these lyrics just hit me so deep in my feels 😔 fuck my heart hurts 💔

Hovis return “pain” ive been listening to it offline for 2 years in a row

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

now i look crazy
and that's one thing i've been feelin' like lately
but i'm okay
at least i think so
nothing's for sure but at least i am here
so
i can't be that bad
at least i think so
i might be lying to myself when i say so
but take my word for it
that's all i ask for
i think i need to ask for some help more

but don't hit me up
even if i look like i need it
cause i don't need it
i'm better off alone
even if that's not what i say so
(oh)
i tend to do that
go back on my word like screw that
i don't think i need help now
and i think that's a lie
but i've made up my mind now

yeah i made up my mind now
(x3)
and i won't look behind now
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

guess i was wrong

shoutout @k4yd3nce for working on this song w me ily <3
and shoutout @kaihaunted too ily bestie this cover art pretty 

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sitting in my room, feel like an asshole 
everyone around me building castles 
i can feel my brain starting to unravel 
starting to get bashful 
posted up on twitter, feel my bones shake 
wish i was satisfied with all that i make 
i can feel my brain replaying every mistake 
wishing i had switched lanes 

im going down
and what i found 
is no one notices any time i'm not around 
i make a sound 
and then i'm crowned 
will someone tell me it's in my mind, im being drowned 
by all of the clout 
that's not what this is about 
if i had known that this would happen then i would take a different route 
but things feel different now 
it's a vociferant sound
yeah i gotta get the ignorance out 

i know what you've been seeing but it's not me 
it's all my fault i'm the only one to stop me 
feel the same everyday, yeah the pressure got me 
wanna pave my own way but i'm just a copy 
i swear to god i promise 
my own image, is being shifted, i wanna keep it honest 
cut my eyes out, lights out 
see a cliff and i'm driving off of it now 
and what i found 
is no one notices any time i'm not around 
i make a sound 
and then i'm crowned 
will someone tell me it's in my mind, im being drowned 
by all of the clout 
that's not what this is about 
if i had known that this would happen then i would take a different route 
but things feel different now 
it's a vociferant sound
yeah i gotta get the ignorance out

vociferance

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In a dream, and I can't wake up
And I've been stuck in the middle, I've been stuck in a rut
And I've been fucked up, but you already know that
Talking about that let me tell you bout that

In a nightmare, got a lot of friends in the end they won't be there
Demons in my head want me dead, they don't play fair
Why you never play fair?
Why you call me back just to tell me that you don't care?

All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead

Maybe I'm dramatic, just another kid that's too sporadic
And I talk to myself, and I put myself through hell
But I'm too emphatic
And I've been messed up, thinking bout the past I've been messed up
Tell me bout' that, let me tell you right back
Let me fall right back again

Cause time's in a loop, but I'm stuck in a crease
And I've been bitching till' I'm dead and deceased
And I'm eighteen, throw my life in a drain
Cause when the new year comes, No I'll still be the same

In a dream, and I can't wake up
And I've been stuck in the middle, I’'ve been stuck in a rut
And I've been fucked up, but you already know that
Talking about that let me tell you bout that

In a nightmare, got a lot of friends in the end they won't be there
Demons in my head want me dead, they don't play fair
Why you never play fair?
Why you call me back just to tell me that you don't care?

All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead
All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead

stream/buy

nightmare (yungspoiler)

PROD. @davidhalo + @1endie + @4reii

[lyrics]
Come on just take my hand, we can conquer the world
And I promise it'll be over by tomorrow
Filling up with sorrow
Gotta keep my eyes closed
Every time I talk to you, I feel im out my mind
Hold up wait a minute
Always looking for attention
Always praying to the sky
Im so tired of useless wishes
Im not like the other guys
I feel bad for burning bridges
Im just hoping that you miss it
When I look you in the eyes

