i kinda popped off w the production on this 1 imo icl
https://open.spotify.com/album/6kDcv4R7xc7zjIHSb9sanT?utm_source=SendGrid&utm_medium=Email+&utm_campaign=website

lyrics ☺️

choking on words. i didnt sayyy
nd now my vocal chords. they start 2 frayy
nd its fall right ? so we'll be okay
but the leaves arent falling now they just turn 2 grey

ash in my lungs, kill me slowly
heads in the clouds giants watch over me
shield my eyes nd hide my nosebleed
wind up toy, do u think hes lonely ?

nd theres birds out here, they dnt sing much
she likes the food out here, but theres too much
theres a couple ppl thatll stand by us
so take ur time movin on, cuz theres no rush

my mom told me i got dark circles under my eyes
i said its always been dat way so dnt u lie
nd ud suprised, iv been out all night
walking round this town jus 2 clear my mind

nd this girl shes been acting so despondent
sorry dat ur sad cuz u aint got wut u wnted
she got two best friends that she keeps in her locket
i keep hitting dead ends theyre telling me dat i lost it

winduptoy (p. mngo)

:') i like dis song i hope u enjoy
https://open.spotify.com/track/6Y2s2nKgJ2n8xHHGm7tF2K?si=e7faa028e933458b

lyrics

ride our bikes by the station they razed to the ground
nd they cleared all the rubble but theres no one around
nd the river that runs through the dead heart of town
is where everyone goes where they will not be found

nd now im so fucking tired of the games and the dances !!
nd i been fucking chokin on these greenhouse gases :/
u kno iv nvr been the type to appeal to th masses
it was just a question, i was only asking

nd we’ve got chemistry, they all fell away now its just u n me !!!!
ecstasy, lightyears away so u cnt find me
top of da world but im still going lightspeed
fell out of orbit, we’re still trying :’)

cant catch my breath nd we keep stumbling down
u keep trying to fix this i keep fukin around
nd does it matter to u if i dnt make a sound ?
iv been quiet iv been falling now

put me in a coffin, u can leave me till im 29
now im running out of fucks to give nd songs to write
i lost the will 2 live but dats alright :D
they all want something more i wnna fucking die

in the forest theres creatures and plants that abound
nd theres ivy inside me and u and the ground
nd the kings that shld rule were forever uncrowned :(
the stories we told, love, we knew they were a sham

chemistry (p. mngo)

:3
@kryst3n da 🐐 no 🧢
https://open.spotify.com/album/65JjmGIPik0lxKOaqarAav

lyrics

[me]
my breath its fogging up the glass
i keep fucking up dnt kno how long ill last
she get so high i think we'll crash D:
she went to the city nd shes neverrrr coming back
 
nd now she lives far away but its not that far
just a drive by the seaside past bricks stones n tar :>
nd the castles she built they were made out of sand !
they came crumbling down, they came crumbling doowwwwnnn,,,,,,

needle nd thread
stitch me together !!
sticks nd stones r things ill weather :/
look in my eyes say ull do better
look in her eyes like i havent met her :')

[kryst3n]
needle and thread know i fell apart again
tell me that its my fault ur fucking sickening
lovestruck baby u still gon end up w/ him
bottled up inside i can barely keep it in

u wan fuck it up again and again
u gon play with me u always loved pretend
following everything that i do
u were lovestuck for me know it aint the same for u

[me againn]
so ill sit here day after day :(
but my cauterized wounds wnt heal wnt fade !!!
watch u nd him just walk away
watch my friends laugh their lives away

[kryst3n againnn]
u watch me
cuz im doing better than i was last week
u tried to tear me up im busting at the seams
i said good luck u should try again in ur dreams
cuz thats the only time u think abt me

needle n thread w/ kryst3n (p. mngo)

