@rewind214

always held it down for u
but u nvr cared
i alwys there, around for u
everything we'd share
i would always give my all for u
i always would i swear
yh u always took my all, 
u always brought me despair

even tho u alwys held me up i nvr rlly said a thing
i was always ur somebody tht youd use 2 share ur pain
i aint have nobody only thing i had was sedatives
i was so damn lonely, always thought about ending it

aint tryna guilt trip you
it probably wouldnt work
yh i swear to god i miss you
so damn much, it fucking hurts
and the way you dont even say anything
its just the worst
and the way u wont even say anything
whyd i deserve this

i tried 2b perfect
i feel like a burden
you make me feel worthless
i tried tohave a purpose
i dont amount to anything im sorry 4 that
im better off dead
im sorry

im sorry that im traumadumping on my mic
im sorry that im such a fucking waste of life
and im sorry that i couldnt b someone you like
im sorry

i dont wanna fucking cry
but i start to fucking cry
every single fucking night
i dont wanna do this lately i dont wanna sleep at times
everytime i close my eyelids
youre right there
everytime i shut my eyelids
its a nightmare

tell me why i still remember your taste on my tongue
tell me why my lips still remember everything that is gone
tell me why i think i hate you at the same time cant move on
tell me why i wanna face you and yell until my lungs
collapse
i dnt wanna say goodbye u left me in the past
couldnt even say anything, it happened so fast
did u even care?
u were nevr there

regular music soon, wish every1 a happy new year

always (rewind)

maybe it's just about the friends we made along the way.

@undeadlifestyle

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[dc: 1suri]

Under the eclipse, in the plaza I sacrifice your limbs.

the ppl who matter, don’t mind.
the ppl who mind, don’t matter. ♡

what i thought would be...forever..

@1straycats

always (rewind)

xene