everything is different
produced irby
love u all, thanks for everything

lyrics:
its been a long time

i dont know how i can get better
i hate when the times just change the weather
i lied, liked it better in december
i wish, that i could just forget her :(

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

i wanna make it right
but you dont really want me to win
i hate it when we fight
i have to go repent for that sin
my future is not bright
all the blame just seems to be pinned
on myself, me and I
and that is why i cant win

wanna impress my idols but no one pays attention
i try my hardest but i dont even get follows or mentions
they like my song, say im good, but they dont even listen
im an outlier, on my own, never seem to fit in

maybe one day ill be good enough
think that someday things will not be rough
maybe i wont get excluded by everyone
i wanna call it quits, i really wanna be done

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

but will it ever be good?
yeah idk
inches away from the top
yeah im so close...
ever since this yr its been so damn different
everybody shuts me out and disregards my feelings

but i shouldnt care about that oh no
i got many friends, dont have many foes
and all of the people that doubted are low
this is where i belong, this is truly my home!

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

grateful for everything
thank u all
project soon

different prod irby

thx for the recent support, it truly means a lot
w/ @avit69 :)
cover art @thedjcarpenter go follow 
lyrics later

stay feat avit prod dead yami

i want to change everything but i cant rewind
produced by irby

scripture/
theres so many damn problems that i cant solve
wide awake in my bed i cant sleep at all
wanna turn it back on going through withdrawals
so much pain in my head wanna end it all

think you hate me, im gone, i will not whine
me and you both know im not on that line
try to fix my mistakes but i cant rewind
i've been thinking bout you like all the time

and i found myself in the light
i went back around the house in the night
sad to say you were all bark and no bite
i wish that it was me, was gonna put up a fight

make myself a better house and a home
when they hate me feel like i am alone
wanna die just need a shot in the dome
your words cut so deep it goes straight to the bone

and i know myself better than anyone
so stop telling me these things that are not any fun
we're on the same damn side of this shit
dont care if you think that its childish stop throwing a fit
yeah

try to best me i dare u to test me
i hate your fucking guts but i wish you the best things
im always on the move dont think im ever resting
i got too many issues every one of them pressing

and i found myself in the light
i went back around the house in the night
sad to say you were all bark and no bite
i wish that it was me, was gonna put up a fight

make myself a better house and a home
when they hate me feel like i am alone
wanna die just need a shot in the dome
your words cut so deep it goes straight to the bone

and i found myself in the light
i went back around the house in the night
and i found myself in the light
i went back around the house in the night

sad to say
sad to say
sad to say

rewind prod irby

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0bawM83DKPc6x34fbSouE7?si=c9817a13a32349a5

too many issues i cant solve emmm
thanks 4 everything, really proud of this song i hope yall like it lol

lyrics:
you say its for the best,
but i feel way too stressed.
i swear that im losing sight
of what i do best
i wanna be right
yeah well im obssessed
its bad that i lie...
but theres stuff i cant confess

ive been down and so hopeless
im losing my focus
i hope i can show this
my life is so bogus
my career is tanking
everythings taking
a dangerous route

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus in the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

take another step forward, i wish that i could step more
i try to turn around to face the problems but i get bored
they tell me im a monster in disguise without a big roar
seeing all my friends going up wish i could get more

and everyone around wants me to change myself
ive been stuck up in the clouds where i cannot find help
ive been dragged inside the mud and ive been down in hell
and really i have not been feeling all too well

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus at the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please

issues prod siemspark & ayoley

The truth hurts
Woah woah
The truth hurts
Hurts

So many questions keep on asking myself
Yeah i keep running running running
But i cant find no help
Theres people telling me some lies 
When i know the whole truth well

Would you rather stay alive
Or would you rather be killed
Gasp

Can you believe yourself?
You've been down in, down in, the depths of hell
You can lie to me but I can tell how u felt
You live life on the edge if it is warm then it will melt

And I've been wanting to feel free
If my life is over will I still be me?
Will I be a laughing stock or a good memory?
Changing questions to my answers cus I know that it will be.

