lyrics 

(verse 1)
i get flashbacks 
of my past 
like a psychedelic relapse
recap 
on the memories 
which tend to be 
filled with painful pleasure 
shameful leisure 
bad mistakes , that taught me lessons 
i aint know 
out of mind , in Mountain Zion , hope
when He comes , i tend to cry my woes 
things have changed , my friends have turned to foes 
aint surprised , i know thats how it goes 
as we draw to those that lead our souls 
we gon part our ways the days of old 
filled with memories and keys that hold 
the greatest piece of me and you , and so
as i reminisce 
i deserve a tender kiss 
as i miss 
the scent of your cocoa butter lips 
the thought of you being my missus 
aint complete on my life's wishlist

(verse 2)
low self-esteem
selfishly 
taking me
to the back of my mind 
as the pride start to shine 
over my humility 
aint an OG 
but  i had to fake it just cause i thought that i could be 
"the most well known" but unknowingly 
losing myself as im shown as a "wannabee 
put on the shelf for dislplay" typa guy 
"used to go to school" , "he a cool" typa guy
used to make jokes 
afterschool walk home 
had bad friends , made me drink , made me smoke 
i had to make amends , cause i still got hope
my vision got blurred cause im high on the dope
- amine
sexy magazine
lil lustful teen 
and i see bad habits , turn to bad routines 
and i lean to the light 
as im seen 
on the scene 
where they got Jesus Christ 
on the face of the team 

(verse 3)
so im Christian 
more than a religion
taking bout the Greatest Ever so listen 
cause im on a mission 
got Heavenly permission 
tryna give you life forever , through spittin 
bars full of Jesus 
hope you will believe a 
little bit about Him 
and begin 
to see the 
Light at the end of a tunnel
see Jesus Christ on the other end , opening the door as we come home

butterfly

goodbye

lyrics 

(pre-chorus)
i guess the new me came along when i found You 
you, you , you , you 

(chorus)
ive been saved cause You have made a way 
and ive been saved cause You have made a way
cause i been circling the same old place yeah 
up in a cocoon came out as new me 

(verse)
gotta fly 
like the butterfly 
i is 
the Great Great I AM 
turned me into a beautiful thang 
with big wings 
reflecting 
His love 
from above 
He is my Father never gonna run out , for a pack of cigarettes
then come back when im 16 
big boy with a big dream 
tell the world how the Best Team's work 
saved the from deadly fates 
rather catch a case for killin the old me 
i grew up in Jozi
North side , Africa South 
so ill keep on running my mouth 

(bridge)
(i dont deserve it , He thinks im worth it)
i got God on my side  
i dont know how to feel about that
cause i dont deserve it , He thinks im worth it 

(back to chorus)

the new me

lyrics 

yeah , yeah 
yeah , listen
(whoa , eyy)

(chorus)
took a hiatus , i aint even a celebrity
cross my heart and hope to live again , my longevity
determined by the One that help me fight against the enemy's devices
Christ is , so glorious 
His life is , victorious 
underrated but i come to know , that His story is 
more than just a Jew Nazarene with 12 followers
obvious He came for more than fame 
He came to save and give life 
He came to change the game

(verse 1)
ive been grinding , grinding 
waiting for the perfect timing 
and this day just be reminding 
of the blessings that be hiding in plain sight 
take flight 
into the night 
im reminiscing on living life 
on the edge of a knife  
so im scared of slipping 
and im scared of falling 
but im feeling better when i hear you calling 
when i get the cheddar man imma be balling 
nah i just be kidding 
dont ride the wave that yall in

(verse 2)
ride the wave that yall in
previously been falling 
into a phase of calling for help
my mental health 
been declining 
underlying issues 
God's grace misused 
i wanna cry but i cant even afford a tissue
pockets empty
heart is full of envy
but compared to some' my people on the block 
man i got plenty 
2021 , but im still under the Sun
God's Son , found me and saved me 
so i tell that i 

(back to chorus)

butterfly.

God's calling

lyrics 

(verse 1)
its like im falling into deep depression
everyday a boy keeps on stressing
any foe that may come my way 
might catch me on the floor 
pouring sweat 
the lessons , that i learn 
and all those blessings that i didnt earn
and God still with me even when i burn in the flames of the furnace 
as things turn for me , i return this 
train of thought to the devil
turn this mountain to a little pebble 
living from The Fountain life comes double
even when i die , dont cry 
cause life goes on in a realm 
oh so heavenly , God's own Presence 
came into me 
Holy SPI-R-I-T
as i stand on my feet 
please elevate me 
to the top of the tree 
till i make the cocoon 

(pre-chorus)
transform me, transform me 
i wanna be with you 
transform me , transform me 
who i gotta be for you ? 

(chorus)
cause i been falling(i been falling)
cause i been falling (and I know You calling)

i'm falling

title : caterpillar 
produced by Disarray Davis 

lyrics 

yeahhhhhhh
i had given up hope for myself 
i had given up HOPE
yeah 
listen

(verse 1)
5 in the morning
my mama snoring 
im just thinking bout my life and the story that i be living now (that i be living now)
you gave me a testimony 
unholy 
to a better me 
this isn't luck , its been my destiny(its been my destiny)
i aint got no tux 
aint got no limousine (aint got no limousine)
i aint got no buck
i got a better dream (i got a better dreammmmmm)
im feelin like Russ
up in the Laker team
lookin at all the superstars that's surrounding me 
top of the morning
my options remain assorted
do i sleep on myself or do i get the mic recording to your ears ?(ears)
cant validate my fears (fears)
just cause i know what happened in these last 3 years (years)
pain and abuse
and my mind couldn't bear (bear)
the chains and the noose
kept my inhibition clear 
in the rear view (in the rear viewww)
till i got near You
till i got near You (till i got near Youuu)
till i got 
near 
You

(chorus)
i had given up HOPE for myself till You came into my life and You told me to believe You
and i invested all my FAITH and my LOVE cause i know You paid the price for me to get near You
and now im up in this cocoo-oo-oon
i wanna change just for Yo-oo-ou (×2)

(verse 2) 
i could go deep
i dont wanna cry
i dont wanna die 
but if i gotta live , i got a reason why 
at 13 my mind
started to fantasise
these naked women and images , in my very eyes
i heard the lies
the devil told me and realised
that i was 15 , headed to my own demise
the poisonous elixir
was made of dirty pictures 
and gave me false hope 
made me feel like a mister
a teenager keep on thinking bout a rope 
or a dope overdose 
anything to make me dissappear like i was never known
yeah im feelin all alone 
im at home
but im far way , caught up in my dome
if it hadn't been for You
yeah i wouldnt be here
yeah i wouldn't be here
writin on this beat yeah 
take a break breath in and enjoy life
cause You the only one that helped me win my own fight

yeah

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2.Elevenn

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