4am  - Control (prod Odel + Shigitori)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8iC3Gjze0B8&ab_channel=internetjoe
cr @internetjoe
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Bladee + Caspr + Ripsquad Type Beat

yea up down
do we wanna roll the dice?
bitch be quiet
you wont ever take my advice
im so sick and tired
of just acting nice
spin his fuckin block
then i stab him w a knife

up down
why they wanna fight now?
running in my mind
like its a fuckin endless round
i just feel like im on my own again
i just wish i was fucking dead again

(@ilyt4z)
Really not tryna waste my time again,
I keep havin ups and downs like when will it end,
Know im holdin 2 glocks came in different gens,
You know even if i fall ima rise again,
Don't know how much cash I spend,
You know we always gone win,
Why that 5 think she a 10,
Turn that 1 into a 2,
Fuck you bitch I don't need you,
You're to much I gotta go,
You know thats just how it goes,
Had some highs and had some lows,

im so scared to fall in love now
you gonna be the one that tears my heart
im so scared just to be so far apart
throw my phone into the river
thought she the one she made my skin shiver
taste of her lips that shit is bitter
never gave a fuck so il kill off my liver
standing on the stage bring me in the spotlight
they just always ask if il ever be alright
alrgiht ya ya alright alrgiht ya ya alright

yea up down
do we wanna roll the dice?
bitch be quiet
you wont ever take my advice
im so sick and tired
of just acting nice
spin his fuckin block
then i stab him w a knife

up down
why they wanna fight now?
running in my mind
like its a fuckin endless round
i just feel like im on my own again
i just wish i was fucking dead again


help me pay 4 the rv + pay me rent in canada via this link here:gofund.me/379b6642

SICKANDTIRED W/T4Z(xani)

Feat @skubi777
Prod @shinjinv

i Wish i wasn't in mmy Head x4
i Wish u Didn't want me Dead Ahh
iWish u diidn't want me Dead
Like i Wish i could make Amends, Woah
But i don't Wannt u inThe end

End, Woah
End, End, Woah
In the End, End, wWoah
End, Woah
u Aint never Cared
u Aint ever Care
u Were Neverr There
uWere never There, For me
Like u say that u Fucking Cared\

Now i Know that u Were lying To Me
And i Know that i shouldn't Care
i Never heard u Say Goodbye to Me
the Thing that Hurts is that ,u nNever Cared..

skubi:
gloc k on me got 30 on t he clip 
i thi nk about my life
and how it g ot to this 
got opps  who w ant me 
finn a put em on a list
got  my shit sighted in 
i kno i won’t miss
i kno your  drank fake 
(iont remember )
how you sa y skubi fake 
yo u don’t kno w what i know 
so rry bitch im 2up!
ksubi jeans wit the chr ome 
made ten racks today 
you know i took it to the sto
i just ne ed  a second to lie down 
my biggest sec ret don’t find out 
anxiety’s got my wo rst i can’t shout 
i still try my best 
im not about 
i just feel like im not enough 
ev eryday im feeling stuck 
i know im not eno ugh

i Wish i wasn't in mmy Head x4
i Wish u Didn't want me Dead Ahh
iWish u diidn't want me Dead
Like i Wish i could make Amends, Woah
But i don't Wannt u inThe end

End, Woah
End, End, Woah
In the End, End, wWoah
End, Woah

still Missyou idc

in the End w/ Skubi (Shinjin)

cover art by @webstargaze

i think its up to u
my legs r made of clay my arms are stringy too
i'm fucking mumbling idk what to do
put me together with some buttons and some glue

i don't wanna live this life no more
i feel some pretty colors now im walking out the door
use me like a cellphone only touch me when ur bored
im so ignored
i feel so ignored

burberry glasses with the rose tint 
u left me on ur counter
i cannot ignore this
i feel like i'm @catgif 
i js dont miss
and when im by ur side 
i feel important
paper clip necklace
i got paper clip dreams 
2025 swear im gonna leave the scene
bc this shi not for me 
u expect me to know it all
im a teen
bby drink the tea it'll help you catch yours z's

@noraware
I would've loved u so much, but u won't open up.
Convince me nothing's wrong, convince me I'm all wrong.
Would it hurt to tell the truth? I wanna see u amount to good.
I don't wanna hurt you, but I feel I'm all on my own.

@dishonors
i don't wanna live this life no more
i feel some pretty colors now im walking out the door
use me like a cellphone only touch me when ur bored
im so ignored
i feel so ignored

expired  @evelost

lights flash . then i might close my eyes

quiet @sabbath

@shatter3d is insane

anxiety is killin me i cnt wait,,
think ab givin up every single day x_x
getting on my fucking knees and pray
all my problems go away
evry single promise that i made 
down the fucking drain ..
carve out my skin with ur name xx
if he talking shit we goin hit him where it hurt
we gon split his wig then we put him in the dirt
hoping evryday u dnt realize im the worst :o
wonder why im cursed
wonder if ill ever be worth </3
still think ab her
wont ever forgive her...



go away (shatter3d)

pierce