@gostupidcj @ssh1be <<##33

[🌸🌸]
i dnt wna tlk@all,, js go (⌒▽⌒)☆
n i dnt wna stop ok,, i kno  
i cld nvr wna quit,, i hold myown 
n if its bout sum shtt,, dnt hitmy phon ;*

its nt hard ima break loos thn im goin my own wayy
thot i ws@tha bt i cn switch it up its nt2late
cnt evn chang up ya ways iv bn changn upmy ##fate
n u cnt gt thruu cz u gt it from me clos it on ur face x,,x
buh i tried wy2many times ##repeat
##seedling 🌱🌱 all up inmy eyesight #0.o#
##cherryblossom 🌸🌸 lips ;;* i think im ##tongtied
falln right in plac,, its bn ab time ;//

u bn depndnt onme,, nd2b earnin yr kp
2tha trees,, i onl reach ##layer7
as far,, as far as i plss *★,°*:.☆\(￣▽￣)/$:*.°★*
idk y i do dis,, idk y u fluent,,
on sayn tha same same,, cnt refrain u,, cluulessxx

cherry blossom 벚꽃 🌸🌸 cj808 + ssh1be

im hopping out the car.... AGAIN
@sanriorose
@17seven1


lyrics:
we finna hop out the car hop out the car
i gotta glock on me go run in yo yard
run in yo yard
yaaaaaaard yuhhh ok

drivin in that hellcat
u dont wanna race man
posted in the pent house
u live in ur mommas basement
that bitch said she like my fragrance 
oh ye thats the sticky pack
i was talkin to ur bitch
like aint ur bf call me a f**

in the tahoe racin
dodgin bullets like the matrix
ur a lame huh face it
UR BRO IN MY BLUNT I FACE IT
u talkin shi but aint u racist (smh L)
all ur claims are fuckin baseless
delete fl studio cuz boi u aint go make it 😢😢😂😂😂

i said fuck 12
see a cop i turn that boy to bacon
perky werky all up in my pocket imma take it
imma sneak up in ur house
find ur soda left it shaken (evil laughter)
i cant fuck wit that lil bih that bih to basic
want that smoke i can match that
gotta ounce up in my backpack
phat ass blunt i aint go pass that
so i turned him to a hashtag
and my whip that shi matt black
u a nerd like matpat 🤓
he go talk that shi we leave his body inna trash bag 😭🗑

we finna hop out the car hop out the car
i gotta glock on me go run in yo yard
run in yo yard
yaaaaaaard yuhhh ok



hop out the car hop out the car 2 (dolly & 177p)

blxty [@blxty]
secre [ @bluudd]

yeah
got a couple bands up in my pocket
bet u already knew cus u pocket watchin
how u at 10k and ur songs be floppin
i unload the k now ur body floppin

baby i'm in love with bands
baby g-star on my pants
baby would u take a chance
yeah
baby sorry in advance
i showed her all my brands 
now she takin off my pants

yeah yeah yeah yeah

if u fw me jus say yeah yeah yeah
im in luv w g's at the bank like ha ha ha
u think im a joke im like ha ha ha
she blowin me kisses my shawty bad bad bad
im wearin this shit u never had had had

blxty - i <3 bands (secre)

thank you for 2̶0̶2̶2̶ everything

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4AWLELv8lgmouGZRODTEJg?si=QwxVK8mTSiqZ_BOc_Gqj3g

2 stories:

if you really loved me then you wouldnt do this to me
speakin from tha outside.. wish it was you breathin thru me
left behind, i feel just like hachi
say it back, but its just to taunt me
you know i would save this if i could (s/o @artemys)
but she dont like me roll my feelings in this wood
and ive been dreamin bout a kiss and if you would
could take my hand and be in bliss i wish you could
all of a sudden i keep lying to u dont even mean to do it
im so glad that we're through, you told me stay i couldnt
why cant you tell me the truth? cant hurt more than im hurtin
i keep looking for you, im lost and its so certain
i keep thinking of you, even i know i shouldnt
i keep waiting for you, but i know youre not coming
i wont follow through, holding back im still learning
wish youd tell me the truth, it makes me feel so worthless

