Blood rushing to my head
Now I’m really seeing red
You won’t find me ’cause I left
Ain’t over yet

They wanna discredit the method I use
Maybe the reason for that is because it requires
Not inviting you

Don’t need your assistance
I’d rather get lost in the sticks
There was a beast trying to kill me
But I escaped

My aura keep morphing like it’s iridescent
While I’m in a maze
Imma get higher than a kite
Now I’m spreading my wings

You had all the time to catch me
When I was isolated
Ain’t accepting that I might never make it

There’s a passage I’m walking through
To escape it
What I was in the past
Disintegrated

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Eclosion (lavanguard, silas roe, martinleib)

Sit down and listen for once
Don’t you go switching the subject
It’s shit that I need to discuss

I been amongst negative circumstances
So I’m sorry if I’m moving wrong

She want me hitting it raw
She want me falling in love
I’m focusing on the funds

My mom don’t want me with a gun
She said be careful in the street
’Cause my temper is short

I’m tryna change for the better
Sometimes I go MIA searching for more
Then I come back better than ever
No doubt about it, yeah for sure

Yeah, no
I don’t really know why
I’m so hard to understand
By the people that I’m keeping close by

Maybe I just need to go—bye

Listen for Once (lavanguard, silas roe)

Maybe I should admit
When I’m at a distance, I feel safe
The mechanisms I created to get away
You probably hate
But aye, can you blame me with the way this shit going?

I cut the ties with a hoe if she going
I put the fire on that boy if he showing out
That’s how I’m going about it

The intimacy is a struggle for me
I lowkey miss the times when I was naive
I’m taking my time, I’m trying new things

They talking crazy, I’ll tell you the difference
I’ll really see you about it, ain’t no SMS
I spent some bands on a fit
And you couldn’t tell unless I say what it is

Life changing and shit
But I don’t think that I’ve adjusted to this
Funny how one single thought can change it all
Like a butterfly effect

Sometimes I need to get away
I don’t like when I’m feeling intense
The only regret I’d have is not putting my heart into this
It’s all that I have
It’s all that makes sense
When I’m in the midst of confliction

Maybe I should admit
When I’m at a distance, I feel safe
The mechanisms I created to get away
You probably hate
But can you blame me with the way this shit going?

I cut the ties with a hoe if she going
I put the fire on that boy if he showing out
That’s how I’m going about it

[Pt. 2]
Searching for a reason I should care about this shit
Don’t remember every season in the past that got me here
I had to forget to get through the pain
So that’s what I did

I don’t think I’ll ever change
Until the day I’m laid to rest
And it’s so dumb
I can’t move on
From a past life that’s so gone

I’m the moon setting in and you’re dawn
You don’t really need to know what I’m on
So I’ll pick up all the pieces and I’ll get lost
Even though I’d rather get lost into your thoughts

Life’s hard, but I’m trying to be headstrong
I ain’t stuck on shit that’s dead
And yet it still haunts

And it’s so dumb
I can’t move on
Yes, it’s so dumb
I can’t move on

Butterfly Effect (lavanguard, silas roe, shin)

Why the fuck would you let me come around
If you wasn’t about it?
I had to accept that you wasn’t the one
There ain’t no way around it

All that disrupted my peace
Now I’m fighting the demons surrounding me

La da da da, la da da da
La da da da, la da da da

I’m leaving this city, I’m gone
I ain’t finna stay not a minute more
Might crash in this bitch, it ain’t rented, nah
Don’t know what to do with the feelings I hold

Yeah, I keep on pushing and pushing and pushing
I don’t got a choice but to move on
I really don’t know what you want
I really don’t know what you on

I know your heart isn’t here
But mine is broken, and you ain’t finna sew it up
That was the problem I feared
But fuck it, we here, so I’m finna pour up

Bitch, you made me wanna die
Why the fuck would you let me come around
If you wasn’t about it?
I had to accept that you wasn’t the one
There ain’t no way around it

All that disrupted my peace
Now I’m fighting the demons surrounding me
But when you see me going up
I hope that you proud of me

I’m walking around in the cold
With leather boots on my toes
There’s people that I used to know
That I don’t even know

Ain’t tryna be overdramatic
But that shit can mess with my thoughts
Gotta keep pushing and pushing and pushing
And move on

I don’t know why
I don’t know why
I don’t know why
I don’t know why
I don’t know why
I don’t know why
I don’t know

Surrounding me (43evaxx, martinlieb, themed1c)

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it comes & it goes
i’m stayin’ 10 toes
shawty like when i switch the flow
i’m fuckin’ these hoes..

yeah, i pull up gettin’ some throat
she givin’ me dome
just put me deep inside of the ground
i’m feelin’ so low

you know how it goes
you know how it goes
my heart’s fuckin’ froze
i don’t have a soul
the rain turns to snow

i’m buried deep in this hole
it’s like you don’t care at all
& now i’m starting to fall, ohh

Tommy on my boxers
your bitch want me to call her
got Supreme up on my joggers
i’m white like her favorite Monster

she look fine as hell in YSL
rock PRL all by myself
it’s cold as fuck but feels like he’ll
you’d kiss me girl but never tell..

where did i go wrong?
i fucked her friend
somewhere along in the winter, yeah

it’s cold, i’m all strung out in December, yeah
i know now it’s time to take my life..

where did i go wrong?
i fucked her friend
somewhere along in December, yeah..

it’s cold, i’m drunk as hell in the winter, yeah
but i know now it’s time to take my life..

it comes & it goes
i’m stayin’ 10 toes
shawty like when i switch the flow
i’m fuckin’ these hoes

yeah, i pull up gettin’ some throat
she givin’ me dome
just put me deep inside of the ground
i’m feelin’ so low, ohhh

you know how it goes
you know how it goes
my heart’s fuckin’ froze
i don’t have a soul
the rain turns to snow..

where did i go wrong?
i fucked her friend
somewhere along in the winter, yeah

it’s cold, i’m all strung out in December, yeah
i know now it’s time to take my life..

where did i go wrong?
i fucked her friend
somewhere along in December, yeah..

it’s cold, i’m drunk as hell in the winter, yeah
but i know now it’s time to take my life..

strung out

我知道你 看上我
不知道你 犯了錯
刀子嘴刀子心請砍了我
i can’t comprehend this dialogue 
what part r we on  need a catalog
劇情不可能那麼催淚
從頭到尾imma wrap it up 

grenade in the room 那是催淚
四分五裂 那是罪孽
結局我不禁的撇一眼
天都塌了 我還看不到海
天都塌了 我還找不到愛
givenchy beanie covers my eyes 
only darkness found in my sight 

你fw 三檔的速度
我沒有你想的那麼粗魯
你我其實沒什麼出入
天在塌 天在塌
天都塌了 給我個理由
給我個理由去相信這世界末日
給我個理由去相信這事
給我個理由去相信這次
給我個理由去相信

grenade in the room 那是催淚
四分五裂 那是罪孽
結局我不禁的撇一眼
天都塌了 我還看不到海
天都塌了 我還找不到愛
givenchy beanie covers my eyes 
only darkness found in my sight

Surrounding me (43evaxx, martinlieb, themed1c)

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