prod me
art by me

lyrics:
and its just the way u hold me
cuz its been so long
tell me is this how u want me
cuz I think the feelings coming in
where were u when I was lonely
cuz it feels like you don't know me
I try but I'm still growing
I don't want for you to live for me

hide away
seen it coming
keep me safe
feels so lovely
I've betrayed
I did something
mind decayed
you're still wondering

I tell her not to worry
srt I floor it
I don't wanna listen to you cuz yo story boring
don't hit my line, ignore it
yea me and my squad we sippin 40s
I got so much fucking gas this shit feel like a forest
just stay a while
just tell me how u feel
you're what I want
don't try to keep it real
don't let me cry
Im not one to go fail
cant make it right
just know I wish you well

hide away
seen it coming
keep me safe
feels so lovely
I've betrayed
I did something
mind decayed
you're still wondering

live for me

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@rimerensu
@makemeapromise
@maknae

is it too late 
in my heart there is space
hope u relate 
ur love it sedates 
but u knew that much
u can make my whole heart blush

see the way u move its so divine
would u walk with me if u found time 
fingers intertwined with yours 
u can be my cure 
got me to my core girl
falling i still see u in my dreams 
so sweet like a strawberry
looks like from a magazine 
but theres something that i js dont know
heads going in a spiral
so would u wna be my world
js say the word 
ill be there in an instant

is it too late to ask from me 
open your eyes help u see
girl js tell me all that you need
know its alright stay with me
just give it one more try
only think ab you and i
know you could see the light
keep on going i can see u fly

spotify

if you find the time, walk with me +rimeren (surgeon maknae)

set me free ft.zippie

been fuckin wit halo lately (again)
https://open.spotify.com/album/1e17C4KIyGp4lfggVbJHpR?si=TG_kRJV1RKqQII6WX_4zxA
@deepinparis @1sunsuu
prod @1crisis ofc ofc yall know wats up

lyrics-

@s1ck2k
yah
s1ck be on his bs
clippin out sum rounds
i wont stop until he foldin
im bouta lose it
so fuckin stupid
got ur gun and imma use it

i was at my lowest 
they all talk abt it
now they see me goin up
and they just sit in silence
[x2]

@deepinparis
i did it once and now i never wanna do it again
had to force me out my shell i had to muscle it
two glocks sittin on that shelf i had to spin that bend
ill let you in on a secret baby it never ends

i did it better than ever i need an award
they all confusing me i dont know what they came for
headphones always gettin tangled need a new cord
if they wanna fuck with me they gettin what they paid for

@1sunsuu
if i did it once you know i do it all again
me and sick we up in vc yeah we counting bands
if you talking down on me bitch i spray the ten
taking pills i'm off the addy I can't feel my brain

bitch you know I keep the pistol tucked
and if you running round my block you're gonna lose some bloods
why you trying way to hard oh boy don't test your luck
smoke the blunts im gone like fuck fuck fuck i'm high as fuck

silence w/ deepinparis + 1sunsuu [all plats]

@k4rson @1akura @kyoakyo @afterstoryx

@k4rson
i dont wanna see u being with someone
i remember when u said i was the only one
we haven't spoke in months
are u with someone?
are u with someone
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@1akura
why cant u see
u mean the most to me
ur the reason i breathe
we're so outta sync
u tell me to leave
"forever till the end" u said, but thats outta reach
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

@1akuraa
yea u told me to hold you
i got too close look at the things that i go thru
i know u know too
the things that i told u
i wanna be with u
if u go down that road, ill go down that too

im starting to think
that u and me
was just a dream
nothing to believe
u know it hurts me to say u dont love me
just one more time i wish i could make things right

@k4rson 
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

karson + akura - be with me (kyoa)

prod @bound2return @cruseyyyy
featuring @deepinparis 
aye yall we bacc


[@me]
givenchy my right wrist
bro you a side kick
pint of the act ima fuckin pour the sprite in
bro is striking songs cuz he mad he kinda like it
yeah im keeping peace cause i promise that im righteous
you not making bands yea i swear thts a virus
yeah these pussies in the scene they be changing like the climate

whatchu got yea thats sumn light
trap in the north side 
catch him down i got blood on my all whites
?":{P>_
uh yeah that boy a deer in the headlight
caught him up in traffic then its on sight x2

[@deepinparis]
just been waiting for that boy to do sum
know my entire life is fucked i think success is in my blunt
that boy got capped up in the yard i sent the mower at his lungs
if i cut you off for nothing im sorry for being blunt
dont need to be apprehensive when i did this shit the fastest
cant fit into these size 26 then ima fast then
im not trying to be mean i just cant ignore what the fact is
everytime i get up on another song then its a classic

[@me]
i got so much money that i think im full of greed
you wan talk bout funds and my pockets full of cheese
bought a bag from margiela cause i thought its kinda cheap
yeah i got some drillers thats gon slide when i need

i dont giv no fucks
im in love with blood
let me get an ounce of that gas its not enough
take a wood than face it , dont tell me that i bluff
brodie drop location, we pull up wit dem guns

whatchu got yea thats sumn light
trap in the north side 
catch him down i got blood on my all whites
?":{P>_
uh yeah that boy a deer in the headlight
caught him up in traffic then its on sight x2

righteous ft deepinparis (advxrse + crusey)

fun song prod @bothhappyandsad
with @fabs4k and @sensuku

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

@fabs4k

i don't know what's right
cause i'm still finding myself
i put my thoughts on a shelf
because i need some better health
i don't want you anymore
you put my heart on the floor
can't make me feel like that anymore
what was there isn't there
and you still want more

