Sweet sad music, segues into vocal with that autotune edge. The lyrics are extensive and the vocalist is giving them life, it seems to be a combo doing the singing, with a back and forth that adds to the dimensionality and the flow of feeling.

produced by @p-guda

lyrics:
step back and let me analyze
it's their bad and my loss, i'm just crushed inside
just let me go, please just let me go
nothing left for u to know
i'm just sick of only keeping to myself on the low
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess ill never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

was it worth it?
(no)
i know i can not be perfect
u said it was part of the learning
now i’m too scared to talk
can either of u open up ur arms when i start to feel lost?
i guess not (yeah i guess not)
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess i'll never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

backroads (guda)

im the glue
i am the one that will put this together
what is ur name
i think this moment will stay w me forever
u gotta lose it all
it feels better with nothing to lose


i never needed to tell you
i runaway just trust and watch it
im getting rich 50 ways
dont wanna argue could u drop it
i never wish to take the blame
i know how i act its not forgotten
she getting pissed is all it takes
off a 30 i be nodding off

bno rock the show
im in the back 
i dont talk to hoes
isnt it awesome tho
im with sg off the coke

i needed love from you
to give it back
ngl im attatched
im gna die heart attack
i fell in love w all these racks

theres something lingering
idk what it is
always together we like lilo n stich
by myself and i will reminice

who is calling me
idk who it is
i waited so long for the memories to fade
memories fade but i still feel the hate
been forever i think its okay
let it go cuz i kno its a waste

i never needed to tell you
i runaway just trust and watch it
im getting rich 50 ways
dont wanna argue could u drop it
i never wish to take the blame
i know how i act its not forgotten
you getting pissed is all it takes
off a 30 i be nodding off

i do what it takes you
i do what will make you
think my life will break you
hate is what will make you
i just wanna taste you
would never waste you
is it okay to love what will break you

50 ways [subaru]

track 5 of 7 on my EP #me
@hiseph
@kyoakyo

@terastic
they want a piece of me yea i know i'm the #winner
all these groupies yea they wanna take a picture 📸
yea she send me all those text i don't miss her
i'm pourin drank i got sum purple in the pitcher
i got many double cups they full of purple
take a sip u gon be movin like a turtle 🐢
my life just keeps on movin round like a circle
tryna get the words out like we playin wordle
doin too much she needa stop it
she so cold that she might need to wear a bonnet🥶
ur shit is trash thats why all ur songs floppin 
yea we shootin bullets now his body droppin
walk up in tha spot, i got diamonds on my neck uh
if he talk too much we gon put him on tha stretchaa
posted wit my bros yea im posted wit my #fellas
gettin to these checks yea i gotta get my bread up

@hiseph
just don’t understand i cant be your man now
said we got a plan so don’t pull up with a handout 
i do what i can get too high i cant land now
im posted with tera we do damage get it ran down 
took a flight making beats before i land down
up in france , eating shit i cant pronounce now
take a shot, in his head now he a man down
im so used to winning im just doing what i can now
something bout you just don’t understand now
if we on top i cant back down
i painted the picture til i ran out
had to ghost yo girl she a fan now

@terastic
they got pissed off yea im fkin fed up
they know im #greek yea im gettin to this feta
take a trip take a flight out to the west uh
gettin to this green yea im gettin to this cheddaa
i know they mad cuz they know that im just better
they followin my steps ima #trendsetter
yea she hit my line but i dont wanna text her
drownin in dis money u know im a bag getter💸💰
they want a piece of me yea i know i'm the #winner
all these groupies yea they wanna take a picture 📸
yea she send me all those text i don't miss her
i'm pourin drank i got sum purple in the pitcher
walk up in tha spot, i got diamonds on my neck uh
if he talk too much we gon put him on tha stretchaa
posted wit my bros yea im posted wit my #fellas
gettin to these checks yea i gotta get my bread up

i'm the #winner w/ seph (kyoa)

produced by @neohnq

featuring @cipx

lyrics:
(claude)
i had to kill my ego
i'm steady smokin a kilo
i need a change, can't even lie
shit been the same, i can't reply
really need someone to gas me up
racks keep on coming and turn to dust
y'all keep on reaching out for what?
not on my team, lil bro got cut

i think i've seen all this shit before
y'all look at me when i walk in that door
she know i look at the floor
it's what it is not what it was
had to get a grip way more than once
y'all be doing too much
i'm jus gon put in a little and turn that shit into a plus
lately i can't help but feel like i'm stuck in the middle so i'm breaking out of my cuffs
and i can't run

(cip)
cryin in my bed
voices in my head
if i cant have her ima end up dead
flash out i see red
i wanna say ily girl but im too scared
hop up innat car then im gone i sped
she was jus fw him
she wasnt fw me
i feel yung frendi hop innat whip its a srt
i think i lost the girl of my dreams
jovan pop out wit a tech and a ski
ima jus wait my turn
im cryin my eyes they burn
im alr knowin
she want me gone
bros go thru the same shit but im at my lowest
ion got no friends no one to talk to
drugs help wit the coping

