produced by me (dawsin)
guitars by (michael warren)

I hope to take you on a trip with my pain ;l

lyrics ♡:
oh my god- 
im not enough
please-
leave me alone
save me
"dawsin"-
JUST A BLUFF
i cant do this anymore man-
god it hurts
"dawsin"-
ROUGH
ITS KILLING ME- 
"dawsin"- 
FROM THE INSIDE
YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK
"dawsin"-

oh no i know shes a narcissist
I know now that she cannot resist
me and my peakest form
its the calm 'fore the biggest storm

i would write a love letter but its not enough
cause I would know cause everytime she talks its just a bluff 
so dont compare our lives like you always had it rough
but when i tell you that you just say you dont give a fuck

I woke up and im ready tea-r-r shit down
your the only one that i want around
and no i am never seen
what do you want that's best for me?

I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BRO BUT YOU NEVER EVEN SHOWED UP
NEVER THOUGHT YOU COULD BE A PRICK THATS ALSO STUCK UP
I THINK YOUR RIGHT WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOU WERE A FUCK UP
ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT I GOT THE SHIT SIDE OF LUCK

*laugh*
I
AM
ATOMIC

IM RUNNING OUTTA TIME NOTHING ABOUT THIS IS FEAR
I WILL SHOW YOU WHAT IS NOTHING I WILL SHOW YOU THE DESPAIR
AND WHILE YOU SIT THERE AND CRY ILL MAKE A KNOT IN MY HAIR
SO YOU FEEL PITY WHEN IM GASPING FOR THE AIR

despair

lina - heylog (transparent)

produced by mix

https://open.spotify.com/album/63yzdAg14jbopbCC1xCnSi?si=UbgFj3qxSgCvR-MNVJG2GQ

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lyrics-
but why? why is it we have to be so afraid of 
𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑?
are we only alive because we dont wanna die?
i wonder.. does something good ever come from 
𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐?

throwin words out there who do you think you are?
send another text bitch betchu get a new scar
talk alot of shit for someone as small as you
leavin me behind and now your actin brand new

he dont even know, i put on a show
watch his ego grow, now he lyin on the floor

the more that you try the more that youll die
turn around slowly and look me in the eye, yea
talkin all this shit boy you aint tough you should quit
ill burn you to the ground man you wont make it out of here

he don't even know, you're repulsive and it shows
hes bleedin out slow, i watch his life go

𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑-

i watch his life go-
go
go a-a-a-a-a-a

oh oh oh a-a-a oh
ah-ah oh a-a-a oh
bleedin out slow
𝐆𝐎-

the more that you try the more that youll die 
𝖒𝖎𝖝
turn around slowly and look me in the eye, ye
talkin all this shit boy you aint tough you should qu-
ill burn you to the ground man you wont make it out of here 

i wont fall, not so soon
i wont fall, not so soon
im past it all, through the universe
im past it all, through the universe

ONCE AGAIN IM AT THE TOP
I LOOK TO MYSELF WHEN ALL GOES WRONG
AND I TRY TO COPE WHEN I WRITE THESE SONGS
I KEPT TO MYSELF FOR OH SO LONG

ASCENDING NOW LIKE I SHOULD
TRY TO STAY CLOSE TO THE EARTH
FIGHTING ALL WAS IN THE PAST
REPULSIVE SOUL, WENT THROUGH ALL AND NOW IM LAST

repulsive

produced by mix
https://open.spotify.com/track/5OiKm0U2Zmy7RKhSRY1xni?si=8769b050f3d94c64
https://music.apple.com/us/album/cold-feat-sinxi/1797452065?i=1797452066
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lyrics-

@1m1x
ohhhhh
ohhhhh

i don't know what to do
I'll try and escape from you
but I'm being pulled in two
is this what you do?