And I know that stuff changes I've seen it first hand
There's a lot of damn things that you don't understand
Came in just a few years ago I had a plan
Think that you should be the one to leave this land

And you know you're selfish so why won't you admit it?
Things have been changing so much yeah they've been shifting
I feel my spirit go up I feel it lifting
And you're gonna stay at the ground there is no kidding

Can you believe yourself?
You've been down in, down in, the depths of hell
You can lie to me but I can tell how u felt
You live life on the edge if it is warm then it will melt

And I've been wanting to feel free
If my life is over will I still be me?
Will I be a laughing stock or a good memory?
Changing questions to my answers cus I know that it will be.

The truth hurts
Woah woah
The truth hurts
Hurts

truth prod dercept and aidan han

stuck, over again!
thx for all the love on everything, issues & pain almost at 10k thx fr :)

lyrics:
Step up to the plate 
Who you with?
I still wanna reach the fame
I can't quit
I don't think I can complain
I still win
I think I forgot your name
But how have you been?

I lost myself again
I did it all over
I thought you were my friend
But you were a pushover
You come from the party late
You're not even sober
She said I'm her best friend
I barely even know her!

Try to fix myself again
But I keep doing it too much
I'm too broken for you to mend
I don't think u can do much
Why do I have to be
Such a motherfuckin screw up?
I'll just keep trying to look
And find myself a new love
 

Stuck over again
Said you Love
What are you sayin
I've been up
Someone ought to spend
Money and find 
Where I can land

Here's a message from you to me
I don't think that we share some glee
I do not know just who to see
These problems stack, I wanna leave

And im stuck again
I lost my friend
And I lost my way back home

And I dont give a fuck again
I seen your love and its really not that bold

I lost myself again
I did all it over
I thought you were my friend
But you were a pushover
You come from the party late
You're not even sober
She said I'm her best friend
I barely even know her!

Try to fix myself again
But I keep doing it too much
I'm too broken for you to mend
I don't think u can do much
Why do I have to be
Such a motherfuckin screw up?
I'll just keep trying to look
And find myself a new love

Stuck over again
Said you Love
What are you sayin
I've been up
Someone ought to spend
Money and find 
Where I can land

Yeah

stuck over prod switch vendr arso

i'll stay on my own!
prelude to your heaven; 
project coming very soon! stay tuned :)

lyrics
Late night driving see your face in my rear view
We both changed a bit we grew
Past few years I haven't left my room
We could be friendly in the present right now, who knew?

You're taking back the stuff you said about me all those years ago
I've been waiting, it's been so damn though these things left me alone
Appreciate the offer and the hand but you can let me go
This is not the end of anything we still got room to grow

I'll stay on my own for a bit now
Bailing on everyone I gotta get out
Feeling trapped inside these walls inside of this house
Walking down a lonely road it's such a big route

Now I've been searching long I cannot find you
Maybe I should go and try to get out my room
I keep up with every single thing that I do
Cannot describe the way the fucking light glew

I've seen things you'd never want to see 
So come on, please believe me
When I say we'll flee

And it's a lot of damn people tryna tell me what's wrong or right
Never wanna see you again so get out my sight
Asking me what you did wrong okay yeah I'll bite
I already knew beforehand that that would start a fight


I would rather walk a million miles  and never see your face
You said its the life you wanna live well now i guess its fate
If thats your dream stop stomping over mine and tend to your estate
I'll be there eventaully I promise you dont have to wait

I'll stay on my own for a bit now
Bailing on everyone I gotta get out
Feeling trapped inside these walls inside of this house
Walking down a lonely road it's such a big route

Now I've been searching long I cannot find you
Maybe I should go and try to get out my room
I keep up with every single thing that I do
Cannot describe the way the fucking light glew

leave (siemspark & ayoley)

