introvert cover (prod.kbl)

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produced by plantcham
performed mixed written by me
cover art by my girlfriend 

sequel to crawler
thank you for listening like always

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held it open like a doorman
tell me, why's it always pouring here?
she put it on like a showman
was the moment I knew I was scared
I split my head out wide
though incomplete, I try
I know that it sounds boring to you but this is my life
could you cut me some slack I
know that I'm not a good son
I'll wait till we orbit and then I'll wake up
spent 500 hours on screens in a month
let it burn up my skin so my eyes won't cry
a dumb ear I lended a thousand times
put my right hand on your shoulder darling
I'll tell you that everything will be just fine

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

my yells (my yells)
my yells have exhausted love
have exhausted love
I've had a hell of a day
wash it all up in the drain
don't make a sound
everything's gon' be okay

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

(yells don't make a sound
yells don't-
yells don't make a sound)
my yells don't make a sound
my yells don't make a sound
I'd hate to see you frown
I love you with my heart
I'd rather stay with you for now

showman

twin hoes
@imnotvrycreative

twin hoes looking the same
feelings looking the same
bad hoe asking whats my name
we go band 4 band it dont fuck up my day 
bang
twin hoes looking the same
fye'd up it go bang bang bang
feelings looking the same
feelings looking the feel feel feel
bad hoe asking whats my name
bang bang bang
we go band 4 band it dont fuck up my day

my life too important
too much shit need a storyboard
freaky hoe told me to record it
she was asking how tf i afford it
i i got a belt its costing me more than accords
u need to kill yourself i stg you shouldve been an abortion

okay, put that up, thats where it stay
gave up on counting it, cause ts never count the same
need that 20 ways
pissed up on ya accolades
boy we not the same, 2 different things to break the bank
try that, must be dummer than i think
he let the fye bang, good aim, fuck range
fuck making friends wit them, im tryna up change
white shooter look jus like chase

twin hoes looking the same
feelings looking the same
bad hoe asking whats my name
we go band 4 band it dont fuck up my day 
bang
twin hoes looking the same
fye'd up it go bang bang bang
feelings looking the same
feelings looking the feel feel feel
bad hoe asking whats my name
bang bang bang
we go band 4 band it dont fuck up my day

banggg w creative (kenzee)

this got taken down 2 times before posting (sc don't get ur lick back pls)
i tried to mix and master idk how

[start]
baby popping percs
man she feeling like she famous
she want talk about my name
thats ignoramus
got a 100 round draco it gon' baim shit
got a choppa on my soul
no ion play fair

[middle]
cocaína boy im steppin in
she don't wanna fw me thats dangerous
ion give a fuck about no politics uh
ion give a fuck
boy i'm over it.

[end]
baby popping percs
man she feeling like she famous
she want talk about my name
thats ignoramus
got a 100 round draco it gon' baim shit
got a choppa on my soul
no ion play fair

famous [p. Rollie]

taste

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by plantcham

Had the world in the palm of my hands
Oh pretty girl, why'd you do me like that?
The teller asked me if I've died yet
Told him give me couple minutes let me digest
Do you feel the high yet?
I like bleeding cause I don't think bout the time spent

Tell me, do you feel the high yet?
I like bleeding cause I don't think bout the time spent
I was clean for like a month but guess I digress
Tell me baby, do you feel the high yet?
Don't let go
I just need to get my mind right
Do as I'm told
I'll stay clear, outta your sight

Don't hurt me
I'm sorry
I hate my body
Do you smile at the thought of me?
Severed nerves and my bones grown weak

Oh judi
Oh judi
Have you thought about me lately?
Oh judi
Oh judi
Tell me, have I gone crazy?

