(lyrics:)

(hook:)
i just burnt my hand on the stovetop tryna feel pain.
desensitized to negative emotion, i think i might go insane.
bandaid on my fingertip reminding me of all of my old mistakes.
fucked up in my friends car i got vomit on my chain.

(verse:)
fucked up in my friends car, throwin up.
grab a glass of henny pour a shot then throw it up.
i can’t focus i got butterflies they flyin in my guts.
i’m desensitized to harmin myself think that i might cut.
(ow)
lighter to my skin until it blisters from the heat.
i’m removing all my socials from my phone, i just delete
and my mama is so worried she the reason i aint sleep,
making sure i feel okay like every day and every week.

(bridge:)
i’m sorry mama.
i hurt myself again, i’m sorry mama.
i burnt myself cuz self inflicted traumas.
old habits comin’ back, unlike my father.
no he don’t wanna.
i’m sorry mama.
i hurt myself again, i’m sorry mama.
i burnt myself cuz self inflicted traumas.
old habits comin’ back, unlike my father.
no he don’t want us.

(hook:)
i just burnt my hand on the stovetop tryna feel pain
desensitized to negative emotion i think i might go insane
bandaid on my fingertip reminding me of all of my old mistakes
fucked up in my friends car i got vomit on my chain

desensitized. (prod. calder)

[[prod calder]]
feat @b4roscoe
ty to @odrylarsen for the extra guitar

MDA w/likeke

SKELETON FT. ISSBROKIE! [prod gort]

TALKIN SWEET FT ISSBROKIE [prod gort]

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BL4lYctOB3E

Additional production by landyn

Meat Grinder w/ Issbrokie (prod calder)

I Keep Trying  [prod.yungspoiler]

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by cy 劉

(lyrics:)
baby, i don’t think i’m in my right mind no more.
i still want you close by,
but i don’t know bout tellin you these white lies no more.
do you still love me when i’m not fine?
cuz i know that i’m a lot to handle.
and i’m aware you scared that i’m gonna die.
i just hope you’d leave before we both in shambles.
cuz i can’t be the one who ruins your life.
baby, i don’t think i’m in my right mind no more.
i still want you close by,
but i don’t know bout tellin you these white lies no more.
do you still love me when i’m not fine?
cuz i know that i’m a lot to handle.
and i’m aware you scared that i’m gonna die.
i just hope you’d leave before we both in shambles.
cuz i can’t be the one who ruins your life.

shteppi - right mind.

GUAP FT ISSBROKIE + RATFUCKER99 [prod gort]

vocals and lyrics by shteppi and thorne baker
production by mac kay

(shteppi // verse 1:)
waking up to 3pm sunlight
head is hurting n my stomach feelin sick
somethings keepin me up way past midnight
i can’t afford to give a fuck bout what it is
my medication aint workin like it’s supposed to
i’m so anxious, feel like bugs under my skin
i got my homies hittin me up “is u alright?”
i just tell em “yeah it is what it is”

(shteppi // chorus:)
let me know wassup i might come thru
thats if i can get outta bed that day
so scared what my heart n my lungs do
i aint new to this shit boy i been afraid

(thorne // verse 2:)
livin in my head a bit too much, gets uncomfortable
not sure if i love you, at most i think you're tolerable
yea yea
oh no
oh god that's terrible
yea yea oh no
(oh god that's terrible)
i know that youre sound asleep
ill be up alone again,
wish you could wake up and see how im doin
(oh god that's terrible)
wish you could wake up and see how im doin
call my friends but they dont hear a word i say
trapped inside an echo chamber baby its ok, i'll go away

(shteppi / thorne // chorus:)
let me know wassup i might come thru
thats if i can get outta bed that day
so scared what my heart n my lungs do
i aint new to this shit boy i been afraid

shteppi - degen. (ft. teenage disaster)

ISSBROKIE - WTFG! (ft. blckk X teenage disaster) (prod. gort)

art by nuuma and mix by jen and beat by shteppi!!! Shout out karma mob

I Keep Trying [prod.yungspoiler]

[Y2k]DEMIR