fightin n fuckin wont turn us to something so
im leaving for you to make the assumption that
i dont care bout you so you give up trusting and
leave me behind cause you treat me like nothing
cant take the difference, cant take the distance
walk in my shoes and youll see why i missed it
i cant lose her so i cry when shes with them
you want this to last babygirl take a picture

and thats just it
why i fall in love so quick
fell in love with someone else i got you callin me a bitch
and its so much life to live
doin shows and walkin through the city ill get over it
and she looks so pretty lyin in bed faces dimly lit
baby this is how i live
sharin cigarettes and late nights yea thats where my attention is
and theres so much tension in
in the way she moves her lips
and by the way youre lookin i know whats gon happen next
told you this is it
show you what its like to live
you can see all what ive been through by the scars up on my wrist
she leaves scars up on my lips
still you dont know where ive been
so i wish youd learn my story i cant go through this again
feel just like hachi, 
i feel just like hachi
its just to taunt me
still i love how you love me

spotify

hachi (mixedmatches)

produced by lilac

[mental]
you should follow your heart
i should follow my dreams
take a shot in the dark
now you’re following me
it’s not easy to try
but i’ll always believe
‘til the day that i die
hope you’re proud of me

i lay awake in the sun
at least i know that i helped you grow
together it was just us
things changed in ways i could never know
i miss the way that we loved
i miss the person i was before
i miss the warmth of your touch
i hope you know that i love you more

[blxty]
i’m maybe selfish
i can’t help it
rip my heart to pieces
you try to help me
but i’m helpless
sorry girl i’m speechless
said you don’t want me no more
girl you make me so sore
you got me passed on the floor
crying asking for more

warmth +mental

produced by mental
featuring @sanriorose

[blxty]
i don’t wanna do it but you’re leaving me with no choice
do i go? do i stay? i don’t know got no voice
ridin’ around at night this ain’t a chrystler this a rolls royce
i done said fuck this shit turn my life to a exploit
he need a heal he need a regen
yeah this like pokemon take a trip to kanto region
bellsprout bitch i’m weeping
he saw me go up and now he tryna reason
i sent his bro up you can hear the stairs they creaking

[mental]
we on go
don’t even speak they already know
bro play with sticks like a gamer he got peripherals
i love, expensive clothes and impressive poles
we came in aggressive though, and left with hella rolls
they can’t talk to me i’m putting down my telephone
dead guys all up in my wallet and they hella old
money in my pocket walk up into saks and let ‘em go
if you with us and isn’t winning that's unacceptable

[dolly]

[blxty]
i don’t wanna do it but you’re leaving me with no choice
do i go? do i stay? i don’t know got no voice
ridin’ around at night this ain’t a chrystler this a rolls royce
i done said fuck this shit turn my life to a exploit
he need a heal he need a regen
yeah this like pokemon take a trip to kanto region
bellsprout bitch i’m weeping
he saw me go up and now he tryna reason
i sent his bro up you can hear the stairs they creaking

kanto +blxty (feat. dolly)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

tell me why it feels
like they don't know my name
cant put my finger on
the look thats on your face
ill wait until i know
its creeping through my skin again
i wish that i could go

its all that i can think about
its getting harder to breathe
im breaking my heart just to feel
theres nothing u ever could save
i cry and i watch it decay
the colors all fade into gray
i saw something farther away
u brought it all back with your face
ill wait til we're back in our place

i just miss u til i cant breathe
never needed u so badly
im so anxious can you catch me
ill keep acting like i cant see
i dont wanna cry but i did
and i didnt wanna lie but i did
ur the one thing i wont try to forget
i dont ever wanna leave u again
close my eyes i see your face inside my head

tell me why it feels
like everybody hates me
and i cant stop complaining
ill freeze and the winter can break me

