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mix/master by auras 

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vagrxnt:
@iamvagrxnt
instagram.com/iamvagrxnt/

saint tomorrow: 
@saint_tomorrow
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IIRRRRRRRby
@irby314
twitter.com/irby314

co prod @resident_music

lyrics:

verse 1 (auras): 
im trying not to break
at the weight on my chest 
know that i will will collapse 
at the sound of it 
and i’m always wrong 
when it comes to this 
and she won’t call me 
“its just another bad week”
try and saving 
just another mistake 
bad week 
know my heart is gonna break soon
just want you to know that i would die for you 


chorus (vagrxnt): 
and we lost touch 
like dying stars and broken hearts 
drowning faster than we can swim
hearts like glass and paper thin 
and we lost touch 
holdin on to words and thoughts 
hurting faster than we can heal 
dont let drink ourselves to sleep 
dont let me

verse 2(auras): 
and babe we lost touch but i hate to say 
that your palace don’t want me to stay
i really hope you 
can forgive me 
i’m tryin im begging 
under my bed sheets 
and she won’t call me 
“its just another bad week”
try and saving 
just another mistake 
bad week 
know my heart is gonna break soon
just want you to know that i would die for you

I love and miss u so much <3

auras x vagrxnt - we lost touch (prod. irby x st tmrw)

music video:
https://youtu.be/qQvSBvB6D38

I miss Santa Monica 
We talked about your mom 
And I showed you all my favorite songs
And you showed me some that I forgot about
Just give me one more shot 
I know I've waited way too long 
But I'm thinking about you all the time again 

And I know you're listening 
I know you're sick of this 
I know you like to play pretend and play my songs for all your friends 
And I can't deal with it 
If you leave and don't come back 
I won't make a single song again I swear 

I miss stealing drinks from parties and getting fucked up all alone 
I miss the sound your acrylic nailed used to make as you scrolled through things on your iPhone
I haven't changed a thing since then 
Your makeup wipes are still under the bathroom sink and no one's used them since 

And I know you're listening 
I know you're sick of this 
I know you like to play pretend and play my songs for all your friends 
And I can't deal with it 
If you leave and don't come back 
I won't make a single song again I swear

spotify

makeup wipes (p. yunny goldz)

Lyrics:

it was a second of lust to you, to me it was love
maybe i'm too hard to trust
yeah, that's likely
you said I'm never enough and then you went on the run
the pain has only begun
love's a pipedream

as i wake the moon is already out
and i pray, this what they warned me about
it's my fate and time is soon running out, it's too late
it's too late

to come back, i know i'll fall flat if i ever get close enough to that doorstep
one knock and it's over with, clock moving slower then that night i cried on your porch
slept down in the basement
i can't say the ways that i felt replaced my whole self
but memories held degrade my own health
retain my old self, it puts me through hell
know it won't be long till I go, so be strong
cause I hold your heart in my hands, it's hard but i love you

it was a second of lust to you, to me it was love
maybe i'm too hard to trust
yeah, that's likely
you said I'm never enough and then you went on the run
the pain has only begun
love's a pipedream

pipedream w/ the bootleg boy

oh this must be a white dream
hold me while the night bleeds
hold me more than tightly
i need you when the light sings
every little sentiment
it bleeds into my arteries
i been feeling the pain in my chest now 
you clear the sound when my head's loud
i get upset when your not being safe but i hold inside my chest still
it's not in my place, to say what you do, but i hope when you're home that you'll text me
cause i worry about me enough
but it still hurts i know i should be tough 
i will refrain from that side of my thoughts babe
as long as i know your okay 

and babe i been told
that i'm in need of a home
i know i'll never atone
for all these sins laid in stone
and babe we're both fully grown
i hope you know where this goes
want more than just late night calls
we'll let it play it's course

oh this must be a white dream
hold me while the night bleeds
hold me more than tightly
i need you when the light sings
every little sentiment
it bleeds into my arteries
i been feeling the pain in my chest now 
you clear the sound when my head's loud
i get upset when your not being safe but i hold inside my chest still
it's not in my place, to say what you do, but i hope when you're home that you'll text me
cause i worry about me enough
but it still hurts i know i should be tough 
i will refrain from that side of my thoughts babe
as long as i know your okay

white dream

Ignoring calls from all my friends 
'Cause I'm too high to leave my room 
Started smoking just to see my breath 
And the angel told me he'll be coming soon 
This is a different kind of sunrise 
Where everything turns cold and blue 
And I guess that's just December, but last July 
We stayed up all night and I was warm with you  

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it 
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning 
And we'll get drunk on our potential, talk out our problems and ignore 'em 
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring 
And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon 
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you 
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals 
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial 

Last night the fireworks kept me awake 
And I'm afraid I'm turning cold 
But I cleaned my room alone again on New Year's Day 
And we'll talk again when I know what to say

