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cant find cover ughhhhh

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right

god i rlly hate it
im numbed n im sedated 
my mum treats me like a patient
i jus wanna b normal again
im trapped in my head
im better off dead
just want it to end
im so hard on myself

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right
x2

fantasize

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i sit alone scrolling ig till my ears are dead
and i saw a cute cat
it said meow i think i wanna pet
"shes awful" , "i hate her" , that's what the comments said
but she's awesome , i love her
i hope she's never dead
and now im sitting alone im wishing that i was dead
and then i saw a cute cat
wait wait

then i saw a cute cattttttt
then i saw a cute cattttttt
then i saw a cute cattttttt
then i saw a cute cattttttt
then i saw a 
fuck

i have no life , inside all day
they watch and laugh
my brain decays
cuz nothing ever goes my way
CUZ NOTHING EVER GOES MY WAY
im crawling towards u
im on the doormat
but u ignore me
already knew that

IAND I WAS SITTING ALONE IM WISHING THAT I WAS DEAD
AND THEN I SAW A CUTE CAT

THEN I SAW A CUTE CATTTTTTT
THEN I SAW A CUTE CATTTT 
THEN I SAW A CUTE CATTTT 
THEN I SAW A CUTE CATTTTTTTTTTT

YOU HATE ME I HATE U
DO THINGS I WISH I DIDNT DO
SO NOW I SIT ALONE
IN MY
STUPID SHITTY ROOM
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DOOOOOooo

(ON SPOTIFY) i saw a cute cat

lyrics:

i wanna end it every night
no girl i am not alright
please just join us for a bite
i swear we are really nice :3
we might kill you in five nights
cause we heard you wanna die

theres five of us, one of you
oh what ever could we doo??
theres five of us, one of you
oh what ever will could doo??

i wanna end it every night
no girl i am not alright
please just join us for a bite
i swear we are really nice
we might kill you in five nights
cause we heard you wanna die
cause we heard you wanna diiiiieeeeiieeee

i love five nights at freddies!!!

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yes i cooked
Our love story
Could be kinda gory
Far from boring
We'd meet at a post-apocalypse
Yeah, I'd be slowly walking
In a group stalking
You, you'd be the only man alive
That I could not resist
Then all of your friends
They'd try to kill us
But only because
They'd be jealous
That our love is deeper than
Edward and Bella's
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I want ya
You'd be hiding in
A second floor apartment
Knocking all the stairs down to save your life
From the undead
Double-barrel shotgun
Taking out the slow ones
Then you'd see the passion burning in my eye
And I'd keep my head
Then all of your friends
They'd try to kill us
But only because
They'd be jealous
That our love is deeper than
Edward and Bella's
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I want ya
And I'd try not to bite and infect you
Because I'd respect you too much
Yeah, that's why I'd wait until we got married
Oh, and our happiest days would be spent
Picking off all your friends
And they'd see a love this deep won't stay buried
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I want ya

The Zombie Song w/vivisection

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Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wbR0GUy87PX2ujRKdFAWk?si=Oac_OlLBSMuAQ4XueFJF4g

heres some things that i hate about myself
like my name but some others find it tuff though
wish my mom just had us go find help
cause she said that she’s never letting us go
i never know what day it is
when i smile its meaningless
empty bottles and promises
kinda corny just deal with it

brown eyes black hair
they never said lifes fair
one leaves one cares 
now they're tryna get me outta here
I always go for the pretty girls
but bring them into my shitty world

an invite to nothing at all

sorry if im not enough
i try my best but i still suck
am i made to be a mistake?
im so useless

standing around looking for clues
cause i dont know what to do
im so stupid im missing screws
i messed it up its nothing new

life feels like a mission
and i dont wanna finish it
i live inside loops
because i cant learn nothing new
why am i such a mistake
wish i wasnt this way
even when i try my hardest
nothing ever turns out great

life supposed to be amazing
but i feel like suffocating
im so stuck just like glue
i suck at everything i do

its every time ive failed so many times
i give up i dont wanna try

am i made to be a mistake?

moeka

the synth stuff is still being made its just so annoying that i have to switch computers to make a song 😭

all of my friends think that im lame
i did everything that i could to change
why cant i just fit in?
i wish they would notice it


every night i start to cry
my mental health just kills my mind 
im losing faith in jesus christ
ill die way before 25

my beds my medicine
but i still feel sick
from staying in so long
but im still so scared of going out
im giving up and falling on the couch


i wish that i could just change

im destroying my brain

my thoughts just make me insane

just take away my pain

every night i start to cry
my mental health just kills my mind 
im losing faith in jesus christ
ill die way before 25


ill die before 25

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ft @odihu + ty for the carry

based off of the anime "maquia"

i love my friends so much
it hurts to see 
they'll go away someday
and after all these years
its u n me alone
n thats okay

its ok 
its alright 
its ok 
its alright
x2

my friends to be here is all i that i ask for
never wanted to live long enough
 to see them all die
in my eyes
ill cry when i see them for the last time

i hate my life
this hell i live inside
everythings gone away 
ill be alone with time
their laughs and their cries
will stay inside my mind
and even when theyre gone
theyll be right by my side

ill paint a pretty picture as if theyre still alive
ill speak to everyone of them in the moonlight

its ok 
its alright 
its ok 
its alright

the last time (ft. odihu)

my dog just ran away and i am feeling pretty bad
i've been sneaking out at night and my parents are real mad
i've been taking lots of drugs 'cause they teach me not to care
yeah, i guess that's how you cheat because life doesn't play fair

my brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight
with a whole bottle of prozac or a shiny kitchen knife
he said that when he is dead i'll have his nintendo 64
and i can play it all night long, sitting on the basement floor

my girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore
and i wish i didn't care but i thought she was really cool
so i drank a ton of liquor then i threw up in her sink
she said, "next time use the toilet", then she offered me a drink

we passed an old man bleeding on the side of the street
so i got out of the car and i helped him on his feet
his breath smelled like whiskey, he was crying like a man
when i helped him stand up straight i got his blood all on my hands
he said, "i need a ride home because i got into a fight"
said i should've seen the other guy but he didn’t see my point
he said his house was all the way on the other side of town
so we left him in the road and said we wouldn’t turn aroundurn around

the last time (ft. odihu)

zakuro

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