https://open.spotify.com/track/2omDqZiWiMFRdP0DKLxhY6?si=fe8095140d844e35

ib: @lumminaa

@remiliaxd :

oh what a sight
i don't think i want to fly, no
and i don't really want to die there
keep this world to myself
'cause i can hide there
but i don't really wanna die

i reside in this wasteland
dying but i'm awake, and
smile but i fake it
i don't want to take this
i know the way, and
escape from all of the pain
but i can't fall asleep
my anxiety has been changing me

ohhh
and how could i sleep here
i'm alone, i'm on my own, i really need you now
oh, but you hurt me, i guess we're through
no, i'm not you

i need someone to rest with
you wouldn't get it, no
and you didn't care, i know you won't
the words were stuck in my throat
i loved you but you don't
love yourself but i won't
i have to hide away again

(i swear i don't think i'll make it)
(i'm not you, i'm not you no)
(i swear i don't think i'll make it)
(i'm not you, i'm not you no)

ohhh
and how could i sleep here
i'm alone, i'm on my own, i really need you now
oh, but you hurt me, i guess we're through
no, i'm not you

i need someone to rest with
you wouldn't get it, no
and you didn't care, i know you won't
the words were stuck in my throat
i loved you but you don't
love yourself but i won't
i have to hide away again

shelter

something more lively
ty voidrave99 for the beat
ON STREAMING
https://open.spotify.com/track/5tCJ67Gd53BVZNHS57fLrA?si=bf702f67959b4a41

lyrics: 
the walls are caving in 
lights are starting to get dim 
i, i can't tell where we've been 
and the world starts to spin 
spin, spin, spin
just kiss me in the rain
you're already in my brain
cmon let's misbehave

i, i know you think of me
when the morning sun comes
so come and lay with me
baby let's get undone
done, done
yeah you're my only one
you got me crazy, 
so cmon with me let's just 

spin, spin, spin
there's nobody watching us
spin, spin, spin
there ain't nobody else

misbehave-have
misbehave-have (ohhh)
misbehave-have
(ohh, oohhh)
spinnin' round and round
spin, spin 

i know you think of me
when the morning sun comes
so come and lay with me
baby let's get undone
done, done
yeah you're my only one
you got me crazy, 
so cmon with me let's just 

spin, spin, spin
there's nobody watching us
spin, spin, spin
there ain't nobody else

misbehave-have
misbehave-have (ohhh)
misbehave-have
(ohh, oohhh)
spinnin' round and round
spin, spin

spin (voidrave99)

Hello April! We're still alive!

@remiliaxd
@fabs4k
@prodarisu
@jichuuu

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@remiliaxd :

now i gotta go again
i don't need no problems
save it for the end
and i hope that we can solve 'em

run away again
meet up at the garden where we'll lockdown
it's so quiet, hear my heartbeat, feel my heart pound

okay baby take my hand, don't let it go
you're the only one i trust, when i'm walking through the snow
oh, let it go, i promise i'll let you know
let you in on my reality where we can take it slow

oh oh oh
love you for who you are
slowly dancing under stars
i feel so safe now that i know that's who you are
baby take me in your arms
baby never let us part, oh

it's for you, it's for you, it's for you
yeah all you, all you, all you
show my love and prove it's true
baby show me something new
i would give my all for you
it's for you, it's for you


@fabs4k :

yea i wake up feelin lovely
yea i'm with the bros we sit down, we feelin comfy (@1aprilshowers)
it's our happy day, yea i'm posted with my buddies
she callin me a klutz, i jus end up feelin clumsy, yea yea

gonna strike a pose like we're gonna take a flick, yea
capturin the moment yea it only takes a click, yea
she said that she love me, now my heart be racing quick, yea
she said she been hinting, now it hit me like a brick, yea

i don't wanna hurt u
ur so sweet like honey, i cannot desert u
yea u know i can't desert u
desert u, yea yea yea

the garden +remilia, fabs (arisu x jichu)

huge thanks to @1akura and @hartfxlt they are really the goats no cap
produced by @aerelin

recorded in feb 2024 
spotify next week 
-------------------

me:
you could have leave but i still have feelings for you
you said you wanna be together but who would have knew
guess that how the story ends
wish our paths will cross again
it was love at the first sight
was it fate? yeah
wish i could rewind the time to the day we met
to try again and try again
just to make things work

@1akura:
can you listen to my heart?
all the words are just tearing me apart
every single day i just wonder where you are
every single day im just looking at the stars
every single day ye its getting kinda hard
wonder where you are, i wonder where u go
baby wheres the love, i swear it never shows
listen to my heart
i wanna hold you close
i don't know where you are
i want you to come home

@hartfxlt:
thinking thru my choices
I regret letting you go
hear your voice and 
turn around, its nothing but snow
I can't avoid it
all these thoughts keeping me cold
its so annoying because I tried letting you know 
so run home, back to me 
I lost control, whats happening
all the things I hate is what ill be 
thought of you today, have you thought of me?