GO STREAM ON SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/3YxqZR4UbQTajsyrlDOOcs?si=46607be5bb4c48e5

im back :) gonna be more consistent now
luv every1 <3 

lyrics:
i'm gonna watch it all fade away
everything that i lost i made it right back
you wanted me to stay a day
but i don't think im prepared for all the light flack
i tried to take the pain away
but it just keeps on hurting i dont like that
dont think i can explain a thing
but if you keep on tryna push me i just might snap
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want
im waiting, you said im ok
then you watch me decay
i wont let you explain yourself
i think my pains a reflection of things
that you caused through the day
and what im tryna say is that
i am so free
its impossible to be yourself
when you on your knees
begging somebody else for your love
that u think has to be given to  you
and just don't expect me to be someone
you think you'll be counting on and
wait
you dont gotta give up hope now
wait
you are almost there so don't pout
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want

condition prod siem spark alexbrazy aton

STREAM on spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/5YbGz9OIEI9EpGNtd1WoIi?si=doiYImwLTq6rwJSx9l6suA

article https://lyricallemonade.com/p/looking-hovis


lyrics
when we all fall down
we see people we aint seen before
take a look at my town
it never had what i was looking for

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories throughdreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

sun moon and stars
who knew it's all so far
i wait a million years
i'm still fighting a war

i call your name for help
they tell me where you went
it doesnt ring a bell
i'll find you in a bit

i havent seen a smile
from anybody's face
who knew the earth would fall
and it would rot away

i want to call your phone
want you to call my name
i stare right at your face
but you're so far away

and its uncommon
the way i dodge the comments
please dont speak to me
unless u think im running out of options
oh my

what i wanted
i needed and i got it
there's no place for you
and i no more so we should
both just stop it but why

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories as dreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

unreleased
i never had the guts
its safe to say that i feel dumb
cant tell my friends or anyone
ive been disbanding all my trust
and they tell me tell your-

looking prod siem spark and dxnnyfxntom

surely its over
prod irby & pekarot
cover art by @imnoon

lyrics
am i wrong for saying that i wanna live it right
take back all the times stayed up the night
put strings upon my back control my life
contemplate myself when memories are tight

you're the only person inside of my mind
but you keep on moving round like all the time
im too scared to open up and draw a line
so im inside out and im not doing fine

look around at everyone there's saying hi
every corner of my head just starts to chime
everything feels artificial theres no life
everything i do is such a scary sight

cus they tell me to say my prayers
if im not winning wonder why would should i care
and honestly its such a sad sight to bare
when u living life and everyone around u stops to stare
cus they know it wont be the same
if ur not playing their game
they will kick u out door leaving
faster than u came

so i made sure to have exits
everywhere marked with my name
keep an eye on every door and 
make sure my demeanors tame
make sure ur living ur life

you're the only person inside of my mind
but you keep on moving round like all the time
im too scared to open up and draw a line
so im inside out and im not doing fine

look around at everyone there's saying hi
every corner of my head just starts to chime
everything feels artificial theres no light
everything i do is such a scary sight

mind prod irby & pekarot

mix n master @veezuh
prod cyberia
cover @djdeskjob

lyrics:
you know that im weak
its something i cant control
everyday i think
and i say that idk
put raf simmons on my tee
and balenci on my toe
everything i have
is everything i chose

i cant even breathe
everything feels super slow
i was cruisin thru the city in my car just like a crow
and no matter what i do
yea i just end up alone
i can always hear u calling but i dont pick up the phone
walking up the steps
i never feel right
scared for life 
its still mine
i hold on like real tight
yea
and i dont know what to call it
i just keep on fallin
thought i had i dont got it

and if u think its right for u then it might be
i dont do stuff that much its not timely
you know this important to me dont take it lightly
too much idk about u i just keep finding

