watching ft. aeter

@aeter @lovebunii
https://open.spotify.com/track/0pcpss79LOs1qGNrAHObTg?si=40961a043ed348d9

spotify

long time w/ aeter & bunii (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

europe

prod me

now that the party is over, you're in the wrong
cant forgive nor forget what you did since you're gone
now my world is revolving and its all your fault
or was it me? 
the one let you stray so far.

empty responses from you, and now you're washed out
you've got nothing to do
but maybe there's hope, beyond that rope
but for now, you are just something i used to know
i'm not a coward, ill bear all your weight on my back
was it me being selfish? no, it couldn't be that
there's nothing left for me to spare
cause i'm here and you're there
miss your smile, and your hair
i'm all alone in despair

so i'll say your goodbye's, and ill tell you goodnight
ill take what is wrong with me, cut off my eye
i deserve it, im so worthless
i'm so sorry for ruining you
you were perfect, fucking perfect

now that the party is over, you're in the wrong
cant forgive nor forget what you did since you're gone
now my world is revolving and its all your fault
or was it me? the one that let you stray so-

me fui pal infierno, y volvi pa buscarte
porque queria dejarte
confia en mi, lo que hago es pa ti
no te aleje de mi, cause i'll be the one
who will set you free

afterparty

@anjiwdoves
wanna be something
im stuck here like nothing
my heart keeps on pumping
blood keeps on rushing
bae tell me ur problem
deep in the drama
wanna tell u ur different
and show u i listen
drunk txt messages
4 phone calls
and a voicemail
just to tell u
idc at all
tell someone ik its hurting now
drunk txt messages
4 phone calls
and a voicemail
just to tell u
idc at all
somehow im still the one that killed ur mood
dont really know whats going on with u
we aint really spoke since last year
really hope no one got at u
wont get far with that attitude
dont know why ur ina mood
im really bored but im kinda into u
ur really sick and idk what to do
i wonder how you'd feel if u look thru my shoes

vacant
peep my point of view
why u tripping at me? dont got a clue
if i knew bet id make a fool of u
passaive agressive girl i like ur attituide
drunk phone calls
memories are all gone
dont come thru id puch a whole in ur wall
ur stupid mentally ur useless
shot cupid dont know why he'd do this
ur teething reason why ur toothless
left feeling empty and gone ruthless
dont try to hard to comeback now
built u up but u brought urself back down
all i can do is laugh at u
coulda played along but u aint show gratitude
told me lies to my face that shit hella rude
shoulda been left u this is overdue

idk the prod

idc w/anji

prod bashful

@ggyaru
locked in my room getting faded
all that I've done is feel hated
messed with my touch, my persuasion
all that I've touched has been tainted

I hate all my friends, but hate is a strong word
I try to pretend, but I cannot foster
you used me to lend, I wish you'd act proper
I hate my friends

@fiestivals
they ask where I've been like they care now
but I gave them my best then I tapped-out
drown the room in my smoke, its my hideout
then I melt in the haze till I blackout

I gave them my time, my time they'll just borrow
they show up for highs, but not for the sorrow
they act oh so sweet when it's good for they're ego
it's another fake hug, one more fake hug tomorrow

@ggyaru & @fiestivals
I hate all my friends, but hate is a strong word
I try to pretend, but I cannot foster
you used me to lend, I wish you'd act proper
I hate my friends

cereal

(demo) song for upcoming album *may get scrapped*

this is a one take inside a garage filled with pure emotion

crave your affection

tsul