dis shi fye

soundcloud.com/xternalz x soundcloud.com/mental

cover art also by me

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
i dont want it taking over
lately its been getting hard to stay sober
got nobody who can hold me any closer
i fear youll see me ending up on a poster

ive been running after shadows of a dream i had
the silhouette fading doesnt make me feel less bad
i put my faith in somebody who aint had my back
bleeding in the rain, wont even face the past

waited on this for ages and it wasnt that
the future i was so patient for, it didnt last
ive spent some time away from you and im regretting that
it hurts when i open my eyes see you aint at my pad

three thousand miles away from my only one

my words cant do it justice
these pictures aint enough
i really think youll love it
if you stay here a month

[soundcloud.com/mental]
life keeps changing but my feelings never did
i've tripped over shit
i've cried like a bitch
i've dreamt of meeting with a kiss
i keep making these mistakes im just a kid
you know how to twist
my heart into bits
and pieces of love that i still miss
things have changed a lot
last year i was afraid of us
not quite your touch but the state of love
nothing like touching and making up
nothing like running away from stuff
nothing like holding your hand and face til
we saw the sun and the moon switch their places
holes in my heart and you're the explanation
i lost my mind trying to fill up the spaces

Three Thousand Miles w/ Mental [xternalz]

soundcloud.com/xternalz

cover art by me :>
x.com/clay0127

[words]
its time 2 find a new perspective
rearrange what ive neglected
take life in another direction
the feelings strange that ive reflected
on

im seeing all this mirror imaging of myself
and im afraid i dont know how to ask for help
i wanna give you a chance to develop yourselves
but ive been selfish and im sorry for the hand that i dealt
for so long
ive been running from the damage i felt
would go on
and the mental toll itd take on my health
its so wrong
and the only one to blame is myself
im not strong
but that doesnt mean you should have to

[drown with me]
[drown with me]

too frail
feeling helpless
it doesnt matter what you say im never selfless
rewriting history wont tell you what ive dealt with
i dont wanna scare you away with all my health shit
no nightstand, the pills are in the dresser
im always fucking tucking away what makes me lesser
cant stand it, its too much pressure
my peers they got me doin all the things i said id never
now i

Drown With Me [xternalz]

jasmine ft latif

all aside (prod. fubar)

pack-a-punch w dante (fatass808)

to much to worry about so i just left

#hyperpop #digicore #disocover #underground #repost

IS IT MEANT TO BE? (ft Latif)

grown apart w latif [prod. peril]

prod @1wayza

@1static
and im doing all i can
but we cant go back
and im doing all these drugs
got my lungs turning black
oh

we aint going down that road
acting like the shi
but we really all know

i try to help
got no answer
now im stuck
all up in my head
you wont get out

now 
you can't stand me
you coulda told me

but you didnt
guess its to late
drugs in my head
aint no trust to be had

aint no trust
(aint no trust bitch, you cant trust shit)

and im driving down that road at like 3 o clock
tryna talk it out
you wont give me a chance
just to talk it out
i cant explain
we need to sit down

but now im blocked on like every plat
cant get a word out

now we gotta
end on bad terms.....

gonna be a min for the next drop.

cgb (wayza)

mood swings/bipolar

LVCY

somewhere home ft latif

what i wanted the most ft latif

bitcrush time

prod ewenli

+ @1latif

lyrics NEVA

all +latif (ewenli)

luv my lifestyle w twinpill & sigilraxks

i be sad and shii then i look at my bank account then i pop a lil smirk 😏
@akimbo-squad
@afghanbrotherhood
@1static
@isthatcee

all aside (prod. fubar)

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