its like they sent em from the heavens above😞

calypso court

DEATHSXARS - Misdemeanor Highs (prod. vaegud)

One take type sht
prod caps


intro (powfu)
and its not you its all my fault
i missed my part and let you fall
it all came down on me at once
hate myself and what i’ve done
cant look at you it hurts too bad
i broke your trust and all we had
it all came down on me at once
hate myself and what i’ve done

verse
i know its all my fault but i wanna give you something
wanna give you my word and tell you it wasn’t all for nothing
but i fucked up, your heart & my heart too
like what abt the things that we never get to do
but i love you. and you know that
you know i still love you. and i know that
like diamonds your presence it hangs by a necklace, of love,
try to understand and accept it
the essence of life its like 747
& gerdy he told me to speak on his lessons
and i know it’s inside of me i call it a blessing
alla the bullshit from 7 directions 
hadda grow up & say fuck adolescence
i was losin my myself tryna battle  depression 
whats the point of holdin on to sum
when really know there's nothing
all the bullshit gettin heavy
im so used to sayin fuck it
dunno what to do 
shit, its overwhelming 
gotta lotta fucking problems 
we got this we overcome em
& when the days keep getting longer
you just really wanna call her
bc u dunno where to go
So u down another bottle
poppin xannies on the grado
just gettin thru the shitty days
running from my shadows
never ever got to hear you say
runnin from my shit like fuck the weekdays
& then 20 minutes later gettin faded
ik she say that im fuckin up her life but we still fuckin on her free days
& i just thought that had we promised one another, "i love you" but u dont feel the same now
but im still to blame, how?
when you know im the one who's tearin the picture frames down
its kinda hard to figure out
why we always breakin down
maybe all the fuckin we do for fun type of shit just aint allowed

when i die(part 2)

Nazareth 
prod. hxrxkiller & jkei

theres nothing like when you know how your story gonna end
the way it feel to find the path leading back to nazareth
caterpillars in yo brain eating anything you left
At the bottom of the well water leakin out yo neck

fuck you i dont really feel like bothering my friends
fuck you i dont ever pick a flow its just dependent 
on the unknown places i have never been 
im constantly faded im dreamin of a benzo
*woah* wait wha
-where’d my friends go
thought we making money together until we dead bro?
thought we paper chasin til the bags feel like bread loafs
guess not, oh well put that in my deaf note

Paper planes fly me to the moon
landed on a broken star i keep falling in love with you 
welcome to the black parade, enjoy the fucking view
you got nothing left to say and i got everything to lose

she assume im doing good
at keeping all my shit in line
i told her that i wish i could 
but im falling behind
time to roll another wood
-fuck it, im just gonna drive
end up in the neighborhood 
where we used to get high
 
(issa new day same ports
trappin out a transport 
duffle bag drug store
double that, love more
Dirty money, sock drawer
l’ll give you what you ask for
pretty city passports
undefeated backcourts) x2

Paper planes fly me to the moon
landed on a broken star i keep falling in love with you 
welcome to the black parade, enjoy the fucking view
you got nothing left to say and i got everything to lose

theres nothing like when you know how your story gonna end
the way it feel to find the path leading back to nazareth
caterpillars in yo brain eating anything you left
At the bottom of the well water leakin out yo neck

Nazareth (prod. hxrxkiller/jkei)

HELLSTARS ft. Kozmihk

✅ WHEN WE HIGH
Prod. Puhf

intro
i could be the one who gives you everything dream of
We could do the things that you would never wanna speak on
Baby can you keep a secret everybody wants a piece of?
You gon Die a thousand times before you learn you have a reason

hook
-You could give me your trust
So Baby hold out your hand
Im never Letting you go
Hope that you understand 
That when we doing these drugs
I never want it to end
We could do what you want
And we could do it again

