featuring @frendishawty408

lyrics:
(claude)
can u be the one?
are we having fun?
squeeze my hand until i'm numb
baby do u feel enough?
i would never break ur trust
come and show me love
i need u too much
i'll get whatever u want
just know ur mine
i'll make sure it's fine
show me where u hide
always by ur side
if ur not here i'm blind
she give me a high
could u stay for the night?
i really just need u here for me
i'm never putting u last
u making everything clear for me
for u i'm dropping a bag

(frendi)
heard you baby going left, yes im going right
she said frendi boy u evil, get out of my sight
my name young frendi I love when it rains, she talking to me and she playing the games
she tired of me but I'm moving the same
g19 on me ts it go bang, she feeling my rapping I'm feeling her pain
I cant even sing no more, baby I'm playing
my life is so boring, it's feeling mundane
I'm losing my voice, cause of all the strain
it ain't even gotta be like this, I don't even know why
she rolling rolling on a roll tide, you love me baby yk that we soul tied
okay ur mine, don't worry bout it
look at my baby she fly, oou, come look at my baby she mine

(claude)
can u be the one?
are we having fun?
squeeze my hand until i'm numb
baby do u feel enough?
i would never break ur trust
come and show me love
i need u too much
i'll get whatever u want
just know ur mine
i'll make sure it's fine
show me where u hide
always by ur side
if ur not here i'm blind
she give me a high
could u stay for the night?
i really just need u here for me
i'm never putting u last
u making everything clear for me
for u i'm dropping a bag

show me where u hide ft. frendi (ajay zukobain)

produced by @pyu x @1-shrine

featuring @neito1 & @ddayso

lyrics:

(claude)
i would love it if u come with me
i could stay with u forever, tell me that's how it'll be
just swear to me u'll never leave
i want u right here
i think that ur perfect for me
tell me do u see me here?
right in front of u
i just interfere, it's really nothing new
tell me what u fear, i'll make it alright
can u really hear when it's late at night?

(neito)
when i saw u on thursday 
found ur way in my mind
u know that it hurts me
to see u with that guy
and im starting to think that you love it deep inside
caught me at a bad place
caught me at a bad time
but u still count me as a bad guy
cause ur loves so good
only one i fucking want
my heart u took
ive realized what i lost

(ddayso)
baby watchu gonna do 
either way i lose i hate feeling like im option 2
it was really too soon that i saw u 
walk into the room 
im not hearing what u saying baby this is not u 
this is not u 
hope u know thats not me 
stupid little things that i said 
guess i shouldnt speak 
cuz its never what i really mean

(claude)
i would love it if u come with me
i could stay with u forever, tell me that's how it'll be
just swear to me u'll never leave
i want u right here
i think that ur perfect for me
tell me do u see me here?
right in front of u
i just interfere, it's really nothing new
tell me what u fear, i'll make it alright
can u really hear when it's late at night?

nothing new…♡\~🎧 ft. neito & ddayso (meta shrine)

produced by @pw4prez x @liamtakeover

lyrics:
don't make me beg
u know i'm not in over my head
sorry i'm not controlling instead
sorry i never keep u in check
will u still like me when i'm on the meds?
feels like i might be falling again
see me break down and calling my friends

not sure where they're at
tell me if we got a problem u know we can settle that
i've been stuck at home come back
always put em first, i'm last
taught myself a lesson
i leave bad impressions
i think i need medicine
i can't get a mention
show me some affection
i hate my reflection
i don't want no tension

i just need to calm down
gone on for too long now
i might make it all count
miss when they were all around

not sure where they're at
tell me if we got a problem u know we can settle that
i've been stuck at home come back
always put em first, i'm last
taught myself a lesson
i leave bad impressions
i think i need medicine
i can't get a mention
show me some affection
i hate my reflection
i don't want no tension

bad impressions (sochi liamtakeover)

