MY BEST SHiT

recorded on my laptop microphone. Shits raw i hope u hear our lessons. album?

hard drugs ft. kozmihk (prod. POPPA)

ft kozmihk. 
Everyday is a new beginning dont forget dat

fuckedupkids (prod. guibeats)

prod morin

p.1
295 miles an hour 
they gon miss me when im gone
but i know you won’t forget 
come on bitch, sing along
on the road kinda think that i was chosen
to speak on myself & when i felt broken
u cant help me im too faded im too lifted for dis earth
all my cards out on da table goin hard fuck a bitch hoe they the worst
i lay my body in a hurse
let the drugs take me first
why my legends gotta die 
why im fallin in reverse
we gon be dem stars we gon make dem billboards 
we gon feel high when we wanna try n feel more
2 hunnid 95 know we runnin happy gilmore
fuckin up our lives that we buyin from a pill store
we gon be those stars yeah & we gon make them billboards 
we gon feel high when we wanna try n feel more
2 hunnid 95 know we runnin happy gilmore
fuckin up our lives that we buyin from a pill store

bridge
fuck it i was homeless 
& i know i sounded bothersome 
but i just wanted family 
and a father that would call me son
now & then i worry that
im not gonna make 21 
fuck all of the that stress keeps me buried
i been faded off the alcohol 
life is so shit
but i guess that's just how it goes
& i think i just might quit 
ive tried everything i know
bbygrl you dont know shit
you just been one of my hoes
both yo friends still suck my dick
but i guess thats just how it goes

pt.2
i been floatin off a bar im still trippin off a tab
yeah fucked up kids like livin in the past
red light green know we steppin on the gas no switch
got 21 years then im outta this bitch 
so bad i wanna have her back
i wanna feel ok with it but shawty know im sad
but its what u woulda wanted & u can b happy
all i ever wanted was for you to b happy
juice was high but in reverse
i feel it too that shits the worst
think my heart is bout to burst
i clean the blood up off my shirt
who brought these pills dont think they workin
fuck all these bitches never share none of they perkys
but thats okay cuz my shit working
feel my face feel that shit burning.

TWOHUNDRED95 (prod. Morin)

Nazareth 
prod. hxrxkiller & jkei

theres nothing like when you know how your story gonna end
the way it feel to find the path leading back to nazareth
caterpillars in yo brain eating anything you left
At the bottom of the well water leakin out yo neck

fuck you i dont really feel like bothering my friends
fuck you i dont ever pick a flow its just dependent 
on the unknown places i have never been 
im constantly faded im dreamin of a benzo
*woah* wait wha
-where’d my friends go
thought we making money together until we dead bro?
thought we paper chasin til the bags feel like bread loafs
guess not, oh well put that in my deaf note

Paper planes fly me to the moon
landed on a broken star i keep falling in love with you 
welcome to the black parade, enjoy the fucking view
you got nothing left to say and i got everything to lose

she assume im doing good
at keeping all my shit in line
i told her that i wish i could 
but im falling behind
time to roll another wood
-fuck it, im just gonna drive
end up in the neighborhood 
where we used to get high
 
(issa new day same ports
trappin out a transport 
duffle bag drug store
double that, love more
Dirty money, sock drawer
l’ll give you what you ask for
pretty city passports
undefeated backcourts) x2

Paper planes fly me to the moon
landed on a broken star i keep falling in love with you 
welcome to the black parade, enjoy the fucking view
you got nothing left to say and i got everything to lose

theres nothing like when you know how your story gonna end
the way it feel to find the path leading back to nazareth
caterpillars in yo brain eating anything you left
At the bottom of the well water leakin out yo neck

Nazareth (prod. hxrxkiller/jkei)

HELLSTARS ft. Kozmihk

OUT ON ALL STREAMING SERVICES
“Deathsxars” - Liltrewaysaveurlife &Kozmihk

Idont rmembr da other night i was fucked up geekin together 4ever high we was on one😛😓

