credits:
@1zarki

Prod: me
Mix n Master by me

lyrics:

i dont wanna pull u under
im drowning in my own tide
everytime i reach for comfort
i just push u to the side
i ran outta options
so i tried to take my life
i know i dont deserve it
but baby please just hold me tight

its been so long
since i felt alive
i promise that i try
with the pain im hiding
im so numb
i cant even cry
all these battles in my head im fighting

the way u look at me
its like ur searching for a sign
that im still here
and not lost inside my mind
i know that u try
i can see it in ur eyes
u hate it when im high
but i love to get high

i know its not easy
to watch me fading
im so wasted
i cant face it
i made a promise
i wont break it
im so sorry baby im stuck in my ways

i dont wanna pull u under
im drowning in my own tide
everytime i reach for comfort
i just push u to the side
i ran outta options
so i tried to take my life
i know i dont deserve it
but baby please just hold me tight

its been so long
since i felt alive
i promise that i try
with all the pain im hiding
im so numb
i cant even cry
all these battles in my head im fighting

drowning in my own tide (prod zarki)

zarki