Verse
Hear my words feel my vibe
feel my heart beat when we high
where you been at my whole life
swear to god the stars aligned
i need some time 
need to see it thru yo eyes (i)
need to hear the things you hide
& when you wanna touch the sky
im in love with the way that you look when we kissing
we fuck in the parking lot fuck in the kitchen 
your body so perfect the way that it glisten
make love in the mornin but after im missin you, uh
missin the way the that listen to 
all of my problems u gainin yo visions too
Huh?
fuck anybody who’s given you
heart with no love when yo soul is so beautiful 

hook
-You could give me your trust
So Baby hold out your hand
Im never Letting you go
I hope that you understand 
That when we doing these drugs
I never want it to end
We could do what you want
And we could do it again

outro 
i could be the one who gives you everything dream of
We could do the things that you would never wanna speak on
Baby can you keep a secret everybody wants a piece of?
You gon Die a thousand times before you learn you have a reason

WHEN WE HIGH (prod.puhf)

Nick Rosin features on this piece.
This song is not monetized

Hook
I dont know if u can See the things i see  or if you understand the feeling 
That i get when im alone 
N the same patterns keep repeating
On the walls and on the carpet on the floor next to the tv
Say a prayer close my eyes for all the people that im leaving on their own

Verse(0:26)
follow me into the Dark
Watch me fall until im dead
Watch me wake up da next morning 
Couldn’t tell you what i said
Everybody think im lit
But my shawty know im sad
I believe in different places 
where there ain’t no going back
I been talking to the Universe
shit been talking back 
Im addicted to the internet 
been Geekin off my ass
I jus wish i had somebody 
That could help me understand 
How to deal with the anxiety 
That never seem to end 
(Ay)
I wanna go Fast thats exactly what i need right now
Needa Blunt wit a tab go to space right now 
roll one up in the whip i wanna smoke right now 
needa spark on this wood im onna phone right now
On da 229 cruisin wit no one on it im just tryna catch a vibe -im tired of being honest so its fuck snitches fuck witches
think they fuckin wit it 
dumb bitches im done witcha
i live forever now

Hook
See the things i see or if you understand the feeling 
That i get when im alone N the same patterns keep repeating
On the walls and on the carpet on the floor next to the tv
Say a prayer close my eyes for all the people that im leaving on their own

Bridge(nick)
Lonely, life aint easy for me
Show me, people trying to let me down
Im always in my head
Tryna stay in my bed
Where am i gonna go?
No one really knows but-

Verse
just wait 4 me let’s slow this down
i promise u we’ll make it out 
i look at you you look at me
You tell me it was all a dream 
They wonder why i cant let go
I can not die im not at home
I know there’s more in store for me
Like all the things i meant to be
I sold my soul the more i know
i fucked my life up here we go
we dyin fast so take it slow 
just cruisin down this lonely road
& learn to appreciate 
the drugs we take to alleviate 
the fucked up pain that we create
its so okay to feel this way

End.

DIFFERENT PLACES W/ NICK ROSIN

Was Contemplating dropping dis One for Long time so i truly hope you Feel my words at least❤️
ps: My computer still broke n that makes it Very Hard to make songs n so they just not as good as I want but i gonna Fix it by Xmas so I promise more consistency. More Music .Head bin getting full*_*
(All of my tracks are non profit)

2001 - “Blurry Fases” Prod. ILIK


(hundred blurry faces in a day i feel unstable i…)
hook
i see a Hundred blurry faces in a day i feel unstable i could Sit inside my house for fucking hours im not able to comprehend the emotions ion express to no one else, Feel like no one understands the way i see us getting out i want to die i need a timeless source of energy to fuel the endless rage i can’t control it girl i know ill find a purpose for my ways misunderstood from the beginning here we go adjust to change feel the need to find different sense of purpose wide awake

bridge
i aint gonna lie i think i been here before
cus i aint Ever Seen nothing quite like dis shit before nah 
nothing can compare, nothing can erase the 
moments when they’re there, new memories replace them
i see a Hundred-faces-day i feel unstable i-inside my house for fucking hours im not able to-the emotions-express to no one-no one understands the way i see us getting-