me: 
you could have leave but i still have feelings for you
you said you wanna be together but who would have knew
guess that how the story ends
wish our paths will cross again
it was love at the first sight
was it fate? yeah
wish i could rewind the time to the day we met
to try again and try again
just to make things work

art by www.pixiv.net/en/users/81852718

try again + akura & hartfxlt (aerelin)

prod. ‪‪@gehx_x‬ + ‪‪@indrasarrow_prod, s/o mae and woonerf! luv u guys <3 artwork pyanyasha

verse in order:

@1sunsuu
yeah u told me ure the one
how u even lie 2 me, yeah u lost my trust
we were enemies to lover yeah u broke into my heart
and I can't even stand it when u fill me up with lust
and I give u yet another chance
and u blew it all away what u thinking in your head
I can't tell how much I miss ur touch
and I guess that it's all my fault that I get myself attached
and I, I don't know
how you tell me I should live it all
and I, I'll fall
deep into the spirals that'll never end
I can't believe when u told me I should leave it
u make no sense when u ask me what's the meaning
u try so hard why u trying to deceive me?
why u getting so mad when this shit it's not working?
and I give u yet another chance
and u blew it all away what u thinking in your head
I can't tell how much I miss ur touch
and I guess that it's all my fault that I get myself attached

@xvixio

@woonerf

fault

##fault ♡･ﾟ:*｡.:*･ﾟ w/ mae, woonerf ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡

prod: @yoto-capone + @im17again
w/ @peiflowy

Lyrics:
[me]
It's wise for me not to think of it
But I can't get rid of this shit, yea im sick of it
Can i just get a real feelings for once?
I don't care is it love?, is it curse? Idk
Tell me is it blood, is it tears i wont let you go 
Cause all i want is you to understand 
And i won't let you go
Cause everything falls apart when you go😔

[Pei]
Feels like everyday
beens getting worse for me,
yuh throw my heart in the bin,
anniversary,
yuh hope they understand my pain,
got the percs on me,
yuh they be saying why you lonely,
I don't choose to be,
love me or hate me,
I've been through all this fucking shit,
got the pain in my head,
and it could never fucking fix,
and I keep holdin it on,
but every time I just trip
and every time that I make it the chance
just fucking slips,
I've been thru love I had enough,
yuh my stomach full of bugs,
I've been holdin on my own.
in the end they ain't givin a fuck,

Think (yotocapone + im17again)

"deserve this" produced by @prod_acu @prodpawl4k & @azami37

Performed/Written by @counterxo

(Lyrics)
I’m so cold, alone 
I don’t feel like I have grown
The parts I hate about myself are making themselves known 
I can’t fold, I won’t
I can’t turn off the phone
When I look into the mirror it’s like all my flaws are shown  
What did I do to deserve what I’ve been through?
Need an answer, cause I put my trust in you.
Is it over for me too?
I wish I knew
Cause I don’t and I have no clue
Need an answer, cause I have to find what’s true
Is there hope for something new?

All the pain and misery
Is this what you want for me?
tried so hard to push through stress so much I had to grit my teeth
All the strain and history
Sometimes I can’t even breathe
Went too far and did my best but in the end what do I see?
Nothing at all
I came all this way just to fall
So much I could say, I just wait and rot away
Do you hear my call?

deserve this (acu + pawl4k + azami)

@ciyocrystal
@1kidsora
@hxroshii
@kucingyoiii
@tores

ciyokou:
aku akan Kembali
aku akan Kembali
aku akan Kembali
aku akan Kembali
kesisi mu
walau dunia ku akan menghilang
akan ku lakukan
akan ku lakukan

kishi:
ang ganda mo, baby ko, mahal kita
always lighten up my day, masaya
gusto ko sayo
ang ganda ng boses mo
pag kasama ko si kaida, know that i want ya
you’re the one in my heart
mi amor dame vida, i love when i see ya
you’re a work of art

kid sora:

hxroshii:
sayang maafkan diriku tak bisa buat mu Bahagia
aku tau diriku sudah tak berdaya
i know im the wrong here
i understand that you want to leave me
but i want you to come back to my side

KucingYoi:
penuh dengan dilemaaa~
aku harus tarik kataku
sakitilah diriku
aku tau kau benar

i put myself into hell
all i know you want me there
kalau kamu begitu
lebih baik kau mati

vian:
di ko na malayan
nag iisang tahanan
wag naman sayangan
hindi mo alam
pag ikaw ang kasama
hindi mo alam
na ikaw ang yakap

ohh ohh
ikaw na ang yakap

kitsunee +ciyo, kid sora, hxroshii, kucingyoi, vian (tores)

Cryinmothers

#YGMFU (what went wrong?)

JUMP

he/him/they 17 ##2025 ep soon

dc : @1sunsuu

@pastmemory
@4ftermath
@htmyc

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##fault ♡･ﾟ:｡.:･ﾟ w/ mae, woonerf ﾟ･:.｡:ﾟ･♡

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