JUST KILL ME, I CANT BREATHE HERE
ITS TOO COLD, ITS TOO COLD
its too-
COLD

and i'm pulled apart knife in my heart
i thought i was so smart
and you're hurting my soul
bleed when you go
put you before me cause that's all i know

that's all i know
know
ahhhhh
ohhhhh

@sinxi
miss u the most
winter's so cold
without u home
sucks on my own

windows make sound
as trees hit the ground
forshadows the end of me 
so please stay

you told me 'baby i'll be right back'
i waited hours then i left
u didn't call, u didn't text
seems too good for her to be the best

well tell me what to do when ur here in my arms
just how are stakes not a problem for you right now?
i can't take it now there's blood
i know i tried to heal u baby but it just ain't enough

cold

produced by mix
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lyrics-
woah, where u goin?
lookin at me like boy u know it
its about time lets get to goin
steppin up to fight lets get this show in
like bitch where u tryna go?
g- on my way no i dont fold
like sit and plant ya toes
t- left hook betta go wipe ya nose
im on my shit no i dont quit
and boy u betta know what time it is
like go ahead strike and miss
knee to ya face start blockin quick
got my armor you like the fit?
well to bad u aint havin it 
got my helmet on, sword equipped
mix boutta make u look like a bitch

yea-
AY, LEAVE HIM OUT ON THE FLOOR
GOIN UP EAST I AINT GOIN NO MORE
LIKE SHIT, CAN YOU HANDLE MORE?
YA PUSSY ASS BITCH GOT BE HELLA BORED
CANT QUIT, IM THE KNIGHT WIT THE SWORD
BLOOD ON THIS ARMOR THAT U CANT AFFORD
LIKE BITCH, QUIT TALKIN DAT SHIT
ME AND MY BROS FINNA HANDLE ALL IT

G- GOLD ON MY CHAIN
AND YA DOGS HELLA TAME
B- BOY STEADY RIDIN MY DIH
H- HE GOT A LITTLE OF FAME
BUT HE PLAYIN MY GAME
B- BOY STILL THROWIN DEM FITS
I- IM TAKIN MY AIM
AND WRITIN BROS NAME
B- BROS BOUTTA GET HIS SHIT CLIPPED
G- GOT HIS SHIT MAIMED
AND HES LOST IN THE FLAMES
A- ALL OF HIS BROS DUN DIPPED I- I-

I- I-

like hold on
i be countin dough long
bitches wanna see me
thats just way to easy
gotta give a bitch a freebie
bitch, believe me
youll see me
out there doing shows
buying new clothes
chillin with my bros
i always stay close
so close-
like
bitch believe me
be there if u need me
but im out in the city
like its so pretty

im a home town boy
town so small west side it boy, ah yeah
ima dome that boy
knight wit a sword like it destroys

like damn i am the man
i did dat shit it was part of the plan, ah yeah
drank in can? im not fan, gettin this tan
im free, like sam, two shots, like bam, ah yeah

im a knight wit this armor
sword in my hand
and im out for da slaughter
like boy, you just sit there and ponder
get back on yo feet and go out with some honor

ah- ah-
out with some honor
death
ah- ah-
out with some honor
ah- ah-
out with some honor
ah- ah-

yea-
AY, LEAVE HIM OUT ON THE FLOOR
GOIN UP EAST I AINT GOIN NO MORE
LIKE SHIT, CAN YOU HANDLE MORE?
YA PUSSY ASS BITCH GOT BE HELLA BORED
CANT QUIT, IM THE KNIGHT WIT THE SWORD
BLOOD ON THIS ARMOR THAT U CANT AFFORD
LIKE BITCH, QUIT TALKIN DAT SHIT
ME AND MY BROS FINNA HANDLE ALL IT