:> think this my best song prolly
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5pUR86vjnUhtPm5QcW1ozB?si=d1db6932bc3a4161

guitar by @dthxrgt, everything else by me :3

lyrics

i see other kids together but i stay on my own
cuz ever friend i ever had they left me all alone
nd the winters setting in its chilling me 2 da bone
i think ill stay in this town until im fully grown

nd words wnt hurt when ur deaf, nd wounds wnt heal when ur ded
nd they never could be better no theyre just staying ahead
no i could never pretend dnt think of u as a friend
im bleeding out on ur carpet hope that u like red

nd im on edge my front doors locked !!!!
two wrongs dnt make a right, oh, thats what u thoughttt !!
she said hold on tight cuz ur flesh it might rot !!!
they told me stay on ur own thats what i always was taught !!!!

im shaking, everyday it just gets worse
ull lose ur friends if they see u @ ur worst
betrayal who betrayed u first
dismayed oh, my god now it hurts

like poison ivy u surround
im just a winduptoy n i cant make sound
nd iv been feeling so anxious nd SO DAMN SAD
nd i lostu i cant get u back

melatonin might help u 2 sleep 2nite
dnt look so sad when u look in her eyes
dnt kiss her back she might think dat ur fine
….ur wasting ur time

now it hurts (p. mngo + deathright)

jus a quick lil song :3 i like it a lot tho
prolly my favorite production of mine i love how all the mels turned out
made the whole song including da beat in three days which is cool

lyrics

i sleep it off
nd i change my locks
iv been walking round in circles so i think i might b lost
nd idek y u told me call it off
i think all the ppl with me they wld rather i was gone

nd im always so withdrawn nd shes always so afraid
nd theres blood all in the water from the choices that we made
i let them put me on display like a bird inside a cage 
but im done now, i don’t care for ur crusade >:(

nd im trapped in this prison where the walls r a prism
but i only see u in all da pictures within them
packd my life up in boxes toxins run thru my system
they talk talk talk but they never cld listen :(

ill try to stay sane
i stayed away :/
i wrote three words they turned to flames
u said id come around but i wnt cave >:(
she said that we're happy but i think its fake :'(

nd now shes going 80 in a 50 nd we might just crash !!!!
they told her hold back, put a foot on the gas
we'll pour a trail through the woods by her house out back >:)
take a couple steps back nd light a match

r there demons in my closet ? well i havent checked in days :P
did she forget abt her friends ? she said dat friendship rarely pays
did a ghost just come to haunt us ? i feel trapped inside this cave :((
lit by torchlight ill be forthright i dnt recognize her face :')

prism (p. mngo)

nd when im with her, it just feels like

spotify !!! https://open.spotify.com/album/4CcxkMmwURFy9jpYBdOxwW?si=zlIRQtq3RdqUYdENX57SuQ
lyrics:

i hope its painless
i sit talking 2 my phone
ur scared unprepared nd so alone
nd the angel on my shoulder yea he knows
that last embrace it feels so cold

i hope u eat ur words nd i hope u choke
but dnt let the guilt fucking eat u whole
she wrote something new on the same old scroll
nd the words she wrote, they werent ones i know

nd we might fight but we talk nightly
theres rain outside nd doubt inside me
i cannot think when ur right beside me
shes spreading like a virus, poison ivy

(nd i keep running into these ppl from my past nd they keep asking like “y r u still w her?” nd honestly i dont even-)

willow trees
u said they never sleep
nd then i asked u why
when u were here with me
nd u said they cry nd scream nd weep
but we can only hear their voices in our dreams

new drugs new friends hows it working out ?
uv got a new plug a new life in ur big new house
but ur still posted up on the edge of town
where the ivys thick and the air is ground

nd she dnt make a sound nd she wnt meet my eyes
its a matter of trust, its a matter of time
nd she cries nd she says dat she cares abt life
nd i cant even be mad cuz she can put it aside

ohhhhhhh
im losing ground im losing time
i lost my friends nd i lost my mind
nd no u cant go back, go back in time
no itll never be alright

poison ivy (p. mngo)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4JzMA06bWoHXLDW3b24bkW?si=AGjWY-fHQvekWbYbMzkoKQ

happy first day of summer :>
i quite like this song n i hope u do too :3 its my first song back from a 6 month long music hiatus

lyrics !!

