@prodbyneurxsis

lyrics:

i sold my playstation to gamestop for a g
i was only 17 but i needed some money
couldn't smoke it openly
had to hide it in my jeans
if i wanted some more weed
had to bike it up the street

i sold my ps2 to gamestop for a dub
down bad on my ass
i could really use a hug
i remember u were there 
when nobody gave a fuck
seeing where i ended up
yeah they still don't care enough

i sold my ps3 to gamestop for an eighth
23, no job, living at my parents place
so i had to go hard
cause there ain't no other way
locked in laying these bars down
till im in my grave

i sold my ps4 to gamestop for a q
yeah sometimes what i say 
contradicts with what i do
and i wanna be the best version i can be of me
so you better be the best version you can be of you

(x2)

gamestop (prod. neurxsis)

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adamn killa, whokilledcassidy & ilykarma - wake up! (prod. attackishere & benecoda)

bittersweet [jolst]

Maybe I should admit
When I’m at a distance, I feel safe
The mechanisms I created to get away
You probably hate
But aye, can you blame me with the way this shit going?

I cut the ties with a hoe if she going
I put the fire on that boy if he showing out
That’s how I’m going about it

The intimacy is a struggle for me
I lowkey miss the times when I was naive
I’m taking my time, I’m trying new things

They talking crazy, I’ll tell you the difference
I’ll really see you about it, ain’t no SMS
I spent some bands on a fit
And you couldn’t tell unless I say what it is

Life changing and shit
But I don’t think that I’ve adjusted to this
Funny how one single thought can change it all
Like a butterfly effect

Sometimes I need to get away
I don’t like when I’m feeling intense
The only regret I’d have is not putting my heart into this
It’s all that I have
It’s all that makes sense
When I’m in the midst of confliction

Maybe I should admit
When I’m at a distance, I feel safe
The mechanisms I created to get away
You probably hate
But can you blame me with the way this shit going?

I cut the ties with a hoe if she going
I put the fire on that boy if he showing out
That’s how I’m going about it

[Pt. 2]
Searching for a reason I should care about this shit
Don’t remember every season in the past that got me here
I had to forget to get through the pain
So that’s what I did

I don’t think I’ll ever change
Until the day I’m laid to rest
And it’s so dumb
I can’t move on
From a past life that’s so gone

I’m the moon setting in and you’re dawn
You don’t really need to know what I’m on
So I’ll pick up all the pieces and I’ll get lost
Even though I’d rather get lost into your thoughts

Life’s hard, but I’m trying to be headstrong
I ain’t stuck on shit that’s dead
And yet it still haunts

And it’s so dumb
I can’t move on
Yes, it’s so dumb
I can’t move on

Butterfly Effect (lavanguard, silas roe, shin)

Why the fuck would you let me come around
If you wasn’t about it?
I had to accept that you wasn’t the one
There ain’t no way around it

All that disrupted my peace
Now I’m fighting the demons surrounding me

La da da da, la da da da
La da da da, la da da da

I’m leaving this city, I’m gone
I ain’t finna stay not a minute more
Might crash in this bitch, it ain’t rented, nah
Don’t know what to do with the feelings I hold

Yeah, I keep on pushing and pushing and pushing
I don’t got a choice but to move on
I really don’t know what you want
I really don’t know what you on

I know your heart isn’t here
But mine is broken, and you ain’t finna sew it up
That was the problem I feared
But fuck it, we here, so I’m finna pour up

Bitch, you made me wanna die
Why the fuck would you let me come around
If you wasn’t about it?
I had to accept that you wasn’t the one
There ain’t no way around it

All that disrupted my peace
Now I’m fighting the demons surrounding me
But when you see me going up
I hope that you proud of me

I’m walking around in the cold
With leather boots on my toes
There’s people that I used to know
That I don’t even know

Ain’t tryna be overdramatic
But that shit can mess with my thoughts
Gotta keep pushing and pushing and pushing
And move on

I don’t know why
I don’t know why
I don’t know why
I don’t know why
I don’t know why
I don’t know why
I don’t know

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