317 GANG ON GOD

Produced by Zayskillz (@zayskillz1) + Mingo (@mingohaha), featuring @jahhlu

Seventh track from "midwxst mondays" :)

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NERD W JAHHLU (MM09)

Prod by neverforever 

lyrics:
i got thoughts in my head they tear me apart 
change my face and my name, i don’t wanna play that part 
got no nails and no change, sharpened teeth i don’t bite but with 
these thorns in my waist 
got my future outta sight 

don’t gotta stitch these wounds 
or stitch them slowly 
please don’t cut me loose 
think this noose could hold me longer 
i won’t choose 
whoever wants to hold me 
i don’t wanna choose whoever wants to hold me


got a stomach full of nails oh i’m so paranoid 
i’m not begging you to care, yeah ur someone i’d avoid 
and i’m just coughing blood, cuz they like me like this 
now tell me i’m enough 
when i look just like this

Paranoid

I WANNA BE UZI! Ft(KØØPA)

i been gone, ik, but enjoy. been meaning to drop this sooner. ep on the way.

long way down (p. iijugg + eleya22)

never just a stranger P. Micheal Harrison

the doors always open 
don’t know where your going 
i could get my shit straight 
remember how those lips taste 

waiting for ur knock and i’ll let you in 
we can talk abt it

yeah but i could have my space and you could have your patience 
no this ain’t no separate ways it’s more like see ya later 
i’m praying you’re okay 
no harm would ever take you 
my friends don’t feel the same
but i could never hate you 

oh no it’s not ur fault 
i’ll share the blame 
don’t care where you are 
i’ll feel the same 
if there’s no one to turn to 
i’m right here 
right here.

but
i hope you’re standing strong on your own 
and that i cross your mind so ur never alone 
so just take all the time and hold our memories close 
i know you want some closure 
maybe when it’s over 

can we dance in the rain to wash our worries away 
and let’s wish on some stars till we’re no longer apart 
and i know i seem far 
i know the silence is hard
but i know you need that kind of patience 

if growing apart is growing together 
i still got ur bracelet 
you still got my sweater 
oh i know we’ll make it 
this won’t last forever 
sorting through feelings I wish we knew better.

oh no it’s not ur fault 
i’ll share the blame 
don’t care where you are 
i’ll feel the same 
if there’s no one to turn to 
i’m right here 
right here.

but i could have my space and you could have your patience 
no this ain’t no separate ways it’s more like see ya later 
i’m praying you’re okay 
no harm would ever take you 
my friends don’t feel the same
but i could never hate you

never just a stranger

remedy

SM0k3R

Prod by sickboi

new teeth 
i know you can’t stay 
but do you gotta go?
i- got some toothaches cuz i just gotta grow 
i been feeling this way 
i’m wishing you would call
oh maybe things’ll change 
and we can just talk abt it 

cross my tee’s and dot my i’s
im not waking up till i feel alright 
and i know ur lost 
and so am i 
no need to wait on up 
i’m gonna be just fine yeah 

are you really gone no i don’t blame you 
i think that we should talk 
but its at your pace 
and we’re trying hard to cope 
cuz it ain’t the same 
oh baby i would risk it all 
no matter what it takes now  

ive been so blind 
it took to long to realize 
that you’ve been tongue tied 
was too busy talking about all my own shit 

can we just talk 
take the time and rewind it 
to those summer nights 
yeah this fall feels like dying 
it’s not just the leaves 
and i can’t stop the crying 
oh no don’t take it out 
on who i care about 

cross my tee’s and dot my i’s
im not waking up till i feel alright 
and i know ur lost 
and so am i 
no need to wait on up 
i’m gonna be just fine yeah 

oh i’ll be fine but it’ll take a minute 
i know we need our time 
although it feels so different 

i wanna close my eyes 
so i can look at your face 
hope i don’t wake up now 

can we just talk 
take the time and rewind it 
to those summer nights 
yeah this fall feels like dying 
it’s not just the leaves 
and i can’t stop the crying 
oh no don’t take it out 
on who i care about 


this weight on my chest i’ve been dying to tell you
bout all my regrets 
no this time i won’t act out 
yeah im in my head 
not depressed 
thinking clear now
just one chance baby wanna hear ur side

New teeth

(Prod by Dot.)
oh im on the run now i don’t got no piece of mind 
got no other friends to bother, drink to pass the time 
and my mothers scared now all that worry fills her eyes 
said boy where u going, i said somewhere you won’t find

oh can we hide away love
from the mistakes 
that we’ve made love
oh i’ve tossed out all my paystubs 
and i’ll see you on this side 

it’s more than i can take love 
but it’s fucking up ur makeup 
id hate to be the reason you don’t sleep well at night


and theirs smiles says  im fine 
hide from people i dont like
and tell you that im trying
but i know that its lies 

oh i just play pretend
thinking am i better yet, i 
just need some medicine
but that probably won’t work out

yeah i know you’d lose sleep if you tried to be me
no that probably wouldn’t work out 

oh i’m tearing at the seams
cuz my life’s been on repeat 
watch you’ll kick me to curb now 

and i’ll show them what they like
as i fucking lose mind
save your dimes for both my eyes 
roll the dice i hope im fine 
 


i’m on the run now 
and i’m running out of lines
got no other words, don’t bother 
fuck i’m terrified 

oh i know your worried 
girl i promise so am i 
said where are you going 
you said somewhere u wont find 

and theirs smiles says  im fine 
hide from people i dont like
and tell you that im trying
but i know that its lies 

oh i just play pretend
thinking am i better yet, i 
just need some medicine
but that probably won’t work out

it probably won’t work out i don’t know 
but this life ain’t set in stone 
and i tried to let you go 
but i want to hold you close 
it’s not making any sense 
hold on to what i’ve got left 
while im crying out
while i’m crying out 
out loud

live a lie

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