spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6WoXlGle95jkszY3VAWPho?si=2327d7ba423c4d4c

produced by plantcham
written by me
mix and mastered by me

happy birthday 2 me
been incredibly uninspired as of late, sorry for the absence
wanted to try something different, happy tunes after this
i hope you enjoy :)

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been awhile since i felt something
that felt real
my never ending thoughts
feels like im throwing rocks
can't you hear me?
i'm screaming
do you fear me?
i'm pleading
cause this just don't feel right
i don't want to cause a fight
you should live your final life
you've already ruined mine

am i
a bother?
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer
a bother
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer

can't help but feel stuck
it's all in my head
got this damn ache in my chest
just a minute of rest
is all i ask for
i don't feel bad for the way that i act
when my intention was for you to relax
so calm down
breathe in
what's the point in it
when you're not feeling
been awhile since i've gone without a meaning
i wonder why you talk without a reason
cause you've already ruined life

am i
a bother?
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer
a bother
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer

crawler

'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

.

INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

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MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

stream the mf song

charmer, +roah, scruff

@redhxrse (producer)
@oroahh
@lizablaise
@1spoder

@redhxrse
i feel the snowdrops touch
see them glisten in the sky
feeling cosy w a hot mug of coffee, 
oh, what a life!
n the nice warm glow of the fireplace
god, it could put me to sleep
i wish this season would never change
feel like I'm living the dream

hear the bells start ringing
and the snowman says hi
while the children in the distance
have their little snowball fights

@oroahh
it's 6pm now and the sun isn't out
the breeze is so cold when we were walking about
she was calling your name from like outta the crowd
don't leave her side yet
is it real bad that i doubt you?
don't get me wrong i feel like shit too
i feel the same
you fucked up this shit in like every which wayyy

@lizablaise
babe, it's getting so late
walk up to the door, you're driving me home
the glow on your face like lights that adorn
all the streets leading back to you
made my mind up, you're all i choose
last winter broke your heart in two
spin the record and watch our blues fade away
the mistletoe's waiting, the angels are pacing
impatiently i sway, then your hand's on my cheek
and the sleigh bells start ringing, my winter gloom's at bay

@1spoder
were you satisfied?
i lost my head in the snow, you found it
i wish i made it all up, i've fallen in love
there's no point to dance around it
i wanna watch all the snow pile up
frostbites cover my arms
up to my heart
there's no point in lying, it causes more harm
oh my dear you look frigid
the snow falls the same whether which way you put it
can you promise me one thing?
to let it down slowly

snowdrops

ukg 3.0

may 29 2022

intro:
hole in my chest but they still don’t notice
tell them all about my problems but they don’t know shit
if the weather matched my feelings then i might feel better
cos all this sunshine been making me feel lesser
petrified im feeling petrified
locked in my bedroom shit can i even tell the time
everything’s so grey can’t tell between wrong and right
is there any point in trying?

chorus
i think i’m in denial
for the things they say bout me
like how i'm so behind in life
and that i don’t know how to feel
timewaster
let the evil thoughts in my mind
no more candles left to light
go to heaven yeah i might

@dpf617:
back up, head shot make him act up
look on the ground and his blood all splattered
am i crazy? idk, in denial feel so low
kinda lost another day run thru my head when she said she wish i was dead
passed out on the floor with the pills up
talking to the voice in my head they gone kill us
another bottle going down in the system
the old me man i know they gone miss em
now my face on the news its my image
going straight to the bid for some quick shit
right now getting paint as the villain
when i'm out they gone see me as the hero
i don't even know why i try now
going down i ain't going where the light go

verse:
cash out
ignore the voices drinking till i pass out
cry now
the pills keep me at bay don't gotta fight now
lights down
close the curtains keep my thinking to myself now
locked out
get away from all u bums u way too low-brow
yea i'm an overthinker social weirdo
never find the words to say
the news, it travels quick
the dirt on u piles in less than a day
toxic grapevines
the same ones to drown in our sorrows
feel them eyes drill into me
what's the point of seeing tomorrow

bridge
the time keeps ticking
and my life i keep wasting
all these whispers in n out my head
alone, im craving
the time keeps ticking
and my life i keep wasting
all these whispers in n out my head
alone, i'm craving