weak prod cyberia

prod @yaeuon
lyrics 
you're still in my head
dont do much i said
you dont even wanna think about it
we still stuck on the drugs
passing out before i think enough
i dont think a lot was enough
i dont really think about it much
you've been out days at a time
you been walking back and forth out of lives
thinking about more than twice
everything we do is for the night
i dont even know how to lie
consequential to the lights
keep you in the dark when its right
i dont really know what to like....too indecisive
ive been stuck in the back and i cant even try it
ive been up and been jumpin i cant even lie man
you're not cut out for this life man
its been too hard just to like it
and still
imma do everything that i can in sight
if they dont like that fact that im aight
i dont give a damn abt what is alright
if its up then its stuck
everything I've done for the guys in the cut
imma ball too hard u just gon bust
i been getting to the bag guaps just a must

still prod yan

prod @f3arme :D
lyrics
calling @artsyndicate up swear to god they gon come over man
u can do this shit alone im not gon hold ur hand
everyday i wake up, shits so good  feel more blessed
goin up quick make my haters feel more stressed
im the best in the game yea ok more or less
im in hunt rn but soon ill be on tour yeah
bottomless food good service yea more yes
we the main ones in this hoe this some core shit
bought too many clothes now its getting boring
i was at the bank, asked if i need a lot yea i said damn right
thats a lot of effort ok yea i damn might
too persistent in this shit lil bitch i cant die
my feet hurting bad i might have to take off these damn kicks
my fit hard lets go down and take these damn pics
i heard ur shit and lmfao
i ran my shit up right past yall
at the top real high and i cant fall
swear that we the future all the other shit is tacked on
took it to the fuckin moon took it to the astros
and i cannot fwu if u an asshole
so alone sometimes feel like the last one
swear to god we're living good we aint passed on
and i ball in my spare time fidel castro
and if u aint in haarmony take ur ass home

lmfao prod feardorian

drop feat twikipedia prod xtasane & twikipedia

beg prod drewtek gard

prod irby jolst
and i dont wanna lose myself i cant do that no more
take ya shoes, get out, step out of the door
i never knew what i was doing this for
foot up on the pedal yeah im pushing out the torque 
you telling me lies im nodding my head im like of course
i just try to keep reaching the ceiling i fall down to the floor
i could never see the future idk whats its in store
i could never see the world like that theres just nun 2 tour

its not that i dont wanna talk 2 u i just wont talk at all
and im so damn clueless its like idk what im doing at all
and i just keep getting pushed back im pressed up against that wall
honestly wish i could go back in time and right my wrongs

i see it in ur eyes
its me u despise
do we have one more night
activate my fight or flight
closing in its feeling so tight
all this stuff is not my type
could we make a better life
better life

if u got something in ur mind tell me what to do
if we could talk it out and come to a breakthrough
as soon as u said it i was like oh i just knew
and there used to be ppl there for me now its just few
dont know what to do

do u remember ur lie
was it worth ur time
all ur hurt is mine
i didnt want to cross that line
but i felt like i had to
yeah this stuff is just past due
like i got stuff to unpack too
looking at u like thats true

and i dont wanna lose myself i cant do that no more
take ya shoes, get out, step out of the door
i never knew what i was doing this for
foot up on the pedal yeah im pushing out the torque 
you telling me lies im nodding my head im like of course
i just try to keep reaching the ceiling i fall down to the floor
i could never see the future idk whats its in store
i could never see the world like that theres just nun 2 tour

its not that i dont wanna talk 2 u i just wont talk at all
and im so damn clueless its like idk what im doing at all
and i just keep getting pushed back im pressed up against that wall
honestly wish i could go back in time and right my wrongs

fight or flight prod irby & jolst

impress prod truuman socialoxygen

workout prod irby & remghost

1

can we link i said prolly not
all of these bands, its alot
i hit bottom of the rock
imma keep stuntin on the frauds

really im trapped in a box yeah
whos gon win its a toss
imma show u who the boss
take a stepback lil bitch hit the cross
honestly now bitch i came here to ball
thats a lot of years bitch u better call saul
stand on my money now im 8feettall
u get auntie annies when u go to the mall

walk in the bank and they
walk out the bank and they think im paying bond
they think my mic is a gd (magic) wand
i already told yall im the one
its not a need its a gd want
imma buy it anyway cus im gon damn stunt
chanel fur in the back of the rolls
i already think that i reached my goals
i already think that i