finally home

𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒋𝒖 !.,.ヾ(￣ω￣; )
x̶2̶ u̶p̶ t̶h̶e̶ m̶o̶n̶e̶y̶ j̶u̶s̶t̶ t̶o̶ t̶h̶r̶o̶w̶ a̶w̶a̶y̶,̶,̶
w̶a̶l̶k̶ a̶r̶o̶u̶n̶d̶,̶,̶ u̶r̶ i̶n̶ m̶y̶ w̶a̶y̶ .̶_̶.̶
d̶i̶d̶n̶t̶ e̶v̶e̶n̶ g̶o̶ w̶h̶e̶n̶ u̶ w̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ m̶i̶a̶
y̶ u̶ w̶n̶a̶ s̶w̶i̶t̶c̶h̶ u̶p̶ f̶o̶r̶ ?̶ f̶a̶k̶e̶ 

m̶o̶v̶i̶n̶g̶ u̶ c̶a̶n̶t̶ e̶v̶e̶n̶ d̶o̶ t̶h̶i̶s̶
d̶r̶o̶p̶ t̶h̶a̶t̶ ?̶ t̶h̶o̶u̶g̶h̶ s̶h̶e̶ b̶e̶ m̶o̶v̶i̶n̶g̶ c̶l̶u̶e̶l̶e̶s̶s̶
s̶i̶p̶p̶i̶n̶g̶ g̶r̶e̶e̶n̶ t̶ b̶a̶b̶y̶ t̶h̶i̶s̶ i̶s̶ s̶o̶o̶t̶h̶i̶n̶
u̶ a̶l̶m̶ s̶c̶a̶r̶e̶d̶ m̶e̶ b̶u̶t̶ w̶h̶o̶ r̶ u̶ f̶o̶o̶l̶i̶n̶g̶?̶
i̶m̶a̶ s̶t̶a̶y̶ j̶o̶g̶g̶i̶n̶ t̶i̶l̶l̶ t̶h̶e̶ n̶x̶t̶ w̶e̶e̶k̶
b̶u̶t̶ t̶h̶e̶ w̶e̶e̶k̶n̶d̶ n̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ c̶o̶m̶i̶n̶ y̶h̶ i̶m̶ s̶o̶ d̶e̶e̶p̶
t̶a̶l̶k̶ a̶b̶ d̶n̶t̶ w̶n̶a̶ t̶a̶l̶k̶ b̶u̶t̶ s̶h̶e̶ t̶x̶t̶ m̶e̶
b̶u̶t̶ i̶ d̶n̶t̶ r̶l̶y̶ w̶a̶n̶t̶ t̶h̶e̶ d̶r̶a̶m̶a̶ y̶h̶ i̶t̶s̶ m̶e̶s̶s̶y̶
i̶ t̶r̶y̶ f̶i̶x̶2̶i̶t̶ u̶p̶ w̶i̶t̶h̶ c̶a̶s̶h̶
b̶u̶t̶ i̶t̶ w̶n̶t̶ w̶o̶r̶k̶,̶,̶
i̶ t̶r̶y̶2̶r̶u̶n̶a̶w̶a̶y̶ s̶o̶ f̶a̶s̶t̶
b̶t̶ i̶m̶ s̶t̶i̶l̶l̶ h̶u̶r̶t̶.̶.̶.̶
h̶o̶p̶i̶n̶ t̶h̶i̶s̶ w̶o̶n̶t̶ r̶l̶y̶ l̶a̶s̶t̶
i̶s̶.̶ i̶t̶ o̶v̶e̶r̶?̶
i̶ n̶e̶e̶d̶ t̶h̶i̶s̶ r̶l̶y̶ r̶l̶y̶ b̶a̶d̶
4̶l̶e̶a̶f̶ c̶l̶o̶v̶e̶r̶