G- GOLD ON MY CHAIN
AND YA DOGS HELLA TAME
B- BOY STEADY RIDIN MY DIH
H- HE GOT A LITTLE OF FAME
BUT HE PLAYIN MY GAME
B- BOY STILL THROWIN DEM FITS
I- IM TAKIN MY AIM
AND WRITIN BROS NAME
B- BROS BOUTTA GET HIS SHIT CLIPPED
G- GOT HIS SHIT MAIMED
AND HES LOST IN THE FLAMES
A- ALL OF HIS BROS DUN DIPPED I- I-

knight with the sword
knight with the sword
knight with the sword
knight with the sword
knight with the sword
knight with the sword
knight with the sword
knight with the sword

ye
yeah
ye
death-
yeah
ye

knight with the sword

prod @srypedia & @ilyl1ght 

-
ilyl1ght:
yeah yeah yeah, 
i guess the old me woulda killed you on the low
but i'm different now i guess well never know 
backed up into a wall 
swear to God  its not my fault 
i guess the old me woulda killed you on the
yeah yeah 
i guess the old me woulda killed you on the
i need to lock in, no time to stop and think about it 
need to focus, but you just make it hard to 
breath x6
i got scars all on me 
breath x6
i got scars all on me 
breath 

srypedia:
ig the old me woulda killed u on the low
ur crying to my face its rlly getting old
i tried to change u but a whore will be a whore
when u talked about ur past i simply cant ignore
u saw my best friend’s dick, u got too curious that’s what u get
stop getting mad at me for something i can’t control
never give me time, let my message rest and die
an “L” to signify, tell me r my words sublime?

ilyl1ght:
i guess the old me woulda killed you on the low
but i'm different now i guess well never know 
backed up into a wall 

ilyl1ght & srypedia:
swear to God its not my fault 

yea x (a lot)

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scars II

prod. me (dawsin)
written by dawsin & lycora

lyrics :
I got a letter, the name on the envelope said Mary.
my wife's name
It's ridiculous
couldn't possibly be true
Mary died of that damned disease three years ago
so then why am i looking for her?

@dawsin
say i hate myself but i know that I'm always bluffin'
why am i always talking big when i know that I'm nothin'?
when i go to war i swear it'll be me that I'm shootin'
maybe this is the end for me but I'm just so clueless.

she's so persistent she gon' end up figuring out why
why i drank a gallon of bleach and sum peroxide
this is not suicide, I'm doing it for her sacrifice
cause i know I'm better off dead then being half alive

listen to me speak, can't see or breathe
"I'll be here for you"
.. but i don't see her anywhere
why the hell you gone?
need a minute to spare
im running from her and she acts
like she knows my despair

t-tired of l-living a lie
d-don't you dare c-cry
i-i-i n-need you in my a-arms
t-tonight
turn o-off t-the l-lights

@lycoraaa
Middle of the crowd i feel things i felt for her
i know that its wrong
think about her till shes gone
I've been tainted and ruined by one girl
cant get the taste out my mouth (mouth)

You continue to haunt me
and ruin my days
i said i would i wait for you
LOOK AT YOUR MISTAKE
i know now youll realize
you lost me, but wait
its permanent yeah ive locked you away

@dawsin
too many times i needa let go
of this grudge can't carry this weight home
it's a real shame, tryna waste my name
risk your life tryna fight all the false pain

NOT WORTH THE TIME
NOT WORTH THE EFFORT
BEEN LOOKIN MORE DEFINED
AFTER YOU GOT "PLEASURED"
BARELY GIVE A SHIT
LET THE 'RETTA BURST BITCH
THREE ROUNDS TO YOUR EYELIDS
WATCH THE BLOOD MEND

PLAY MY HEART STRINGS LIKE A VIOLIN
NEED TO BE DIALED IN
CAUSE IF I'M NOT
SHE GON' THINK SHE'S THE HEROINE
AND BABE I'VE BEEN DOIN THIS FOR THE HELL OF IT
BEEN COLD EVER SINCE YOU'VE BEEN NEGLIGENT

peroxide w/ lycora

This song will only be available on my soundcloud and is not being monetized.

