bloody notes in my diary (feat. Yung Frendi)

han2k15 - bloody notes in my diary ft frendi  prod symelz chaosysl

@pyu

down the street
is the love of my life
what am i talking about
oh have i never talked about her?
her name starts with 'C'
are you sensing the pattern
want her all stuck to me
well too bad i cant have her
wanna paint you on my canvas
pray to god i can manage
come stay down
but you steadily took advantage of me
lick my cuts as i bleed
reckon what will be
oh well
what can i say?
this girl could be a nightmare
or just my saving grace
come on stop saving face
dont leave me with a trace
dont want a sense of space
cant always have it your way

cant always have it your way
why does shit feel so mundane
are you feeling the same (x2) ?

cant always have it your way. (x4)

i fall apart for uu (meta)

we're not forever ,im sorry (mili) #twilight

I hide the truth yea I know,
That I be feeling alone
Wish I can make you my own
My friends help me feel like I’m home
What’s wrong with me I don’t know

Look inside the mirror
I don’t like my fucking face
Baby can’t you come right here
You can come through to my place
Got this voice inside my head
Telling me I’m not ok 
And I wish that you were here
But you won’t come back anyway

I know
with my friends I feel so sane
I thought it changed
I feel the same

feel the same (seanpotter adrien)

bella where u at

like where u been?

bella ur my twin

get out the rain

id like to see us win

u got my blood

cuz ur a part of me

cuz when theres trust

you know youll see me there

dont run away

dont dont runaway

ill take you there, ill ill take u there

pls dont hurt me no more

pls dont hurt me no more

its not good for my health

its just me n u

me n u forever

cuz u got my blood

bella where u at

like where u been?

bella ur my twin

get out the rain

id like to see us win

u got my blood

cuz ur a part of me

cuz when theres trust

you know youll see me there

dont run away

dont dont runaway

ill take you there, ill ill take u there

u got my blood (jannah)

bella dont go (yungdni)

originally written&recorded november 2024 for the scarves album
lyrics:

(I said you know I'd die for you)
I was so in love with you
but then you cast me to the side
and i did not know what to do
i said to her
"lets break the rules"
and if not then okay cool
kept me wrapped around her finger
and i bought her all the jewels
i was coming back to you.

you said you were in love with me
thinking back to the week
that we spent out by the sea
when the salt was in your hair
and i saw you standing there
i close my eyes and I see you
why couldn't you just tell the truth
why did she do that to me?

she said she was in love with me
and i wonder if she was
if you love it let it go
send me flying like a dove
she was the only one i trust
now winter came im so alone
and let at night when I get drunk
look at our pictures on my phone.

when you were turning 17
and when i flew up to your state
when we went camping in the mountains
it was raining everyday
baby why'd you have to change?
i told her it would be okay
wrote so many of these songs that I do not know what to say.

now I'm with scarves and they my bros
but that don't change i'm so alone
did you know that you would leave when you were calling on my phone?
i was staying in your home
you were so quick to let it go
I was so scared and that you know
I think back now
I should've known.

i was so in love with you prod keepsake

What can I say 
Your stuck in my brain 
I’m wasting time 
Oh my 
Left me to cry
But I’m alright 
That’s what I’m missing 
Your all that I’m missing 
Our old pictures haunt me 
Because you don’t want me
I’d pick up if your calling 
Just to talk bout nonsense 
I’m so lost now 
And I I don’t know how 
To pick up these pieces

han2k15 - bloody notes in my diary ft frendi prod symelz chaosysl

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