I can feel your temperament, its too much to take out                                                              I take too much medicine, I’m bouncing off them walls                                                     They take it to Holy Mary to make it sense, so they can’t take that fall at all                 This ain’t no bad dream
Wake up, check my stats, they can’t stand me
Layups in my bracket, take off all they headpiece(s)
I stay up lighting matches, they can’t call me scaredy-cat
I don’t know, I don’t know what the fuck I cost it
I used to get so high, used to think I was coming out the closet
Stay up with my hands held high, You think there’s some way I could stop it
You tell me to paint my mind, I take it, I steer it and crop it

1 ft vil synth prod julia & r000

sensee (irby)

human nature ft vil synth prod heroz 2aja

forever prod irby & recyclebin

plain white t on my body no delilah
i smoked too much i cant hit the high notes (no more)
if u want that purpose then find it
we in them places u cant rlly go like cyprus
kim kardashian shit i got long ass eyelashes
carry dis whole damn career give me chiropractor
miss them days when we would spend the nights laughin

bands in my pocket imma spend like i shoulda been
kick in da door den imma put my foot up in
why u gone when i need u the most
im cooking this shit up dont need a damn stove
told em to refill the gas in the rolls
i quit weed i dont do no more bowls
shit on my enemies i got no foes
they at my concert like all ten toes

im in the 919 hit my line lets go dine
this shit gon be short and sweet like a vine
ion hit no brakes go fast all the time
if u got an idea put ur pen to the line
all the shit that they talk i swear its benign

u left town when i needed u the most
i told ya hold up but im holed up in my home
i pray to god u keep hitting up my phone
i dont pray a lot but for this ill attone
thought i told u to go quit with the jokes
all my life ive been looking for a home

vetement hoodie i dont rlly got no stylist
only wear flee ass garments yeah the finest
spam fl so much got tinnitus
luvmyslime like my name was unitus
dis my swag no u cant rlly bite this
this your calling? well u cant rlly fight it
9-5 while im making music like kkypr

all my life looking for a silver lining
im not rlly ever sure if ill find it
all my bros telling me keep on trying
i just punch in i dont never rlly type it
if u wanna be like me ill show u yea its like dis
going to sleep with the racks in my eyelids
started dis shit young like billie eilish
wipe my eyes w all the bills while im crying

Find it prod rue

the team ft vil synth prod irby

@twothousandmyles
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hungry prod zachcs

made in the living room @vilsynth @kita1x @velokey

ok feat vil synth prod kita velokey

dirtt ft vil synth prod irby & jolst

feelings feat dylann prod recyclebin

lyrics//
this is not a cry for help
but i dont really feel like myself
tryna move around like its stealth
and i been real concerned about my health
cry to me
and tell me your worst fear
cus im in pain
and death's drawing near

BREAK
it off, im breaking your walls
and ITS NOT
been the same since u called

its about time
for me
to go leave
in the crossroads
i see .
what u see

are my eyes blank
what i see
i cant believe

i feel deceived
my peace
has been theived

its a bad lie
they told me when i was 3

my whole world's dirty
while yours will stay clean

theres blood on my hands
and theres blood on my shirt

negligence from you
yeah thats a new kind of hurt

when i die, bury me, way deep in the dirt

so i cant breathe
and see whats learned

and all these new ways that ur haunting me
i cant seem to feel threatened by your own peace
i feel big in these times and you make me shrink
i think i missed your negligence when i blinked

but its ok now!
cus we're safe and sound
yeah that place is loud
and i swear i drowned....

but i see your eyes
and i know its alright
when you come to life
i been making it right

so cry my name out
and tell me when you're down
cus ive been on the ground
jus thinkin about u.

BREAK
it off, im breaking your walls
and ITS NOT
been the same since u called

its about time
for me
to go leave
in the crossroads
i see .
what u see

are my eyes blank
what i see
i cant believe

i feel deceived
my peace
has been theived

its a bad lie
they told me when i was 3

my whole world's dirty
while yours will stay clean

hovis

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