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too many issues i cant solve emmm
thanks 4 everything, really proud of this song i hope yall like it lol

lyrics:
you say its for the best,
but i feel way too stressed.
i swear that im losing sight
of what i do best
i wanna be right
yeah well im obssessed
its bad that i lie...
but theres stuff i cant confess

ive been down and so hopeless
im losing my focus
i hope i can show this
my life is so bogus
my career is tanking
everythings taking
a dangerous route

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus in the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

take another step forward, i wish that i could step more
i try to turn around to face the problems but i get bored
they tell me im a monster in disguise without a big roar
seeing all my friends going up wish i could get more

and everyone around wants me to change myself
ive been stuck up in the clouds where i cannot find help
ive been dragged inside the mud and ive been down in hell
and really i have not been feeling all too well

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus at the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please

issues prod siemspark & ayoley

The truth hurts
Woah woah
The truth hurts
Hurts

So many questions keep on asking myself
Yeah i keep running running running
But i cant find no help
Theres people telling me some lies 
When i know the whole truth well

Would you rather stay alive
Or would you rather be killed
Gasp

Can you believe yourself?
You've been down in, down in, the depths of hell
You can lie to me but I can tell how u felt
You live life on the edge if it is warm then it will melt

And I've been wanting to feel free
If my life is over will I still be me?
Will I be a laughing stock or a good memory?
Changing questions to my answers cus I know that it will be.

And I know that stuff changes I've seen it first hand
There's a lot of damn things that you don't understand
Came in just a few years ago I had a plan
Think that you should be the one to leave this land

And you know you're selfish so why won't you admit it?
Things have been changing so much yeah they've been shifting
I feel my spirit go up I feel it lifting
And you're gonna stay at the ground there is no kidding

Can you believe yourself?
You've been down in, down in, the depths of hell
You can lie to me but I can tell how u felt
You live life on the edge if it is warm then it will melt

And I've been wanting to feel free
If my life is over will I still be me?
Will I be a laughing stock or a good memory?
Changing questions to my answers cus I know that it will be.

The truth hurts
Woah woah
The truth hurts
Hurts

truth prod dercept and aidan han

stuck, over again!
thx for all the love on everything, issues & pain almost at 10k thx fr :)

lyrics:
Step up to the plate 
Who you with?
I still wanna reach the fame
I can't quit
I don't think I can complain
I still win
I think I forgot your name
But how have you been?

I lost myself again
I did it all over
I thought you were my friend
But you were a pushover
You come from the party late
You're not even sober
She said I'm her best friend
I barely even know her!

Try to fix myself again
But I keep doing it too much
I'm too broken for you to mend
I don't think u can do much
Why do I have to be
Such a motherfuckin screw up?
I'll just keep trying to look
And find myself a new love
 

Stuck over again
Said you Love
What are you sayin
I've been up
Someone ought to spend
Money and find 
Where I can land

Here's a message from you to me
I don't think that we share some glee
I do not know just who to see
These problems stack, I wanna leave

And im stuck again
I lost my friend
And I lost my way back home

And I dont give a fuck again
I seen your love and its really not that bold

I lost myself again
I did all it over
I thought you were my friend
But you were a pushover
You come from the party late
You're not even sober
She said I'm her best friend
I barely even know her!

Try to fix myself again
But I keep doing it too much
I'm too broken for you to mend
I don't think u can do much
Why do I have to be
Such a motherfuckin screw up?
I'll just keep trying to look
And find myself a new love

Stuck over again
Said you Love
What are you sayin
I've been up
Someone ought to spend
Money and find 
Where I can land

Yeah

stuck over prod switch vendr arso

i'll stay on my own!
prelude to your heaven; 
project coming very soon! stay tuned :)

lyrics
Late night driving see your face in my rear view
We both changed a bit we grew
Past few years I haven't left my room
We could be friendly in the present right now, who knew?