i made friends w all da skeltons in mah closet ^-^
lost my conscience
i got bands inside my wallet but im barely even conscious
i wrote something bout the conflict but that hardly is a tonic
i hate lookin in da mirror cuz im pretty far from flawless

i kissed u inside a bathroom where the walls were cracked and falling
i got fucked inside the head; they used heavy metal objects
nd i dont even really know u but iv been steady calling
asking funny little questions like "do u have any problems"

with the visions nd the flashing i think i might not be lasting
pretty girls drawn u in n then they stab u in tha back nd
everytime u wnna talk yea u just bring up all the past. shit.
im terrified of ppl so im hiding in the attic nd im

dead nd all my friends r running now
nd we had something else in common, commonly its called a frown
nd im suprised i thought by now that ud hv figured it outttt
nd the last thing i said to u was "see u arounddd" :/

nd i hate being here w u but fuk dat shit bitch i got options
i got dilated pupils nd a gun inside my pocket
all ur friends were fuckin laughing well dats really fuckin toxic
now their bodies on da pavement sorry i guess im just gone, ("shit.")
xPPP

skeletons! :D (p. mngo)

fun lil song heh


lyrics:

fields, pastures, happy ever after
thats what she says on the days when it matters
speed bumps, speed up, she speaks through laughter
last call, last fall, but still id rather

(theyll) shatter ur skull nd snap ur spine
so i built a maze in the back of my mind
i need a breath of fresh air but i cant go outside
i got lost but theres sum1 that i need to find

,,,nd i found it
box full of demons
thats so confounding
pandoras fuckin box
got a hole nd its leakin
saw a sign in the sky
but i aint gon fukin read it

ya i heard u on sum new shit!!
talkin wit a bruised lip!!!
iv been hearing rumors that ur calling me a nuisance
they say i got an ego bitch, i already knew it
she said im insecure bitch, do u think im stupid

nd now shes talkin like
i can barely walk nd like
she got in another fight
i got no one on my side
lmk what u decide
kiss me n say im not ur type >:(
now i think she might be right
she alway says "another timeeeeeeee"!!!!!!

pandoraa (p. mngo)

this is a song


lyrics:

leaves fallin
nd the summer air gets stale
darting eyes, don a suit n tie
my peace of mind my skin goes pale

u dont want that
u dnt wanna talk now
iv been living on the edge
cuz i grew up in a ghost town
turn me 2 an old man
shi, im trippin till i cant stand
but i cant even fukin talk about it even 2 my mom now

n u say dat im obsessed, got a noose around my neck
i put a bullet in the barrel n i put it thru my head !
nd i spent 16 years with this existential dread
but give me 16 more nd bitch i promise ill be dead

so u fill ur brain with lead cuz thinking straight is overrated
u mix alchohol and adderall to make sure that ur faded
she swore off cigarettes nd pretty dresses now she works as a waitress
at a diner down on main street but she wishes she was famous

then u wish upon a star
nd pray to god it dsnt fall
when the silence turns to crying u just wanna end it all
when i saw her in that hallway i was already gone
she said shes scared of the dark, but im just scared of the dawn 

when ur too scared of going on and when that silence gets too loud
nd when u look inside urself and see theres nothing to be found
nd when ur standing in a room where u hear every fucking sound :'D
AND THEN UR BREATHING GETS TOO LOUD. and then it all comes crashing down!

mental flux (p. mngo)

theeleanorarchive01.mp3

i made friends with all the skeletons in my closet

16
he/him
luv u all mwah
@mngo-alt
also @1mngo on disc

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