Birth Of The Deathsxar (ft. Kozmihk)

This beat was produced by Lowstye;

Intro
Fever Dreams, Lincoln high
Stuck On repeat no alibi 
Limousines, Filled wit ice 
jus bury me n cut the lights 
i can feel, every lie - 
they make me sing when spirits cry -
demons fighting for they life 
they make me watch as angels die ^

Hook
There’s gotta be more to life than this 
There’s gotta be so much more to give 
There gotta be a place where i can sit 
In the same room where all my gods exist
smoke until im Gone fuck a bitch i wanna party now
never feel my face typa shit i go retarded now
Mobbin a new beamer wit my jit we been hardest out
shoutout bigchipps arizona see you ballin out, (yuh yuh)

-BREAK-

Verse
bitch u better move comin thru
save yo life oh yes of course
free yo mind n spark a port
let her fuck u like a pornstar
You , yeahh you
take yo time n take sum more
feel the vibe wit no remorse
let him fuck u in his sportscar
why u keep textin on my phone motorola
trappin on my phone where the plug what the hold up
Needa Smoke , couple hoes
I could use a few of those
Fuck a model they like gosha
gucci prada on they clothes

Bridge
Fever Dreams, Lincoln high 
Stuck On repeat no alibi
Limousines, Filled wit ice 
just bury me n cut the lights

Hook
There’s gotta be more to life than this 
There’s gotta be so much more to give 
There gotta be a place where i can sit 
In the same room where all my gods exist
smoke until im Gone fuck a bitch i wanna party now
never feel my face typa shit i go retarded now
Mobbin a new beamer wit my jit we been hardest out
shoutout bigchipps arizona see you ballin out, (yuh yuh)

Limousine$ (lincoln High)

✅ WHEN WE HIGH
Prod. Puhf

intro
i could be the one who gives you everything dream of
We could do the things that you would never wanna speak on
Baby can you keep a secret everybody wants a piece of?
You gon Die a thousand times before you learn you have a reason

hook
-You could give me your trust
So Baby hold out your hand
Im never Letting you go
Hope that you understand 
That when we doing these drugs
I never want it to end
We could do what you want
And we could do it again

Verse
Hear my words feel my vibe
feel my heart beat when we high
where you been at my whole life
swear to god the stars aligned
i need some time 
need to see it thru yo eyes (i)
need to hear the things you hide
& when you wanna touch the sky
im in love with the way that you look when we kissing
we fuck in the parking lot fuck in the kitchen 
your body so perfect the way that it glisten
make love in the mornin but after im missin you, uh
missin the way the that listen to 
all of my problems u gainin yo visions too
Huh?
fuck anybody who’s given you
heart with no love when yo soul is so beautiful 

hook
-You could give me your trust
So Baby hold out your hand
Im never Letting you go
I hope that you understand 
That when we doing these drugs
I never want it to end
We could do what you want
And we could do it again

outro 
i could be the one who gives you everything dream of
We could do the things that you would never wanna speak on
Baby can you keep a secret everybody wants a piece of?
You gon Die a thousand times before you learn you have a reason

WHEN WE HIGH (prod.puhf)

she the one that give me Clarity
help me think coherently 
but every fucking time the words come out i sound embarrassing 
I’m gonna miss you terribly 
Radiation therapy 
I’m overeating thoughts thinking extraordinarily

DEATHSXARS - radiation therapy

Nick Rosin features on this piece.
This song is not monetized

Hook
I dont know if u can See the things i see  or if you understand the feeling 
That i get when im alone 
N the same patterns keep repeating
On the walls and on the carpet on the floor next to the tv
Say a prayer close my eyes for all the people that im leaving on their own

