Garden.

Reality is a throw

baby why

Sob Story

Brutality

DEMIR Bangers

lie to me so i feel better ( buckx2 )

die in the morning :(

music to catch a fish too
art by @nuumastar on instagram

Dead To Me (buckx2)

single #2! new EP out November 5th!

featuring @bruiseronline

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
funny how they always call it a “good”bye 
when all i ever really felt was a big lie 
i’ll never play it off like this was nice try
i’m settling for nothing, lay me down on a land mine 
am i numb? 
is this anything i want? 
past the point, where i’m done
should i still be holding on?
ill say i’m disappointed 
truth is i’m just annoyed it’s 
not what i really wanted 
one more word i’m wasting my breath (fuck)

(hook)
it’s a cover up 
what i say to myself 
feelings bottled up 
i’m all alone and i’m trapped in this hell 
no signs just yet but i’m still trusting 
that you’ll be back it’s so disgusting 
are you gone or are you bluffing 
you’re in my head while i do nothing 

(verse 2 - bruiser)
you never called it out so now you're sitting by yourself
down and out, i'll play my part - did you play your cards right?
so don't get teary-eyed in my demise
is it a point to make or am I missing something?
i'll say i’m disappointed but i’m just annoyed 
it’s not what i wanted don’t waste my breath 

(bridge) 
while i do nothing, it brings you back 
try my best to just leave you in the past
are you gone yet?
are you bluffing?
in my head while i do nothing

while i do nothing (feat. bruiser) [prod. King Theta]

goin thru the motions
while there’s not even commotion
 
i need me a rope to hang a tire as a swing 
i could build aforest with these tires wheres the tree’s
rubber fuckin melting
 overboiling 
overboiling 
it’s too hot
 i need a moment
 just to breathe
but i cant in this heat… fuck

and if it aint me 
just leave no fuss
trust
i just drew a dog on the back of a bus
your ego lookin fatter than your mum


trust in the little simple things in your life
i dont wanna be the one to hold a killer knife
i just wanna hit the bumpy roads on sight
i just wanna feel like i can fly
why

theres as simple little phrase called shutup
and dont it fuckn hurt when its ya brodda
tellin u some shit that hurt you character 
whatsup
why u sayin all this shit like i am the fuckup

fuckup

i just wanna hear a 
typa 
clearer 
explanation
why you
doin all this shit like is u hatin
or do u got ur foot inside the door
like just in case if
i make million dollars and i save it
only for the people that i ever feel safe with
hey bitch 
stain this
grab my fuckin dick
i hope you tasteit

Knife [prod+RiCh LoSeR]

better luck next time 22
production by @dltzk 

im such a pussy
think that im fine but i move on when i know im not
all my friends hate me
and i know that they don’t but i feel that way around the clock
no i don’t wanna talk
to you the least of all
ignoring all of your calls 

im on the brink
all the sudden can’t think of a thing to say 
my mind it sinks
i got so many obstacles that i can’t seem to get out my way
i need you gone
i need you out of my life
i don’t wanna come home
id rather live in the night

think that I’d rather live in a lie
i won’t open my eyes
i know i won’t suffice 
to anything of value in my life
im surprised that im even alive

i want you to know
that you can escape all your lows

i want you to know
that i’ve conquered my lonely road

Credits - vivivivivi

washing machine heart (sped up + muffled)

ykwim- yot club (sped up)

prod by yvri and ira
mixed, written by ira and yxung plague
cover art by yxung plague

Damaged w/Ira [P. YVRI & IRA]

Damaged w/Ira [P. YVRI X IRA]

lyrics -

I aint rly gettin outa bed 
I been hearin screamin in my head
She aint rly hearing wut i said 
I cant rly seem to get ahead
See me kinda lookin like my dad
But mama take a look at where im at 
Yuh know i shoulda never made you mad 
But ima give you everything we never had

I aint really learn how to help myself 
Yeah i didnt think it hurt thought the drugs might help 
But it only make it worse sayin fuck oh well
Ion love her well but 
Ima show her that its real i dont guess  myself 
I dont fuck with other people i just sesh myself 
You ready to leave and i get my stuff 
Cuz our friends kinda suck

home alone (softbite)

PUNCH BACK! (FT. ISSBROKIE) (PROD. @SURGEISE)

Talking To Myself

[sitting|||at_the(-)end-of th3\\world]]

[Music Video]]: https://youtu.be/a8aSRKpYjGg

Verse:
Jaw is losing strength
Jaw is hurting me

Body
Body
Shutting Down
Body
Body
Breaking
Down
[repeated]]

Vocaloid sings: “So let go”
Demigod: But I can’t, I don’t want to die

Breakdown:
Body
Body
Breaking
Down
[repeated]]

My intestines want to show me the bright stars

Verse2: 
Eyesight losing grace
Hair is turning grey
Legs cannot hold my weight
Bones will shatter in their place
I will walk with my hands
Crawling back to origins
The water where life began
Time to be reborn again

Flesh Deletion

dreadow

she thinks maybe a gas leak from a stove she left on, so she tries to get out of bed but her muscles, are weak too 

I WOKE UP WITH THE BLOOD STAINS
UNDER MY NAILS
WHAT I DO LAST NIGHT?
I WAS BY MYSELF

I DONT NEED SHIT
I DONT NEED YOUR HELP
IMMA GO ON MY OWN
CAUSE I GOT NOTHING ELSE

WHEN I WOKE UP 

WHY AM I SICK OF THIS
KILLIN MY INNOCENCE
FUCK ALL THE STIMULANTS
CANT GO BACK

FEELIN THE DISSONANCE 
MORE THAN A LITTLE BIT 
FEELIN SO VILLANOUS
CUT NO SLACK

UGH
SHADOWS HIDE THE MASK BUT THE BLADE SHINE
UH
IM YOUR FUCKING FATE YOU CANT ESCAPE MINE

GORESTREET
CUTTING THROUGH SOME MORE MEAT
ACCORDING 
TO THE PUBLIC IMMA FUCKING MENACE TALKIN DENNIS
TALKING SHIT ILL WASH YOU OUT AND SEND YOU TO THE DENTIST

FEEL LIKE A BUTCHER HIS BRAIN SPLIT
RIPPIN SOME SKIN I MIGHT GIVE EM A FACE LIFT UH
PEOPLE SO FAKE AND SO BASIC
SELLING YOUR SOUL CAUSE YOURE PROMISED YOULL MAKE IT UH

STAY BY MYSELF I DONT NEED YOU
IMMA GHOST YOU CAUSE YOU SEE THROUGH
EVERYTHING STAINED CAUSE I BLEED THROUGH
STAY BY MYSELF I DONT NEED YOU

MY SINK GOT THE RED
I THINK THAT IM DEAD
CAUSE I CANT FEEL SHIT
NEED A SHRINK FOR MY HEAD
NEED TO REST IN MY BED
BUT THERES SOMETHING STILL UNDER IT
GETTING OUT MY TRAUMA BUT IT KEEPS ON FUCKING DOUBLING

WAY THAT MY MENTAL IS WORKING ITS TROUBLING

I CANT EVEN BREATH 
I JUST CANT BELIEVE 
I CANT EVEN BREATH
I JUST CANT BELIEVE

Knife [prod+RiCh LoSeR]

[Y2k]DEMIR