When I look you in the eyes
No this isn't a surprise
I don't really understand why
I don't really wanna die
I don't really wanna help you
Learn to take a life
It's too hard to even get through
I don't really care
Cause I'm not the best to do it
I don't need you, stupid
Never letting go cause im helpless
And I've been through it

Tell me what you see
In me
In me
I hardly get to breathe
When you're
With me

I'll open doors for your love
Never thought about it much
It got so rough
Got so tough
I don't know how im keeping up
But now im stuck

Come on just take my hand, we can conquer the world
And I promise it'll be over by tomorrow
Filling up with sorrow
Gotta keep my eyes closed
Every time I talk to you, I feel im out my mind
Hold up wait a minute
Always looking for attention
Always praying to the sky
Im so tired of useless wishes
Im not like the other guys
I feel bad for burning bridges
Im just hoping that you miss it
When I look you in the eyes

What I know, you want

I never think of you anymore, I can't
1
2
3
GO

Come on just take my hand, we can conquer the world
And I promise it'll be over by tomorrow
Filling up with sorrow
Gotta keep my eyes closed
Every time I talk to you, I feel im out my mind
Hold up wait a minute
Always looking for attention
Always praying to the sky
Im so tired of useless wishes
Im not like the other guys
I feel bad for burning bridges
Im just hoping that you miss it
When I look you in the eyes

spotify

surrender

GO STREAM ON SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/3YxqZR4UbQTajsyrlDOOcs?si=46607be5bb4c48e5

im back :) gonna be more consistent now
luv every1 <3 

lyrics:
i'm gonna watch it all fade away
everything that i lost i made it right back
you wanted me to stay a day
but i don't think im prepared for all the light flack
i tried to take the pain away
but it just keeps on hurting i dont like that
dont think i can explain a thing
but if you keep on tryna push me i just might snap
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want
im waiting, you said im ok
then you watch me decay
i wont let you explain yourself
i think my pains a reflection of things
that you caused through the day
and what im tryna say is that
i am so free
its impossible to be yourself
when you on your knees
begging somebody else for your love
that u think has to be given to  you
and just don't expect me to be someone
you think you'll be counting on and
wait
you dont gotta give up hope now
wait
you are almost there so don't pout
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want

condition prod siem spark alexbrazy aton

I knew it (johnny friend)

verses in order
@vaeo-music
@yaki_a01
@rouri404
@cbrtrash
@bhertuy
@tsuyunoshi
@captain_morg
@dead4cf
@k0a
@lolydkm
@dylanlongworth
@1maxime
@sudbath
@polar333

im done (capcort)

left me (drmabeats)

@Corefish
I'm sick of providing
all of the things that you want when you like them
bro set the scene since the week from the flight
and I wont repeat till I'm reeving the time back

and you cant retrieve me anyway
I'm lost in outer space
you're not following behind me
i never wanna be this way
i found my only face
i found myself another side piece 
its like

@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

@Corefish
all the molly and partys I steady ran from
bullet to my body ain't tell me that we had glass walls
standing through the lobby I think I'm seeing in pastel
damn they're right behind me
I don't wanna be a bastard anymore
I'll take the mask off
I'm plastered on the floor
I'll cut the mast off
I'm sinking through the void
I'm trying to avoid
the fame but I can't anymore
AH

@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

@ilyMeezy
And I been trying,
Something you don’t notice…
I’m working till I’m dying (dying!)
And I can’t come back to you
I act like a fool with you

I haven’t felt this bad I know you switching the blame
Blood down my back I feel you turning the blade
Gotta escape this hell I gotta run away
Try to forget the past but cant forget your name

Oh there’s no denying
That you can’t walk on with the thought of me dying (dying)
Oh sit in our silence
We can’t go back and I promise no lying (lying)

(No lying)
@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
i just been touching, im checking, no lying (no lying)
i feel like im dying
but i cant stop myself theres no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
i just been touching, im checking, no lying (no lying)
i feel like im dying
but i cant stop myself theres no denying (denying)

condition prod siem spark alexbrazy aton

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