Verse(0:26)
follow me into the Dark
Watch me fall until im dead
Watch me wake up da next morning 
Couldn’t tell you what i said
Everybody think im lit
But my shawty know im sad
I believe in different places 
where there ain’t no going back
I been talking to the Universe
shit been talking back 
Im addicted to the internet 
been Geekin off my ass
I jus wish i had somebody 
That could help me understand 
How to deal with the anxiety 
That never seem to end 
(Ay)
I wanna go Fast thats exactly what i need right now
Needa Blunt wit a tab go to space right now 
roll one up in the whip i wanna smoke right now 
needa spark on this wood im onna phone right now
On da 229 cruisin wit no one on it im just tryna catch a vibe -im tired of being honest so its fuck snitches fuck witches
think they fuckin wit it 
dumb bitches im done witcha
i live forever now

Hook
See the things i see or if you understand the feeling 
That i get when im alone N the same patterns keep repeating
On the walls and on the carpet on the floor next to the tv
Say a prayer close my eyes for all the people that im leaving on their own

Bridge(nick)
Lonely, life aint easy for me
Show me, people trying to let me down
Im always in my head
Tryna stay in my bed
Where am i gonna go?
No one really knows but-

Verse
just wait 4 me let’s slow this down
i promise u we’ll make it out 
i look at you you look at me
You tell me it was all a dream 
They wonder why i cant let go
I can not die im not at home
I know there’s more in store for me
Like all the things i meant to be
I sold my soul the more i know
i fucked my life up here we go
we dyin fast so take it slow 
just cruisin down this lonely road
& learn to appreciate 
the drugs we take to alleviate 
the fucked up pain that we create
its so okay to feel this way

End.

DIFFERENT PLACES W/ NICK ROSIN

prod. flower
*THIS TRACK IS NOT BEING MONETIZED*

yeeee

Hook
i been, Spending more money on weed in a month than i do for da crib
i still Fien for da high that i got from da money i doubled n flipped
i gotta stay High for da brothers dat holdin it down for they mothers n shit woah
we on some other shit bro
busy taking on da world 
oh i don’t remember the way that we used to talk, i forgot
nevertheless you’ll always be the one ,that i wanted
i remember dying in a parking lot
no one ever talk about the broken-hearted 

verse
im Starting to do dis shit for myself 
he lean himself to sleep n when he woke up smoked a pill 
i pray for all my homies in da skreets and that’s for real 
we been through all the trauma man we been through fucking hell
(what u kno about da) 12step program?
living like a nomad
crucifixion metaphor 
but u didn’t even know dat
“how u even know that?”
i’ll tell you what i know man
intuition stronger than a san andreas crackhead
-i dunno how to Say this
but im really fucking faded
i didn’t mean to waste your time im sorry
im complacent 
stunna like im vegas
Honoring da hellsxars
Does anyone remember where the fuck all my drugs are?
Swear that i jus had em i put em in my pocket 
or maybe im jus trippin shawty made me pop an oxy
i wish that i could take it all back 
i wish that you didnt have to see me like that
i regret the all of the things i said to you 
ive found a different point of view now
-Do u Remember when i taalked to youu abouut the thiings that i never wish i said
This remind me of the soong you seent to mee when youu still told him we jus friends

Hook
i been, Spending more money on weed in a month than i do for my crib
i still Fien for da high that i got from da money i doubled n flipped
i gotta stay High for da brothers dat holdin it down for they mothers n shit (woah)
we on some other shit bro
busy taking on da world 
oh i don’t remember the way that we used to talk, i forgot
nevertheless you’ll always be the one ,that i wanted
i remember dying in a parking lot
no one ever talk about the broken-hearted