(claude)
i think i've seen all this shit before
y'all look at me when i walk in that door
she know i look at the floor
it's what it is not what it was
had to get a grip way more than once
y'all be doing too much
i'm jus gon put in a little and turn that shit into a plus
lately i can't help but feel like i'm stuck in the middle so i'm breaking out of my cuffs
and i can't run

reaching out ft. cip (neohn)

produced by @bazington x @1wasterr

lyrics:
gave up on u
tell me to be brave, i don't want to
watch em all fade when i walk thru
i just wanna leave a trace ion know what to do
i'd do anything if u could crawl back towards me
i know u've been by urself don't worry
i'll be there swear it's alright
why y'all talkin shit? they gon be scared when it's on sight
i been acting like i fucking care now i'm all tight

there's nothing left that's here for me
everything i kept u took away
hate it when u say that it's not that hard
always wish u'd stay but it's not that far
said they wanted me to change and it left me scarred
they all putting me to shame i just played my part
hate it when u break and it's on my shards
don't know how much u can take when ur my safeguard (3x)

do anything for u
i think of u every day it's just cuz i adore u
give more than i can afford to
u tell me i'm lying but it's all true

gave up on u
tell me to be brave, i don't want to
watch em all fade when i walk thru
i just wanna leave a trace ion know what to do
i'd do anything if u could crawl back towards me
i know u've been by urself don't worry
i'll be there swear it's alright
why y'all talkin shit? they gon be scared when it's on sight
i been acting like i fucking care now i'm all tight

i just wanna leave a trace :/ (baz x wasterr)

im back<3

lyrics:
I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

Real geeker poppin molly wit my percocet 
Im impatient pop another it aint workin yet
Got the reaper on speed dial love to flirt wit death
Everything i put myself thru still ain learnin yet

Dont kno where im at popped a pill i woke up in a dream
And i try to tlk abt it but u dont get what i mean
Step up in the party i get all my drugz for free
It's a different set of problems when u livin life like me

I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

such a mess ☆ prod. melik

★..im sorry now..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/claudesdiary
* extra guitars & synths tracked by me

[alternative versions]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/hope-ur-ok-cause-im-not-prod-claude-nitecore-mix

https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/hope-ur-ok-cause-im-not-prod-claude-slowed-lofi

[lyrics]

how long have u been standing there
i met your eyes and we both just stopped and stared
no matter what i promise that i cared
if that means anything, if that means anything

were not kids no more, im not 18
and the airs' so still, suffocating
i tried so hard it meant nothing
we cant go back but yr waiting

im sorry now
i know its all my fault, i know it
im just sick of pretending that its not now
and im sorry for everything guess ill go now

im sorry now
i know its all my fault, i know it
lie after lie soon u found out
im not great as i claim i should die now

★streaming★

★hope ur ok, cause i'm not★ (prod. claude)

evry1 sucks demo [irby]



★hope my heart will start to mend..★

[producer]
@xysoftshade

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/lethargy-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

lyrics:
intro:
don’t know what they expect from me
have a stable life by 23
i’m trying my best but no one seems to see it
and i don’t get much rest…

hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone

bridge:
when im waking up, i don’t feel enough
but i have to keep on going forward
and i know its rough, you can call my bluff
now im just surrounded till im cornered

if i told you everything
i don’t know if you’d believe it
walk around a zombie 
yeah i swear you have to see it
everydays the same
and i swear to god i mean it

if i told you everything
you have to swear you won’t repeat it

now im falling down again
tell me will this ever end
ive been trying to pretend
hope my heart will start to mend

bridge:
you tell me i’m dreaming now
you tell me i’m dreaming

repeat hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone


★lethargy★ (prod. xysoftshade)

A collection of original songs by Ian Segal-Gould, also known as Yan Meen, Ian Bean, and Dead Birds

filter

@internetjoe @tommet45

wearin skinny jeans, whipping sports cars
wrist dance like the north star

i don’t wanna talk, nazgul, gettin ghosted 
u can watch me fly off in that mitsubishi coastin 
regeneration, tears in the potion 
bethesda i’m posted, fit like serotonin

i don’t think she think of me 
she look good in skinny jeans 
wormwood, absinthe on the rocks in the VIP
surfin on my wrist, tsunami, straight from Givenchy
stompin foreign kicks 44, can’t fit 43 

always on the grind 
gotta keep my eye on that mission 
i’m talking to bad bitches 
i can’t get distracted 
playin her like badminton 
pls don’t take it personal i’d put u ina pageant
i’m just so fucked up 
tryna fix myself it’s drastic 
i feel like i’m megan way i turned into a savage 
she just want the bands n she see that i been stackin 
dont care what i feel gotta say that shit is classic 
i’m still gettin colder, i put on my jacket 
contain my negativity and use it, it’s like magic 
i been feeling horrible, majora how i mask it 
up and down in cycles, it’s hardly erratic 
i can see the sunrise
spendin on some fabrics

i just wanna leave a trace :/ (baz x wasterr)

claude

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