reflection
do you reMember when i stepped into your car and looked directly in your eyes you looked at me and felt the same it was exactly what you wanted in the moment i could tell that you was contemplating everything they told you when you didnt kno no better typa Love that gives you everything you needing when you need it gives you everything thing you wanting when you want it without reason
i dont understand the meaning these feelings i just feel them
Lord can’t save me, burn me down to pieces

hook
i see a Hundred blurry faces in a day i feel unstable i could Sit inside my house for fucking hours im not able to comprehend the emotions ion express to no one else, Feel like no one understands the way i see us getting out i want to die i need a timeless source of energy to fuel the endless rage i can’t control it girl i know ill find a purpose for my ways misunderstood from the beginning here we go adjust to change feel the need to find different sense of purpose wide awake

Blurry Fases

AN ORIGINAL DEATHSXARS PRODUCTION
Instrumental by Puhf
Featuring Kozmihk & Trewise

*THIS TRACK IS NOT MONETIZED*

Kozmihk
Looked up in the mirror n told that motherfucker tempt me
(tempt me, tempt me, motherfucker tempt me) x4

Trewise
i can Visualize the moments of my Life when i felt stupid but its cool i started doing all the drugs i told yo ass i id never do i jus wish you never seen it but its cool i jus wish that shit i was different but its cool
i been Busy getting buckets on these Sorry ass mufuckas pouring up a cup Lean hard to da left Right now Ima dog Smoke weed by da pound On an internet game that Grandmama found on the low i cant forget about the things i never said but i guess that’s cool 
i was doing all them drugs i told yo ass id never do -ha, didn’t mean it but its cool -i jus
wish that shit was different, i be missing me n U Smoking On da Pipe G Faded Undeniably
im already high bro there Aint nobody high as me Im afraid of getting stuck here n aint nobody finding me Better on my own anyways and that shit fine wit me

Kozmihk
I'm just wishing it's the same as it always has been
White boy unarmed only weapon a pen
Won't end up in the pen 'til all my enemies dead
I got immunity 'cuz I'm the blue community friend...
...I mean depression and soon to be ascension at end
Dead end signs in my head fuckin' gimme the bends
Fuckin' gimme the Benz and let me total what you spend 
I'd probably have like three or four fuckin' plaques goddamn

Trewise
Da Grass feel greener when im high
Shine da flash on her back 2 times
Like counting all da stars in da sky
Just got back for the 47th time
i could Keep on tryna talk about my head but i sound stupid so its cool im gonna keep on doing all the shit the i know i shouldn’t do -fuck i hate it but its cool -i jus wish that shit was different i jus wish that i was Cool

Kozmihk
One year... One… Year…
One year that's all you really gotta fuckin' give me
Then I'm goin' super sayan 'bout to take the planet with me
Young Remy rats in my hair think I need some Tresemme
Scrolling through all the fuckin beats that tre sent me...
...Back in 2016 feels like a lifetime
And I still write rhymes to escape hard times 
This the fuckin pipeline this intelligent design 
So get up out of my sightline you might need a lifeline
Never gonna resign 

Trewise
i can Visualize the moments of my Life when i felt stupid but its cool i started doing all the drugs i told yo ass i id never do i jus wish you never seen it but its cool i jus thought that shit i was different but its cool

DEATHSXAR5 “A GHETTO SUN DANCE” STARRING COWBOY JASON STILLWELL

gatsby (bina kozine)

“Miles From Home” is a powerful fusion of UK rap grit and country-western soul. Blending Stormzy-inspired verses with the storytelling spirit of Yellowstone, the track takes listeners on a journey through Egypt, Cambodia, Europe, and beyond. A rapper and a country singer trade verses and hooks, weaving tales of ancient landscapes, neon cities, and endless highways. With deep bass, acoustic guitars, and cinematic energy, this song celebrates travel, culture, and the feeling of finding home wherever your boots touch the ground.

Miles From Home

$XAR





Infinite parallel Universes lay waiting beyond the Grave

2001
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Thank you for the endless love and support. 
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Nazareth (prod. hxrxkiller/jkei)

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