this song is my absolute favorite and no one can tell me any different

signal hill (demo)

first song w/ greenline 
https://open.spotify.com/album/4COsyySbBKHofjcWD9ldqzsi=jWEdOkM1TDeGp01c8nQL_w
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lyrics: 
know i hate to see you cry
but you say that im the problem
said im acting stupid, love to play like you a victim
i know time flies by
the old me you say you miss him
our love dont shine
i cant see it with my vision
we been told, everything that glitters aint gold
laying my ego to rest
that shit made me a mess
oh i know, 
baby how the game goes

i beat the level once
now you acting like my old girl
man i live in such a cold world
ive been making these songs
but it aint righting my wrongs
ill be honest, know i miss what we had
but i only care as much as you do
so i guess its like nothing
you can see in my action i dont even wanna front
im just sick of wasting time i cant get back

im an asshole im honest i admit it
locked in i dont listen to the critques
when im back up in the city
wanna chill know im with it
learned to roll the dice
now it changed how im livin 
was afraid id never make it 
put that thought up in the past
had to treat her ass the same
i cant believe it never worked (fuck!)
to be honest, know this life aint all it seems
before i die get they hope to see the real me

had to leave her in the past 
told her speed it up or kick rocks
making my own moves 
jake from me from the tiktok
goes to show that im taking over
bitch i said it 2 myself dont need no damn closure 
feel like zach (@dead4cf) i been losinmymind
i heard they wanna see a star
im right infront of ur eyes
i dont open car doors 
cause the shit im whippin butterfly
flight to LAX at 10am
her friends turned into groupies
i dont like to answer dms 
cause i know they wanna use me
gave a girl my time of day 
she gone panic if she lose me 
now they wanna live my life
cause this shit turned to a movie
people i aint never met
fuckin claimin that they knew me
man i gotta drop some bad habits
think they wanna take me out with some black magic
this a 2 man mission but im runnin solo
she 2 attached man she fuckin up the whole mojo

i beat the level once
now you acting like my old girl
man i live in such a cold world
ive been making these songs
but it aint righting my wrongs
ill be honest, know i miss what we had
but i only care as much as you do
so i guess its like nothing
you can see in my action i dont even wanna front
im just sick of wasting time i cant get back

im an asshole im honest i admit it
locked in i dont listen to the critques
when im back up in the city
wanna chill know im with it
learned to roll the dice
now it changed how im livin 
was afraid id never make it 
put that thought up in the past
had to treat her ass the same
i cant believe it never worked (fuck!)
to be honest, know this life aint all it seems
before i die get they hope to see the real me

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produced by mix
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lyrics:
(sometimes i go blank
i get into these dark moods
think to fast to keep track of anything
then it's like, all my thoughts are gone at once
sometimes if i put them up there, i can focus and slow down
but i can't- i just- i can't)

they try, it's not the same
ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh
tears drip slowly from my eyes
listen closely i don't bite
you got to believe in yourself
cause you can't be someone else

cause you can b-
SOMEONE ELSEEEEEEEE 
SOMEONE ELSEEEEEEEEEE

I SWEAR THINGS GET BETTER JUST WAIT
YOU CAN TRUST ME I KNOW THE PAIN
YOU MAY BE STRUGGLIN IT'S OKAY 
JUST PLEASE DON'T BLOCK THOSE FEELINGS AWAY

AWAYYYYYY 

BLOCK THEM AWAY, DON'T BLOCK THEM AWAY
GIVE ME A DAY
A DAY, JUST GIVE ME ONE DAY 
ONE DAY, AND I SWEAR YOU'LL FIND, THAT YOU CAN STAY
STAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

just give me a day
i know what you face
just give me one day
i can see all the pain

just give me a day
i know what you face
just give me one day
i can see all the pain

SOMEONE ELSEEEEEEEE 
SOMEONE ELSEEEEEEEEEE

I SWEAR THINGS GET BETTER JUST WAIT
YOU CAN TRUST ME I KNOW THE PAIN
YOU MAY BE STRUGGLIN IT'S OKAY 
JUST PLEASE DON'T BLOCK THOSE FEELINGS AWAY

AWAYYYYYY 

BLOCK THEM AWAY, DON'T BLOCK THEM AWAY
GIVE ME A DAY
A DAY, JUST GIVE ME ONE DAY 
ONE DAY, AND I SWEAR YOU'LL FIND, THAT YOU CAN STAY
STAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I COVER MY HEART CAUSE IT'S SPILLIN OUT BLOOD
(cough, cough)
I GOT ALL THIS SWEAT DRIPPIN I FEEL LIKE A FLOOD
(water sounds or sum)
IM ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU CAUSE I TRULY CARE
(im sorry)
NOW I CANNOT BREATH CAUSE OF SMOKE IN THE AIR
(shhhh)

NO ONE ELSEEEEEE, NO ONE ELSEEEEEE
NO ONE ELSEEEEEE, NO ONE ELSEEEEEE

thank you..

someone else

tangled (bapop)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4FzbNS9USY0owZ6uV8yrUO?si=PdWWHBSXRsq0hPF_yWCMsw

lyrics:
Lock the bedroom door
She got me sneaking
Got me up off the floor
Hiding from her parents
And I can't feel my hands
God this wasn't in my plan at all
Couldn't look back to you
I was hoping that she would call
Meet me up outside of the morgue

Cause they all start dancing when they see you
They all wanna be you
You won't look at me but I got just as much as he do
Hating how he treat you
Punch his fucking teeth through
Now she got a new dude
And she never wanna meet you