i think i’m in denial
for the things they say bout me
like how i'm so behind in life
and that i don’t know how to feel
timewaster
let the evil thoughts in my mind
no more candles left to light
go to heaven yeah i might

timewaster

timewaster, +DPF

produced by @saiwai

as always thanks @rpsu for the luh character drawing

//Lyrics

oh oooh ooh.. oh
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
ooohh
never know whats going on in my head
always some sh*t i cant forget now
you will never get, my 100% now
I ive been stopped
its been off
tryna change me like ive been wrong
tryna stay.. with those eyes im lost
whatchu say when your pride is goone
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
oooooh (dont, go, away, from me)

Stuck with you

stuck with you [p. sai]

max: https://soundcloud.com/maxrrss
bugs: @bugs
//Lyrics

(Scruff)
Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
See your eyes you been cryin
Thats on me
You try to be biased
I cant breathe
I know my ex is proud of me
Get it out
Shoulda said sumn, but your missing out
See this out, whatchu on about
said im sorry
Thats on me
I dont need a possy
Set me free
Oh oh you dont know my pain
F*ck F*ck imma break these chains
I dont hear you, say my name
Say my name

Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone(gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

selfish w/max [p. bugs]

prod @saiwai 
gangy ┏ (゜ω゜)=👉 @yokulol
old song
floor2

lyrics:

~~~~~

helper:

2 3
just let me take off my face
so i can breathe
ive been chained to myself
and i dont wanna leave
i tell my friends that it hurts
but it works
drive away in my hearse
but i think i went too far

ya they always told me that i wouldnt make it
spineless
ive been on my own shit
ive been blazin
(fakin)
yeah i was here before
quit fakin it
fuck a beat switch
all yall on some lame shit
yeah i tried, and ive tried
but i didnt even do it on purpose
i just wanna say that u werent worth it
i dont even know why im hurtin
(2x)

yoku:

thats what they talk bout'
really thought that we could be somethin special 
ohhhh, afraid its getting worse tho
imma take my time oooooo ohhhhh
im just runnin from myself how im chained up
i dont really know how they think they can change ya, boi
nananana ohhh oooohh ohh ohhh

send lyrics bitch

~~~~~

helper:

ya they always told me that i wouldnt make it
spineless
ive been on my own shit
ive been blazin
(fakin)
yeah i was here before
quit fakin it
fuck a beat switch
all yall on some lame shit
yeah i tried, and ive tried
but i didnt even do it on purpose
i just wanna say that u werent worth it
i dont even know why im hurtin
(2x)

too far w/ yoku

prod me
episode 5
@letmebeyourhelper
Art by monkeyDGERLUFFY

el toro 🎸 (feat. helper)

its true though
(i do not condone the usage of coca*ne)

pretty girls do cocaine

mel by @yokulol
written and recorded by me
cover by me

lyrics:

bitches talkin shit but they aint shit to me
all these fuckin labels want shit with me
why does everybody wanna deal with me
im too tired, too tired
but i guess its just what i deserve
faceplant, stomp down, know it hurts
last night i lost my worth
yeah, thats my shit dont care

yeah thats my shit, my shit
thats my shit uh huh
yeah thats my shit, my shit
thats my shit uh huh
no-scope through your face, know it burns
yeah i dont miss, dont miss
yeah thats my shit, my shit
thats my shit uh huh

you're so- you're so- 
annoying -nnoying
like everybody else just wants a piece of something
you're just- you're just-
like poison- poison
and my nights are highlighted with superficial noises

baby ima tell u straight up
every fuckin time i see your face i wanna break up
left the party early so id never have to change us
now im countin money in my hand its like im famous
and that shit was so difficult, mm, mm
like pins and needles through my skull, mm, mm

yeah thats my shit, my shit
thats my shit uh huh
yeah thats my shit, my shit
thats my shit uh huh
no-scope through your face, know it burns
yeah i dont miss, dont miss
yeah thats my shit, my shit
thats my shit uh huh

bitches talkin shit but they aint shit to me
all these fuckin labels want shit with me
why does everybody wanna deal with me
im too tired, too tired
but i guess its just what i deserve
faceplant, stomp down, know it hurts
last night i lost my worth
yeah, thats my shit dont care

crawler

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