Twelve Step Nomad

throaway ft. Kozmihk

Annihilation of Joy ft. Kozmihk

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“i bin here Before?”
prod. Melone
💪
*sits on couch*
…u think that im fucked up, i think thats the best part
u think u important but u not u just a guest star
everything incredible im smokin on some nectar
flow been gettin bitches wet Man i feel like fucking dexter
I aint no help for ya
always fucking sunny philadelphia 
never trust the bitches who look like a playboy bunny yuh
never trust a plug unless you know what they b sellin ya
im gettin sick n tired of mothafuckas cuttin fentanyl 
til we die in the moonlight
lonely fucking planet 
shawty fuckin w me 
just cuz i got money right?
doin lines in the fast life
always fucking faded 
i dont care i want some more
i wanna feel alive
its been a long time
on this lonely fucking planet
so when i die 
i hope u see how all the damage 
in the spotlight
made me take that shit for granted 
fuck depression i still have it
never taking second chances anymore
its been a long time
on this lonely fucking planet
so when i die 
i hope u see how all the damage 
in the spotlight
made me take that shit for granted 
fuck depression i still have it
never taking second chances anymore
I be In and out of daydreams
I dunno where they take me 
I wonder if I’ll wake up
I wonder if They’ll save me
I ask myself these questions 
For self reassurance 
I feel it growing stronger
We’re gaining endurance 
I dunno where we’re going 
But i wanna go faster
Lets get this bitch moving
Whats the problem nothing matters 
We’re wasting our chances 
On happy ever after
We’re all gonna die Soon
So really what’s the matter?
u think that im fucked up?, i think thats the best part
u think u important but u not u just a guest star
everything incredible im smokin on some nectar
flow been gettin bitches wet Man i feel like fucking dexter
feel like fucking dexter
Yea i feel like fucking dexter

i bin here Before?

*THIS SONG IS NOT BEING MONETIZED*

0.O
Prod. Lord135

*Sniff*. Dont give up. *sniff*.  What am i at? what am i at? Hahahahah. What am i at? What am i at? WHAT AM I AT? You’re at hunnid. I’m at a 100? You’re at a hundred bro dont even trip. 101-Oh Bro, 102. Bro Im shirtless like gucci mane Right now-Pretty fuckin good You can taste the Vodka. Ya, Ya thats it eheh just like that. Shirtles like-Woaahhh He’s fuckin chuggin it TREWiSE *Slaps* Lets go Ohhhh lets goooooooo Again! Again!
Again! Go. OOOOHHHH (HaHAA!) Just one more time! Just one more time! One more time! Ahhh! Cmon Onnn! AHHH-

Accept the serenity Pray for Forgiveness To Change wat We can just As every Decision Will lead to the Next and the Pressure Come wit it Im seeking the knowledge i must know the difference 
I must know the difference I must know what’s changing i Know that there must be a way that can Change Me im seeking the wisdom from Far away Places Cus 
im far from the man that i kno U once made me to be -The man that walked out on the ones that he needs The man that didnt talk to his father in weeks The man that dont pick up a Phone when it Ring The man that jus never decided to speak 
*drip drop got her liplocked stunna big glocks catch em by suprise make dat boy hip drop drop top i need more top
goin nonstop servin all those packs serve em in the ziplocks*
Ay ay Tear drop,drop steppin busy getting buckets
on these bitch ass mufuckas pouring up a cup im leaning hard to da left fade right 
cock it back n chuck it up final seconds of my life but i DONT EVER FUCKIN- i woke up just so i could die a legend keep it 100 on my mom i do it different no pretending never thought i would forget but now its like i can’t remember how i started out a jit n slowly grew into a better type of person wit my bitch we chasing money like its cheddar
see me cheesin call me chucky call me penny it’s whatever, ima 5 star stoner you a 5 star scammer you da rookie im da vet N im da baddest mufucka on the 
block like. I told you i forgot like im da typa person that be dreaming at the stop lights, thinking bout da past life, wonder what a dads like, n if im being honest i dont even feel sad right now 
im just tryna recover from all da dabs i found 
in the bottomless ocean of all da shit i drown
keep neglecting da reasons behind a broken smile that’s protecting the demons from ever breaking out
i dont even feel sad right now 
im just tryna recover from all da dabs i found 
in the bottomless ocean of all da shit i drown
keep neglecting da reasons behind a broken smile that’s protecting the demons from ever breaking out… TREWiSE