produced by @8clockwork x @minasxx

lyrics:
i just watch it fall apart
i hear voices in the dark
i cant run from anything
i still made some enemies
i cant lie baby i kinda miss the memories
she right by my side i ask her why she looks so heavenly
i hope what we have will never change
it wont be the same
i miss when you would complain
have u ever been betrayed?
cuz now i feel like a waste :/
so call me when u land
ill give u my hand
i swear u might be just what i need

y'all want me to fail i told em i cant do that
i'm finna prevail u see me up that's too bad
and i ain't sorry
when i pull up please do not talk to me
i keep that mask on like its halloween
how come ur still following?
i might pull up in that ahh yeah 
she wanna smoke i’m like ooo yeah
now i'm faded every night 
i cant get it right 

i just watch it fall apart
i hear voices in the dark
i cant run from anything
i still made some enemies
i cant lie baby i kinda miss the memories
she right by my side i ask her why she looks so heavenly
i hope what we have will never change
it wont be the same
i miss when you would complain
have u ever been betrayed?
cuz now i feel like a waste :/
so call me when u land
ill give u my hand
i swear u might be just what i need

heavenly (astrid ikari)

produced by @1dec

lyrics:
even if ur a million miles away
ain't nobody could fill the empty space
and i would go for the kill but its not safe
i keep on running but still i hear ur name

i want u here
can't look in the mirror
i can show u what u never had
swear i never meant to blow u off, i'm in my bag
want u to hold me close and never let me go
don't know what to think, i swear ur all i know
without u i can't unwind

and u know i try
i can't get it right
u say "we'll be fine, promise we're not behind"

i can't even blink
they might let it fly
i'm starting to sink, i couldn't say goodbye
(2x)

even if ur a million miles away
ain't nobody could fill the empty space
and i would go for the kill but its not safe
i keep on running but still i hear ur name

a million miles away ₊˚⊹ ᰔ (dec)

produced by @assperrr
featuring @counterxo

lyrics:
(claude)
i'm lost
u became the garden, i turned into moss
while ur life is full of wins i get a loss
u leaving me here to rot
down on my knees and i plead
that u'll be here for me

don't u lie to me and tell me that u'll take away the pain
yeah u can say whatever it won't make it go away
i can't recognize myself its like i'm always rearranged
and u said that u'd help me but u couldn't even stay

(counter)
It could be fate or it could be too late
You know I’d still be waiting I don’t care how long it takes
The life we could create
I can’t lie I’m amazed
captive from those eyes, so I’m always wide awake
Still remember what you told me 
even if hurts, it’s ok cause you can hold me 
Seen me at my worst, and even then you don’t leave
We’re nothing like we were, there’s baggage that we won’t keep 
Only a matter of time
Nothing’s a matter in fine
Got the disaster in mind for when things get out of line
I know you’ll still be mine
If I leave this all behind

(claude)

don't u lie to me and tell me that u'll take away the pain
yeah u can say whatever it won't make it go away
i can't recognize myself its like i'm always rearranged
and u said that u'd help me but u couldn't even stay

moss ༄˖°..ೃ࿔ ft. counter (asperr)

produced by @2fayth

lyrics:
this shit gettin old
y'all cant break the mold
i been so fucking cold
like can u understand
its not part of the plan
u, i cant fucking stand
i saw that btch and ran

just give me all ur attention
i wanna be the face of ur new obsession
u stick around and im still not sure why
good thing i found a way to keep it inside

they dont wan see me win
2 much work im putting in
i would kill him
if he try to cross me he cant win
its ur loss but im already over it
u got a grudge ur holdin it
u wan pull up but i told u i been with my clique
i say wsup and im done with that shit

i just wanna go
just leave me alone
i need a bag 2 blow
u want a bag for show
i get that cash, a load
yall wan see me fold
i go for that gold

this shit gettin old
y'all cant break the mold
i been so fucking cold
like can u understand
its not part of the plan
u, i cant fucking stand
i saw that btch and ran

just give me all ur attention
i wanna be the face of ur new obsession
u stick around and im still not sure why
good thing i found a way to keep it inside

claude

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