Down a bottle of Henny and I know she want it
I don't want another but I know she fucking plotting it up
I ain't plan on falling in love
Guess she good at fucking me up
(Guess she good at fucking me up)

She keep on talking I don't wanna hear none
I stole her heart then I hold it for ransom
She's just so mad all she do is throw tantrums
I can't deal with this shit no more because, girl, you just so problematic
Hit my phone, get static
Flights out the country got five on this fabric
She don't even know but my mind going batshit
Fuck all that acting, I can't fuck with that shit
Girl you so see through
Wish I never met ya though
I don't wanna see you, acting hella extra though
I just be fucking shit up with my fellas
We make it rain, hope you brought your umbrella

Double back on my word
I guess I'm fucking up
I know you hate it when I'm drunk
But I love it yeah
I do not need you
It's nice to meet you
If only she knew

Cause they all start dancing when they see you
They all wanna be you
You won't look at me but I got just as much as he do
Hating how he treat you
Punch his fucking teeth through
Now she got a new dude
And she never wanna meet you
Down a bottle of Henny and I know she want it
I don't want another but I know she fucking plotting it up
I ain't plan on falling in love
Guess she good at fucking me up

undesirable (feat. jvcob)

Bite. The. Wire.

Ep almost done
Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/track/0OyNzwoK3zTJh3PdXBEgyh?si=6efdaa948d6d4433

Lyrics

I wonder if you'll ever clean up your ways
Cause when we last talked 
You couldn't look me in the face

Cause fuck you
I never loved you 
In the first place 
I never trusted you
All the shit you talked
Yea right behind my back
And I don't regret leaving you in the past

Cause your'e a cheater, liar
And your'e such a fuckin prick
Just bite the fuckin wire
Don't let go of it 

I catch you lying everytime
Your words to me feel like a crime
But I cant escape
And I'm filled with hate
All because of you I don't like to date

I wonder if you'll ever clean up your ways
Cause when we last talked 
You couldn't look me in the face

Cause fuck you
I never loved you 
In the first place 
I never trusted you
All the shit you talk
Yea right behind my back
And I don't regret leaving you in the past

Cause your'e a cheater, liar
And your'e such a fuckin prick
Just bite the fuckin wire
Don't let go of it 

No don't let go
No don't let go
No don't let gooooooo

I catch you lying everytime
Your words to me feel like a crime
But I cant escape
And I'm filled with hate
All because of you I don't like to date.

track 1/3
produced by mix
for jude
vocals inspired by sleepwater

miss you <3

lyrics:
mom say's it'll be okay, mom say's it'll be okay
she's hoping that i'll come home soon, she's hoping that i'll come home soon

i'll be home soon, i lost my friends, i'll be home soon, to make amends
i'll be home soon, shit i lost my head, soon soon, i'll be home soon , im not enough, 
i'll be home soon, its just a bluff, i'll be home soon, i fucked up life, soon soon, i'll be home soon,
home soon, i'll be home soon, home soon, i'll be home soon, home soon, soon i'll be home soon 
why'd i trust you, i'll be home soon, pine i miss you, i'll be home soon


i met a kind pine tree, oh i love you dear
you gave me strength to be myself with no fear
i freeze my tears
hold you close to my heart, so i don't intend on giving up
back to building up

i get up off my phone, i plan on coming home
im stuck inside my shell, im breaking out of hell

i'm stuck inside this shell
i'm trapped here in this shell
i can't live in this shell
i don't feel in this shell 

no i don't feel in this shell
i'm stuck inside this shell
i like it in my shell
i can't breathe in my shell

im breaking out this shell
im getting out this shell
im getting out this shell
im getting out this shell

thank you.

dedicated to sleepwater 
pine tattoo when i can
we love and miss you <3

home (interlude)

Lyrics:
you moved on and I see you did it so fast
Sometimes I blame myself saying am I that bad?
maybe it's just my fault
maybe I'm so insecure
maybe i don't deserve the nice things
yeah I think that for sure

I wish I was empathetic
sometimes I think Im pathetic
sometimes I get way too close
i feel like you might regret it
i got some pain in my heart
i wish i knew where to start
you left me dead with the sharks
i wish this life wasnt this hard
maybe im scared to confess
maybe im pussy at best
maybe youll just like the rest
and if you do
do your best:)
i go to war with myself
im screaming I might need help
i wish you knew how i felt
it felt like heaven to hell

and i waste time your time
i dont mean to do it
i swear i don't want to lose it
i feel like I'm stupid
dont wanna do this
maybe I'm selfish
I couldn't help it
maybe it's fucked up
only got tough love
wish I was gentle
but im judgemental
i need some kindness
thats why its tatted on me
i should take advice
if i dont wanna fight
and i don't like how i talk to you
and i know i dont mean to come off rude
i might lie to you about things i do
about things i do

I wish I was empathetic
sometimes I think Im pathetic
sometimes I get way too close
i feel like you might regret it
i got some pain in my heart
i wish i knew where to start
you left me dead with the sharks
i wish this life wasnt this hard
maybe im scared to confess
maybe im pussy at best
maybe youll just like the rest
and if you do
do your best:)
i go to war with myself
im screaming I might need help
i wish you knew how i felt
it felt like heaven to hell

Pathetic (prod. Drma X Jeanparker)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3IHmnBJ91XjitNSmGGa6Iu?si=71248ae8714d4b33

@imgeist and @iamvagrxnt remix
by me and @thrmls

home (interlude)

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