anxious w/ endie (nomu)

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff made da amazing vocals 

enjoy :3

lyrics

i just asked if you loved me again
i just need some reassurance
ive been in my mind for a minute i know its hurtin
pls dont hold that shit to me ik im learning oh no
why do i still feel left out
its all in my head
id be better off dead
baby i know what you said
why do i still feel left out
its all in my head
id be better off dead
baby i know what you said
baby i know what you said to me
when you talk to me it just feels like some ecstacy
and when it gets to me i feel better than ever
and i never really minded when you stole my sweater at all
if we fall we wont fall together for long
baby please get it all together im wrong
no i cant get along
if that guy tries to talk to you again im gone

i walked back to you and your gone
im humble
you keep tryna do what i do your my double
i will not fumble
i keep backing up but i cant see behind me i dont even know when you stumble
just tell me
you keep calling out in your mind just help me
i know i got some problems put it on the shelf please
i know that
give me one more chance and you know i wont fold back

spotify ^_^

scruff - learning <3 (sai)

huge shoutout to trill, he is so underatted go check him out @itsatrill

spotify:3

ur oblivious its kinda cute w/Itsatrill (p. sai)

'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

.

INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

.

MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

stream the mf song

charmer, +roah, scruff

produced by @p-guda

lyrics:
step back and let me analyze
it's their bad and my loss, i'm just crushed inside
just let me go, please just let me go
nothing left for u to know
i'm just sick of only keeping to myself on the low
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess ill never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

was it worth it?
(no)
i know i can not be perfect
u said it was part of the learning
now i’m too scared to talk
can either of u open up ur arms when i start to feel lost?
i guess not (yeah i guess not)
i guess soon it will be over
3 steps back, guess i'll never get closure

am i even speaking?
do u hear me?
i just get ignored and i'm never taken seriously
guide me
just acknowledge that i love u and i'm trying
really don't wanna go back home, probably shouldn’t say it i might come off as an asshole
(fuck you)
time stalling, i was taking backroads
i'm falling deep into a trash load

backroads (guda)

https://open.spotify.com/album/2rnm5P6cPV4kvIzaJPOHgH?si=v3kbUFqFQoutB0wWlgdkfw
prod: @daywxtch
guitar sample: skiwyy.wav
mixed/mastered: @daywxcth
written: @daywxtch
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lyrics:
i can't talk to you, i'm too afraid
i'll cover my ears, it's hard to say
"i'm looking for an accomplice, someone to harness, someone to carry the grief for me"
who am i gonna call?
who am i gonna call?
i'm so sick of being harmed
i'm so sick running around, dancing around, looking at frowns
that people give me for being around
someone tell me what i'm living for
tell me why i breathe
if not for me then who

i'm due for the extinction
crazy like patrick bateman
i need light, need a torch
hungry, still needing more
i see your face getting red
i see the blood on your hands
i see your face getting red
i see the blood on your hands

i think i need help
i think i need a spark
if i really held your hand
𝔦 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔞𝔰𝔨 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰
would you hold on tight? or let it go?

my life prone to extinction
crazy like i was bateman
i need light, need a torch
hungry still needing more
i seen your face get red
i see the blood on your-
ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ
i seen your face get red
i see the blood on your-

i don't know if i can love you
the way that i should
i hate being on my own
i hate being honest with you

i can't talk to you, i'm too afraid
i cover my ears...
it's hard to say
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INSPO:
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/closure
https://soundcloud.com/sleepywater/woodlouse
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thanks for listening & reading <3

robby

ig: luvcronaa

Lyrics:

Crona:
Stop calling me,
And say whatever you need to say,
But face to face. Just walk to me, 
You know that I live a block away
From you. Cuz I’ve had enough for two,
So make your move. If it really mattered to you,
Then you’d stop calling me, and say whatever 
You need to say, but face to face now.

I just need time to step away, I need some 
Space now. I’ve been tired for way too long,
I need to sleep now. 

Yoku:
Go ahead and break no contact like you do
Every time. Cuz I know you know no better, 
In my eyes you’re so unsettling to look at.
A set back, I don’t wanna say that. 
Cuz that just means you’re coming back.
Why won’t you just change your mind?
But I say that you’re too much for me 
To handle now, yuh.

face 2 face (ft. yoku) [p. crona]

moment - this is a song about someone that i dont know because i made it up!

[MOSH] (im the only one on the song)
i cant love anyone but you
need your touch i really want you
i cant lie i wanna see you now
now

oh girl i love you, but you’re too attached
and i still want you, baby you’re like that
i wanna fuck you, ill still make you laugh
this your moment, baby i know that

oh girl i love you, but you’re too attached
i still want you, baby you’re like that
i wanna fuck you, ill still make you laugh
this your moment, baby i know that
oh

oh, you’re not somebody i know
i wanna be with you, oh baby start it slow
oh i been out of my mind, baby im losing hope
but girl you’re way too fine
its ready, set, go

falling deep
losing my breath, i been losing my sleep
oh baby
notice me
losing track of the time, never wanna leave
oh

i cant love anyone but you
need your touch i really want you
i cant lie i wanna see you now
now

oh girl i love you, but you’re too attached
and i still want you, baby you’re like that
i wanna fuck you, ill still make you laugh
this your moment, baby i know that

oh girl i love you, but you’re too attached
i still want you, baby you’re like that
i wanna fuck you, ill still make you laugh
this your moment, baby i know that
oh

moment (p. siem spark + chris marek)

MO$H

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