b̶l̶o̶c̶k̶ i̶t̶ w̶i̶t̶h̶ t̶h̶e̶ m̶u̶s̶i̶c̶,̶,̶ u̶ a̶l̶r̶e̶a̶d̶y̶ k̶n̶e̶w̶ i̶t̶
i̶ d̶o̶n̶t̶ w̶a̶n̶t̶ t̶o̶ t̶a̶l̶k̶ s̶o̶ i̶m̶ a̶c̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ s̶t̶u̶p̶i̶d̶
r̶l̶y̶ n̶o̶ i̶m̶p̶r̶o̶v̶e̶m̶e̶n̶t̶,̶,̶ i̶ t̶o̶l̶d̶ m̶y̶s̶e̶l̶f̶ i̶d̶ d̶o̶ i̶t̶ 
b̶u̶t̶ n̶o̶w̶ t̶h̶a̶t̶ i̶m̶ h̶e̶r̶e̶ i̶m̶ f̶e̶e̶l̶i̶n̶g̶ r̶l̶y̶ c̶l̶u̶e̶l̶e̶s̶s̶

o̶ w̶a̶i̶t̶ y̶ u̶ e̶a̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ o̶f̶f̶ m̶y̶ p̶l̶a̶t̶e̶
u̶ d̶o̶ w̶h̶a̶t̶ i̶ d̶o̶ n̶ u̶ s̶a̶y̶ w̶h̶a̶t̶ i̶ s̶a̶y̶
[̶i̶t̶s̶ l̶i̶k̶e̶ i̶m̶ e̶c̶h̶o̶-̶i̶n̶ a̶r̶o̶u̶n̶d̶~̶~̶w̶h̶o̶ t̶u̶r̶n̶e̶d̶ o̶n̶ d̶e̶l̶a̶y̶]̶
s̶o̶ i̶ c̶o̶v̶e̶r̶ m̶y̶ e̶a̶r̶s̶ w̶i̶t̶h̶ h̶e̶a̶d̶p̶h̶o̶n̶e̶s̶ n̶ c̶r̶e̶a̶t̶e̶

b̶a̶b̶y̶ i̶t̶s̶ u̶r̶ l̶a̶s̶t̶ l̶i̶n̶e̶,̶,̶ i̶m̶a̶ t̶u̶r̶n̶ u̶ d̶o̶w̶n̶
i̶ m̶i̶g̶h̶t̶ b̶e̶ a̶ s̶a̶c̶k̶b̶o̶y̶,̶,̶ b̶u̶t̶ i̶ w̶o̶n̶t̶ p̶l̶a̶y̶ a̶r̶o̶u̶n̶d̶
g̶o̶i̶n̶g̶ b̶a̶c̶k̶ n̶ f̶o̶r̶t̶h̶ g̶o̶i̶n̶ r̶o̶u̶n̶d̶ g̶o̶i̶n̶ r̶o̶u̶n̶d̶
f̶o̶u̶n̶d̶ m̶y̶s̶e̶l̶f̶ l̶o̶s̶t̶ #̶#̶l̶o̶s̶t̶ n̶ f̶o̶u̶n̶d̶

[̶r̶i̶k̶u̶]̶

lost n found #2021 (ｏ・.・)ノ”(ノ_ <、)..

its my bday #19 today
@h3artch3rades
@prodsoma 
@uyur

not enough w/ h3artch3rades (soma) #dynasty

heard youre pretty good but I can do it better
late night coughing blood on my sweater

life is easy I just blame it on the weather
Our connection I can never sever

you cant become better so why do you even try

So fed up and full of spite, the way you talkin and you type

please dont look at me I dont know what to say so just dont pry

I always hate you but cant look away when all you do is cry

please dont look at me I swear I really hate to be that guy 

I always hate you but cant look away when all you do is cry
-
i keep goin by myself 
cant keep goin need sum help
i’m so worried bout my health
been busy cryin cant u tell?
i fukd up once yea i fell
my whole lifes  a living hell 
always stuck inside this cell
yea my past i always dwell

movin on i jus sing 
this stupid song i wish 
we could get along but ig 
that i was wrong  get better
yea i hope u miss me n my sweater 
yea i rly miss u send a letter
it’ll get better it’ll get
get better

##Do It Better w/ Eczotic (erdo + ashy)

i knoo w silkroadshordie n sugar

sillyworld...sillygirls...sillyteam :D

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