credits:
@1zarki

Prod: me
Mix n Master by me

lyrics:

i dont wanna pull u under
im drowning in my own tide
everytime i reach for comfort
i just push u to the side
i ran outta options
so i tried to take my life
i know i dont deserve it
but baby please just hold me tight

its been so long
since i felt alive
i promise that i try
with the pain im hiding
im so numb
i cant even cry
all these battles in my head im fighting

the way u look at me
its like ur searching for a sign
that im still here
and not lost inside my mind
i know that u try
i can see it in ur eyes
u hate it when im high
but i love to get high

i know its not easy
to watch me fading
im so wasted
i cant face it
i made a promise
i wont break it
im so sorry baby im stuck in my ways

i dont wanna pull u under
im drowning in my own tide
everytime i reach for comfort
i just push u to the side
i ran outta options
so i tried to take my life
i know i dont deserve it
but baby please just hold me tight

its been so long
since i felt alive
i promise that i try
with all the pain im hiding
im so numb
i cant even cry
all these battles in my head im fighting

drowning in my own tide (prod zarki)

i dont understand w/ gatoshawty

credits:
prod: @riveo
mix n master: me

lyrics:
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im stuck in time
i still re live that night
when u said forever
but then u ran away from my life
i know it was for the best
but i cant get u out my mind
heavy feeling on my chest
i think im runnin outta time

tried to replace u
but it never feels right
we cant even talk
used to have our souls tight
i swear im to damn numb
i wish that i could cry
u lost the sparks in ur eyes
ur voice still memorized

heart full of ash
my soul turned black
u aint coming back
and i cant face that
all the word u said
i wish i could erase m

dont talk ab my family
they think im a disgrace

im stuck in time
i still re live that night
when u said forever
but then u ran away from my life
i know it was for the best
but i cant get u out my mind
heavy feeling on my chest
i think im runnin outta time

tried to replace u
but it never feels right
we cant even talk
used to have our souls tight
i swear im to damn numb
i wish that i could cry
u lost the sparks in ur eyes
ur voice still memorized

heart of ash p. riveo

everytime ft. zarki (prod. kashikk x friz)

pesoxgato - muhammed ali (prod joon)

lyrics:

(zarki)
ik wou dat je hier was
en dat je hier naast me lag
maar het is de afstand
ik kan alleen maar denken wat als

nee dit is niet prima
want dit is echte liefde
nu zit ik in mn feelings
omdat jij niet meer hier bent
ik krijg het gevoel niet uit mn hoofd
nee ik had t je beloofd
ik zou een moord voor ons doen baby

(koya)
baby is het verkeerde tijd?
ik weet nog dat je bij me was
al die love die ik aan je gaf
ik neem die liefde mee naar mijn graf

er was geen enkel moment dat ik niet aan je dacht
aan je dacht
aan je dacht
er is geen moment dat ik niet aan je dacht

baby als ik je nooit meer zie
just promise me that you'll think of me

ik wou dat je hier was w/ koya prod sleepyy x waizener

never enough + mysty (skysuzuya)

HandCrushedByAMalletRemix.mp3

Mastered by @pixelhood
Prod by @pixelhood + me
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/7uqfLrB5fX8SOZXvX9fNsZ?si=a14900d318a6449b

𝓛𝔂𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓼
So complicated
I’m tired of playing all these games with you
So let’s cut to the chase
cuz you’re wasting my time
Acting like you’re not mine
(cuz baby)

You got a secret, boy, but I already know
You can hide it from her, but I’m the star of the show
Don’t have to play pretend, cuz I got you now
When you’re running back to me when she’s not around

Do you think about me when you’re with her?
Does her kiss taste so bitter?
cuz she’s not
She’s not me
Texting me in the middle of the night
That you don’t feel satisfied
cuz
She’s not
She’s not me
She’s not me
She’s not me
But I bet you wish she was me
She’s not me
She’s not me
But I bet you wish she was

I caught you slipping
Fantasizing about a world where you were still with me
You know that I do it best
When we’re kissing on the bed
Or being stuck inside your head

You got a secret, boy, but I already know
You can hide it from her, but I’m the star of the show
Don’t have to play pretend, cuz I got you now
When you’re running back to me when she’s not around

Do you think about me when you’re with her?
Does her kiss taste so bitter?
cuz she’s not
She’s not me
Texting me in the middle of the night
That you don’t feel satisfied
cuz
She’s not
She’s not me
She’s not me
She’s not me
But I bet you wish she was me
She’s not me
She’s not me
But I bet you wish she was

You got a secret, can you keep it to yourself?
You don’t want your girl to know, ’cuz you know how it always goes

Do you think about me when you’re with her?
Does her kiss taste so bitter?
cuz she’s not
She’s not me
Texting me in the middle of the night
That you don’t feel satisfied
cuz
She’s not
She’s not me
She’s not me
She’s not me
But I bet you wish she was me
She’s not me
She’s not me
But I bet you wish she was

She's Not Me

[koya]
i wish i was one of your tears
so i could be born in your eyes
and then on your lips i would die
and then you would say it’s alright

just say it’s alright
maybe kiss or a smile
feel like it’s been a while
and i just can’t deny

without you yea i swear i can’t go on
you the only one that i really wanna know
since we break-up feel like i hit a low
going thru love letters in my bed up until 4

pull you off to the side
we’re both alive
and wheres the night?
the tears and the lies
i know what you’ll say and it really doesn’t matter
all the pain, and then my heart’s just finna shatter

[neverlasts]
can we live happily ever after?
cause i’m missing all the laughter
cause i be hugging and loving on you
but tell me what comes right after 

feels like my whole world just splattered
hold in they said but it never gets better
those tears in your eyes told me a thousand lies
so go on just say it to me one more time

it feels like im numb to everything
your words soft like whispers inked stuck in my brain
so step in the sunlight so i can look at your eyes and realize
everything was all a lie

and i know it hurts so go on say it again one more time

i dont understand w/ gatoshawty

zarki

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