You're taking back the stuff you said about me all those years ago
I've been waiting, it's been so damn though these things left me alone
Appreciate the offer and the hand but you can let me go
This is not the end of anything we still got room to grow

I'll stay on my own for a bit now
Bailing on everyone I gotta get out
Feeling trapped inside these walls inside of this house
Walking down a lonely road it's such a big route

Now I've been searching long I cannot find you
Maybe I should go and try to get out my room
I keep up with every single thing that I do
Cannot describe the way the fucking light glew

I've seen things you'd never want to see 
So come on, please believe me
When I say we'll flee

And it's a lot of damn people tryna tell me what's wrong or right
Never wanna see you again so get out my sight
Asking me what you did wrong okay yeah I'll bite
I already knew beforehand that that would start a fight


I would rather walk a million miles  and never see your face
You said its the life you wanna live well now i guess its fate
If thats your dream stop stomping over mine and tend to your estate
I'll be there eventaully I promise you dont have to wait

I'll stay on my own for a bit now
Bailing on everyone I gotta get out
Feeling trapped inside these walls inside of this house
Walking down a lonely road it's such a big route

Now I've been searching long I cannot find you
Maybe I should go and try to get out my room
I keep up with every single thing that I do
Cannot describe the way the fucking light glew

leave (siemspark & ayoley)

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im back :) gonna be more consistent now
luv every1 <3 

lyrics:
i'm gonna watch it all fade away
everything that i lost i made it right back
you wanted me to stay a day
but i don't think im prepared for all the light flack
i tried to take the pain away
but it just keeps on hurting i dont like that
dont think i can explain a thing
but if you keep on tryna push me i just might snap
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want
im waiting, you said im ok
then you watch me decay
i wont let you explain yourself
i think my pains a reflection of things
that you caused through the day
and what im tryna say is that
i am so free
its impossible to be yourself
when you on your knees
begging somebody else for your love
that u think has to be given to  you
and just don't expect me to be someone
you think you'll be counting on and
wait
you dont gotta give up hope now
wait
you are almost there so don't pout
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want

condition prod siem spark alexbrazy aton

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article https://lyricallemonade.com/p/looking-hovis


lyrics
when we all fall down
we see people we aint seen before
take a look at my town
it never had what i was looking for

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories throughdreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

sun moon and stars
who knew it's all so far
i wait a million years
i'm still fighting a war

i call your name for help
they tell me where you went
it doesnt ring a bell
i'll find you in a bit

i havent seen a smile
from anybody's face
who knew the earth would fall
and it would rot away

i want to call your phone
want you to call my name
i stare right at your face
but you're so far away

and its uncommon
the way i dodge the comments
please dont speak to me
unless u think im running out of options
oh my

what i wanted
i needed and i got it
there's no place for you
and i no more so we should
both just stop it but why

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories as dreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

unreleased
i never had the guts
its safe to say that i feel dumb
cant tell my friends or anyone
ive been disbanding all my trust
and they tell me tell your-

looking prod siem spark and dxnnyfxntom

last song of the year
going to be consistent next year. thanks for listening this yr :)

lyrics:
you say its time for me to go and move on
im living life like ive been stuck through your con
i wasnt through with all the things that i want
we hide in separate theres no reason to flaunt

so why do we keep
all the pieces
scattered around 
to get lost

cus i thought we needed
something pretend
to mend things together and solve

sad for the heartbreak
mad when need you to be
take all the time away

this superstitious place
its real but you would think
its part of every dream

dark skies, been clouding up my vision
you fed me lies, you say its always true, you know it isnt
and the things you to do me
they warp all of my feelings
can you please just get away
so we can break this tension

lonely nights
scenic skies

the world is always so bright
but you're down on the earth
they block it out, leave you tied

go explore
pacing forth
get you a new pair of eyes
you can think what you want
you can see through the lies

so why do we keep
all the pieces
scattered around 
to get lost

cus i thought we needed
something pretend
to mend things together and solve

sad for the heartbreak
mad when need you to be
take all the time away

this superstitious place
its real but you would think
its part of every dream

i see everything in peoples fate they lead on
pass them all away and make sure they dont think nun
im pullin strings and cards and things that they wouldnt believe
and 
im all for certain bout this place
no matter what your thinkin

and you wouldnt believe me even if it was in front of your eyes
in front of your eyes

you say its time for me to go and move on
im living life like ive been stuck through your con
i wasnt through with all the things that i want
we hide in separate theres no reason to flaunt

so why do we keep
all the pieces
scattered around 
to get lost

cus i thought we needed
something pretend
to mend things together and solve

sad for the heartbreak
mad when need you to be
take all the time away

this superstitious place
its real but you would think
its part of every dream

fixing what's broken prod irby

mix n master @veezuh
prod cyberia
cover @djdeskjob

lyrics:
you know that im weak
its something i cant control
everyday i think
and i say that idk
put raf simmons on my tee
and balenci on my toe
everything i have
is everything i chose