@sensuku

i still want more from you, for us
a back n forth, you break my heart
ive seen it all, ive seen it all
forget, forgive, its all a loss
whats the issue? let me know-
all pain cos i miss u
put aside my voice till im with u
stare the sky for days till i see through

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

here we go again!

here we go again! + fabs & sensuku (wallflower)

The Saddest Song of All

produced by my amazing friend @angelonmyshoulder
featuring @lifeessi
Fuck the people that Doubt me yall keep spying n giving me Plays
more coming soon 07/26


lyrics:

@stylas:
ha, ki-kick it wit prada ha
ha, ion like when im modest uh
i luv it when i wear cartier
he said he dont wanna problem uh
told him he safe broke a promise uh
had 2 switch the fuckin topic up
yea they want smoke and i brought it uh
yea im the aim im the target uh
all them bitches jus clone what i started up

ha
yea they jus do it for me
huh
he want a feat i ain doin that shit jus for free
huh
ha yea
when i play shit im jus playin for keeps
huh
ha
they tryna copy my flow and my sound 
i been sayin that i been unique

i luv the drugs in my body 
my system gets fucked up for nothing 
i wake up repeat
tell him to try push up on me 
i run thru his whole fuckin networth 
like every week 
i got dem guns like the army 
i mow down the whole fuckin block 
like boy im on a streak
im wit my boys and we goin up 
tell me what tf is difficult for u to see

@lifeessi:
think i got addicted to bankroll
im up now they do what i say so
yeah i keep my head up but i stay low
only focused on guap and the peso
my bitch badder than mf JLO
if he talkin we give him a halo
not gone follow wherever that they go 
oh yeah yeahh

run up imma take that boi ransom
with yo bitch and she say this her anthem
heart cold imma ghost like phantom
ain't no one finna fw my fandom
night time they all on me
sun go down finna stain my tee oh yuh
kickin with prada's yeah
when the sun go down still got chains on me

@stylas:
ha
yea they jus do it for me
huh
he want a feat i ain doin that shit jus for free
huh
ha yea
when i play shit im jus playin for keeps
huh
ha
they tryna copy my flow and my sound 
i been sayin that i been unique

i luv the drugs in my body 
my system gets fucked up for nothing 
i wake up repeat
tell him to try push up on me 
i run thru his whole fuckin networth 
like every week 
i got dem guns like the army 
i mow down the whole fuckin block 
like boy im on a streak
i gotta finish whats started
me an my bro go retarded

ha, ki-kick it wit prada ha
ha, ion like when im modest uh
i luv it when i wear cartier
he said he dont wanna problem uh
told him he safe broke a promise uh
had 2 switch the fuckin topic up
yea they want smoke and i brought it uh
yea im the aim im the target uh
all them bitches jus clone what i started up

target ft essi (wish)

I am back again!! a bit busy with college tho. but fr should I make a vocals tutorial? :3

artwork: /// prod. serenity, @stylas

.・。.・゜✭・❤・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜✭・❤・✫・゜・。.

vocal preset: payhip.com/b/U43nk

it's just like the book
you really are a strange person
you come to the hospital to visit me and yet all this time
you haven't said a word

...wanna kill yourself with me?...

[@1sunsuu]
oh could you tell me if it worth it
one wrong words and you just change into a whole different person
pushing all these fucking smokes inside my lungs got me dying
and I think I've lost my mind, cause my mind feel so crowded
I'm too weak, I'm too harmless oh I think that I'm broken
lately walking thru the city with my mind feel so hopeless
lost some thoughts inside my mind oh boy I needed to focus
yeah I try to fucking help but i don't know if it worth it
and all these voice surrounds me running round inside my head

never step outside the house cause I'm so scare of going out
I'm too busy getting bands oh boy I guess I push my luck
but death is coming really close so I always end up giving up
if I hate myself so much then I would fucking end it all
I don't want to do this all again
hope for the better for myself
when will the suffering would end?
my love for you it's still the same
I wish that I could fucking change
I'm still tie into these chain
forgetting words that you've said

(who ever does finds it, they'll be the one whose supposed to)
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ☆.｡.:* cause that's the way, it meant to be ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾

givingup -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̮‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ‧̫‧⑅ˏ͛-  #TMG #MYC (serenity, stylas)

prod. @angelonmyshoulder
ft. @cld

lyrics:
(me)
walk in the money talking know u can see 
options yea i got options u wont believe
yea they watching they always watching all over me
yea they plottin they steady plottin no i cant see

u are 
finding ways to move on
tell me what to do 
u need something newer

watching watching tell me whats the point
lock in lock in got no other choice
stop it stop it baby dont let go
my hand u can hold 
baby dont let go

(@cld)
feel the eyes on my back
i can tell I'm not alone
see them watching my tracks
girl when I say something wrong, just believe me
it feels like I've lost my defenses
i hate when you message
hate when it's all gone down

you were by my side, for real
try to switch on me like nah
i took my time to heal
loose branch you broke me off

they followin, keep that steel
no way they knock me off
ain't tryna stay on our side, let's go head cut that loss

(me)
walk in the money talking know u can see 
options yea i got options u wont believe
yea they watching they always watching all over me
yea they plottin they steady plottin no i cant see

u are 
finding ways to move on
tell me what to do 
u need something newer

watching watching tell me whats the point
lock in lock in got no other choice
stop it stop it baby dont let go
my hand u can hold 
baby dont let go

watching me w/ cld (wish)

he/him/they 17 #TMG #MYC

dc : @1sunsuu

@mentalness
@htmyc
@mailheart

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givingup -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̮‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ‧̫‧⑅ˏ͛- #TMG #MYC (serenity, stylas)

ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ @1sunsuu ✧ ˚ · .

ﾟ･:.｡:ﾟ･♡ @1sunsuu ✧ ˚ · .