cover of 'isolation' by sleepwater (produced by speedlmt)
love you🌲

isolation cover (sleepwater)

produced and composed by mix
enjoy <3 

lyrics:
get up and move through the mud
the flowers they grow with no buds
sense something building within me
ignore till it makes me bleed and scream
she tries to pull me out 
but i'm pushed in further can't breathe
is my heart beating? or is it the leaves?
no it must be cause the trees

all died when i walked right by
not even death seems to want me
when i talk i get pushed to the side
i get chills know u saw me
this world that i hate and wanna leave
how did i gain all this hate within me
went from a child to a boy to a flea

ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh
called them flies but i worst indeed
ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh indeed

need a shoulder to cry on 
i long for a heart that was gone from the start
and it burrows inside eats the flesh, to my eyes
and breaks all the bones that i never used right
used right, right, ohh whoa 
whoa ohh no don't don't don't don't don't don't don't

and i'm just way to tired to put up a fight
they're touching my skin i throw up at the sight
push your hands off me but they grasp so tight
they're laughing at me on the night that i died
they're laughing at me is my weakness funny?
tears blur my eyes and my nose gets runny
i do not tell not a soul just relive that night
and lay down my life in the songs that i write

ahh ahh ahh hmm
ah oh get off me
ah oh hmm
ah oh get off me
ah oh hmm
ah oh help me
ah oh ahh
ah oh help me
ah oh ahh

so i'll build up my armor till its chainmail
but it's not real its a lie that i tell
and the sword that i carry leaves me with these slits
get sick so often fall behind cause of it
watch my life go as it starts to click
the clock starts to tick, it all is a trick
i was the one moving slow
you were the one moving quick

the chainmail i wear sticks and coats all my bones
shattered and warped when clashed with those stones
those stones that i know and wished to forget
they ate all my words then beat me to death
my sword breaks when i start to sweat
her locution stung then hollowed my chest
got people i love till they're all dead
i am the witch so off with my head

she's trying to breathe but she right down with me
yea i brought her here to this endless sea
of pain that flows bottled till free 
but when its free it'll just be me
so leave while you can, can't hurt her again
her soul sees the light while mine starts to dim
and the thoughts in my head she'd kill just to know
but they'd murder her dead so that's why i stoe

she ruins herself all just for me
i ruined myself a knight to his knees
so what is it then that you see within me?
i'm not who you know in this faraway tree
tree, tree, tree, tree
ooh ahhh, whoa 

i'm not who you know in this tall faraway tree
no i'm not who you know in this tall faraway tree
no i'm not who you know in this tall faraway tree
no i'm not who you know in this tall faraway tree

oooh

i still see you in my dreams
just kill me now-
chainmail ahhh
kill me now ahhh
chainmail ahhh
kill me now 
kill me now-


i still see you in my dreams in my dreams i still see you 
I STILL SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS
I STILL SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

chainmail

prod. me  (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)

lyrics:
its been years since i saw you, you don't know me
like you know you do
your a cheat and the fault lies on you
if i could leave you know i would.
ouuu
yeah you know i would
ouuu
yeah maybe i should
maybe i will
why do i have to feel so damn arrogant?
i should've known that yr a fucking menace
and i'm crying here on the bed where we slept
i should've never gave u my best

first time was a lie and i know it
just play dumb and make excuses
third time I was disappointed
this girl really thinks i am stupid

I'm lying here dirt an grime all on my face
she set me up, should've known from all of the space
all i did was match her energy and the slow pace
i grabbed the flowers i bought her and ripped it out the vase
maybe it was you i should have replaced
but the first time i met you, you made my heart race
so i assumed on a dumb whim that you might feel the same
so I sat here and sat there an you never came

you make me feel stuck in the middle
this place to me is sentimental
it feels foggy, just like my mental
to me ur touch never felt gentle
never felt gentle
no
no oh

hmph you don't like how i treated you?
so you went and fucked another man?
this was my last mistake
you did the one thing
I DIDNT WANT AND IN MY OWN HOME
NOW IM BANGING AT DEATH'S DOOR
LETTING HIM KNOW
STOP JAMMING MY PISTOL
IM TRYNA LET GO
oh
im tryna let go
man im just trying to let go

knight with the sword

mix≬