prod drma
with @hovis
mixing by me n hovis, mastered by shia

you go way to far
dont make it easy how to start it
dont know where to start
please save me
i have lost it
im not going far
please tell me what the cost is
is that what you saw

tell me if i was mopping the floor
with the blood in your pores
you wouldnt keep it before
so just tell me if you're sure
because ill help you if you're short
and ill keep it at first
so just fuck it with your lore
ill stay at home and close the door

get your point across
years past there's no saving
at this point you lost
lay in your bed
you're just lazy
when you keep fakin
that shits just so crazy to me
and i keep training 
when all that shit is just pointless to me

woah, hey
i know you're trying
okay, you're not lying

and i keep dying
when ive done it a million times
and i kept fighting
and that shit did not work a single time

hovis:
how does it work
u never left u decided to lurk
all of the problems
u caused
they reminded me
all of these feelings they're really the worst

and theres so much pain
it doesnt hold up inside of my brain
i contemplate
many things
and explain
to my friends
that its notihng
but innocent fate

and u wouldnt believe me
if i told u everything

and i know i cant get rid of
all the problems that u bring

and even if i cross my fingers
i'll still end up afraid

at the end of the day
there's nothing to say

believe in everything i said
its probably better in the end
honestly im not a fan
cus at every fucking corner
everyone tries to play pretend

daisy

daisy w/ hovis

just like yo old habits 
imma die hard 
wishin i could be the one that's close to you
die hard prayin that im doin what im sposed to
im a time bomb
(tic tic tic)
don't get too close to me

 don't get too close 

i don't wanna hurt you 
cuz you're the one that saved me 
i just wanna waste away with you unbothered safely 
felt like i should 
(tic tic tic) 
take off the safety 
but let's not be dramatic 
ooooo ooo 
let's not be dramatic 

felt like forever ago 
last time was magic 
damn near forever ago so far so tragic

diehard w/cu4u

The other SoundCloud upload has the talking at the beginning.  Looped twice

ericdoa - PULLUPINTHAT (Unreleased)

phobie d'impulsion

Oh You Dont Say Normal Pitch

RFTL Ft wubz (prod.sky)

sadge.mp3

originally made in early 2023, fully redone <3

i know youve done a lot of things i wasnt even there for
so i cant relate to you like that but babe just remember

i cant describe how happy i was back then
back in 2016
never feel that way again never feel that way again
remember how it was back in 2016
we were messing around, we was just playing games
not worried bout much, not worried bout anything
never bothered by much, no one bothered me
2-0-1-6, put your hands up if you are dumb, sick
2-0-1-6, and get back to the way you were living

we were the same back in 2016
2021 we dont talk about those things
i dont wanna know what those past tales bring
cant work on the future if were holding on anyway
its always on my mind
overreactions and understandings
wish it were simpler, like back in 2016

i miss the things i loved, but i love you now so its okay

i cant describe how happy i was back then
back in 2016
never feel that way again never feel that way again
remember how it was back in 2016
we were messing around, we was just playing games
not worried bout much, not worried bout anything
never bothered by much, no one bothered me
2-0-1-6, put your hands up if you are dumb, sick
2-0-1-6, and get back to the way you were living

ericdoa - PULLUPINTHAT (Unreleased)

Rowann