i cant even breathe
everything feels super slow
i was cruisin thru the city in my car just like a crow
and no matter what i do
yea i just end up alone
i can always hear u calling but i dont pick up the phone
walking up the steps
i never feel right
scared for life 
its still mine
i hold on like real tight
yea
and i dont know what to call it
i just keep on fallin
thought i had i dont got it

and if u think its right for u then it might be
i dont do stuff that much its not timely
you know this important to me dont take it lightly
too much idk about u i just keep finding

weak prod cyberia

prod @yaeuon
lyrics 
you're still in my head
dont do much i said
you dont even wanna think about it
we still stuck on the drugs
passing out before i think enough
i dont think a lot was enough
i dont really think about it much
you've been out days at a time
you been walking back and forth out of lives
thinking about more than twice
everything we do is for the night
i dont even know how to lie
consequential to the lights
keep you in the dark when its right
i dont really know what to like....too indecisive
ive been stuck in the back and i cant even try it
ive been up and been jumpin i cant even lie man
you're not cut out for this life man
its been too hard just to like it
and still
imma do everything that i can in sight
if they dont like that fact that im aight
i dont give a damn abt what is alright
if its up then its stuck
everything I've done for the guys in the cut
imma ball too hard u just gon bust
i been getting to the bag guaps just a must

still prod yan

@f3arme @kggn 
You got burned well too bad, i was entertained when i was looking to the past, took away my pride i had to go and get it back, Ask me if im having a hard time yeah just a tad, now its hard to breathe i cant even go and walk around, ive been smoking tree i dont even think abt it now, i been on the brink I cant even think like out of bounds, Swervin in the city swear to god Im fucking up the town, I dont evne think twice abt shit like that, Im in that coupe swerving and its all black, And you know im ontop of this shit No i dont fall flat, and I make sure to do everything right yea its needs to suffice, and Im up in the clouds I feel like im Higher than  kites, And im putting in work I do it all day and all night, And you not with us you should take that as a sign, In the city eating good yeah sippin on wine, I thought i had it but i didnt, Reworking out thinkin bout this shit itll take a damn minute, Movin through all this shit swiftly swear to god get to the finish, If its good now ill be going down i dont even think of feeling

too bad prod feardorian & kuru

Trip2MD feat valerii prod feardorian

prod @f3arme :D
lyrics
calling @artsyndicate up swear to god they gon come over man
u can do this shit alone im not gon hold ur hand
everyday i wake up, shits so good  feel more blessed
goin up quick make my haters feel more stressed
im the best in the game yea ok more or less
im in hunt rn but soon ill be on tour yeah
bottomless food good service yea more yes
we the main ones in this hoe this some core shit
bought too many clothes now its getting boring
i was at the bank, asked if i need a lot yea i said damn right
thats a lot of effort ok yea i damn might
too persistent in this shit lil bitch i cant die
my feet hurting bad i might have to take off these damn kicks
my fit hard lets go down and take these damn pics
i heard ur shit and lmfao
i ran my shit up right past yall
at the top real high and i cant fall
swear that we the future all the other shit is tacked on
took it to the fuckin moon took it to the astros
and i cannot fwu if u an asshole
so alone sometimes feel like the last one
swear to god we're living good we aint passed on
and i ball in my spare time fidel castro
and if u aint in haarmony take ur ass home

lmfao prod feardorian

bad habits @prodkeltecs @1prod.mars

@f3arme @so-r-u
on muffin
🎨https://conversations.terraamericanart.org/artworks/self-portrait/
like shits been hard i gotta go harder
yea im trnya run the fucking world like the godfather
got my own free will i wont do it cus i dont wanna
sayin arts been too hot yea like a damn sauna
yea im obviously not the best but u know im rlly tryna b
we gon scope em out he is just a wannabe
put my soul up in this art
i told u imma give u all of me
yea its art u know the tag bitch 
i got racks to blow a bag bitch
cheer up y u on that sad shit
all my diamonds they collabin
fl studio be laggin
honestly im livin lavish
heres my swag just please dont jack it
balenci lenci on my jacket huh
yea art the allegiance go on and pledge
diamond on my fucking chain stg that shit so weat
when im home i b grinnin huh all the time like chet
yea theres bags in big proportions out there
u gotta go get them
yea its art like where my brush at
i was out at restuaraunts week straight eating brunch im fat
i rockin with ya go on take a step back
swish when i hit the basket when i step back
show u my bank account u said i was broke like check that
prevailing through the hard shit yea through all the setbacks
u were doing me wrong im prolly gon get back
art on fucking top i dont rlly wanna say it but ur set ass
yea like art going up come check it
flex my wrist 24 carats and thats that
gotta change my patns cus my racks they too fat
wanna go band for band i told u be tthat

