me : https://www.instagram.com/killnord/
produced by : https://www.instagram.com/johnnyfriendmusic/

lyrics :
we don't talk at all
gave you all my adderall
i think that i'm better off
too many problems i can't solve
i've had enough

said fuck you !
i don't wanna go back, no i can't trust you
put my feelings aside it's what i must do
used to fight like every night, i still want you
pack my bags but i can't run from you (x2) 

and nobody listens to what i say now
hold my breath i can't escape now
feel like i'm going insane now
can't get rid of all this pain now
yeah you blame it all on me but it's not alright
yeah you're messing with my head and my state of mind
took me so long to see through your lies
but now i do don't waste my time

said fuck you !
i don't wanna go back, no i can't trust you
put my feelings aside it's what i must do
used to fight like every night, i still want you
pack my bags but i can't run from you (x2)

18/03/2021

spotify

adderall (prod. johnnyfriend)

@starsbeforesunrise

prod. flesh

i dont know what to say yet
maybe if i think about it i'll know what to say, yea
maybe there's a message hidden in this blank page, bet
if i look harder i could do this shit all damn day, yea

i need to get my funds up
in need of more than dumb luck to get it going
im learning when i fuck up
even when its fucked up, i set alarms
and if i miss this one then call
cause i was bitten by the all
its all inscriptions on the walls
i wanna live the life i want
i took a hit and fell in love

i see myself right now
i never guessed i'd write this down
i bet reflections lie to me
i still dont know why i believe them
i wanna know what it means
i wanna rip at the seams
i think i'm sticking around
i hope i'm making you proud

i think its going alright by how i judge it
but its about damn time that i feel something
if u could fool me twice
it would put the shame on me
so ill put the blame on me
my only option
3 or 4
thats the amount of days i need to get away from
these thoughts
i been cooking aint forget to wipe the grease off
amount of times u do that shadowboxing look like wii sports
get inside my head feel like im sleepwalking
moving everyday
going slow but it feels like around the right pace
yugioh theres a dark magician in my brain
tryna tell me things
i dont even know just what to say
but ill find a way
i could do this shit like every day
could u say the same
sometimes my heart beat out my chest
feel like bang bang bang
i cannot believe the shit around me i dont know whats fake
maybe theres a message in the page i read it again

i dont give a fuck
id look anywhere for answers
anxious about who i trust
still i try to mind my manners
papercuts, flicking through the empty pages
it feels fucking aimless, i get in my mind and try to find new places

i hope i'm making you proud w/ starsbeforesunrise

[lyrics]

[cineraria]

It's in my head everyday
I wanna lay in bed and never wake

I'm smiling but I'm hurting
I keep climbing but I'm falling
Darling I swear I'm almost sane

I love you and I'm sorry
I can't help but hate this body
Reaching for anything to stop the ache
So I pick it up again

[benzo]

i'm so sorry im addicted
i wanna change but i don't fit in
i feel ashamed because im not a man
i don't even know what i am
i disassociate to numb the pain 
take oxycontin to the fucking brain
and when it's over i'll be happy
cos then i can be set free

[halfhearted]

when it’s over ur just happy
girl you only wanna trap me down
put my body in the backseat
how come my friends
never come around
tears all on my pages i know where it went wrong
find me in the basement, write another
damn song
i knew it wouldn’t last long x2

[benzo]

i'm so sorry im addicted
i wanna change but i don't fit in
i feel ashamed because im not a man
i don't even know what i am
i disassociate to numb the pain 
take oxycontin to the fucking brain
and when it's over i'll be happy
cos then i can be set free

I'm Addicted

I Disassociate To Numb The Pain w/ halfhearted & Cineraria (prod.venus)

Faded in a LA. (PART 1)
Beat / Production - Cl6udy
Mixing - Mastering - Vails 
Thanks to everyone for hopping on! ❤️‍🩹🤟🏻 Hope you all enjoy! 

Hook from vails

Verse 1 - Yung chevy
Verse 2 - Scorpio
Verse 3 - Blxde 
Verse 4 - Zbee

Hook from Vails

Verse 5 - Kid Benzo
Verse 6 - Ghostbxy
Verse 7 - Blospar 
Verse 8 - Lxst Boy 

Hook from Vails 

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FadedinLA (ft. Yung Chevy, Scorpio, Blxde, heyZbee, Kid Benzo, Ghostbxy, Blospar, Lxst Boy, cl6udy)

cover of "be more" by stephen sanchez
re-produced and composed by mix

may take down at some point and re-release on an alt

enjoy <3

lyrics:

let it be more
be more
be more

darling, be more
be more
be more

mix - be more (stephen sanchez)

Mend ft. Sewerperson

i will get you back home

prod michael harrison

lyrics
(daywatch)
fell down, there's no sound to cover my fall
two nights in an empty room, my fault
you bite down on your tongue, it's what you're used to
i open my mouth, turn and face you but
you're not around, better look around my house
but i keep hearing sounds, so it must be a curse
it was okay at first
but i can't sleep now and oh it's the worst, i get no peace

i'm up at 4am, it don't matter to me
i pull out knots in my hair, and i overdo brushing my teeth
i get no peace.

and i'm so sorry i don't call enough
i took time but imma pay it back
you made plans but i called it off
cus i can't get out my bed
or i can't get out my head
i swear everybody around me wants me dead
i won't ask, i assume that you won't be pressed
i decline your call when you wanna address

your issues
thank god you don't have my address
my mouth can't formulate words but i wanna express
without you, i'm haunted
i met you, so i'm honored
if i broke down through the love
i bet something in you wouldn't be bothered

(shine)
nothing in me feels honest
voice in my head, think im haunted
headaches taking me
what a bother
i'm so damn lazy
i'm fodder
what's the point in me? i don't even know

i'm just a ghost
no heart, cus i'm always alone
too bad my house ain't a home
did shit that i couldn't atone
karma shakes me down to the bone

i'll put a bullet into my dome

thank you for listening <3

Free (Instrumental)

52_Imogen

Story
Joyeuse: The Song of the Celestial Sword
At the dawn of the world, when the gods still walked among men, Joyeuse was born not from human forging, but from the lightning that split the sky in two. Her blade was not of steel, but of petrified light, and its hilt held a fragment of frozen time.
It was given to young Karolus by the spirit of the mountain, who told him:
"This sword cuts not flesh, but destiny. It wounds not bodies, but doubts. Use it only when the world forgets its song."
Karolus, who would later be called Charlemagne, carried it with him on his campaigns, but he did not wield it in every battle. Only when chaos threatened to devour the harmony of the kingdom did Joyeuse sing. Her song was a hymn that made traitors tremble, calm the just, and open the heavens so the stars could gaze.
Over time, Joyeuse was coveted by kings, sorcerers, and prophets. Some said that whoever possessed it could speak to the dead; others, that it contained the true name of God engraved in invisible runes.
But when Charlemagne died, the sword disappeared. Some believe it melted into the sun. Others, that it sleeps beneath Aachen Cathedral, awaiting the next worthy bearer.

🎶 Listen 💫 Share 💬 Comment ➕📃🎧 Add to your playlists... Because this journey is meaningless without you... Thank you for being here... J. Bilbao

mix - be more (stephen sanchez)

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