iNTERDiMENSiONAL CABLE

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TREWiSE
river of Misery Home of my Misery
Home of my Family Land of the Dead
So many Memories So many Families
So many Mysteries Too many Dead
River of Misery Silence of Victory 
A Moment in History that U won’t forget
Moment of Silence that u Don’t forget
Brodie been Quiet i kno him da best. Uh
…To Find the way out You must never look back, Did you hear what i said? Please Stop turning your back on me. 
We Can’t understand what We can’t comprehend Now i know this is hard but you gotta look back for me. 
Reach in your mind You can change yo perspective just give me your word that you’ll always come back to me.
Always come back to me
Always come back to the moment i 
realized i dunno what’s happening
Thoughts is atypical Mind is Eroding   
For everyone listenin Ima keep going
For Them ,For her ,For everyone knowin
Dat ima be King of da Land as we kno it  
Liquor da Devil n Trewise the Poet You 
Mix em together U Get Different Stories
From different perspectives Emotions bin holding me back n They hide in disguise You don’t notice
river of Misery Home of my Misery
Home of my Family Land of the Dead
So many Memories So many Families
So many Mysteries Too many Dead
River of Misery Silence of Victory 
A Moment in History that U won’t forget
Moment of Silence that u Don’t forget
Brodie been Quiet i kno him da best. Uh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TREWiZE THA POET

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SORRY FOR THA WAY I AM
…
Questions - TREWiSE

Since u bin gone I bin all over the place I havent bin sober for days or maybe its months I dunno how to move on
I dunno what i should want its like i forgot 
Its like i forgot what its like its like i forgot what i needed
I need a new life I need a new car I needed to die to get back to the start
Hold my hand If i reach out would you grab it?
Take this chance I’d give you everything i have
I said Hold my hand If i reach out would you grab it?
Take this chance I’d give you everything i have I said
My mind is a dangerous weapon
im losing this race, im losing connection 
Im, coming from every direction Looking for answers that shouldn’t be questioned 
i, Cant tell if is this the end or not
I think about it a lot 
I dont like talking on top of the surface id rather go inside of my mind and talk
what u kno about life? what u know about love?
What u kno about her? what u kno about Lust?
Wut u kno about death? wut u kno about trust?
Do you kno about them? Do you kno about Us?
Do you kno about Koz? Do you kno about Sxars?
Do u think about ghosts? Do u think about mars?
Do u think we gon die soon? or u think we going far?
I think we gon forget and go back to the start
(Im a man that dont remember all the days in a week im a different type of man the type that dont need to breathe ghost boy aint nothing but the stains on his teeth ghost boy aint nothing but the yats on his sleeve)
…
Hold my hand If i reach out would you grab it?
Take this chance I’d give you everything i have
I said Hold my hand If i reach out would you grab it?
Take this chance I’d give you everything i have i said

questions

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TURNiNG iNTO GHOSTS prod. IL IK

(I been Expanding on my consciousness. 
My one and only problem is, 
I dont think Im real but I dunno Im still not positive 
Existential Crisis hit the Bong im Always high as shit 
All these fucking problems Gettin money
Til i die n shit) x2

TREWiSE

U Walked into the Room We fell together At the same time
Memories of her dont feel the same And now im gettin high
-now we gettin high
Shawty know she beautiful I wanna give her all of mine
Pull up to the spot I pop a bean n then I wrote a song 
Overthinking everything I contemplate what She been On
N then i play my Song,
Im that Motherfucker All these Shawtys   wanbe fucking On
Im that motherfucker everybody walking past like
Im Just another somebody to fill in all the gaps, My 
memories are digital My feelings always gaslight
I Wish I felt original I cant remember last night
You could Find me at the bottom of my feelings 
Find me at the Bottom of the Bottled up thoughts I miss my friends 
I dont even know the meaning
Nah, I can feel the meaning behind every fucking word you said 