Had the world in the palm of my hands
Oh pretty girl, why'd you do me like that?
The teller asked me if I've died yet
Tap her shoulder ask her do you feel the high yet

oh judi

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by plantcham

They tell me that I’m dumb
Shit, I agree with them
Yea, I was out tryna find solace
Picked up the j and couldn’t put it down
Couldn’t tell you who I am now
Left home to make my dad proud but I done lost my whole mind wow
I still, I still love you dearly
I don’t, I don’t want no one near me
And don’t dare offer me a cig yea that shit fucking disgusting

I’ll be gone
So so damn far
I was wrong
To lend you my heart
Are you better than?
You are heaven sent
5150
Now I’m hell bent
And I did it once
I’ll do it again
Get me out the city
Need a soul cleanse

Told the teller I’ve been so exhausted
He laughed and told me “go and shut your noggin”
I give more than I take like way too often
I built and lay down in my own coffin
Miss the days where I would watch the train go by
Don’t care if it’s fake, want to be yours tonight
Tell me what you want or where your heart resides
Tell me what you-
Tell me what it feels like
Tell me what it-

We’re young baby have pride in it
Spent the last five months thinking I’d die before I turn nineteen baby
Turn around, put your fists up
Wish I didn’t fucking miss ya
Turn around, put your fists up
I’ll be there cause I need ya
Tell another lie
Maybe in another life
Don’t think twice
I’ll show you I’m able this time

Told the teller I’ve been so exhausted
He laughed and told me “go and shut your noggin”
I give more than I take like way too often
I built and lay down in my own coffin
Miss the days where I would watch the train go by
Don’t care if it’s fake, want to be yours tonight
Tell me what you want or where your heart resides
Tell me what you-
Tell me what it feels like
Tell me what it-

5150

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by neverforever
additional production by me

They say, “give it time”
Suppose it’s only right
I wore a smile until the days had turn to night
I watched my knees give out as soon as I saw the text
I laid my conscience down to rest
I watched my options fade to grey
Till there was nothing left
I don’t wanna feel this way
I don’t wanna deal with it no more
The things I love about you
Are things I wish I could change

Are things I wish I could change
Are things I wish I could change
Wish I could change
You tore a hole in my brain
Pick up a piece of my remains
And leave the rest up to fate (are things I wish I could change)
Cause babe I feel like a slave
And I can’t deal with the pain
Don’t tell me it was all in vein
Oh these are things I wish I could change

change

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by kire

Tell me sweet lies baby
Tell me sweet lies baby
Tell me this shit is not real
Tell me it’s all a damn lie
I won’t give up this time
I won’t give up this-

Spent a month baby fuck- a lifetime
How do I say this so it come out right
Felt god let my hand out
Let it freeze up cause it felt nice
Pray I’ll see you again
Pray to god the phone rings and we’ll make amends
Pray to god my life don’t end
Pray to god won’t bloody up my arms and cry my eyes out again
Pray to god you’ll be fine if I’m on tomorrow’s paper
Love I hate to be a hater
But my eyes have grown so vacant
Know you love it when I say it
Like some shit about my music
Wrote my songs about you, won’t you take a listen?

Tell me sweet lies baby
Tell me sweet lies baby
Tell me this shit is not real
Tell me it’s all a damn lie
I won’t give up this time
I won’t give up this-

forswear

this is a song i made one day thanks for listening
coreleased with bitekiekikeikiek

yea

i dont wanna take your fucking advice
look at me right, if you want me to be nice
you know you’re steady on my mind
i need you tonight, oh, i need you to

tell me what i need to do
cause i just really need you
i want you to be there now
i dont wanna make you choose
if you’re going, if you’re going out with me
cause i dont ever wanna make you fucking stay with me
i need you back
i need to

girl why we fighting
its just another problem to deal with
and i just gotta tell you how im feeling
i been acting way too fucking sick

cause darling wont you stay just one more night
you ask me if im okay, i say im fine
but look at me and tell me its alright
cause i know you're right
i don't need to hide
so can you

tell me what i need to do (tell me what i need to)
cause i just really need you
i want you to be there now
i dont wanna make you choose
if you’re going, if you’re going out with me
cause i dont ever wanna make you fucking stay with me
i need you back (ooh)
need you to

tell me what i need to do (tell me what i need to)
cause i just really need you
i want you to be there now
i dont wanna make you choose
if you’re going, if you’re going (out with me)

(cause i dont ever wanna make you fucking stay with me)
oh if you're going, if you're going
(i need you back, ooh)
no, no, if you're going, if you're going

going out (p. towa pasmurno)

oh
oh won’t you know, it gets hard as it goes
lady i miss you so
and the sounds of home

when did it get like this?
busy as can be
but georgia’s way too pretty
i just can’t compete
i just can’t compete

lately i fear
that i’m not enough

5150

spoder

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