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it 
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning 
And we'll get drunk on our potential, talk out our problems and ignore 'em 
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring 
And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon 
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you 
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals 
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial

hell, at least

prod. tiedforsilver

lyrics:
you can hold me down if you want to
ill be good for you
be so sound tell me what to do
just tell me once its true (x2)

5am again and im staring at the celing
wishing i could sleep but ive got so many demons
wish i felt some peace but ive got too many feelings
depressed as fuck for weeks, too much i gotta deal with

spaceboyry:
feels like there's no escape
every day is the same
can't stop running away
from all the trauma i made

i keep losing time
its always on my mind
i work to clean up this mess
but still can't get any rest

i would travel back in time
but there's nothing there

these memories are far gone
i wrote you a sad song
if you even care

scorpio:
you can hold me down if you want to
ill be good for you
be so sound tell me what to do
just tell me once its true (x2)

just tell me once
tell me once, its true
and ill believe you

5am again and im staring at the celing
wishing i could sleep but ive got so many demons
wish i felt some peace but ive got too many feelings
depressed as fuck for weeks, too much i gotta deal with

too many feelings (feat. spaceboyry)

violence

Tell me, tell me when you're ready
I know love is scary
'Cause every heart is heavy
So tell me when you're ready

This place is haunted
I feel your ghost with me
When I feel all alone
It keeps me company

Broken by somebody else
We all got baggage to claim
No one's perfect in their minds
But I see you as the one

Tell me, tell me when you're ready
I know love is scary
'Cause every heart is heavy
So tell me when you're ready

I'll be there for you, I will dry your tears
I wont ever let you fall apart
I can read your eyes, you're just way too nice
I know that you're barely holding on
You could trust me, when you're ready
When there's a space in your heart to place me
If we move too fast, don't be scared to tell me
We'll go your speed when we hit the road

So tell me, tell me when you're ready
I know love is scary
'Cause every heart is heavy
Tell me if you miss me
Sometimes we get lonely
You know you can call me
So tell me when you're, tell me when you're

Every time I close my eyes, I dream about
You and I, we're dancing in the rain
Like no one in the world besides us

I hope it wont be just a dream
'Cause I got so much love I could give
I'll keep it locked inside for you
Anytime, anywhere feel free to use

Tell me, tell me when you're ready
I know love is scary
'Cause every heart is heavy
Tell me if you miss me
Sometimes we get lonely
You know you can call me
So tell me when you're, tell me when you're

So tell me, tell me when you're ready
I know love is scary
'Cause every heart is heavy
Tell me if you miss me
Sometimes we get lonely
You know you can call me
So tell me when you're ready

tell me when you're ready

Wit out u boo

**LYRICS**

make believe

and after all the time, i said im fine, just one of my lies, said im nice, lets make believe, fake it till you make it said, aint able to my goals achieve, well LA just makes believe

karma this what i receive, after what i gave… fuck my place, houston i have problems now im leavin it to whitney, open up the bottle fuck my liver and my kidney

Døx singin bout a place, hope my hurt could stay on my space, cause is fuckin up my place, really loved her face, next thing i know its just another phase, 

get used to same old places
same old faces
my same old vices
my emo voice is —

and after all the time, i said im fine, just one of my lies, said im nice, lets make believe, fake it till you make it said, aint able to my goals achieve, well LA just makes believe

they told dont hate ur place, cause aint nothing like the home this what u got on ur face, my left me at young age, fucked up was in front my face, no this not an emo phase

but inside this place, mix cheap liquor with some ice aint that nice? 
or is it just another lie? 
but before i say goodbye, 
lets have a good time, cause im
running outta life…

and after all the time, i said im fine, just one of my lies, said im nice, lets make believe, fake it till you make it said, aint able to my goals achieve, well LA just makes believe

it went down inside my place, like i met her on myspace, shed knew this aint not no emo phase, tears run down my face, said im fine 1 time, today just make believe, karma u get what u give, it is what it is, loves just make believe, give more than received lets just make believe…

Make believe (Prod. CapsCtrl)

produced and mixed by @iofmusic
featuring @prodbybrody

lyrics:
I'm a loser, an insomniac
I feel addicted, getting back on track 
with my indecisive ways I always
stay away from pain in the long run
poser, when I'm hoppin out the four door
closer, I just need your touch before 
I choose to stay away from you
I stay away from pain in the long run

I been struggling lately
sudden loss, how it changed me
feel like evaporating
when I'm alone
the feeling cannot escape me
its driving me crazy
how you're choosing to wait
instead of going home
I'm struggling to get back on my feet
I've done this one too many times 
yet I still wanna repeat
because I never learn at all
and that's my biggest fall

I've been running in circles tryna get your name out of my head
since last October you've been the weight on my chest

pipedream w/ the bootleg boy

2.brkn