Its been a minute 
Im Sry it didn’t work out
Im sorry that i left 
I been tryna figure it out
I Had to go n get a bag 
And fill that bitch up by myself
Now my brodies stayin lit
And all the bitches bad as hell)
(Ya i know Its been a minute 
Im Sry it didn’t work out
Im sorry that i left 
I been tryna figure it out
I Had to go n get a bag 
And fill that bitch up by myself
Now my brodies stayin lit
And all the bitches bad as hell)

(You walk in the room, Memories of her, Dunno what to do, I wanna give her all, Wanna give her all of mine) x2overlayed
u Walked into the Room We fell together At the same time
Memories of her dont feel the same And now im gettin high
-now we gettin high
Shawty know she beautiful I wanna give her all of mine
Pull up to the spot I pop a bean n then I wrote a song 
Overthinking everything I contemplate what She been On
N then i play my Song,
Im that Motherfucker All these Shawtys   wanbe fucking on
Im that motherfucker everybody walking past like
Im Just another somebody to fill in all the gaps, My 
memories are digital My feelings always gaslight
I Wish I felt original I cant remember last night

Find me at the bottom of my feelings…
?????
?????
?????

FIN

TURNiNG iNTO GHOSTS

Let You Go ft. Craig Zodd & Deadrose
(prod. capsctrl)

Intro (Deadrose)
She just wanna pick a pedal off the rose
Choosey hoes wanna break my heart til it’s oozin’ on
Honey yeah I’m home I’m on my Lucy flow, lucifer
She just wanna burn til I’m losin’ her (Ooh)
I’m missin’ her, touchin’ her, kissin’ her, 
Wish i was a listener but I’ve just been movin’ slow
I’m fixin’ it, I’m missin’ all this women shit
See her body glistenin’ I wish I didn’t love these hoes

Part 1 (Craig Zodd)
I can't count how many times
I said I loved you & I meant it
Yeah you know that I regret it
Yeah I hope that you forget it
I can't count how many times
You said that you were right for me
But all you did was lie to me
You tow the line my eyes deceive 
Such a fucking lying bitch
Told me take my time with this
You've been mad ever since we split
'Cuz you been down and I'm the shit
You screaming out fuck me
Your best friend wanna fuck me
She say she don't trust me
But she really wants me

Part 2 (tré)
I'm convinced you used me 
Packed your shit up went right through me 
Fuck the drugs they still abuse me
I'm still faded absolutely, yuh
2019 got my weed from colorado 
And I dont give a fuck,
I'm tryna drown all of my sorrows
And I'm tired of the shit and I hope I don't see tomorrow 
Just lookin for a like and steady prayin' for a follow
I gave you all my money for the '97 Pontiac
We took around the world and to the moon and to the stars and back
Made me feel okay and gave me life but I dont want it back
Countin' foreign bills while we countin' dead presidents
We fightin' all the time, all for nothing please
just take it back
Know I gave you everything and you could make me promise that
Roll another backwood in my morning just to help my back
Pop another xannie just to feel another heart attack
She started textin' my phone like I miss you more than ever
But it's never any good and like you could be doing better
You started on switchin up in like the middle of November
Said I wasn't good enough and so we couldn't be together 
(oh my god)
Losing all the feelings in my head 
(oh my god)
Get shitfaced numb the world 
(oh my god)
Lunr dripped out & I put that on my mom
Thirty Four the mob, goin' crazy with the songs

let u go (ft. craig zodd & deadrose)

life goes on and ill forget all the memories, so im writing this song so ill remember the little things that we had :)

2001-2019

simon john antelope iii (prod. Taurs)

$XAR





Infinite parallel Universes lay waiting beyond the Grave

2001
0.O



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