tdgmfu (prod. back2thapast)

bitter

verses in order
@nathan_dagum
@jimmydagum
@1scade

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@lewisgoing
@ki11justin

art by @fromharleywithlove

dream team (NATE!, st jimmy, scade, lewisgoing, killjustin)

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im a prick and i admit it 
prolly shoud of see the signs
she was throwing subtle hints 
but i ignored em at the time 
but today i went back to the old texts 
just to see what it was like before she detest 
everything i did 
im a dumbass little kid 
man i shouldve payed attention to the things i never did 
what tf im even saying when im talking to you
im pointing out another flaw and i project it on you 

never understood how you could stay with me 
im a bitch i need help 
i need therapy
ive been struggling to love myself 
looking at the mirror i might off myself 
so 

tell me what im doing what im doing everyday 
i might pull the fucking trigger 
i might pull it any day 
and they tell me that they love me 
but i never really felt it 
every other day is an excuse to climb a mountain
lately ive been getting really better at this music
ever since we broke up
make a beat and then abuse it 
i dont even eat not getting sleep its not a problem
lately ive been focusing on things not at the bottom.

if i could go back

YLYFESTYLE
It's A Fucking Mixtape Get It Right

Apple Music Link

Turn Up O' Clock (Prodtarnishedd99)

DIFFERENT

(prod. jorko)

zorra dime 
que es lo que tu quieres de mi, yeah
solo quiero que tu quieras
cuando quiero ma

y si vos vas a dejarmela asi
vas a romperme la psiquis 
zorra tengo ganas de buscarte pero
ya no te encuentro 
perdoname puta
si ya no contesto

pero debo admitir que extraño tus besos
me hacés derrapar como llantas en el pavimento
dices que lo nuestro es un invento

ya no sé que decirte, ah
hoe ya no estoy pa tus problemas
i-gotta go 
toco en otra city, tengo que tomar el avion

cual es tu plan, de todas maneras?
si te pones mi campera para salir en tu story
se que todavia vos sos mi shorty
desde que me llamaba forik
tengo balas para ese gil, yo traje la forty

q es lo q tu kieres de mi?

autumn ft. ketsai (odece + 5v + skoolio)

prod sxrrow

this time i’m gona tell the truth
in my room cut my wrist wit my tiger tooth
then my mom came home ion know what to do
i jus act like i’m sleep n felt the blood flow
got up in an hour snuck into the shower
bandaids on my injuries prayed that it’d be over
very next night i was down bad
took a couple pills n i cried with that
reached into my desk drawer
lay down on the floor
same knife and i cut it up some more
thought i saw a bone so i stopped i was prolly trippin
there was vicodin in my system
broke up w my girl but i ain’t trippin bout hoes
rest of the month i wore my long sleeve clothes
could’ve had it all but when the time comes i fold
that’s the story of my life and the story i told
it’s so fucked up
it’s so fucked up
it’s so fucked up
i’m so fucked up
it’s so fucked up
i cut i cut
it’s so fucked up
the blood the blood
it’s so fucked up
but that’s just how it is
i cut my heart

long sleeves

intro pluto

im moving on tryna get this over with
ive never been the same since im older 
and im never doing any f****ng schoolwork
hoping ill blow up and ill drop outta college 
when i look at u
always laying in my arms u know i wanna comfort u 
writing all my songs about the time that i gave up on u
i wanna do it all again u know i was a f****ng fool 
always was in love u

verse 1 pluto

its like im in my f****ng head 
gotta stay away 
got a lotta problems and u know theyre all up in my brain
know im safe 
see ur face 
now i hope it all can start 2 feel the same now
always in my brain now 
in my room overthinking everyday 
im just sitting on my phone staring at an interface 
hoping i dont start a fight  
cause itll ruin everything 
and i dont know what 2 say 
so im just staring at her face tonight
yeah u know im always feeling outta place 
like im up in outer space 
where i got my f****ng name and im 
running outta inspiration in a trance 
but im speaking like its france
cause im singing like im angelus

bridge pluto

yeah im a psycho dangerous 
let the blood dry red paint stain my wrist 
a lotta actions know thats blasphemous 
i know i start shit but its just an accident

verse 2 yuske

???

verse 3 pluto

knowing me no one ever else above u 
anytime u want yeah u know ill f****ng come thru
im feeling so damn down
ill ask u what 2 do
now im crying on the floor laying in ur bathroom

outro pluto

ill miss the smell of waking up to perfume
the sight of u getting ready in my bedroom
know i fell in love right when i met u
even when i fall 2 hell i wont forget u

Overthinking w/ Yuske (Yungspoiler)

mixed by me
prod @PINK_P

paint me as the bad guy how typical of u
u dont even know half the shit that ive been through
keep talking that shit and you gonna get ran thruuuu
i live the life of a villain
whats my networth bitch it's a million
there's no stoppin me bitch there's no ceiling
look in your eyes cant explain this feelin

i was blacked out at the party
takin lsd but it look like smarties
isolation im on my own
crawlin through the street tryna find my way home
i said i love you but i lied
i said i didn't but i tried
well i guess this is goodbye
i was happy till u died

waste of time
im a waste of space
gotta crawl out
of this cold dark place

dream team (NATE!, st jimmy, scade, lewisgoing, killjustin)

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