collabin prod feardorian cranes

drop feat twikipedia prod xtasane & twikipedia

@vilsynth @zivo
bitch i made the deans list
u dont think that means shit
spent a thousand hours on my screen now im genius
fuck the population i aint see now im leaning
fourth im quarter im leaning
yeah this my season
fuck the rest
evading all the rest
i did this shit without checks coming in
pussy u know im the best
why was i ever upset
and why did i get off the meds
i never could lay in bed
cus how would i do on a test
now that this shit blowing over
i dont know how to be sober
idk where my stocks gon show up
but best believe i never sold em

like hold up hovis done popped out right on the scene
u can keep talking all dat stuff but i dont rlly think i know what u mean
and im doing the stuff that i only think i ever could do in my dreams
i just been smoking a lot of gas i rlly been tryna stay off the beans 
i cant believe the shit that ive done
i wake up and count racks yeah and i bask in the sun
u not a collaborator thats my son
i dont do this for my money i do this for fun it just comes with it
u painting urself in a weird ass light and now that u know that u stuck with it
u tryna escape
ill foul out on u its gonna b flagrant
bro tangled up counting the cases
lil hob counting up bands n the faces
lil hob
touch all bases
lil hob
wearing the human races
im up u know u can never shake me off
the bag on me i dont chase it 
nah
chance here wont waste it
weird dude took the fucking pack and he laced it

deans list feat vil synth prod zivo

mybad prod irby

out the way feat vil synth prod drewtek

@vilsynth @miskowaanzhe
what am i doing i lost my head
if i dont keep going imma end up dead
watching out for the cops and the feds
u not my friend oh shit code red
i wont talk i leave shit unsaid
theyve been sleep told em get out the bed
shits been clear since i cut off the meds
we on that long ass mission for the bread
had to go and take control of my life
and i pop out so damn sharp like a knife
i95 going 95 on that bike
new bands new clothes thats the stuff that i like
everytime that i travel yeah i always get sick
every night it dont matter yeah i always get lit
every line every song that u do is so shit
yeah im still up in rtown walk around kicks

im in control of my body bae its not u
they told me i get too loud when i hop out that coupe
i could never go bad or rusty
long as im getting bags of money
give a fuck if i pass the budget
im 2 cold i laugh i love it
yeah dont make a sound dont mimic
gimme a minute, keep a low profile on my business
cus i dont like to fit in
i done told u to listen
its better if u jus watch me glisten
cus idgaf bout no top 10
long as im feeding my digits

code red feat vil synth prod julia

beg prod drewtek gard

prod irby jolst
and i dont wanna lose myself i cant do that no more
take ya shoes, get out, step out of the door
i never knew what i was doing this for
foot up on the pedal yeah im pushing out the torque 
you telling me lies im nodding my head im like of course
i just try to keep reaching the ceiling i fall down to the floor
i could never see the future idk whats its in store
i could never see the world like that theres just nun 2 tour

its not that i dont wanna talk 2 u i just wont talk at all
and im so damn clueless its like idk what im doing at all
and i just keep getting pushed back im pressed up against that wall
honestly wish i could go back in time and right my wrongs

i see it in ur eyes
its me u despise
do we have one more night
activate my fight or flight
closing in its feeling so tight
all this stuff is not my type
could we make a better life
better life

if u got something in ur mind tell me what to do
if we could talk it out and come to a breakthrough
as soon as u said it i was like oh i just knew
and there used to be ppl there for me now its just few
dont know what to do

do u remember ur lie
was it worth ur time
all ur hurt is mine
i didnt want to cross that line
but i felt like i had to
yeah this stuff is just past due
like i got stuff to unpack too
looking at u like thats true

and i dont wanna lose myself i cant do that no more
take ya shoes, get out, step out of the door
i never knew what i was doing this for
foot up on the pedal yeah im pushing out the torque 
you telling me lies im nodding my head im like of course
i just try to keep reaching the ceiling i fall down to the floor
i could never see the future idk whats its in store
i could never see the world like that theres just nun 2 tour

its not that i dont wanna talk 2 u i just wont talk at all
and im so damn clueless its like idk what im doing at all
and i just keep getting pushed back im pressed up against that wall
honestly wish i could go back in time and right my wrongs

hovis

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