as a kid i was loud

lyrics:
can’t believe that I did it again. 
why u runnin? jus give me your hand 
too bad I kill all I touch
i don’t want death I want love
I drown my thoughts in this blunt
I made this prison I’m stuck 
and it ain’t no getting out 
tolda hoe I’m living now 
letta 45 spin him out 
fuck a party I’m good in the house. 
fuck ur people don’t care bout the crowd
I can hear all the judgment loud 
loud 
loud 
fuck ur people don’t care bout the crowd crowd 
crowd
and I feel like these niggas can see what I think
hate that I hate what I see when I blink
 care about people don’t care about me blind by the hate bro I can’t see
I’m trying to ball nigga OKC 
I’m tryna ball b a voice for the week
 i’m tryna help my father but I’m weak
I’m tryna to take it further but I’m weak
try not to be a burden but I’m weak
 wake up and smile nigga but I’m weak 
as a kid i was loud, i was really weak 
hated my skin hated being me
hated my teeth, brush them till they bleed
hated my body I can’t even eat 
never strive for the best no that was never me. 

can’t believe that I did it again. 
why u runnin? jus give me your hand 
too bad I kill all I touch
i don’t want death I want love
I drown my thoughts in this blunt
I made this prison I’m stuck 
and it ain’t no getting out 
tolda hoe I’m living now 
letta 45 spin him out 
fuck a party I’m good in the house. 
fuck ur people don’t care bout the crowd
I can hear all the judgment loud 
loud 
loud 
fuck ur people don’t care bout the crowd crowd 
crowd

I’m tryna ball b a voice for the week
 i’m tryna help my father but I’m weak
I’m tryna to take it further but I’m weak
try not to be a burden but I’m weak
 wake up and smile nigga but I’m weak 
as a kid i was loud, i was really weak 
hated my skin hated being me
hated my teeth, brush them till they bleed
hated my body I can’t even eat 
never strive for the best no that was never me. 

I can hear all the judgment loud 
loud 
loud 
fuck ur people don’t care bout the crowd crowd 
crowd

as a kid i was loud

kuriosity ۶ৎ