fireflies (demo)

-- all nighter, vol. 10 submission!! --
out on streaming august 22

i stare at the roof
wondering if i'll ever move
out of my bed
out of my homestead
they say it's doom
then they wonder why i don't begin my life
i'm trapped in my room
i'm trapped in time

accompanied by a voice
saying how i need to get away
but i can't climb out of the void
and i know they'll all make me stay
i'm getting that feeling again
that nothing will ever change
i'll just sing the same melody
cus i'm too scared to break out of my range

listen to the rain pour
behind the storm lays every color
we're only moving forward
so look away from the mirror
and yet i still
fear the future
i only want 
to go my way
oh let me free, let me free

oh, let me free
oh, let me free
oh, let me free
please.

slow (Motionless)

rejected all nighter vol. 10 submission :(
cover art made by myself :)

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made in 24 hrs for @artbyform all nighter 10
e14 ib @kou49 @isltr

Kindled [ANV10 Ver.]

waterfall (anv10)

@jvstafreak @hdays @LBZK
The rejected submission for @artbyform All Nighter Vol. 10 created in 12 hours.

jvstafreak. hirayama days, LBZK - omnia

Information about the composition:

mastering - jvstafreak.
mixing - jvstafreak, durilkai.mp3
arrangement - jvstafreak, hirayama days
guitars - LBZK
ideas - Jean, The Devil, durilkai.mp3

0:00 - hirayama days
0:31 - jvstafreak, LBZK
1:11 - LBZK
1:41 - jvstafreak.

Special thanks to @durilkai and @jeanthedevil for assistance.

omnia

A Track I made for ANV10,which I didn't get into the final compilation. First time properly singing on a track too. 

A lwan tay

non flashing ANV10 swa-g
https://open.spotify.com/track/1f0u8UN2HqmC8jBXYwCHow?si=e76418bd2a374afd

CREDITS:

Writing:
@maae-ko
@Abicyss

Producing / Mixing / Mastering
@Swifter1243
@maae-ko
@Abicyss

Vocals:
@Abicyss
@maae-ko
chaia

Cover art by Fluffbeak (we took it and made it awesome)
https://bsky.app/profile/fluffbeak.bsky.social

Lyrics:
Verse 1 (Abicyss)
===================

been thinking for a long while.
how do i take your hand
when it's astray?
now tell me did you ever smile
when i played your favorite band?
and it's ok
to say it to my face.
how often do you pretend?
watching the time progress
while I'm away?
forget whatever methods
you had when i made a mess
cause it's ok.
you can say it to my face.

Verse 2 (lillybug + chaia)
===================

is it time to cut this part of me?
weep your heart away,
hear your cacophony.
the person who I've been is not afraid
of who I've grown to see.
the essence follows me.

Bridge (lillybug)
===================

and if i see you looking back
is it cold in the water?
now I'm following your path
the ancient echos of the waves crashing under
now I've got nothing left
your greedy hands couldn’t resist temptation
I'm just trying to do what's best for me
now you’ll fall to the dirt in resolution

Drop 2 (Abicyss)
===================

deep breath in
deep breath out

Outro (lillybug + Abicyss)
===================

so i walk the path alone
no end in sight
(what does it mean to you?)
will you take it back? i don't know
but you're out of my mind

relinquish

Just a Minute

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though this particular all nighter was shaky for me, i am still satisfied to arrive to a point where i've been participating long enough to have done 6 tracks so far during the all nighters <3 

its been such a year in form with any% level 2, form fest london, and an all nighter to send us off before its hiatus so thank you to all pink lads and formlings always for making up a creative community i am proud to be in for over half a decade at this point. 

looking forward to shooting another shot in 2027 with you all :)

//

things did not go in ways i expected since i was also attending a family wedding smack dab in the middle of all nighter but i've had some more time to reflect on this all nighter weekend and learned a lot like i do every year! 

i did wake up the morning of the event reminiscing and wanting to write about my day out with the pink lads near the chappel & wakes colne railway station the day after form fest london...but i gave myself over to the in-the-moment emotional flow of the event and had a lot else on my mind too. i had just seen my most anticipated movie of the year (weapons 2025) the night before all nighter and had also started getting in my head about my nostalgia and sentimental tendencies and how it affects both my physical spaces and how i engage with my interests. 
there was more tension and short-temper in my system than i would've liked but i ran with it all anyways for both the song and the cover art.

also i want to give a special thanks to @eerrepe for keeping me company when i need a cousin by my side and for his feedback on both the song and the cover art for the community release <3 
stream FeelGood: https://on.soundcloud.com/poqnAqVkGshWEZYcGx

//

Eat my eggs, dotted sight red
Butter on the bread, but something I shouldn't have said
Look at 10 frames and through the fog
A craving for one thing I shouldn't consider at all

Dreaming of railroads and sealed payphones
Swan feathers and whistle tones

Dreaming of railroads and sealed payphones
But I'm waking at the endless gates
I can't seem to get away

The canvas on the monitor
The box in my closet
The pin on my lanyard
The songs taste like dust in the water
My memories come back to chase me through suburb streets

fireflies (demo)

Vi_!