Name: never had ft karson (sennai octo ruby) by 1mint
Duration: 2 min 1 s
Description: @k4rson @sxnnai @octooooooo @rubyrafsimons

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with @cruseyyyy @rewind214 prod @decago @1rokit

Lyrics:
We got nothin to talk bout
I've been alone for way too long
Can't let myself care bout what you want
When I'm tired of being someone I'm not

I'm tryna figure it out
(Are you on my team?)
Break through all the ground
(You here to save me?)
Walls are falling all down
(Cause I can't breath)
No I can't handle the sound of the silence

Without your voice
And the nightmares
They tend to swallow me
Without you, no I can't sleep
Cause I need you in my dreams

@cruseyyyy
We got nothing left to talk about (no)
Moving on, guess I'm changing
Cause your lies, I can live without
Every little talk is so draining

My heads not right
Will you tell me why?
I waste my life away
It's hard to lighten up

@rewind214
I don't want to let things go
Won't leave you alone
Baby you're my home
I'll be your light when it gets dark
Won't leave your side if it gets hard

Is it okay if I make another wish
Cause I never want things to be different
Girl I'll stay by your side up until the end
Taught me it's okay to cry, so I'll cry again

@cld
I'm tryna figure it out
(Are you on my team?)
Break through all the ground
(You here to save me?)
Walls are falling all down
(Cause I can't breath)
No I can't handle the sound of the silence

Without your voice
And the nightmares
They tend to swallow me
Without you, no I can't sleep
Cause I need you in my dreams

nothin2say w/ crusey & rewind (decago, 1rokit)

#life
prod me n @2rel

lyrics:
when you look at me
tell me what u see in me?
tell me is this what u want
why u leadin me on?
i just wanna feel your love
do you notice me now?
it feels like im stuck
i dont wanna run
stop giving me hope
im better on my own
i dont wanna go 
guess i shouldve known
will you even know?
i know that you wont

its a waste of time 
but our feelings intertwine
couldnt look me in my eyes
i dont know why i even try
its morbid, i cant say goodbye
ignore it, i just say im fine
you tore it, tore it out my mind
restore it, can we just rewind?

intertwine

Produced By @pyu
Featuring @cld
New Life

lyrics;
@uxiexo
where was u at when i needed you most?
seeing me now is like seeing a ghost
shouldve held me when you had me close
i know it hurts cuz u watching me go
you dont miss me is all i needed to know
lost myself when i watched u go
so many things that i couldve shown you
eyes red look like a kishin
ive been dead like every season
yeah, got party girls for the weekend
off 2 benzos, see me tweaking
yeah, you say im conceited
IDK about this feeling, yeah
i see how im treated
they take the old swag
yeah they could keep it, yeah

@cld
You ain't want me then, so defeated
Now you want me girl, what's the reason
Weren't there in the times that I needed
Heartbeat silence, girl you ain't hear my calls
Wish I could right my wrongs, but know that it's been too long
Girl when you sing to me, baby, yeah your voice my favorite song

We could leave it all behind, just you and I, girl hold my hand
We got one last chance, get one last dance
Got that archive denim all on my pants
And I need that advance just to come through
Already got my girl, I don't want you
I got so many things I could show you
Here from the jump, yeah I know that you stay true

@uxiexo
yeah i know that you stayed true baby
you love me for me, dont change me
in the mix, dont drive me crazy
heart been cold, only you could save me
new view, new girl, got a new life
new asics run from the blue lights
what u want baby? get the mood right
why would i do that once? do it 2 times
its me vs me, its a 1 on 1
i got eyes for you, dont want no one
its the winning team, tell them boys catch up
its too easy, tell em im so done
u stuck around for so long, used to be no one, look at us, who wouldve thought?
im making plays like go long, u got my coat on, dont care bout the things that i got

Kishin w/ @Cld (@Meta)

@k4rson @sxnnai @octooooooo @rubyrafsimons

never had ft karson (sennai octo ruby)

