dear diary

Reached out
got nothing back 
Broken friends
Broken back

Left out 
So sad
I'm left out
Again

Fucked around
W my head 
Now I can't seem to keep
All the friends that I had 
I spit in the sink 

I know that I'm missing
I'm Missing conditions 

But nobody listens 
I'm stuck in a system

of Needless submission
im Pissed off insistent 

Feelings consistent
Wish I could change

i wish i could change(sp0re)

𝒾 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑒𝓍𝒾𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓍𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒「𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘦𝘳」by aimlxs & ljp2900 prod. thislandis

ill know her

𝒾 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑒𝓍𝒾𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓍𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒「𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘦𝘳」

hmu<3 (slowed) +1kkyoto

@kidtrashpop

Feeling like I'm letting everyone down
Can't act like myself when you're not around
I'm gonna drown
I'm your rebound
Boutta break down
Did I make you proud

How can I succeed when I'm always under pressure
I don't know if I'm better
I'm always thinking about forever
But you always make me think never

I be up in the party and I know you want me
Life is a mess and I don't mean that partly
Kinda cold hearted baby I'm sorry
Gotta confess to the things I started

I be up in the party and I know you want me
Life is a mess and I don't mean that partly
Kinda cold hearted baby I'm sorry
Gotta confess to the things I started

Bitch I'm off of the molly
Yeah we just getting started
Going hard in the party
Everybody sipping bicardi

You running off with the swag
Don't even tell me you're sorry
I had to get me a bag
I been rolling and rocking

Yeah shoutout to the plugg
I fell in love with the drugs
Yeah shoutout to my ex I fell in love with the sex
So iced choker round my neck
I fell in love with the check Kid Trash

I be up in the party and I know you want me
Life is a mess and I don't mean that partly
Kinda cold hearted baby I'm sorry
Gotta confess to the things I started

At The Party (w/ kid trash) (prod. yunny goldz)

It’s so fateful
Feel it in the air
The day I met you 
Staring at my shoes like
Can I make it
Do I even care
They told me trusting you was
Dumb but they don’t know what I’ve done 

It’s so fateful
Feel it in the air
The day I saw you
Everything that you were
And you showed me
Everything laid bare
You were so scared to let it
Go but I held tightly

To you, like a star in the sky
Like a dream in my mind
You’re the first one I wake to 
And to last that I slumber
Though I spend every waking moment with you….

What am I trying to be
Asking everyone around if it’s me
I can put on any clothes and feel something
Hoping that I know what I’m doing and mean something
To someone else
But they do the same thing
Who’s hungrier now?
Gotta keep a good record of all of my dreams
Follow my dreams

f4t3fVL

THANK YOU TO 
@spheremerchants
@woundcontrol
@therealahype
@scumboishit
@uglyboyhp

Don't Fall Asleep w/ A Hype (sphere +dimp)

try1ngmyb3st

surprise song for minion monday 

listen to uglyboy do it right now. right this very moment do it

Twitter: @_uglyboy4
Instagram: @_uglyboy4
Presave didit4u prod. @prodyeah0k on Spotify!!!!!!!!!

Mixed by:
@CeeRock_SF at shoot your shot records!

only (prod. uglyboy)

crush on uu <3 [+2broke]

produced by exp

lyrics:
used 2 hate this life

i cant tell if its right
should i really follow u tonight?
i cant take another loss in my life
disconnection reconnection, it is not alright with me

i need that consistency and i need u to see my dreams
i dont wanna bleed i dont wanna bleeeed a lot

turn it off and on again just tryna see if i can fix it
i dont live my life to scripts i didnt write, i didnt listen
used to hate my life, id drink and beat myself into submission
used to fight my feelings now i dont wanna do it anymore

i dont wanna feel this way but i just set myself up for it
tell u everything and half the time u just really ignore it
study ur behaviors, half the time its just really annoying
or maybe im just boring...
or maybe idunno..

boring  <exp>

LYRICS:
maybe its my control x4
I told that hoe she gotta go 
I make money when i am bored
I left the stu to hit the store
don't text me whenever im gone
I smoke this gas it got me stone
I feel lost when U aint there
There's something hiding im kinda scared x2
There's so much girls I love them I wish I was a girl :(
I got scars on me on my arms to show that they wont heal
there's so much shi to deal with i really feel so hurt
u told me why im doing this cuz I feel less hurt
I know not to feel less hurt x3
(repeat)
maybe its my control x4
I told that hoe she gotta go 
I make money when i am bored
I left the stu to hit the store
don't text me whenever im gone
I smoke this gas it got me stone
I feel lost when U aint there
There's something hiding im kinda scared x2
There's so much girls I love them I wish I was a girl :(
I got scars on me on my arms to show that they wont heal
there's so much shi to deal with i really feel so hurt
u told me why im doing this cuz I feel less hurt
I know not to feel less hurt x4

f4t3fVL

nightcodes.mp3