Name: bottoms up (mental) by yugen
Duration: 2 min 7 s
Description: @mental

wrote lyrics for this https://youtu.be/wyKBQ2NrGm4

bottoms up (mental)

inspired by venmo by kiryano & kketamine

@mitsooya
@mental
@blxty
@kairo6k
@1yugenn

mitsu · mental · blxty · kairo - hearts [mental x yugen]

(prod. @mandemm & @emotionals)
ft. @yyuskee

[lyrics]
[@neoprada]
swear on your heart you didn't mean that
girl just look at what you've done
i'll grab my bag then lose my focus
have nowhere to fucking go 
i don't love you by the second girl i'm sorry, i'd love to tho
but i dunno what is real by all the lies that i've been told yeah

wanna stay up then stay up!
i get my bag then pay up
u wanna call? then say that :)
wanna go out i'll pay that
x2

[@yyuskee]
don't wanna waste no time. lets go
if u want me, then just say so
u got me feeling sum like i'm coming down
yeah, i'm feeling numb, i'm going dumb 
i'm tryna understand u more
but I just feel like it's not enough
try 2 hard and it's too much
i don't know just where to stop
what comes around goes around
if i fall down
would u call my phone now
cuz baby were soul bound

[@neoprada]
girl u know our love was toxic
we rushed right to my bed
could you just tell me where my heart is
maybe it is not that bad
i just wanna feel the same but i never feel the same
girl just look at what you've done
why did you always have to start shit? oh

swear on your heart you didn't mean that
girl just look at what you've done
i'll grab my bag then lose my focus
have nowhere to fucking go 
i don't love you by the second girl i'm sorry, i'd love to tho
but i dunno what is real by all the lies that i've been told yeah

wanna stay up then stay up!
i get my bag then pay up
u wanna call? then say that :)
wanna go out i'll pay that
x2

yeah, you'll make ur shit just to let it go flop
yeah where is the money i just can't get enough
aim at his brain and then it go n pop :D
how can i ever be something with you?
if enough is like, never enough? :(

i turn my back for you (i turn my back for you)
i gave my all for you (i gave my all for you)  
x2

wanna stay up then stay up!
i get my bag then pay up
u wanna call? then say that :)
wanna go out i'll pay that
x2

stay up ft. yuske (mandem + emotionals)

options ft* kishin mitsu prod sp00

https://open.spotify.com/track/2osiAqYqbnUp9oyXeXlvjk

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

broke my heart like 1000 times
been in so much pain dont even realize
i dont even think that this is real lifee
tryna find the courage will u be mine?

say whats up,
heavy hearted thats enough
i depend on hollow love
feel the weight and like a bug,
im crushed (x7)

i feel like im dying everyday
i dont wanna lie girl, im feeling scared
its not rly like me 2 be awake
every single night, when ur walking away
tell me everything that u want me to say
cause i could never say every word on my brain
i put my back in this art and my soul in ur heart
and u still wouldnt even do the same...
think i gtg :/

like a bug

@yyuskee @neohnq

out now on spotify






feel alive

#feelAlive 🕊️ (neohn)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@coldspades
@rewind214
@mental 

(may)
stole my heart and i can’t get it back
knew u were the one 
since i saw u after class 
i js wna go back 
to the day that i met u 
when i look up at the stars 
bby i wish for ur love 
cuz i can never get enough 
ur x & o’s is what i want 
its my heart in ur hands so don’t crush it
ima give u all i have
leave me js with nothing

(rewind)
when i saw u after class
knew u were the one, made my heart beat fast
so i chased ur love
i cant do it right, i cant do enough
still regret the night when i messed it up
so cold like the winter
ik that i miss her
soju in my cup, downing shots just to omit her
from my brain
i might go insane
cause i need ur love

(mental)
baby its for everything ive ever said
i can tell by the way u speak ur malevolent
i need better friends and some medicine
i need something that makes me feel like im dead again
gave u something but maybe not what u need
if its not then ill bleed, just accept that im me but,
i can tell thru every word that u speak u love every time u leave and im falling to pieces again
so tell me what u like me for
and ill tell u what i adore
cuz u just make my mind go sore
and i dont wanna fight no more

spotify

wish for your love +mental & rewind (coldspades)

lovesick feat. mental (aidennxo, warheart)

@visagex
@prodrest

sorry these lyrics are trash nd emo next song will b happy nd cooler lyrics

feeling sad, i get stuck on all my flaws
i dont need a nurse to tell me somethings wrong
like a surgeon got some scars all on my palms
luv my frends cause they distract me from my thoughts
nd i try to change, but its hard
bleeding out inside, my minds scarred
leave me fractured now im in shards
memories just built up on cards

so gone off these meds to take the pain away
cant cope w the damage so i fade away
dont know how i keep on going everyday
want u by my side, i need u to stay
these lies make me hurt
can i learn my worth
nd i hate ur words
its fine, ill live nd learn

learning (visage + rest)

1 year of producing...

ty to everyone whos worked w me over the past 12 months, would not have made it this far without everyone. also ty to anyone who takes the time to listen to my music, means the world :)

hope the next 12 months are just as good :P

timestamps:
0:00 + @012207
1:27 + @1wasterr
2:29 + @prod_dxvi
3:37 + @neohnq
4:34 + @metisxx
6:00 + @1wasterr
6:58 - solo
8:20 + @1wasterr
9:30 - solo

1yr (neohn, wasterr, baz, dxvi, metis)

@1kkishin
please let's not do this again
girl you're so ignorant
drugs they be my only friend
take em like it's medicine 
think how good we might've been 
it's okay it always ends
it's too late to try again

I move on, no i cant take this
Please don't waste my time, i'm losing my patience 
I thought you were mine, you were his for the taking 
I'm losing my mind, my heart is breaking

(Kishin)

even if i try
i cant let go
knew it from the start
from the get go
ye u broke me down
did me so wrong
i cant even move on
think i learned my lesson
give af bout feelings
i repress them
it aint even worth expressing 
still got lots of questions 
but nah i aint even gna stress it
remember all those messages 
hate to admit it 
but im still attached to them
now its past tense

bottoms up (mental)

yugen

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