@prodpitfall

https://poemuseum.org/the-tell-tale-heart/

@raaynen:
i guess you thought i wouldn’t notice you
i close my eyes and i lay next to you
you could ask a simple question i won’t tell the truth
i hear you crying baby don’t make a sound
we walking down a silent hill to my house
sneak up behind you cause i’m quite as a mouse
it’s a blood soaked floor and it came from my mouth
i’m not somebody to believe in
if you asked i wouldn’t even give a reason 
i see your body and it’s photographed
and i don’t think i was supposed to laugh
but i just knew that it would never last
i remember you would mock me in the back of class
but i can’t even take it anymore
i can hear your heart beat through the floor right after that

you said i’ll know when it’s go time
but baby i’m no one
this life shit is no fun
cock the bullets in my gun
i can’t pull it it’s so hard
to forget what you’ve done

i guess you thought i wouldn’t notice you
i close my eyes and i lay next to you
you could ask a simple question i won’t tell the truth
i hear you crying baby don’t make a sound
we walking down a silent hill to my house
sneak up behind you cause i’m quite as a mouse
it’s a blood soaked floor and it came from my mouth
i’m not somebody to believe in
if you asked i wouldn’t even give a reason 
i see your body and it’s photographed
and i don’t think i was supposed to laugh
but i just knew that it would never last
i remember you would mock me in the back of class
but i can’t even take it anymore
i can hear your heart beat through the floor right after that

tell tale heart (pitfall)

https://youtu.be/sO8oYWn6QrQ
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@pw4prez
thx for 3k! :p
#lifeline #remedy

You wanted something special baby
I like it when you let go baby
You’ve been messing with my mental lately
You know you make my heart go crazy

I’m sorry, you know it
Ignore me, ignore it
I go fast, I floor it
Don’t know where I’m going
There’s no way I’m slowing
Im alright, you know it
My waist Ralph Lauren
On my waist Ralph Lauren

Let’s do it again
Who wanted this to end?
It’s something we could mend 
I wish we could pretend
No I’m trying to be friends
I need something more than that
You said you want me back
Girl I cannot do that

special (sochi)

@gmodravemix

i dont want it to end
ill lose another friend
and ill mess up again and again and again
and again and like 8 times like four 2s
need something else to look forward to
cant live for myself ill live for you
my life been crashing it turns blue
i never wanted to hurt you
i never wanted to

i never want to desert you
i hope you know what youre worth
really i dont know how i deserve you
nothings perfect but you make it hurt less
im not worth it but you make me forget
run in circles and land at your doorstep
i just want to be in your heart
i just want to be in your head


mess (og)

#straycats @hartfxlt

I dont wanna love cos ill never have that
fall into that hole i will never get back
do not reply its ok ur on the snapchat
feel like spira me all i ever use is cashapp

and it makes me cry when u dont wanna talk 
and i wonder why i always talk alot
am i going insane i think i lost the plot
i always do things without thinking a thought

feeling bad for myself i know its pathetic
and im always in my head yea im always stressin
i just wanna be at the top where im winning
always find myself standing in the wrong position

@hartfxlt 

I'll take my leave girl its best I get going
u fade with the leaves see ur face when its snowing
inside I bleed there's no way to slow it 
can't stitch it or sow it, end is close yeah I know it 
falling apart inside and that won't change 
thought u were on my side its just so strange 
how u lie and lie and lie 
it really tears me up inside 
whole clique in the club yeah I'm with straycats 
she told me she in love baby don't u say that 
couple nights ay that's all we really have 
if i had it my way u never would've really left

Thinking a Thought Ft Hartfxlt (savestate)

@anotherdaypassesmeby
its hard to be me
life putting me through hell
you hurt me so good
yeah, you really do it well
cuts and bruises
they begin to swell
i been lying through my teeth
i know it’s not good for myself
i been grinding my teeth
got these pills inside my mouth
i been doing way too much
and its not good for my health
when i fell down
yeah, nobody helped
hop out in that gown yeah
generational wealth
you don’t know what i’ve been through
cry so much need a tissue
yeah, what’s your issue?
hey, what you into?
yeah i really miss you
I’m not perfect
yeah, i sin too
can’t get through these issues
cry so much need a tissue
don’t know what i’m into 
but i just really miss you oh no
hey
i just really miss you oh no
@hvrting
dropping pain into this styrofoam
no friends ima die alone
day to day spending time alone
u dont kno what i been thru
struggling to cope with my issues
falling off the edge
ima slip thru
even in the rain
i would sprint to u
i was a loner
i felt like a reject
u pussies r posers
swear u all playing pretend
lying thru my teeth
kno its not good for myself
u were nowhere to be found
when i was down nn needed help
its another day
i dont kno where im waking up
racks in i b raking up
pray my bruddas make it out
not copping zips
we smoke by the pound
no i dont wan let u down
in the deep would u let me drown ??
suicidal thoughts running all around
falling i hit the ground
miss who i was around you
kno everything about you
u aint like that
i said it 
u aint show up
drop 2 pills inside this cup
i take a sip
might throw up
wish we cld never grow up
wait until i blow up
remember how they treated me
when i was still a no one

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